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[tylerscoolaccount]

fumbling words, meant next to nothing.

narrowed my blindness to her gazing oversight.

im soothed by the blankets, undertoned with her warmth,

a radiance so unbothered, yet shaken by herself.

here with myself, me and more blank noise.

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uneeeded, fleed from a universe.

time unraveled as i was just grasping on.

to the train, 1000 miles an hour.

as i was just learning, yearning for a minuite.

unwanted nevertheless, in my own little world.

head clouded yet i'm not in the clouds.

down below. the mealworms and snakes.

the bugs and rotten cake.

i can't care. safer this way

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a novelist unravels their own self enudring secrets.

a royal joust, yet taken glory and vow, a knight.

delivering your mail, your bringings, your wishes, a messenger.

a miraculous understanding of life and death, a creature so divine, in distress. life of the wild flourishes.

sharp eyes, callused instruments of creation, a stance not to be reckoned, a smith forges.

shifting and shaping minds to clay formed molds, thoughts so bright, cynically bold, philosophers endure.

aye all things move. they sure do

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im breathing, im breathing,

taken by the life.

i ate my last wishes, hopes and.... delights?

waltzing through a town of ghosts and screaming pain,

lastly at last, here now, making my way today.

all of these fine people, with futures ahead of them,

not only do i not want them,

she shines above them all.

yet as im going down down down, into the oblivious scared night,

her fingers brush through my hair as my favorite dream appeared.

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in the shadows. yes i mean this.

a complicated clunk.

CLUNK!

ABAHAHAHAHABABABABABABAB

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tongue tied,

made her beautiful mind kneel.

to me?

never would ever would want such a thing.

why could her words, so euphoric and stoic,

be diminished by a servant of rage?

a fist of madness, out of the cage.

and why when. these thoughts.

held in my head.

never sold, yet never forgotten.

retaliate our feelings.

push them down within.

eat our children and love our fathers.

mind our mothers. bite our tongue.

forever?

never.

keep my token of love to you.

a silver plated obsidian wonder.

imagine it your sword.

and shield.

and armour.

and fielty.

to you.

a girl with many talents.

a girl with doubt.

girl told she's drowning.

yet forever holds an undoubtful future.

she is wonderful.

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clarity once flooded by a ray of sunshine.

clinging yes, yet falling, still

only lifetimes away can we sleep soundly.

as the day of night; a swords sheath, shatters.

i cannot fathom a world without you.

derranged from my own self doing, a clay face masquerade.

duely notes, and fiercely charted,

a new born self,

can arise.

borrowed your candle.

broken the seal.

changed an attitude.

because i love you.

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miracious intentions of a once so called, long edged, running still, rolling, peregetic, noncenscacle, duration of a sentence that will keep yourselves in your seats as you read and scrounge to the edge, fingernails ripped from your fingers, held by tendrils and clotted blood that keep your life still intact nonthenless, my spelling errors speak a truth not onky percieved by the audience but my an aspiration of love and presciousness kept by guardians atanding stoicly tall over you and me and nothing can stop us.

[tylerscoolaccount]

all of your danger,

to cling to desperation of a feeling.

threatening a vile void of exaggeration.

try me, cling on to me.

all of me

i want you right now.

by my side.

our sides.

close.

together.

for a moment at least

[tylerscoolaccount]

bright light'n flares interest.

in worlds of trees and wind,

created lives of a whirlwind.

make it up.

seek us out.

for who really finds,

when full of doubt?

language barrier.

a splean of splicing.

a whole disectomy dissected,

commas you are.

[tylerscoolaccount]

to live without,

is as without life.

yet my lungs still fill

and my legs still shake.

mind still races of of your face,

still for all,

all of my days.

[tylerscoolaccount]

this is what it feels like,

alone.

[tylerscoolaccount]

another day, new times, old shit.

a life.

living an attitude.

a mentality, unraveled,

i'm battered too.

'till dawn we ride.

sighting outwards.

showered by starlight trickling down our backs.

[tylerscoolaccount]

i'm not going to.

not gonna find you.

tried i did,

watch and wait, for you i must.

as you still allow yourself,

to be stepped on.

by others?

yourself?

oh wait, both.

i'm still here.

not expecting.

just here

[tylerscoolaccount]

im back at this diner.

red seats, good eats.

always is.

they know who i am,

an idea at most though.

not a name,

a history,

his claim on life.

just that he eats.

he sits and he writes.

he eats and he types.

he stays silent.

except when he's spoken to.

in space he is.

our song.

maybe somehow. someday.

maybe a time far away.

away with this time, farther it may not.

i'm here,

she's... .

i don't know.

[tylerscoolaccount]

i need her

before i go insane

[tylerscoolaccount]

i feel it more and more every moment.

every day.

every second.

the shuffling of my own feet.

the plane above me.

cars drive past me.

i can hear their brakes and the hum.

my own breathing.

i cant remember when i've been.

when i have been where.

all a ball of space and crunched thoughts,

floating.

i don't feel alive. just here.

don't matter where i go.

or how far.

i can't outrun myself.

passenger seat deprived.