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oops, almost dropped my emotional support human

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I couldn't have said it better myself.

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How am I going to do this? I can't forget who she choose to vote for but I can't exactly avoid her. Kind of hard to do that when you live under the same roof. Already she was asking me if I was okay sense I seemed distant with her, and instead of saying nothing was wrong or just saying no I say I'm having a time and didn't want to discuss it. It wasn't directly said but I'm sure my mom has an inkling what was wrong.

I should be an actor, slapping a smile on my face and putting a lift in my voice even when I don't feel great on the inside. So far I'm doing a swell job of it. I'm afraid soon or later she's going to press what's wrong with me or want to talk about it with me. I can't. I know she won't change, and I don't want to hurt myself bringing it all out for nothing. I want little to do with her. It hurts because it would be easier if she was a bad parent but she's not.

I can only imagine what's it's like for other people's parents who voted for him that are worst.

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Good news of October 2024

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Transformers Inktober Day 31 - Jetfire ❤️⚗️💙

Jumping up and down

I cant believe I wrote a whole ass fic at the same time 👁���

Something in the water this October fr…

Anyway, thanks for all the likes, reblogs and follows through this, I’m so happy and glad to have new mutuals and friends. 🥰

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MORE TITAN AU!!! of the cityspeaker rodimus variety <3

extra context for these:

this is inspired by the concept of the city/internals of Megatron changing colour in response to heat- something Rodimus has plenty of! (as mentioned in asks here and here)

in this AU Megatron rarely speaks to/acknowledges his cityspeakers, so Rodimus is trying to get a rise out of him the entire time :]

majority of the dialogue is by @callsign-relic whos blog this au lives on! the first section of dialogue is from one of the first titan au posts :]

check out the #titan au tag over on Relic's blog for more Thoughts about this au and its many offshoots!!

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Puppy Love

Watercolor On Birch Panel

2024, 24"x 18"

Red Dogwood Blossoms

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jetfiyah

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I'm watching the big airliners across on the other side of the airport rn. They look cozy hanging out together in the frost this morning

I'm imagining Skyfire hanging out with them in altmode catching some Zs. Maybe as a social tick thing? Maybe he misses hanging out with other Cybertronians who are big planes?? Maybe as a safety in numbers/sorta blend in thing? A single big plane is more noticeable in a forest or field etc than with dozens of other big planes all hustling about at a big airport.

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Imagining Skyfire just casually doing big plane activities at big airports like trying to fit in the plane washer or him waiting his turn in line to get a soak in anti-ice sauce. Or he finds the frequency pilots use to request fuel/oil and he orders himself a lil sippy of some turbine oil. He has no Earth monies tho and he hopes the humans won't notice he's not a normal plane. They do of course, they totally realize he's a Cybertronian, but they just roll with it and let him have his peace and hide sneak some cans of oil and fuel to him cause he's very polite and never causing any trouble.

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I'm going to say it straight out. I voted Democrat and my mom voted Republican.

I knew for a good while that I don't agree with her on certain things. I don't talk about stuff like that with her because I just don't want to deal with it. I just feel frustrated and angry with her. There're times I can be around her, even when how I feel about her is in the back of my mind, but then I just want to get away from her. When I found out who the new president was, I was spiraling, and I made a mistake of calling her in regard to whether I should go into work that day. She said she had to know who I voted for so she would have the context on whether I should make said that decision. I told her I can't tell her things like that, for the sake of our relationship. She thinks the reason I don't want to because it will affect how she thinks of me, and that it hurts her for me to think I can't come to her about anything. I don't want too because my thoughts and feelings towards her are already not so great and will only make it worse. I should have hung up but ended up telling her.

And do you know what's so messed up? She said she was proud of me for voting despite who I voted for. How do you process that? How do you deal with a parent who voted for him only to turn around and say they're proud of you? That they love you? How?

This is not my usual posting and I'm sorry. But I just have so much I want to dump out and, well, this is what Tumblr is for I guess. Needless to say I have some things going on with my mom. They were already there before the elections but I'm just not feeling great.

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Another commission I got from @glovestudiosart 🤘

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Through gritted teeth: my first draft is allowed to be awful. My first draft is allowed to be awful. My first draft is allowed to be awful.

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Some very loose sketches based on this fanfic  Papa bear Blaster :)

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every time I see a big robot hold/save a human I feel like. hmm. how does the big guy know when to stop squeezing and when the human goes pop

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Titan Drift and city speaker Ratchet. Because why not :)