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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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burns & boo boos // v.h.

a/n not much to say about this one.. just a cute and fun write. hope you like and enjoy it!

vinnie hacker x fem!reader

Word Count: 1k, slightly edited

WARNING: language, mentions of burning, and i think that’s it.

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Y/n was having a lovely dream. It was a recurring one, one where she was dancing in the rain with a young Leonardo DiCaprio. The two swayed together in the empty city streets, their eyes glued to each other. She could melt at any moment. Then everything slowed down as the pair stopped moving. Leo’s gaze traveled from hers to her rouged lips. Right when he was leaning in, she felt the world shift and rock back and forth.

“What’s going on?” She muttered to herself, looking around at the collapsed buildings. She moved her attention back to Leonardo, who was still staring down at her. “Leo, what’s happening?”

Instead of directly answering her question, all he said was: “Wake up, Y/n.”

“What?”

“Y/n, wake up.”

Y/n’s eyes snapped open, the face of her loveable boyfriend, Vinnie, coming into view. He laid on top of her, shaking her awake. “Wake up,” he whispered, careful not to wake up any of their housemates.

“What? What’s going on? Is there an emergency? Something wrong with Hera?”

Vinnie shook his head. “No, Hera’s fine. But, it is an emergency.”

She planted both of her hands on his cheeks, worry filling her body. “Then, what’s wrong? Are you feeling sick?” She checked his temperature with the back of her hand, checking to see if he was running a fever or something.

Once again, Vinnie shook his head. “I’m not sick.”

“Okay, then what is it?”

“I’m hungry.”

At that, she pushed him off of her, the boy landing on the floor with a thud. “You woke me up out of my sleep just to tell me that you’re hungry?” Crossing her arms, she watched as Vinnie slowly got back up, rubbing his aching side.

“What was I supposed to do?”

“Uhm, I don’t know…go downstairs and make yourself some food, get a snack, and not wake me up in the middle of the night to complain about your growling stomach.”

He pouted. “But, I don’t want just anything. I want some cookies.”

Y/n shrugged, not understanding his point. “And? I have some Oreos somewhere in the cabinet. Knock yourself out.” As she rested her head, gearing up to return to her time with Leo, Vinnie leaped back onto her.

“I don’t want Oreos, I want homemade cookies. I want your cookies.”

“You can have my cookies later. Go to sleep, goodnight.” Y/n closed her eyes, feeling Vinnie’s weight move off of her as he got situated in his spot on their shared bed. While she tried to fall back asleep, that proved to be difficult thanks to Vinnie’s mumbling and grumbling. She knew what he was doing; he was annoying her into submission. While she tried to fight against it, thinking that maybe if she pretended he wasn’t there, she’d fall asleep faster, that proved to be difficult. After a minute of listening to him complain, she finally gave in.

“Fine, you win.” She ripped off the covers and got out of bed. Vinnie did the same, only he was more energetic. “You better hope I don’t burn these cookies,” she warned, leading him out of the room. The two quietly made their way through the hall, down the stairs, and into the kitchen.

While Vinnie eagerly got out the supplies, Y/n preheated the oven. Once Vinnie had set everything on the counter, Y/n got to work. She was known amongst their friends for making the best cookies. Whether the dough was homemade or pre-made, there was always an added touch. She claimed it was “love” when it actuality she just added a dash of cinnamon and nutmeg.

Vinnie observed her, admiring the process. He wanted to help, but he knew she’d never let him, especially with her being agitated considering he woke her up. He didn’t understand her anger or why she was so hellbent on her sleep. All he knew was that whatever dream she was having, it must have been good.

Once she had rolled the dough into balls and placed them neatly on the baking sheet, she put them in the oven for about 11 to 10 minutes. In that span of time, the two chatted, Vinnie attempting numerous times to get her to spill about her nighttime fantasy. She wasn’t letting up, however.

“Why can’t I know?” He whined, leaning against the kitchen counter.

“You just can’t. It’s a secret.”

He scoffed, “I’m your boyfriend. I should know all your secrets.”

“That means nothing, Vinnie.”

“But—”

Just as Vinnie was about to speak, the time on Y/n’s phone went off. She quickly turned it off and ran to the oven. But before she could lay a hand on the handle, Vinnie beat her to it. “I got this, baby.” He smirked, opening the oven to reveal the perfectly round and golden-brown sugar cookies.

As he reached for the tray, Y/n slapped his hand away. “Go put on a mitten if you’re gonna touch the tray.”

"Please, they’ve only been in there for about a few minutes. I’m sure it’s not that hot.”

“Whatever you say.” Y/n stepped back, letting the boy go for it.

Without hesitation, he went for the tray, no one to stop him. But, the minute his fingers came into contact with it, he let out an ear-piercing scream. He quickly pulled his hand out of the oven and fell to the floor. “Holy fucking shit!” He shouted, rolling around as if his whole body was on fire. “What the fuck!”

“I told you.” Y/n smirked, looking down at him. “You should’ve grabbed a mitten.”

Vinnie got up and blew on his fingers, ignoring the amusement on his girlfriend’s face. “I’m never going near that fucking stove again. It feels like I just fingered Satan’s ass.”

“Well, maybe next time you’ll listen to me.” Y/n walked over to the oven and reached inside, pulling the tray out with ease and placing it on the oven top. She was so focused on checking the cookies that she hadn’t noticed her shocked boyfriend.

“What the hell was that?”

She turned to him, confused. “What was what?”

“That. You literally picked it up as if it was nothing. Are you like a god or something?”

Y/n snickered, waving her hand over the cookies to cool them down. “I mean, I’m not a god, but I have been baking since I was little. Burned myself so many times that my nerve endings are probably demolished.”

“You’re amazing, you know that?” Vinnie laughed before putting his finger in his mouth.

“I know.”

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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do you want me to get you... a beer?

very very very random scenarios. aaaa i’ve never written a hc before (and i’m not even sure this is one) but i really like this. also these are random, like they don’t focus on one thing although i believe i wrote them with ‘jealousy’ in mind? i’m not sure but they’re just entertaining to read.

!sfw! i am so so sorry i just don't feel comfortable with writing anything nsfw, and i know that that’s what most people want/ expect but i genuinely can not do it. i have a lot of problems irl with sexual activities and writing about them is such a trigger for me, i just cant do it. i try to be very open so you might find some suggestive content (i think it levi’s bit) but that’s about all i can do - suggestiveness. i’m sorry but i hope you enjoy this either way :)

includes : levi, armin, eren (im so tired i couldn’t do anymore)

warnings: none.

masterlist

also i wrote this with modern in mind for both eren and armin but levi’s is based on him being a captain so... yeah i dont even know how i made that mistake.

eren i live, die and breath man bun eren, very obviously, and i’ve got to say, as a significant other he’s very rough with you. i'm not just talking sexually, but most of the time he would be stubborn, hold out a fight, length it out, all that. he’s just not scared to be very mean about his words– which doesn't translate to him not caring about your feelings, he just likes to voice his opinion when he feels it is necessary and won't try to sugar coat it. i know the whole jean–eren rivalry thing and you being in the middle of it cause you’re with eren then jean also likes her– read these stories (and wrote them) more times than i can count, but i overall think that eren would be very mature about it. he’d voice his thoughts at home (about how touchy and flirty jean was) but outside, he's really respectful and would never question your decisions or make you feel bad about them.

but then he’s also eren, so one day he’ll just break and while x is being flirty with you, for the nth time that night, eren will come in, place an innocent hand on your thigh before kissing your head and facing both of you. “what are we talking about?”

levi he’s so cute i swear, and he’s just awkward with kids. like you bring him to see your baby sister and he’s a mess. she’s feisty - of course- and starts asking him questions like, “why are you with my sister? what do you work as? are you and my sister having a baby?” you aren’t but levi��s blushing cheeks make everyone else thinks that’s an unofficial announcement. and then you guys are going to bed (still at your moms house) and he’s like ”i’m grabbing a water” at 10 so supposedly no ones awake. but of course your demon spawned sister is awake and on her ipad, scrutinizing levi and he’s just sitting there, filing the water bottle from the cooler like... “do you want me to get you.. like a beer?” you heard it and laugh hysterically all the from your room.

okay jealous levi though. he’d have steam coming out of his ears when he’s jealous. hands down. he will not be able to physically take someone flirting with you. let’s just pretend someone doesn't know you’re levi’s significant other (very unlikely because ever breathing soul within the wall is aware) and flirts with you. he’s on levi’s death list. This man is getting more laps then he could count and will probably be going against in practice training thing. at an event we’ll say this man walks up to you, hands you a drink and asks about your night and how you’re feeling. levi’s trying to calm himself at that point and decides to stay collected so he doesn’t seem childish, he’s still his superior so. you guys talk, failing to see the flirty way the man was handling the conversation and levi quickly steps in.

“y/n. I need to talk to you about the shitty paper work you just sent me. now.” you’re clearly confused because you’ve never – ever – sent faulty paperwork.

“are you sure i made a mistake?”

“now.” you quickly oblige and he nods at the man who was standing in front of you. he's just too polite to say anything but once you’re in his office alone…

armin he is very trusting so he doesn't get jealous easily, not at all, in fact, once a man was very flirty, the man tried to ask for your number and armin was sitting next to a wide eyed eren like 'just watch'. you turned down the man once, then twice then you hit him so hard he passed out (i won't lie even eren thought that was hot) afterwards some of the man's friends came over to you and that’s when armin stepped in. it wasn't a fight or anything, but he saw how intimidated you were with a group of men approaching you so he ran over to you with eren and took you home. if its more of a friend flirting with you– like someone he knows– he’d be a little insecure, maybe think you’d leave him for them but these insecurities would stay less than a minute and he never tells you about it (poor armin got bullied about oversharing/ insecurities so much he just doesn't like talking anymore).

also im thinking of this every single minute it is literally killing me- armin spoiling you is life. you’re just hanging out with your friends after you’re lecture and then armin calls you, asking you where you are and stuff and you’re casually like “i’m getting my nails done right now, the pretty pink colour you wanted me to get.” you guys talk for a few more minutes and once the call ends you get a message that $250 just got transferred into your account so now you’re just like...armin, baby, even if you wanted to pay for my nails they’re like $35 what’s up with the parade? and its just so cute when you call him and he says “i wanted you to treat yourself” ugh i’m dying over here.

#armin x reader #levi x reader #eren x reader #aot headcanons #attack on titan eren #LEVI ACKERMAN #aot levi #armin attack on titan #armin aot #aot x gender neutral reader #armin is the love of my life like yes babe spoil the shit out of me #headcannons #aot hc #aot hcs

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pairings : armin x gn!reader

warnings: none

“y/n.”

you quickly slip your phone into your back pocket, making sure to not drop the money that was also there– a very bad habit of yours. you give a polite nod to the barista and start moving out of the shop until you notice that you forgot your laptop inside. you just very casually left a macbook on a table and walked out of the shop. In a sheer panic – and horror– you let your drink slip past your fingers and curse as the inevitable occurs. until it doesn't.

“You okay?” a disembodied voice asks. you’re quick to open your eyes and pray to god that you don't mess up because of the panicking state you're currently in. your drink is right there, right in front of your two eyes, in the man’s hands. his reflexes must be extraordinary.

“I’m okay,” with a shaking hand you grab your drink from him, “excuse me.” you start walking back to the shop before his hand wraps around your wrist, catching you by surprise. you look back at him, completely shocked – and a little irritated. you need to go get it before someone else does.

“Your laptop, you left it inside.” you want to smack yourself for overreacting over something so minuscule. your first instinct is to hug him – out of relief and gratitude – but you know better so settle for a polite smile as you grab it from him.

“Thank you, i was scared i’d never see it again.” he chuckles lightly, making your body relax so you’re no longer tensing your muscles.

“no problem…” he waits for your name and you smile at him, a genuine one this time.

“y/n. and have a good day…”

“armin.”

#snk armin #armin x you #armin aot #armin attack on titan #armin x fem reader #armin x reader #aot x reader #aot x gender neutral reader #aot x y/n #aot x you #i love him so much its an obsession #armin is my love

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armin always looks like he’s in the middle of a photoshoot like bro... calm down theres no need to look so hot rn

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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holy smokes // v.h.

a/n a day late on this one, but it’s the thought that counts. this is for my weed smoking folks. hope you all had a bomb ass 4/20, and i hope you enjoy :)

vinnie hacker x fem!reader

Word Count: 1k, edited

WARNING: usage of marijuana, language, and that’s all.

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The party was bumping as trap beats bounced off the walls of the influencer’s house. People danced and swayed with their friends and lovers, allowing themselves to shift into the party animals they concealed during the daytime. Vinnie, however, wasn’t catching the vibes. He’d thought it’d be nice to get out, spend some time with his influencer friends, only to find himself clinging to a wall.

“You think she’d talk to me?” Jett asked, pointing over at the girl who was giving him googly eyes.

Shrugging, Vinnie downed the rest of his soda. “Don’t know.”

Being the professional empath that he was, Jett caught onto Vinnie’s newfound attitude. “You’re not having fun, are you?”

“Gee, what makes you ask that?” Sarcastic asshole.

“You’ve been hyping this party up for the past two hours and yet, you’re here pressed up against the wall like it’s the last thing you’ll ever get to touch.”

“You’re hugging the wall too.”

“Yes, but I’m not the one who forced my best friend out of his house just to go to some lousy party that he didn’t even want to go to.” Jett sighed, crossing his arms. “And anyway, this type of behavior is expected of me.”

Vinnie rolled his eyes and placed his cup in his friend’s hands. “Whatever, I gotta go pee. I’ll be back.”

Pushing himself off the wall, he made his way down the hallway not too far from them in search of a bathroom. Despite the number of people who pulled up to the function, there was little to none of them hanging around in the hall. It was like a deserted island or something. Checking almost every room, he found no sign of the bathroom. Then he came upon the door at the end of the hallway. Unlike all the other rooms, this one had a particular smell. It was a scent so earthy, so musky; a scent he was all too familiar with.

In a matter of seconds, he opened the door, revealing a girl lying in a tub with bags of Cheetos scattered around her. In her mouth, a burning joint. At first glance, Vinnie almost didn’t recognize her, and it wasn’t until she turned to face him that he realized who she was. His own best friend.

“Y/n? What the hell are you doing smoking in the bathroom?” he chuckled.

The girl ripped the joint out of her mouth, situating it between her thumb and index finger. “Do you know how many people are out there? I’d be hounded the minute I lit up, and I’m not trying to play ‘puff, puff, pass’ with randoms. Who knows where their mouths have been?”

“So, you decided to hide out in the bathroom?”

“Not just the bathroom, silly. The master bathroom.” She pointed towards the second door, which connected it to the master bedroom. “It was locked at first, but with the help of a bobby pin, I managed to get in.” She took a hit of her weed before blowing the smoke in Vinnie’s direction. “So, what brings you here?”

Pointing to the toilet, Vinnie said, “I…have to, uh, use the bathroom.”

“Oh, okay.”

“You’re not going to leave?”

“No way,” Y/n scoffed. “Please, whatever you’ve got underneath those jeans is nothing I haven’t already seen. But if it makes you feel any better, I’ll close my eyes while you do your tinkling.”

“Okay.” Vinnie stepped to the toilet in nothing but confusion. As he did his business, he couldn’t help but feel a little weirded out having someone, let alone a girl, in the bathroom with him while he peed. Thank goodness he wasn’t pee shy.

After relieving himself, he zipped his fly back up and made his way towards the door. But before he could leave, Y/n called his name. “Hey, where are you going?” She asked.

“I’m…leaving?”

“And you’re not even going to take a hit of this?” She gestured towards the joint. “C’mon, I know you want to.”

“Nah, I don’t want to be a bother and fuck with your personal space.”

She snickered, taking another hit. “Nonsense, Vin. Come take a hit. Besides, you peed in front of me. It can’t get any more personal than that.”

Vinnie stood and thought about it, coming to the consensus that it wouldn’t hurt to take one hit. Maybe it’ll make the night better. With that in mind, he took his hand off the door handle and joined Y/n in the bathtub. What was supposed to be just a hit quickly turned into a smoke session consisting of conversations centered around cars, slasher films, and survival in a zombie apocalypse.

“…I’m just saying, if I were to turn into a zombie, I wouldn’t go after brains. I’d go after bargains.” Y/n giggled, throwing her head back. “I’m sure with everyone practically dead, the sales would be really nice.”

“No, no, no. Don’t think that way. You’d be a survivor, Y/n.”

The girl smiled, showing all of her pearly whites. “And why’s that?”

“Because you’d be with me, and we’d take out a whole army.”

Y/n didn’t know if it was the weed that was making her hot in the face, or if Vinnie’s words were just hitting. Either way, there was something about him. Something that sent shivers all throughout her body. Maybe it was love, maybe it was the joint. Who knows?

“You’d fight zombies with me?”

“Yeah,” Vinnie said, nodding. “I’d fight zombies with you any day.”

Hiding her face, Y/n played around with her nails. “I’d fight zombies any day with you too.” When she finally decided to look up, she found Vinnie staring at her. However, it wasn’t just any normal stare. It was one of affection, of passion, and one that showed off just how baked he was.

“Y/n, I—”

Right as Vinnie was about to pour his heart out, Y/n’s phone rang, buzzing against the rim of the tub. She groaned, checking to see what it was. “God, Y/bff/n needs me. Something about being locked in a closet with Jake Paul.” Standing up and dusting off her dress, Y/n stepped out of the tub and headed towards the door.

As she twisted the handle, she turned and looked back at Vinnie. “Hey, we should smoke more often.”

“Tomorrow sound good? My place?”

“Tomorrow sounds fantastic.” After shooting him a wink, the girl exited the bathroom, leaving him both wonderstruck and in love.

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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THIS >>>>

4. seeing is believing

a/n it’s been a slow burn but this is where everything starts kicking off. also, i keep forgetting to say this but if you want me to tag you whenever i drop a chapter (or an imagine in general) feel free to let me know! anyways, as always… enjoy!

vinnie hacker x fem!reader

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Word Count: 1.5k, slightly edited

WARNING: language, mentions of alcohol, mentions of partying, i think that’s all.

Contrary to what she thought before, Y/n was actually enjoying herself. If you had told her a few hours ago that she’d be throwing a party, let alone having fun, she would’ve sued you for emotional distress. She didn’t know if it was due to the wine coolers or the atmosphere that was making her feel this way, but she didn’t want it to stop. Thanks to her friends, none of this would’ve happened—or at least that’s what she tried to convince herself. The truth of the matter was that even if Liza or Eamon persisted in pleading for her to throw this party, it wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for Vinnie. He was the one who pushed her to step outside her comfort zone, the one who assured her that it was okay to let loose every once in a while. Without him, tonight wouldn’t have been possible.

An hour had passed, and while Liza and Eamon wandered off somewhere, Vinnie and Y/n stayed on the dancefloor. They swayed together to the hypnotic beats and dirty bass, enjoying each other’s company. Eventually, they grew tired and decided to recuperate on the couch.

“In all the years I’ve known you, I’ve never seen you dance like that.” Vinnie laughed, leaning back on the sofa. “In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you dance. Why have you been keeping this from me?”

“I don’t know,” giggled Y/n. The girl stared down at her nails, feeling the heat rush to her cheeks. “I didn’t even know I could dance like that until now.”

“So, does that mean you’re having fun?”

Y/n shrugged, “I guess it does.”

“See, we told you having a party wasn’t going to be so bad.” Vinnie said, resting his arm across the back of the couch.

Nodding, Y/n looked up at the boy, meeting his eyes. “You were definitely right. I kind of owe this all to you. You really helped bring me out of my shell. Thank you.”

“No, it was all of us. If it hadn’t been for Liza, this party wouldn’t have even been thought of. Then you have Eamon, and well…he was just there. But he played a part too. And me, I’m just tagging along and making sure you’re having fun.”

“I don’t think you understand,” sighed Y/n. “Even though Liza and Eamon played their roles in making this happen, it was you who really brought the magic out of tonight.”

“Really?”

“Yes, quite honestly, if anyone else had given me a speech in a girls’ bathroom, I would’ve easily dismissed them, but because it was you, I cherished every single word. Vinnie, you mean so much to me.” Y/n had no clue where this newfound confidence was coming from. Any other day, she’d just write all this down in her diary. But right now…right now was different. It just felt right.

She watched as Vinnie’s face slowly lit up. Even with the lack of light, she could see the red tint painted across his face. “You don’t mean that,” he beamed, peering down at his lap.

“I mean every word.”

At that moment, the two locked eyes once again, reflecting nothing but affection between them. With their bodies turned toward each other, they began to steadily lean forward. And just as their lips were inches away from each other…the doorbell rang.

“Fuck me,” groaned Y/n. She shot Vinnie an apologetic look, muttering “I’m sorry” before getting up from her seat. “I’ll be right back.” She stomped over to the door and opened it, revealing her ever-so lovely neighbor, Mr. Herbert.

Y/n never hated anyone in her life. Sure, she disliked people, but that was different. However, she absolutely despised Mr. Herbert. While he had most of the adults wrapped around his finger, the youth wasn’t easily fooled by his adorable sweaters. They saw right through his sweet and innocent demeanor, seeing him for the demon he was. He was always on the move, trying to get any child he deemed a “hooligan” in trouble. While his appearance at Y/n’s wasn’t a complete surprise, she mentally cursed herself for forgetting about him.

“Y/n.” The geezer growled through his teeth, tapping his foot against the concrete.

“Mr. Herbert,” Y/n replied. The girl shut the door, hoping he didn’t catch a glimpse of the commotion inside. “What brings you here this evening? Shouldn’t you be catching up on your soap operas or something?”

“How could I with all the noise going on? At first, I thought the McCrady’s were having another swingers party, but then I remembered that they’re out of town for the weekend.” He explained. “And then, that’s when I realized the racket wasn’t coming from their house, but yours. Now, if I remember correctly, aren’t your parents supposed to be out of town?”

Y/n went cold as the man stared daggers at her. “Yes, sir.”

“Then, you mind telling me what all of this is? Because if it’s what I think it is, I have no problem informing your parents.”

“And what exactly do you think this is?”

“You want me to tell you what I think it is, hm?” Mr. Herbert adjusted his glasses and crossed his arms. “I think you’re throwing a party.”

Y/n gasped, a laugh following. “Me, throwing a party? Wh-What? I cannot believe you’d accuse me of something as delinquent as that.” Y/n swatted him on the arm. “There’s no party over here, silly. This is just a little, um, get-together. Yeah.”

“Is that so?”

“More or less?”

“For what, may I ask?”

Y/n froze up as her mind went blank. She tried to come up with some reasonable explanation, some excuse to get the old geezer out of her way, but nothing came to mind. That was until a certain Chase Hudson came strolling up from behind Mr. Herbert. As the raven-haired boy made his way to the door, Y/n snatched him by the sleeve of his leather jacket and pulled him to her side. “For my cousin.” She said, putting on her best fake frown. “His mom’s been really sick. They think it’s Ligma, but we’re not sure. Anyway, we’re just throwing a little something for him to cheer him up. Let him know we’re here for him.”

“I’m not—”

“Shh, I know.” Y/n pressed her finger on Chase’s lips. “It’s hard, but we’re going to get through this.” Looking over at Herbert, Y/n was pleased to find a look of sympathy on his face.

“I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I know how it is to deal with a sick loved one. What disease did you say she had?”

“Ligma,” Y/n answered, “it’s this new deadly disease. There’s not a lot of research about it, you know, because it’s new.”

Mr. Herbert gulped, suppressing his sobs as he patted Chase on the shoulder. “I am praying for you and your family, young man. Stay strong, and if there’s anything you need, Y/n can give you my number,” comforted the senior. “I’ll let you all continue on with your get-together. My apologies.” With that, the old man waddled back across the street and into his home.

It was then that Y/n finally felt comfortable letting out the breath she’d been holding. She thanked Chase before going back into her house. With the Herbert problem solved and taken care of, she could finally resume what she and Vinnie had started. Tonight was looking rather good. She was living her best life; people were enjoying themselves, and she got to spend every minute with the guy she adored. With how sweet the night had so far been, Y/n found it hard to believe that it could turn sour at any moment.

That was until she stumbled into the living room and saw a sight she wished she hadn’t seen. In her line of vision was Vinnie, sitting on the couch, but not by himself, as she had previously left him. He was with none other than Mila Hoffman. Y/n tried her best to keep her cool as she watched the two converse, smiles plastered on both of their faces. Maybe Mila had heard a really funny joke and she just had to tell Vinnie. Y/n wanted needed to believe that nothing was going on between them. She couldn’t jump to conclusions. But sadly, no amount of convincing or excuses could justify what happened next. There, dead set in the middle of the couch, Vinnie and Mila had locked lips.

Y/n felt her heart crumble and fall to her stomach. Her breathing picked up, tears threatening to pour from her eyes. She needed to leave, and fast. Covering her face, she pushed through the horde of rowdy teens and made her way up the stairs. Darting down the hallway, she barged into her room, shutting the door behind her. The second she turned around, she found none other than Noah Beck sitting at the edge of her bed.

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i. habits of my heart

paring : eren x reader, levi x reader, (used in past tense) armin x reader.

trigger warning : after birth depression… i think that’s it. no sexual scenes.

summary : reader had a kid at twenty two and between trying to take care of elena and her unsupportive mother she just wants to give up.

honestly, i think this deals with a story more of my usual love one shots. i hope you like it + it’s heavily unedited i’ll come back later cause its 4 am.

so many people let me believe that i'm worthless. that i mean nothing beyond the amount money i make, or how smart i am, or how i dress. their words will forever stick with me. i'll always remember that no matter how hard i try, people have it harder and still go further that i ever can.

because if my mother doesn't love to remind me of it i don't know who does. which is exactly what she's doing right now. at a dinner. with my friends, no less.

"and if she'd just went that extra year, she'd be much better than she is right now. oh how i wish she had listened to us back then. instead she has a child..." i block her words out. i fought her endlessly on this, more than i can remember. thankfully, she never mentions elena in bad blood, she loves her, but the way she explains my pregnancy is more than enough to know she doesn't love me.

"thank you, mum." i interrupt halfway through her speech (that has switched to another subject).

"honey, you haven't even had dessert." i shrug, grabbing the two girls and we all get up.

"next time. thanks." she gets up, allowing clara and mary clean up the table as she walks us out. we were already finished eating but we were about to have dessert.

"thank you for having us, ms. ellison." she smiles, kissing the girls cheeks and then mine, but not before whispering something in my ear.

"don't interrupt me again, darling." i nod once and walk out while waving goodbye to her. once the door is closed i feel so much better.

"god," i groan, "that's was horrible." mikasa and annie face me sympathetically. i shake my head quickly as we all get into the car.

"no! don't look at me like that. i hate it already, i don't need sympathy." they both look at each other before nodding. "where do you wanna go? cause i haven't eaten a single thing that was served and i really need a change of scenery."

"yn..." i groan, knowing that means they can't go out. "i'm sorry! me and armin haven't seen each other for weeks and they're finally back from tour." my head perks up at the new announcement.

"they're back from tour?" mikasa nods and i start to drive.

"yeah. eren just texted me an hour ago. he's waiting back home." i smile, knowing how much elena adores eren, they've connected in a way no one else was able to reach her and i love that. monster because her own father doesn't have that connection with her.

"speaking of," annie starts and i immediately shake my head, knowing where this is going. "come on, yn, tim has to see her. it's been a month. he's her father, too, you know." if there's anything i despise, it's giving my daughter away for a whole week to her dad.

"tim texted me yesterday." my bottom lip is pulled in between my teeth. i know their reaction.

"yn!" they both shout and i park the car silently. i'm about to shut off the car before annie, from the backseat, presses my shoulders down. "we'll literally dismember you. he needs to see his daughter, it's not fair on him for you to do this." i sigh, knowing she's right.

"okay okay. i'll call him tonight." they both seem satisfied because we're finally out of the car and i get to see my daughter.

i check my phone for any text messages before getting consumed with elena and the band since they're back. apparently everyone texted me. i've had my phone on focus mode.

( 4 49 ) armin : hey pretty

i've missed you

we're here, can you guys answer the door

damn it i think we woke elena up

sorry, see you when you get back

( 4 55 ) jean : ynnn, we're outside

we're waiting and i don't like it

please answer the door for the love of god

eren just informed me that we are bothering

you while you're at your mother's

sheesh, have fun (haha as if)

( 5 03 ) 'we own a house' groupchat :

eren : y'all are so annoying someone open the door

armin : i think they're out

jean : i don't care, someone better let us in

connie : why are we texting here when we're two feet from one another?

eren : so that the girls could answer while we're suffering

historia : i’m not home

eren : clearly. if you were, your ears would be blessing by now

sasha : you’re all so annoying, the sparks key is tied under the mailbox

armin : that’s really smart guys

sasha : it’s was mikasa’s idea

eren : liar. i saw a tiktok about it.

historia : just open the damn door and shut up already

( 6 14 ) mum : you guys left so fast

what's wrong? is it elena?

call me when you're home.

( 6 20 ) lilly : im coming back to nyc tomorrow

can i stay over? it'll be fun. please.

i haven't seen you in agesss

the latest message, from lilly, gets me excited and i smile. while i attempt to text her back, my body crashes onto someone else and i’m almost positive i’ll be falling any second now. until i don’t.

eren yaeger.

“hey.” he barely lets out, letting go of me completely. he’s changed in the span of three weeks. he’s gotten taller, i think, and his hair looks… his eyes, his clothes… too much. he’s too much.

i can’t do this right now.

“hi. have you seen elena?” he nods, looking me up and down and i feel myself shy under his gaze.

“uh yeah, i put her in her room, she was asleep on the couch when we got home.” i nod and start to walk away. i know we have a lot to talk about, i know that, but i can’t do it right now.

“armin!” i smile once i’m greeted with the whole band as well as the girls sitting together. he quickly comes over to me, pulling me into a tight hug, swirling me around and i laugh a little. “i’ve missed you so much.” he nods, agreeing as he hugs me a little tighter.

“come on, armin. you’re hogging her.” i laugh at jean’s comment and let go of the hug with armin and instead jump into the slightly taller man’s arms.

“you guys have been gone for too long.” i say, letting go of jean and greeting the rest. connie, erwin and levi.

levi is their manager. and an amazing one at that. i don’t know what erwin is to the band but he’s everywhere they are so i don’t really question it. besides, he gives the best advice.

someone taps my shoulder from my behind and for a second i’m afraid it’s who i think it is. but it’s hange. i attach my self to them and they hug me back even tighter.

“how have you been? where’s my little sunflower?” they ask and i smile, knowing how much they love elena.

“she’s asleep. i’m good. i missed you too much though.” they smile, kissing my cheek.

“i’ve missed you even more.” and just like that we’ve all fallen back into routine.

me, armin, and sasha are on the white couch, my legs dangling on the blond’s hips as he bounces his slightly for my satisfaction. jean, connie and historia are on bean bags. hange and levi are on the chair in the kitchen (which is open so they’re practically sitting with us). eren, mikasa and annie are talking together.

they’re mostly sharing stories of the tour and what happened. i didn’t really have time to watch it, which is disappointing, but they aren’t leaving any details out.

“i’m glad you guys had fun.” historia smiles at armin and jean who immediately start ranting about it again. i love hearing these stories, even though they make me wish i can get away from here one day, i love knowing my friends have found their purpose. that they’re happy.

“you tired?” armin whispers to me while everyone is consumed in their conversation. i nod a little, swinging my legs off of him and onto the floor.

“i’m gonna go to bed guys.” they all say ‘good night’ before i’m off to bed. not really. it’s more of watching elena sleep while i cry myself to a deep slumber.

once i’m at my room i finally take a deep breath, letting all my tears flow. there isn’t a specific reason why i feel… heavy. i just do. i always do. and while i know everyone down there would do almost anything for me, including comfort me, i can’t burden them with ‘postpartum depression’.

yeah, i’ve officially been diagnosed a few weeks after elena was born. the doctor said it wasn’t that serious, though. nothing dangerous or harmful to me or elena, just some mood swings here and there, panic attacks, crying randomly, intense irritation or anger. nothing a few pills couldn’t fix. so now, every night i’m supposed to take a fluoxetine.

it’s nothing, really, it’s just some depression. i can handle it, and i will. i just tend to cry a lot which i don’t think needs to be mentioned.

i take the pill, and then another one, before resting next to elena, smiling as i hug her closer to me. i never thought i could love someone so much but she’s only seven months and i already love her more than i’ve ever loved anyone in my twenty two years of living. she’s my heart and soul. she’s my everything.

#aot x reader #pregnancy tw #eren x reader #attack on titan eren #levi x reader #love story #snk eren

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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levi a.

“i know how much you hate this,” he doesn’t, because if he did, if he knew even a fraction of what you felt, he wouldn’t be doing this, “i do too. i just think it’s for the best.”

you love him, more than words could begin to explain but you can’t understand why he doesn’t feel the same. why it all went to hell. why he doesn’t want to be with you anymore.

“l—levi… what is this about? i’m sorry, for whatever i did, i’m so, so sorry just…” you’re sick. and you’re tired too.

“i can’t anymore.” you know thats not the truth. not the full one anyways.

you step closer to him, you’re both too close for two people who just broke it off but you don’t care because if anything, this is the only place you want to be.

“i’m sorry for ruining us.” you say, sighing. you don’t know what you did but you’re almost certain it’s your fault.

and he thinks it’s easier this way. to let you think it’s because of you instead of the much uglier truth. “i’m sorry, too.”

you couldn’t help yourself, you just couldn’t, so in less than a second your lips are on his, kissing him. he kisses you back, and you feel yourself a smile a little into it, knowing that he doesn’t totally hate you.

it takes a while but you eventually let go of one another, when you couldn’t breathe, and he pushes you out of he room. he can’t help but feel guilty at what he’s done. a student? out of all the people he could’ve fell in love with…

‘fuck.’ he thinks, groaning.

#levi ackerman x you #levi angst #levi x reader #levi x you #levi ackerman #angst prompt #breakup kiss #aot x reader #aot #aot levi #aot imagines

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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the beach

levi a.

the beach — the neighborhood

‘hey.’ i find him sitting on the porch and i sit next to him. the sea’s beautiful and i almost forget all my worry’s right there and then.

‘when did everything get so messed up? when did everything go to hell?’ it seemed like a genuine question. like he had no answer and that that’s all he needed.

ever since isabel died he’s done nothing but go for a swim everyday and then come home to sleep. i can’t go on like this. i can’t let him go on like this.

‘the second you stopped communicating with me.’ he obviously didn’t expect an answer, sighing. ‘talk to me, levi. i’m here.’

he opened his mouth and for a second i thought i’m finally getting through to him. and then he sealed his lips, getting up.

‘i’ll see you at dinner.’

#aot levi #levi angst #aot x reader #levi ackerman x you #honestly wanna make this a one shot #part two?#captain levi

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tvdsure · 3 years ago

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forever winter

eren y.

okay so i’m doing a little series where i pick out a random song and write a scenario with the person who most resembles this song. sorry if that made no sense but i hope you like it!

my heart swells seeing him pace back and forth. my hand involuntary stops my movements on my my phone and i let it go.

"hey, baby." i smile, walking up to him. he stops his pacing, but he still seems out of it. i put my arms around his neck, pecking his lips quickly.

"hey." he seemed to be in the same world as me this time as his hands wrap around my waist and i couldn't help but kiss him, this time properly.

"you don't have to do that, you know," i start when we pull away, "don't keep to yourself. let me help you. i won't ever go away." he smiles a little and pulls me into a kiss.

"i love you."

"i love you more."

#eren #attack on titan eren #eren jeager x reader #Eren Jaeger #snk eren #eren x reader #taylor swift #writing challenge

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tvdsure · 4 years ago

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Don’t jump to conclusions

pairing: eren jaeger x fem!reader, armin Arlert x fem!reader

genre: modern au, fluff and a bit of angst if you look hard enough

word count: 5.7k+

warnings: non

summary: eren has a tour so he’s leaving for three months, you’re absolutely broken but that feeling fades when armin comes over to stay at your place; however, eren isn’t too okay with that idea.

The wind advances through my hair, the jet black locks flowing loosely. It felt magical. However, nothing good ever lasts, they say, and they're right. Eren is leaving. He’s got a huge offer in England to work for this huge band, he's really exhilarated about it and couldn't pass it off, not to mention that it was only a global tour; nonetheless, i'll miss him drastically.

He reminded me constantly that it’s only three months and that he'll be back in the blink of an eye. I know it won't be like that though, nothing will be like that. I’ve always done everything with him, even before we got together he, armin, mikasa, annie and I were always hanging out. Me and eren were always more than childhood friends though, we both knew that, he took me on our first date when we were 14. I remember it just like it was yesterday, him anxiously fidgeting as if I would reject him. That date was the first of many.

“Baby,” he starts as he lifts his hand from my thigh and to my hand that was on the light pink bag. He gently caresses the back of my hand as he raises it to his lips and an immediate smile sneaks it’s way to my lips. He is such a sappy romantic but I swoon for it.

“I know you don't like the fact that I have to leave, I don't too, baby. But please promise that you won't lock yourself up in the apartment till I come back. I need you to be okay, i cant handle the fact of you being devastated in our apartment.” he smiles lightly against my skin as he keeps kissing up my arm. Till he reaches my shoulder then I scoot closer to him, pressing my lips against his.

He pulls away quickly after a few seconds to keep an eye on the road and I smirk seeing his distressed face. “Baby, we’re on the road!” he whines and I chortle once again as he does too.

For the rest of the ride I mostly sit there ‘vibing with the music subconsciously as Eren keeps a hand on the steering wheel and the other holding his cigarette. His arm extends to rest on the window as he occasionally bends his arm to bring the cigarette to his mouth then back onto the window. He’s always been thoughtful, caring about my health a little more than he should. He’s so protective, whenever he was smoking he wouldn't allow me in the room and he’d tell me to exit till he’s done, seeing as it is not an hourly thing or is something that repeatedly happens, I leave him.

The music carried me as I started falling asleep. I rested my head against the window and both my hands were left against my bag. He then, quite gently, takes one of my hands to attach his lips to it once again. I swear, he makes my knees weak with every move and I’m not even standing.

“I love you so much y/n, please I’m begging you to take care of yourself, I don’t know what I’d do if you didn’t.” He tranquilly whispers while taking my hand to his lips one more time then letting them go -very gently- he would never hurt me, I know that.

Slowly, I swirl around to indicate that I’m waking up and I sense his immediate guilt forming, thinking he woke me up.

“‘We there yet?” I ask quietly. He hums, demonstrating a yes.

“Yeah, just got here.” His soft voice radiated immediate warmth towards me. Being next to him makes me so happy, I don’t want that to end, ever.

After hearing his words I stretched a bit then took the water bottle from the handle and took a sip of it when Eren suddenly hit the brakes. The cold water that was once flowing down my throat, is now all over my red outfit.

“That guy just stopped out of-“ he quickly cut himself off when he saw my soaked status.

“Oh my God, baby I’m so sorry, are you okay?” quickly, he tried to get tissues and I giggled lightly.

“Don’t worry, it’s just water, It’ll dry in the chilly weather anyways.” He calmed down and I smiled at his actions. He’s such a caring person, I don’t know what I’ll do without him.

“Okay and…” he put an arm on my seat as he tried to park correctly. I smile as I take in his features, the white lights illustrating his demeanor. Gray piercing eyes glowing illuminatingly in the moon, he looked so handsome like that. With me. Next to me. Not away from me on the other side of the world.

“Done, let’s go, actually you stay here and I’ll move my bags, you can just get ready.” He knows that before I get out of the car I like to do a few things, it takes me three minutes to get ready.

“Okay, I love you.” I chant as he smiles at me.

“I Love you more, gorgeous.” A blush forms on my cheeks at the cute nickname he gave me and I grin while looking at the mirror to get ready.

I fix some of my makeup then spray extra perfume. Once I’m done and feel satisfied I get out of the car only to see Eren already down with all two bags out.

“Okay so these are the bags that I’ll let them take then this one,” he points to a smaller bag, “I’ll take with me on the flight, good?” I nod and walk over to him wrapping my hands around his neck.

“I love you.” I remind once again and he chuckles lightly then kisses my nose.

“I love you more.”

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“That’s it, I guess now I should go.” I said softly as he was showing his passport to the lady who let him in. This was the furthest I could go, I despise that.

“I’ll miss you so much, princess.” He smiles at me and I give him a sweet one back, God I’m going to miss him so much.

“Yeah, me too.” With one hand on my waist, the other lightly touches my cheek and I sigh contently at his movements, I don’t want this to ever end. His thumb rubs over my bottom lips and I instantaneously attach our lips together.

After a few seconds we both pull away and I sense tears threatening to leave my eyes. “I don’t want you to leave, Eren please don’t leave me.” I felt horrible about how selfish I am being but I was just voicing my inner thoughts, I really don’t want him to go.

“Angel…” he cooes and I feel a tear rip from my left eye. The salty, cold droplet against my skin creates a burning sensation. “You know that if that’s really what you want I can arrange it, right? If you don’t want me to go then just say it and I’ll tell them to find a drummer.”

My thoughts become clouded by supplemental cologne. I felt dizzy just hugging him. He leaned down, inching closer to me and kissed my lips.

The act of affection didn't surprise me but with tears in my eyes it was hard to focus on the kiss, so I didn't. I got lost in it.

“N-no, uh…” I stutter as I wipe my tears backing away from him completely, “I'm sorry, baby, I'm okay; plus, you have to follow your dreams, I am in no way going to stop you from that.” I smiled and he nodded lightly as he held my waist and pulled me into another hug.

After a few seconds, whilst tugging away he grabs my check and hands a light peck on my forehead.

“See you, handsome.” I chant and he laughs slightly at my enthusiastic tone.

“I’ll call you when I get there, pretty girl.” he chuckles then throws a wink my way as I fake a smile, afterwards I pull my eyes from his direction as they start to swell up with unstoppable tears.

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I throw my shoes on the bedroom floor, my skirt and shirt along with it. On my bed lies an oversized hoodie, belonging to eren. I believe he left it here on purpose, for me. Without a second thought I put it on, feeling pleased with the warmth.

Just as I am about to finally close my eyes to sleep my phone rings in an obnoxiously loud way causing me to flinch and sigh heavily. “‘My baby💘👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 & miss hottie💞🥵 & gorgeous girl💕👩‍❤️‍👩 group chat....”’ I smile slightly at my phone seeing the screen and instantaneously grab my phone to answer.

“Heyy!” I intone and the three females wave at their screens.

“Hey y/n!” Historia exclaims as I smile at her zeal while she talks with me about her day. Mikasa is sitting there listening with the same bored expression on her face, on the other hand, Annie is quite invested in whatever is behind her screen. I’ll take a wild guess and say that she’s also listening to Armin and that's why she’s muted.

“Yeah, but overall it was quite boring, although Mikasa did prank me but that’s a different story.” She laughed and I did too. She’s so adorable. I love her innocence and that pretty smile of hers, it makes me so happy knowing I'm one of her best friends.

Historia and Mikasa are roommates; when they both wanted the same apartment yet found it to somehow cost a lot of money they decided on splitting the rent.

“God I can only imagine one of Mikasa’s pranks, I would honestly just faint, you’re scary as hell.” I add and all four of us chuckle as Mika glares at me but eventually crakes up with us.

After a while I check the time ‘11:16’ it reads, that means we’ve been talking for two and a half hours. I can't stall for sleep anymore.

“Guys, I'm gonna go to sleep now.” I question and they all nod consecutively.

“Love you, bye.” after i get i love you too’s from all of them i press the large red button covering my phone as it takes over the screen with a bright red making me squint lightly.

I change my LED lights to green, get under the blankets and slip my legs round the pillow as I shift into a more comfortable position.

“‘Ocean boy💙📖’ ‘Ocean boy💙📖’ ‘Ocean boy💙📖’” siri chants as i groan once again, armin your timing could not be more impeccable!

“Hello?” I answer with a grumble as I hear him chuckle lightly. He’s actually making me feel better by just hearing his voice.

“Asleep, sweetheart?” I nod but then remember that he can’t actually see me so I just let a light ‘mhm’ out as I shift again. Me and Armin's late night calls last endless hours so I'll be here for a while.

“Well, I won't keep you up too long, just wanted to ask if I can come over right now?” a smile makes itself onto my face and i eagerly answer,

“Of course, you’re always welcome at any time, that’s kind of why you have my keys, idiot.” he laughs at my retort and hangs up. That was quick… too quick.

I was also kind of expecting a reason as to why he’s spending the night here but I guess I'll get that when he comes over.

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The sunshine radiated bright light into my eyes, stingin it ever so slightly. I stretch a bit when I feel a body lying next to me. An ample of cologne fills my nose; ‘212 vip black extra’, I can recognise it from miles away.

“Armin?” I mumble, still half asleep.

“Yeah?” he groans when I move a minor step away, “no, please i am finally able to sleep, stay.” he pouts so I giggle then get back under the covers.

After some minutes passing I pry myself away as I replace my body with a pillow.

“I can notice the difference between a pillow and you, sweetheart.” he chuckles, still lethargic and I grin at his comment but let him sleep as I get to the kitchen to cook breakfast up.

“‘Forever and always💓💍’ facetime ‘forever and always💓💍’ facetime ‘forever and always💓💍’ facetime” my phone annotates what’s written on the screen and my face lit up almost instantly.

I answer and put the phone against a bowl so I can check on the pancakes. “Hey, beautiful.” I hear his voice say, already feeling the smirk forming on his face, because of my blush, even from millions of kilometers away.

“Hey, baby.” I answer as I set the timer and take a piece of gum as I start leaving the kitchen to sit on the couch.

“How was the flight?” I ask randomly as I see him tidying up his bed so he can go to sleep.

“Energy-consuming but it went smoothly, want to say hi?” I nod rapidly as he chuckles.

“y’all, say hi to y/n.” He announces and I wave at ymir, pieck, Sasha and Connie, they all do the same whilst smiling kindly.

Sasha ( the lead singer) is nibbling on some chips whilst her laptop is open, some light noise is heard so i'm assuming she’s on netflix. Ymir (band leader and lead Guitarist) is on facetime with someone, probably historia, and she’s also making her bed for bed. Connie (rhythm Guitarist) has his head on Sasha's lap, watching whatever she’s watching to probably entertain himself, nothing more, it looks as if he’s bored though. Pieck (bassist) is on her guitar playing loosely on some strings - probably out of fatigueness.

“Hey girl.” Sasha greets and I blow her a kiss.

“Hi y/n.” ymir accosts then goes back to historia quickly.

“Love, how are you?” Pieck salutes with a smile and her accent brings happiness over me, finally I can hear my best friend talk to me again. She was never free and especially now with the tour but at least I got to hear her again.

“y/n! How have you been? I've missed you, y/n/n.” Connie welcomes with a rhapsodic tone, he even called me by my nickname, which hardly anyone does.

“Hey guys, I'm doing great and I've missed you so much more, I can't wait to celebrate your tour when you come home.” I told them, they all smiled at me and thanked me as eren got out of this room and to his. They’re in a hotel until he is able to actually start the tour, which should be in two days tops.

“I miss you already.” I flatter. He laughs and then tells me ‘I miss you too’ in addition to that he, and I quote, ‘can’t live without me for that long’.

“And here I am thinking I am the one who’s going to be clingy.” he rolls his eyes at my sassy comment and we both burst out laughing.

“Y’all are way too loud.” I hear Armin groan from behind me as I laugh at his comment. Looking back at Eren, I see his face drop, I don't understand why though.

“Look, y/n, i’ll talk to you in the morning.” he quickly states and i give him a weird look but comply.

“Oh, okay then, I lo-” he hung up. There has never been one call where we didn't end it with affection, with one too many i love you’s, with too many compliments, with too many hope your day is absolutely amazing’s… what’s wrong?

“Good morning, sweetheart.” Armin says and I smile at him.

“Good morning, sleepyhead.” he chuckles as i see him making two cups of coffee.

“It’s fine, I can make it. I was going to but eren called, you can just go watch something if you want.” I say as I walk up to the kitchen, but the two cups was already smelling fantastic. The smell of strong coffee beans was immaculate and it made me feel warm.

“Here.” he hands me my cup and a quick kiss on the forehead before grabbing a fork and flipping the pancakes that I forgot about completely. That is exactly why I let Eren cook everyday.

“Oh my- I’m so sorry armin, I’m horrible at this cooking thing.” I apologize laughing lightly to not sound too serious.

“Don’t worry, I do it for Annie everyday. Got used to it, sweetheart.” I nod and smile as he drinks the coffee in his hand whilst mailing breakfast and I just check Instagram.

~Jeagerbomb~ is active.

Why would he do that? Wherefore would he lie to me like that? I don’t even get why he’s so mad either, why is he making a big deal out of literally nothing!

“Hey, sweetheart, what’s with the long face?” Armin asks as he slouches next to me.

“Eren is ignoring me, he’s clearly active yet he wouldn’t talk to me because he ‘wants to sleep’ but he’s awake and scrolling through instagram,” i take a deep breath and keep going, “this is exactly what i was afraid of. I hate that he can just turn off our call at any time and I can't disagree and then not knowing what he’s doing all alone. But when we’re together I can get it out of him, I can convince him to tell me why he’s mad then we’ll fix it.”

“y/n, Eren won’t stay mad at you for long, he never can. In the morning call him and check if everything is alright but for now you can’t be upset the whole day.” he reassures and I nod quietly.

“Enough about my problems, I want to know why you called me in the middle of the night like that and then said that you were finally able to sleep?”

“Me and annie got into a huge fight.” he explained, fidgeting with his fingers that were on his lap, “i tried fixing it but she wouldn’t listen to me, she kept saying how i don’t love her anymore and that she feels me drifting apart…” he zoned out for a second probably remembering exactly what happened.

“She even accused me of cheating on her.” I could see the tears sliding down his check as he quickly wiped them. “I love her, y/n, I really do, I don't understand why she doesn't trust me. I have never given her a reason not to, I mean, did I do something?"

Armin looks heartbroken and it kills me that he feels like he did something wrong. Annie might be feeling insecure but it doesn't make sense to just lash out on armin like that.

“Why does she think you’re cheating?”

“I came home late yesterday and she automatically assumed the worst, I don't follow her logic though, she’s been very insecure lately which is driving me crazy. I just want her to trust me, y/n.” Practically feeling the tears he was letting go of, I hugged him tightly hoping to make him feel only a bit of reassurance.

“Armin, I hope you don't mind me asking but why did you come home late?” he shuffled in his seat and let go of me.

“I was looking for a gift for our 2 year anniversary coming up this Wednesday, I couldn't tell her though, I kept begging her to just have some trust in me. It hurt seeing how easily she thought I could cheat on her. I give Annie everything I have and can give her, I don't know how else to prove my love to her.”

“I know Armin, I know, it's okay. Annie isnt stupid, she knows you would never do that to her, just give her sometime.” he nods and we stay in that position. It’s relaxing. Knowing that he is here for me, and me for him.

We spent the whole day together in my house. We did all kinds of things, sang a bit, danced around, baked up some brownies, had too many energy drinks and tried to call Annie but she didn't answer.

Once it was 09:30 pm, Armin went into the shower and I was on my phone, waiting for him so we could go buy some things from the grocery shop.

Scrolling through instagram i saw an article concerning Eren, normally i hated these but it actually caught my attention; ‘Eren Jeager seen with co-star Pieck Finger’. I can almost hear my heart thumping inside of my throat. It burns, badly. That isn’t true, it can’t be, Eren loves me. My first instinct is to call him but that thought is forgotten when Armin comes out of the shower, asking for something. He was still in a towel, one that covers his waist and the other around his hair as he moves it throughout.

The veins in his arms protruded beneath his pale skin, he’s drying his hair with the towel, clasping and unclasping his hand as an indication of comfort as he slid the towel on his hair down and into the laundry bin.

“y/n, where’s my shirt?” he asks whilst his eyes are darting around. I nuzzled my face into the soft pillow case, tear stained cheeks leaving wet smears on the fabric.

“You’ll find it on the kitchen counter.'' I sniffle lightly and hope he doesn't notice my broken voice. It was late, almost 10:00 pm and I'm here; curled in a loose ball under a stack of velvety blankets breaking down. I pulled the t-shirt I'm wearing over my nose as I heard him mutter a ‘thank you’ then get out to get changed.

Taking a deep inhale and drowning myself in the sweet scent of my boyfriend’s t-shirt, or atleast, I hope he’s still my boyfriend. The t-shirt was one that he said was his favourite, it’s scent drove me fanatical as I kept taking more of it in, hoping all my worries would just fade into it.

“Incoming call from ‘jaegerbomb’,Incoming call from ‘jaegerbomb’,Incoming call from ‘jaegerbomb’”

Hesitantly, my fingers scanned the phone a couple of times before I answered.

“Hey, y/n'' I hear from the other side of the phone. His voice doesn’t sound too enthusiastic but he also didn't seem bothered. No emotion.

“Hey, Eren.” I answer back and the line goes dead silent. He doesn't talk for about a minute, why did he call if he was just going to breathe into the phone the whole time?

“Oi, y/n, I still can’t find my shirt.” Armin approaches and my eyes go wide at what he says. This may be totally normal because I understand what’s happening but eren on the other hand, may understand it in a different way.

“Oh, try the living room.” he nodded and strolled away. I can practically hear Eren trying to control his temper because of what he heard but I know my answer assured him to some extent. I mean, I wouldn't answer armin if i was actually cheating.

“y/n what’s armin doing at your place?” The vexation is visible in each syllable he pronounces.

“He got into a fight with Annie last night, decided to stay at my place till they’re fine again.” I elaborate with insureness in my voice. I'm trying to sound as confident as possible but my throat becomes too dry to form assertive words.

“Couldn’t he stay in reiner’s or even Mikasa’s?” The annoyance was quite conspicuous as he keeps complaining.

“Eren! I can't kick him out because you’re somehow jealous, he is our best friend and in need of a place to stay. What would you do if I kicked you out?”

“Not stay at Annie's…” he mumbles and that was the last straw for me.

“Excuse me?” I semi-yell into the phone, “are you saying that I should kick him out? Eren, he trusts me enough to tell me about his problems and for me to cooperate, how dare you even say that about your childhood best friend. He has been there for you every step of the way and this is how you repay him? By being a jealous boyfriend when he’s hurting?” exasperation ran through my blood as i let it out, he is being so unreasonable and i will not stand by this behavior.

“y/n, calm down! I’m just saying that it’s weird that he came to you. I don't like the idea of this happening without your boyfriend supervising.”

“You don't trust me?”

“What? No that’s not what I'm saying, I trust you y/n, wholeheartedly.”

“However, you have the audacity to say that you need to supervise me and armin’s hangouts?”

“Don't be like that, I don't mean it that way. I trust both of you, nonetheless, it just scares me that I'm not there, I mean…” he stops for a few seconds and I somehow make out a sniffle, “baby, what if you fall for him again? I wouldn't blame you, he's everything I'm not but I just don't want you to go. Please y/n, I don't want you to leave me.”

“Eren,” my tone immediately softens at his change, he’s feeling insecure?

“I love you, okay?”

“Okay…”

“No, I mean it. I love you more than i love myself and any human on this earth, i love you so much eren and i would never trade this for anyone else. I promise I'm not going anywhere, baby.” it shattered me, the fact that i have to say this to remind him how in love with him i am. He’s my everything, I would never give that up for any other human.

“I love you, angel.”

“I love you more.”

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After me and eren caught up on everything else, assured each other and talked over some stuff, we ended the call as he was getting called into rehearsals.

“Hey, y/n.” I hear Armin's soft voice speak from behind the door as he slowly comes in and I let him enter. He is fully dressed but his hair is still wet and it looks really cute on him.

When eren mentioned me falling for armin ‘again’ he meant when we were both best friends long ago. Five years ago, I had the biggest crush on Armin, it was known. Everyone knew it, even he did but we never confessed to one another, too cowardly to do so. I know he used to like me back though. We joke about the situation now, a small laugh; yet, eren never got over it. He always took it quite personally because Armin is ‘everything he isn't’ in his eyes. He’s always been insecure about that but I thought he trusted me, I thought he would let go of these worries if it’s me we’re talking about. I figured out worries are worries and he’ll feel that way. The only thing I can do is assure him and help him.

“Yeah?” I answer as I reopen twitter to have a chortle before going to bed.

“I'm sorry, for everything. Being a burden on both you and eren, for what happened with Annie, with how I'm disappointing you guys and everyone else. I'm so sorry.” The break in his voice was sorrowful as his eyes diverted the gaze from me to anything else around the room.

“No, oh my God. Armin you aren't a burden and definitely disappointing anyone. Annie is mad, for an invalid reason, it��s fine. If you heard anything, which I'm guessing you did, eren was also just furious with an invalid reasoning. And to me you are nowhere near a burden or such. Don't doubt yourself, ever.”

“Thank you, y/n. Thank you for all of this, making me stay over and your constant affirmation.” I smile slightly at him and get out of bed to hug him. We stay in the position for what feels like hours, his hands on my waist, my arms slung around his neck.

When we pull apart he looks into my eyes for a few seconds, his ocean blue eyes glowing enchantingly. They were beautiful, trancing, and I couldn't stop myself from being so intrigued by the stories behind them.

Suddenly, I snap out of the stupor I was once in. quickly, i push him away as we both pant lightly, the air seemed to become limited in the room as we both gain back our consciousness.

“y/n-”

“Armin-uh. I think I'll go to bed early. If you can't find anything in the fridge you’re welcome to go to the hypermarket. Goodnight.” he looks at the floor quietly as he moves out of my room.

I'm screwed.

I can't believe we just had a moment. No, absolutely not, just two friends hugging, that’s all. Eren will despise me, how can I be such a hypocrite? I have to tell him, I just have to.

Never mind, I won't tell him, he doesn't need to know anyways.

Silent. The room was cleansed and cleaned top to bottom whilst I was asleep. The lights are renewed, I can smell pastries from downstairs and (this next one is a shock) no one is sleeping next to me.

“Armin?” I call out loudly yet no one answers.

I get up, rubbing my eyes before noticing the large cup of hot coffee on my nightstand. The steam flowing, making sure to inform me that it was just made and brought to me.

Taking the cup of coffee in my hand, I saunter down the stairs deciding to take a sip of the perfectly made coffee. He made it just right and the way I like it, but it scares me knowing that after what happened yesterday night he still did it for me. Is he catching feelings again?

“Sweetheart, hey.” I cringe slightly at the name and I can practically feel his heart race at my reaction. He’s right here in front of me, calling me sweetheart and cooking breakfast after what happened yesterday? Unacceptable.

“I mean-- y/n.” it’s no secret he’s mentally face palming himself right now but i honestly find it adorable that he did that by just seeing my reaction.

“y/n, I'm sorry. I don't know what happened yesterday but I know that you’re infuriated by it and now won't talk to me. You even hate ‘sweetheart’ and I've called you that since we were like what? 14? I just don't want things to get weird between us, you’re my best friend, eren is my literal brother and Annie is my girlfriend. I just hope you aren't mad at me. I swear I'm not going to try anything of any sort. I'm going to Mikasa and Historia's place after breakfast, just wanted to do something as a thank you before i leave.” he ranted and i giggles softly when he finished, he;s so flustered by the time he’s done i find it a miracle he remembered to breath.

“Armin, you can stay as long as you want, honestly, don't worry about what happened. In fact, nothing happened at all, we’re best friends and I don't want to lose that. The nickname is very much acceptable, don't worry, I know you’re used to it.” he smiled and nodded then pulled me into a mug as i hugged back as the coffee mug in my hand jiggled.

We lug back from each other and beam at one another. Nothing wrong happened yesterday, why am I so worried?

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“How was your day, angel?” Eren's deep voice filled my ear as I held the phone in a hand, the other picking out jewelry.

“Uneventful, me and Armin just spent the day together, Annie isn't answering him and he’s too scared to actually go there in case she kicks him out again or, worse, breaks up with him.”

“I feel bad for him, I mean he didn't do anything really, maybe he should really go and test his luck.”

“Yeah, I think that’s the best option right now. He's trying to get ready, asked for a couple of your rings ‘cause he knows it’s something she likes.” he chuckles on the other end as a light laughter comes over me.

“Really want to swoon her over.” he adds

“Found it!” i exclaimed as i found the set of rings that were just perfect for armin, they fit him perfectly and his style too, “Okay, let’s find him now.”

“Armin?” he pops into my room within a second with a tux put on (it looked really nice, may i add), he really cleaned up well; yet, his hair is still a mess. He can't do anything about his hair even if he tries.

“Here it is.” I call and he moves over to me as he takes the box with the set in it. He tries to pu it on but looks at me with wide eyes,

“What?”

“How do you even put all that on? That’s going to look horrible.”

“Are you doubting my skills, Arlert?” I test and eren laughs from the other side.

“Is that a challenge, jaeger? Okay then, I'll prove you both wrong.” they both chuckle and i take armin’s hand in mine, starting to move around the rings. It took three minutes but I did it, I got the best combination and how to put it. He looked great in my opinion.

“Woah, y/n, I seriously didn't give you enough credit.” Armin lets out a breath and I smile at his compliment.

“Okay time to send to eren!” I take my phone off of the table that has all of our jewelry on it then snap him a picture.

“You've done well, pretty girl.” he flatters once again and I smirk proudly.

“See? I told you guys.” Armin nods as eren hums and we both burst out in laughter suddenly.

“Okay, it’s getting late. Thank you for everything y/n, I couldn't have done any of this without you, not to mention I'd probably be homeless.” I nod and smile at him as he leaves the house.

Everything, somehow, worked out in the end.

“Baby?”

“Yeah…” i answer, putting away the rest of the jewelry.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

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