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How do you prefer your coffee?

With you

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i should’ve meditated and taken a nap but instead i scrolled for 5 hours straight and exhausted myself more just to numb myself 🙃

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sigh

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Nude, Mai Trung Thu

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i guess we are breaking up again even though we were never fully on and also i’m always the one bringing up the difficult conversations. it’s like he knows it’s not working out but would rather just keep everything the same as it is and pretend it’s fine than do something about it because he likes the convenience and comfort of it but is it truly comfortable like this ?

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Piero di Cosimo - Venus, Mars and Cupid. Detail. 1490

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jackson joyce, "11:05am, sunday," 2024, oil on canvas

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i’ve been in bed, tired and in pain. i’m scared and worried abt being ill forever it’s getting to me. but i have to keep remaining hopeful but it takes a lot of strength. this is such a lonely experience. i know you’re tired of hearing me already. i just feel so alone i have to get it out sometimes. i want people to know but they can never know even when they try. idk where to put this burden sometimes cause it’s ongoing

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does the yearning ever stop. is the longing ever satisfied

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come home and enter the portal of love (the pussy)

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take me away to better days

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i want to go through life mellifluously

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Sugababes

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he wants to use his phone less and therefore hes texting a lot less and therefore my attachment is like aaaaaaaaahhh (im also sick so more needy) but ill try no to show it too much.. must detachhhhh