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uhh something something five went through 45 years of isolation torture and worlds most traumatic job for nothing yadda yadda Five elaborate on this later thanks

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thinking about how Five has been trying his entire life to just save his family. he's got so much trauma after seeing them die/dead so many fucking times. and yet they never appreciate his efforts??? this man would bend heaven and earth (and has, at this point!!!) to keep you all safe but the moment anything goes wrong they immediately blame him

like damn

how are they so ignorant about this

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omg i guess i never posted this?? old hazel and chacha fanart from 2019. loved these two

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I have some requests planned but in the mean time here's a silly take on Five's unrelenting PTSD cropping up in everyday life. Luther and Five's dynamic when it's going right is so dumb and wholesome at the same time.

This took me much less time to draw than my Five & Klaus silliness, either because I'm improving, deproving, or because Luther is an easier shape to draw than Klaus, who knows!

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the commission had to get him to mingle with others somehow during his reintroduction to society, could they be blamed if they bought extremely high end coffee shit and put it in the break room?

i stared at my profile pic a little too long and started thinking about how five even developed such a refined coffee palate. was he rummaging through the ruins of cafes in the apocalypse? did he get coffee after his jobs with the commission? (killing someone and then sampling the local roast.........) i welcome community thoughts on this one.

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s3 viktor+allison’s relationship should’ve paralleled their relationship in s1 SO MUCH MORE!!!!!!! ok?

like they want to help so bad but they don’t know what they’re doing. like at all. and they’re just hurting each other and it’s the worst thing in the world but it feels so good for someone to finally hear you

AAAAAAAA

s1!viktor and s3!allison + s3!viktor and s1!allison they’re the same they’re best friends they’re each other’s #1 hater bites you bites you bites you oughfhhfghghghghgh

ITS THE SAME FUCJING THING IM PSHFKSJDLS THEY BOTH HAVE THEIR ISSUES AND ITS KIND LF EACH OTHER’D FUALT BUT HOW COUDL THEY EXPECT EACH OTHER TO DO ANYTHING ELSE AND THEYRE TRYING TO HELP EAHC OTHER BUT THE WORLD IS CRASHING AND BURNING AND THEY DOTN WANT TL LISTNE ANYMLRE!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello cna anyone hear me !!!!

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getting blood on the food that I’m eating and immediately thought of five hargreeves. He would do it, and he probably has.

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dermatologists hate him! local 50 year old fictional man discovers foolproof way to look 19!

it's being drawn by fanartists

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i enjoy that tumblr is the equivalent of a gal pal. It reminds me of Aiura Mikoto(gets shot down via firing squad)

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just thought abt how some of fives siblings got mad at him because when he saved them from what was an otherwise unavoidable death it scattered them throughout a few years. a few years.

he saw their corpses before and that has haunted him, he did the single thing he could to avoid the fate that seemed inevitable for them and they got mad when it wasn't all flowers and sunshine.

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Ughgjghfhh i need to autism rant about five BUT THERES NOTHING TO RANT ABOUT. if i think really hard REALLY HARD about five hargreeves all that comes out is vague screaming

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almost forgot how autistically joyous my five hargreeves playlist makes me. life is grand

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this is what happens when tou mention autistic fibe hargreeves at me i iwiwll explode much like a fork in the microwave. it will not be pretty.

sometimes responding to media you like is articulate and sometimes it is microwave noises and static fizz

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something i think should be talked about more often is five's transition back into society.

when the commission hired him, for how long do you think he had to hide away from people? how long did it take before he stopped jumping at every sign of life? until he stopped immediately reaching for his gun on instinct?

do you think anyone helped him through it? do you think he would have even let someone do that? do you think that he, for all his stubbornness, didn't let anyone support him? that he didn't tell anyone how being alone for essentially 45 years affected him?

do you think they quarantined him? that they kept him away from everyone else for everyones safety? or do you think that they tried, genuinely tried, to reach out to him? food for thought

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me rolling up to the tuatwt convention to talk to my mutuals with the five icons and the single one with a klaus icom

love the tua fandom because i can talk to my mutual with the five icon or my mutual with the five icon or my mutual with the fi

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iconic moment

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sometimes i wonder if five feels, in part, responsible for bens death.

obviously it wasnt his fault, but i wonder if he thinks that maybe —just maybe— he could have prevented it. he thinks that if he had at least been there he could've tried something, anything, to save his brother.

i think that he would feel like this either way, though. that boy feels such a responsibility to always be in charge and in control of whats happening that i think no matter where or when he was during bens death he would feel responsible. there's no opportunity for him to be absolved of the guilt that im sure he feels, all he can do is wish things had gone differently.