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alrighty, officially moved to tredispade archiving this blog 🥰

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alrighty, officially moved to tredispade archiving this blog 🥰

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hello again... i have decided that i will be rebooting this blog, but it still wont be for a bit longer. i just cannot shake this kneejerk anxious reaction to logging in.

i will probably consolidate every muse into one blog again? i'm not sure what i'm gonna do about all the other blogs i have right now. i may just leave them as is. or go with my original plan of having this as the fandom multi and having an oc multi. convert soleil's blog into the oc blog. i dunno honestly.

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i think i might just take a hiatus for a bit. i'm just not doing super well mentally. all i do is stress about not writing and go into a state of doing fucking nothing for hours on end. on top of everything else that's stressing me out. realistically, it's probably gonna be a few months at least. i'm honestly not concerned about having an end date.

will i end up rebooting when i'm back? maybe. probably. i'll leave that decision for later. just... everything is on hold until i can get my head screwed back on. i can barely keep track of days at this point.

but feel free to chat with me on disco. i can't promise actual rp on there, but i'm always down for gushing about muses and ideas. or just general chatting.

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i cannot express the level of devastation i suffer today when i learn that my don't have a powerful enough graphics card to play the rebirth port

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kinda wanna start this blog over as a new one. but like, literally the only reason is bc i hate trying to fix tags. so many things are incorrectly tagged bc i forget my own verse tags

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WHAT LOW ACTIVITY & SLOW REPLY MEANS:

it means i want to be here, i really do 

it means that i have, whether i like it or not, more important things to do than roleplay at the moment

it means that replies are going to sit for a moment

WHAT IT DOESN’T MEAN:

that i care any less

that i don’t want to talk / plot with you

that you aren’t allowed to IM me or ask for my disco

Sometimes Tumblr has to take a back burner, and that’s fine! Roleplay will still be here when we get back. So take that day to yourself. Don’t worry about drafts. Don’t worry about how “slow” you are being. Everything is okay!

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i try to not be so hard on myself about not being active, but its hard.

bc i want o be here. but everything else gets in the way. theni end up feeling guilty for spending my free time on other things when i finally get free time.

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Meme for Soleil: 3. what are some features of others that attract them from the outset? 18. what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?

sexuality headcanons & questions || @a-regal-witch

3.) what are some features of others that attract them from the outset?

it may sound cliché as hell, but he notices the face first. specifically the the eyes and lips. he's weak to a good smile that shines and makes the face light up. the eyes are also the window to the soul. so eye contact is also really important to him. he also just really loves a pretty pair of eyes.

18.) what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?

i reiterate a bit, soleil may not seem like it, but he's the submissive type. what he really wants is someone he can trust completely for that though. he'd got a bit of trauma in his past that prevents him from completely trusting someone to be vulnerable with. that's probably too broad, but it'll lead to a lot of possibilities.

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4, 5, 6, & 7 [Gimmee Reno, Sol, and Magnai answers? If you want to!]

sexuality headcanons & questions || @gcldfanged

4.) what are some features of others that arouse them, or they find arousing in a sexual situation?

reno - he is very much both a tits and ass man. and it doesn't matter if its small or large. its all a matter of dressing it up right. especially in lace and silk. dress up in sexy lingerie and you got him hook, line, and sinker. soleil - hands. it doesn't matter how they look, and its linked with the sense of touch, which is the one he's most in-tune with. if you want him, then touch him. do it gently or firmly, but always be touching him. magnai - he's a simple man, really. all thats needed is a smile. plus, he's a total virgin and has no idea what he's into

5.) what are their most common turn-ons?

reno - assertiveness. he has no interest in a shuttering wallflower or playing hard to get (well, sometimes). he likes people that know what they want and take it. soleil - he's the classic romance type. set up a little candlelit dinner, or get him flowers. he'll be begging to be swept off his feet. magnai - poor mags is so naive. he doesn't realize that he also likes the assertive type. someone that can literally beat his ass. but he'll learn soon enough.

6.) what are some more situational or contextual turn-ons?

reno - hard to say. he's very up front about everything. maybe he holds off on his thrill over bladeplay or something. soleil - probably his love for bondage being used on him. can't really start a relationship with a causal drop of 'hey, i really like being tied up and slapped around'. magnai - the fact that fighting and show of strength does in fact turn him on. but it's not really obvious until its happening. even then... he's still oblivious.

7.) what attire do they feel most attractive in?

reno - a well tailored suit. whether its for work or not, doesn't matter. but it has to be well fitted. he ain't no slob. soleil - he'd be a bit shy about it at first, but he loves a nice pair of stockings and garters. magnai - he doesnit really care as long as he's reveling in VICTORY!!!

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i really dont write him enough anymore. but i'm still deeply passionate about reno

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𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 & 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

intended for mature audiences, minors dni. specify muse if interacting with a multimuse.

what is their sexuality/sexual preference?

what is their romantic preference or inclination?

what are some features of others that attract them from the outset?

what are some features of others that arouse them, or they find arousing in a sexual situation?

what are their most common turn-ons?

what are some more situational or contextual turn-ons?

what attire do they feel most attractive in?

what attire do they find others most attractive in?

what is their favourite sexual act?

do they indulge in masturbation or personal fantasies?

how do they feel about foreplay?

how do they feel about one-night stands?

are they openly flirtatious/sexual, or are they quite private?

how open are they, or how do they feel about sexual experimentation? elaborate if needed.

what is something they consider a kink of their own?

have they engaged in sexual acts beyond themselves and a single partner (group sex, swinging, polyamory, etc.)?

how satisfactory has their sex life been thus far?

what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?

are they dominant, submissive, switch, partner/context-dependent, or unsure?

do they prefer to give or receive sexually?

+ established ship question. in any/all verses, with any/all ships, have your character/s speak about that ship's intimate & sexual dynamic, and how they feel about it.

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NAME? : oni

PRONOUNS? : she/her

MOST ACTIVE MUSES? : they kinda rotate on a carousel in a microwave in my head, taking turns on who wants to be most active. however, i consider soleil, reno, and sephiroth as my "main" muses. but even then, its really like opening the fridge and seeing what catches my attention.

EXPERIENCE/HOW MANY YEARS? : too goddamn long. i've played pretend since i was a wee lass. but my first real exposure to rp as it is here on tumblr was on gaiaonline in 2007. though even before then i'd dabble in rp on yahoo chat and msn before that.

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT? : ALL of them! i like a balance. tho my particular brand are characters who didn't know a lot of kindness or love growing up and suddenly find themselves in a position with someone that not only loves them but treats them so sweetly. so they have to work through all the trauma and accepting that they're worth loving. (looking at you, second chances au.)

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES? : it just really depends. whenever my replies are long, its usually because i'm describing something. because i really love detail. but it also takes longer to reply to long posts. so sometimes i just feel like doing shorter stuff. along with other factors like muse strength and interest.

PET PEEVES? : man, its really hard to say because i have a rather high tolerance for things. but probably one thing that might actually be a deal breaker in most cases is being unable to work together. its actually crazy how often i run into people that don't want to actually collaborate in a collaborative hobby.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE? : all of them, to some degree. though out of all my muses i think that i'm actually most like soleil in personality. and nerium is the closest to a self-insert, or really an idealized version of myself. and i don't think there is anything wrong with that.

TIME TO WRITE? : either early in the morning or late at night. there is no in-between.

tagged by : @gcldfanged & @noblehcart

tagging : @phantasiiae @sephaeroth @strifiisms, @rebelichor and you, the viewer!

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"I suppose I always pegged you as the soft love-making type. To contradict the scary warrior façade you put up for everyone." Angeal said with a cheeky grin. Then leaning in closer to turn the tender kiss into something deeper. More. When he speaks again, its light and amused against soft lips.

"Color me surprised that its not what you want, especially for our first time together."

As he's talking, his hand wanders lower, brushing fingers through fine short silver hairs, trailing lower until he can touch the most intimate part of Sephiroth. But he doesn't do much more than gently rub his middle and ring fingers in a slow motion against tender folds without breaching them entirely, wanting to savor this moment that could change their very relationship.

Angeal can't hide his body's reaction though. excitement mingled with lust causing him to become fully erect. Which he boldly and unapologetically ground against Sephiroth's hip. So he could be well aware of what was to come.

Angeal was touched though, by the admission of trust. It softened his smile as he peered down at the other.

"You have to promise me one thing. If it's too much, or hurts at all-- tell me. As much as I want to rock your world, I'd rather not hurt you in the process."

It was probably silly, thinking he could actually hurt the world's strongest SOLDIER. But being the honorable bastard that he was, Angeal wanted this to be done right.

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☄ Sephiroth raised an eyebrow, a subtle smirk playing on his lips. "Squeamish?" he echoed, recalling the countless times he had faced pain—being stabbed, subjected to experiments, shot, & even tortured to some degree. The thought of feeling squeamish in bed struck him as oddly humorous, though he recognized & valued Angeal's worry. "I have a feeling I'll manage just fine," he said with a soft chuckle, a low hum escaping him as his friend’s hand glided gently over his body, pausing just above his most sensitive area. A thrill of anticipation coursed through him.

"You're always so kind to me," Sephiroth murmurs, leaning in to place a tender kiss on Angeal's lips. "That's why I trust you to be a little rough with me. I know you can evoke feelings in me that no one else can." Though he struggles to articulate his emotions, a blush creeps onto his cheeks as he speaks. Despite his formidable presence on the battlefield, he finds himself more reserved when it comes to initiating intimacy.

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it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun. || @noblehcart

♡ i can't roll my r's

♡ i can't lick my elbow

♡ i dislike peanut butter

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it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun. || @aeternxm

i keep a mini fridge in my room

its a total game changer

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it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun. || @quietlyblooms

♡ i'm left-handed!

♡ my favorite color is lavender purple!

♡ i have too many tumbler cups / water bottles!