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Scene goes off the rails

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6606327#cmt6606327

OKAY, so imagine the Asset is at a Hydra base in the 21st century. He's naked in his cell and currently chained to the wall in some heavy duty bondage. Suddenly, Steve breaks into his cell and says he's here to rescue him. Only he can't because of all the hardware. The Asset tells Steve to leave and save himself, but Steve, the stubborn bastard won't. When it's clear it's futile, the Asset convinces Steve to give him a tender goodbye fuck. They do and it's great and filled with all the soft touches and words of affirmation the Asset could have ever wanted (in stark contrast to the reinforced metal chains around his neck and limbs). Afterwards, the Asset begs Steve to fucking just go before Strike team catches him. But Steve looks at the Asset confused, because the Asset is Bucky and there is no Strike team anymore because this is all elaborate roleplay that he and Bucky planned out because this is the circumstance that Bucky used to fantasize years ago. But Bucky's so stuck in the headspace and won't come back up that Steve ends up tearing up their kink toys with his bare hands to convince him that he's setting the Asset free. Aaaaaand we can end on the note of Bucky sobbing that "that's not how it ended"

First lines:

Steve cleared room after room after hallway after hallway until he reached a row of heavily reinforced cells adjacent to the hastily abandoned laboratory level. The first three were empty, full of dust and flakes of paint that had come off of the cement blocks that made up the walls. In the fourth cell, the asset hung, naked and manacled upright to the wall.

Steve must have made some sound as he crossed the threshold because the Winter Soldier raised his head.

“Bucky?”

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the secret of your great strength

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6598903#cmt6598903

prompt: Hair Trash

Inspired by Bucky's short hair on The Falcon and the Winter Soldier: Bucky really likes having long hair. Although it's something HYDRA gave him, he made it his own thing, he thinks he looks handsome, combing it feels soothing, etc. Post Engame he's found by remaining HYDRA agents (Rollins, maybe? Or I'm not opposed to ignoring Rumlow's death, or just using someone else entirely) and they give him the trash treatment, except, they notice his hair looks well taken care of, plus the fact he hasn't cut it short, and make fun of him for it. Pull it, and say he likes being fucked so much he wants to look like a girl, the smell of shampoo and things like that. Up to author whether they cut it off in the end or he does it out of shame after he escapes.

First lines:

Then [Delilah] said to him, “How can you say, ‘I love you,’ when you won’t confide in me? This is the third time you have made a fool of me and haven’t told me the secret of your great strength.” With such nagging she prodded him day after day until he was sick to death of it.

 So he told her everything. “No razor has ever been used on my head,” he said, “because I have been a Nazirite dedicated to God from my mother’s womb. If my head were shaved, my strength would leave me, and I would become as weak as any other man.”

On AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/25388932/chapters/61565761

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Red Skull/Steve unprompted fill

Red Skull/Steve unprompted fill:

unprompted fill that includes Steve being made into some kind of empty puppet by dubious medical procedure.

First lines:

The Red Skull prefers Captain Rogers like this: pliant, eager to please. All it took was one small cut below the cheek, who would have known? The thin metal plate now shining below his eye was easy to ignore in favor of the lack of that fight they had burned out of the national hero's gaze. Now it was dull, like an animal's and what an animal he had become, the villain mused and tapped his knee. 

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Depending On One's Position...

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6529783#cmt6529783

prompt: Hypersexual Asset

Hydra scientists decide that the way to get a beefier, more aggressive Winter Soldier is to boost his testosterone levels. They get that, but also a Winter Soldier who is MAD HORNY. Consistently distracted, rubbing up on everything & everyone...it becomes a problem quickly, but STRIKE sees it as an opportunity. At first. They start gangbanging the Asset after missions to wear him out. Much of the time this works nicely; the techs note that he's coming back much calmer, though the rest of the team has bruised pelvises and hand cramps. But sometimes the Asset wears the team out instead: they're all exhausted and he is STILL HORNY.

First lines:

The experiment is a sucess. He more vicious and effective than ever before. His reaction time and reflexes unparalleled. With the asset programmed this way his own body is churning out record amounts of testosterone and he is nearly unstoppable. 'It won't stop. It won't go away.' He thinks in trance like state of mind. He knows now no matter what the rage transformed into lust will never end. He holds the pillow down pumping his hips ferociously, his pace nearly inhuman. His skin is irritated all over his glans and corona. The skin is red from the almost non stop friction. He is grunting in a voice like a growl but no words come out. They stay inside now and he gets in less trouble because of it.

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Circumventing the Problem

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6501111#cmt6501111 prompt: Post-WS Bucky dealing with permanent chastity

HYDRA rigged the WS with some heavy duty chastity on his dick that keeps him from getting hard. The only problem is, removing it would involve some very invasive and serious surgery (which Bucky isn’t ready for yet), so after the events of TWS, Bucky’s mostly come to terms with it and what it means for his sex life with Steve moving forward. But Steve’s not gonna let a little thing like the cage on Bucky’s cock get in the way of making Bucky feel good, is he?

First lines:

"Let me help," he'd said. Bucky had been sloppy and let on to how frustrated he was in from of Steve. HYDRA didn't want their weapon to be distracted by human pleasures like sexual stimulation, but they didn't want to have to bother with the consequences of castrating it, whether surgically or chemically. So instead they had wrapped Bucky's cock in a vented little metal sleeve and pierced the flesh underneath through with crisscrossing pins connecting a hollow sound to keep the cage in place.

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Favor

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6511863#cmt6511863

Prompt: steve falls off the train with bucky and they both end up with hydra. as part of his torture, steve is forced to watch/participate in trash parties. + participation being presented as a reward for good behavior ++ Bucky's reward for good behavior is - you guessed it - participating in a party with Steve as the favor First lines:

The Captain understands tactics, but he doesn't understand people. That's why he doesn't scream. The Soldier, on the other hand, understands the importance of perceived suffering, so he screams as much as their handlers want. Cries. Writhes. While the Captain huffs his pain through his teeth as if unimpressed. Put less generously: the Captain is stiff-necked even in slavery, because there is something their owners could not burn out of him, something the Soldier gave up to the Chair years ago. 

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Hydra convinces Bucky that he is repulsive and disgusting

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6446327#cmt6446327

prompt: Hydra convinces Bucky that he is repulsive and disgusting

Whenever Hydra guys rape him they also tell Bucky over and over again how repulsive and disgusting he is. That his scars are freakish, that is arm is fucked up, that he is ugly and disgusting looking and that he should be glad that they even touch him. After a while he really starts to believe it. + humiliating awfulness like putting a bag on him to cover his face or only referring with it pronouns whenever they talk about him + Sad Aftermath where Bucky is so convinced of this that it puts a strain on whatever relationship he has (preferably Stucky but I'm fine with pretty much anything) to the point where he does things like putting an end to the relationship whenever he feels especially awful or can only have sex in the dark, etc   +++ trying to cope with that trauma by replaying those scenarios with his partner

First lines:

They always touch the Asset as little as possible. It has vague memories of intercourse before it was turned into this, of gentle hands and soft lips, touches and whispered words of praise. It’s not sure whether any of that is real, though it hopes it was. The reversal of all that: slaps instead of caresses, insults instead of tenderness, “I love you” replaced with “fuck, look at its nasty face, someone hand me a bag I don’t want to look at that shit while I’m trying to get off”. That was one thing. But worse was the absence. The lack of touches, the silence while they fucked its body, punctuated only by the occasional grunt. 

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The Claim

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6487799#cmt6487799

prompt: Steve/Bucky; punishment for rape, rape as cheating

Basically what it says on the tin - Bucky wants Steve to punish him for having sex with other people (i.e. being assaulted.)

Would definitely prefer if this skewed cathartic rather than self-destructive. Bucky knows it wasn't really cheating but is wrestling with feelings of guilt and shame and is turned on by the idea of Steve being angry at him/possessive. (Would also definitely prefer if Steve gets turned on by the fantasy too; even if he maybe has some trouble at first with the initial premise.)

Bonus points if the punishment focuses heavily on "reminding" Bucky who he really belongs to (Steve), how Steve's going to keep him captive so no one else will ever get to him; Additional bonus points for lots of slut shaming/victim blaming

First lines:

“I want,” Bucky says, steadily, carefully. Steve holds his breath. Bucky making any kind of request is still rare, half a year after their happy ending and Bucky’s recovery. He can see the effort that goes into this, for Bucky, and he doesn’t want to make any kind of noise or gesture that might scare him off. But Bucky continues, undaunted, and his bravery stirs Steve’s heart. After everything, he is still fighting to get his life back. It’s a courage like none Steve’s ever known. “I want you to punish me,” he concludes. He’s been staring at the ground, but he wrenches his eyes up to meet Steve’s in a nearly violent motion, as if forcing himself to confront the judgment that will lie there. 

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Wormwood

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6397175#cmt6397175

prompt: Jack Rollins + team cap, torture, Hydra husbands

After Brock gets his face deep fried in helicarrier fuel Jack goes on a lil revenge quest. While his husband is in a medically induced coma and p much dead to the world he hunts down every single member of team cap and tortures them as payback for what happened to Brock. Turns out Jack is really good at this torture stuff.

First lines:

Part one: WILSON Winter Soldier pushed his gun between Maria Hill's trembling lips. "Yeah, take it all in," Jack crooned mockingly. "We will play nice if you do." She glared at him across the room. With her hair tousled and in her torn nightgown, it was less than impressive.

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Defiance

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6490871#cmt6490871

prompt: Communication is key

Rumlow captures Steve and Bucky who are in a romantic relationship with each other. Of course Rumlow being a sadistic fuck, decides the best way to get his revenge is raping Bucky in front of Steve to break their spirits. The kicker: It doesn’t go as planned. Bucky is mortified at first but then Steve starts “ignoring” Rumlow and what he’s doing and tells Bucky that nothing could ever change how much he loves him instead, basically talking his boyfriend through it. I just want stubborn Steve defying Rumlow instead of pleading and crying as expected and Bucky going from deeply ashamed and afraid to feeling supported despite what’s happening to him. It definitely ruins the experience for Rumlow while his victims manage to strengthen their bond through the trauma. Bonus points: Bucky was always afraid Steve would judge him if he learned every trash past detail (shutting him down with “you weren’t there” when Steve expressed sympathy in the past maybe), especially about him getting aroused during the rapes but when Steve notices/ Rumlow draws attention to it this time Steve gives a big speech on how it’s not Bucky’s fault/ it’s just a physical reaction...

First lines:

“Got you right where I want you,” Rumlow’s scarred lips sneered as he circled his victims. “Both of you.” Where he wanted, and had, Steve and Bucky was chained up side-by-side in the basement of some long-abandoned Hydra facility. How Rumlow had managed to separate both of them from Sam, Nat, Clint, and Wanda, not to mention incapacitate them, Bucky couldn’t remember. One minute he’d been gunning down Rumlow’s mercenaries in an alleyway in Madripoor, the next he’d woken up here with Steve. Both super-soldiers were naked and on their knees, facing each other with their arms chained behind their backs. Not even Bucky’s metal prosthetic could break the chains. Heavy shackles secured their legs to the stone floor and their necks to the ceiling above. A shiver of unease travelled down Bucky’s spine.

On AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16902795

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Dumpster 5 link: https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6497015#cmt6497015

Tainted Touch

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2271.html?thread=5214175#cmt5214175

prompt: Bucky’s broken dick, Natasha strapon version.

Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can’t get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he’s expected to be the more active party. He can’t get hard during a blowjob, he can’t stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse. He wants to, he tries, but he just can’t. The more he tries, the more he can’t, of course. He suspects he might still get gratification from being fucked and humiliated during sex, and in a moment of desperation he ends up asking Nat for help. Basically he suspects he might need to be dominated, fucked hard with a strapon, maybe  be slapped around some and be called names and humiliated. Give me all the angst and tears and emotional pain of trying to make this work. Give me all the embarassment, guilt and feelings of inadequacy on Bucky’s end. Physically, it gets him off, emotionally it wrecks him.

First lines:

He knew relatively early on something was wrong. He looked at girls, but it wasn’t like before. He thought they were beautiful, noticed the way  their hips swayed as they walked, the way their hair fell, the way their lips curled when the smiled…but he didn’t feel the way he used to. Not that he could be sure about the reliability of his memories.  But still…any stirring in his pants remained suspiciously absent. He blamed it on trauma. He was sure it would sort itself out in time. Even back in the war, the big one, there were guys who came back shell-shocked and had trouble being…physical.

on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/5108210

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Rejectamenta

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6401015#cmt6401015

prompt: out with the trash

Inspired by the trash aspect in that last “bucky degrades himself for nothing” prompt: Bucky is no longer useful to Hydra as an asset so they do a number on him and dump him at Steve’s front door like that. Now Steve has to deal with clean up and a traumatized Winter Soldier who’s dead convinced he’ll be turned away again because he‘s just a worthless piece of trash that no one wants.

First lines:

The Soldier failed his mission. He’d never failed before. Occasionally, like with the Director, he would need a second shot at his target, but he always got them. He’d had two shots at the Captain, and he’d failed. Not only that, he felt something like joy in his failure.

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minifill: Bucky only knows what was done to him through muscle memory

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6561783#cmt6561783

prompt: Bucky only knows what was done to him through muscle memory

The mindwipes affected episodic but not procedural memory--it wouldn't do to have the Winter Soldier lose his skills between missions. After he escapes Hydra, some of Bucky's recollections of people and events start coming back to him, but most of them stay lost. So it's not that he remembers being raped. But he does remember flashes of his and Steve's sex life from before he fell, and he can do the comparison. He's at a loss for any other explanation of where his gag reflex went. How he can take it up the ass with no prep and barely any lube now. Why he habitually falls into particular positions during sex--exposing himself but also bracing himself. Where that one flinch response came from. He racks his brain for any memories of sexual abuse, but he can't find them. Only the evidence buried in his own reflexes.

First lines:

The first time, they fumbled in each other’s pants while their attention was mostly engaged in showering each other with sloppy kisses, and it felt so much like Brooklyn a lifetime ago that Bucky’s brain was exploding in fireworks of yes yes yes yes as he came in Steve’s hand. The second time, Steve took Bucky in his mouth with a shy smile and then proceeded to do his best to suck his brains out with typical Steve enthusiasm, and for a moment Bucky could swear he could feel the leaves and roots grinding into his back in a tent in a German forest somewhere.

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The Quiet Game

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6520567#cmt6520567

First lines:

Quiet Game: A children’s game where the players must stay quiet for as long as possible. The last child or team to make noise wins the game. It is usually acceptable for players to make sounds they cannot control. 

In retrospect, Bucky should have known something was off before he stepped out of his hut in nothing but a red Shuka and a pair of worn-out leather sandals.

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Fuck or Die with Steve and sextoy Rumlow

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6577911#cmt6577911

prompt: Fuck or Die with Steve and sextoy Rumlow

Rumlow was taken by his coworkers and made into their personal sextoy. Thanks to them he's got piercings all over, no gag reflex, swollen tits, and a gaping asshole. He's a favorite because of the way he whines and complains until someone shoves a cock down his throat. (Also because they hated him and think he deserves what he got) Of course it's only good hospitality to let the captive Captain America take a turn with him, right? Not that they give him a choice.

First lines:

Brock’s woken up by a bucket of water being dumped on his naked body. As far as his wake-up calls go these days, this one isn’t the worst. Would’ve been better if he wasn’t aching so badly that it makes him wish he could just strip himself of his own flesh and bones. He curls in on himself in the dog’s crate he’s now living in, every joint and muscle protesting at the slightest movement. The pain centers in his right side, the one he’s been sleeping on. He’s way too old to be lying on the crate’s metal floor for so long.

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Use Your Body, Use Your Words

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6575607#cmt6575607

prompt: Elevator reverse gangbang

the elevator scene from CA:TWS. Everybody loves the idea of the whole group gangbanging Steve, but what happens if there's sex pollen or something and the REVERSE happens: they dose Steve up, hoping to fuck him, and instead he fucks all 12+ guys in the elevator. Takes no survivors, just reams every single one of them and is still going strong at the end looking for seconds. (Rumlow secretly loves it and is ashamed)

First lines:

No one on the squad could figure out later whether it had been a mistake, a deliberate oversight, or done with full knowledge of the consequences.  The plan had been to capture Captain America is advance of Insight so he couldn’t interfere, with the added bonus of giving the Hydra science division something to study.  The initial plan hadn’t been bad, considering the very limited time frame they had to work with: collect Rogers in the Triskellion, get him in an elevator where he couldn’t run, cram him in with overwhelming odds, then cuff and subdue him.  Science division though, had something to sweeten the pot. Rumlow had watched, amused, as all of their stun batons got the modification of an injection delivery system.

On AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20461133

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Touch

https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2807.html?thread=6592247#cmt659224

prompt: Steve/Bucky post-Hydra D/s play - Bucky needs to be in control during sex

How about a variation on Bucky's broken dick where he's only comfortable having sex with Steve when he's the one calling the shots? After years of helplessness, conditioned obedience, assorted Hydra bastards taking advantage of his obedience to do whatever they wanted to him sexually, being forced to participate in the sexual abuse while he wasn't in the driver's seat of his own body... he's done. He can't get it up if he has to worry what his partner's going to spring on him next. Not even during fluffy loving sex with Steve. Luckily for him, Steve's a lot more enthusiastic about following orders as a kink than he's ever been about following real orders. He likes it when Bucky manhandles him, holds him down, or ties him up. And he loses his goddamn mind when Bucky issues detailed instructions on how to pleasure him. So Bucky gets to stage-manage their sex life to his heart's content, and that's how they figure out that complete control is what finally lets him relax enough to get off.

First lines:

He’s breathing hard against Steve’s throat, thrusting into the tight heat of his body and feeling pleasure wind sharp and hot his spine with every breathless groan that escapes Steve’s throat— And then one of Steve’s hands lands on his hip, grips tight and strokes up his back. Bucky jerks away, flinching like someone just dumped a bucket of ice water over him. Steve realizes an instant later and lets go, but it’s already too late: five seconds ago, Bucky was on the verge of coming, and now his whole skin is crawling. He pulls out; he’s already starting to go soft.