trashcanpurpledragon

[trashcanpurpledragon]

Miss you more than my life

PART 2

Lab at Night 10:31 pm

Donnie felt uneasy, like something was bothering him. Of course there was that thing with y/n and him, he knew deep inside he had to apologize to them, but he also knew he was far too prideful to say something… 

When the both of you got married, he told them that his work consumed most of his time, most of his life…but even at this warning they did not want to step back…

“You think i don’t know that? I have been working by your side for a bunch of years know so yeah…i know how your life can be 95% work…but… if you let me, i want to be that 5% left and who knows? maybe i will gain more terrain over time!”

He smiled at the thought of you both that day when the decision was made, your smile wide and eyes filled with happy tears, memories of happier times.

"We are so childish. When the shift is over, I'm gonna compensate for everything. I’ll fix all this mess." He thought.

He start thinking in every posible route for that talk, but in every single path the result was the same. They were gonna talk, probably gonna start fighting, maybe start crying again…oh dear Einstein no tears, he’s weak when they start crying… but then he was gonna apologize because now he knows his pride is not worthy of losing them. Waking up to a empty bed, seeing them everyday in a cold silence, colder than the space outsite the earth, not talking…not kissing… 

Who would say that him, the great Donatello Hamato, the one that dislikes physical touch most of the time. Who is the one protecting the whole base, THE MOST INTELLIGENT LIVING BEING!...would miss the touch of his love…their arms… resting his head on their legs and sleeping even when he knew he had more important things to do than staying in his partner's lap.

But…

Nothing is more important than them.

The softshell looked at the clock on the panel on his wall.

1 am 

He then stare at his work between his hands, it was incomplete but if this works they way he wanted, this stupid machine was gonna give them a heads up everytime a Krang started getting closer. Also, it would scan the persons approaching the resistance…a few weeks ago Michel had come with concerning news.

Apparently he found two krang-zombies but…they were fearly awake, of course they were visibly covered with krang parasites and when they got closer, the krang-zombies started attacking the whole team. 

There were no fatalities but…also no information and that was the thing that annoy the softshell the most.

Leonardo ordered to be more careful to any krang-zombie, but that made him worry.

If the krangs were playing with the bodys that they were infecting…then anything can happen, of course, everybody knows that those creatures are smart enough to play with biological material…but they had never showed any interest in doing things like this.

“Maybe…they want us to help the sick and…” Said Michel but he could not end that sentence.

“And attack the hideouts without them knowing where we are…they are getting impatient” ended Leonardo with an angry face.

The krangs were starting to attack not only physically…but mentally too, attacking the hope of the ones that lost their friends and families by using puppets of them.

“If only they could see that his work was gonna save a lot of lifes that could be in risk because of those stupid 2.0 krang-zombies” said donnie with annoyance and then…he remembered what he was thinking to begin with…

His stupid brain that hiperfocuses in the logical things but left behind the rest, Michel had told him again and again that not everything was about numbers and logic, but if the world could be just like THAT, if not everyone in this dumb dumb world could focus more in the importance of logics, the point of doing the math first and seeing that his way is not as bad as everyone tries to make it look like…it was not his intention to hurt them…it’s just that, his work is way more important than…

…No…

Wait

No

Nothing is more important than them…the persons he loves…

Is just…he cannot help everyone if he is not working, if he was working instead of resting maybe he would have foresing that new move in the krang plans and be wary of them…if the Krang notice the reaction of their teams at his new toy they will start doing more of them and worse, they would be better that the one his little brother saw back then.

The resistance don’t need him to be sleeping, they need him working! Damn it! why nobody can see it?, He is the only one smart enough to look ahead of the Krangs movements, if he was not working…What was his purpose?...He NEEDED to be useful for the people…for his family…for his love. 

Donnie let out a big sigh and turned his gaze to the ceiling above him, once again he is making excuses for his behavior…AGAIN. He punched the table where he is working making everything on it jump or fall.

“Damn bro, what has that table done to you? Jeez you nearly broke whatever that thing is” Oh that voice, the voice of his nightmares most of the time.

“What do you want Nardo, it’s not a good time” answered Donnie, annoyed without even turning the chair to look at his twin entering his lab.

Donnie stared at the machine that he was working on, without thinking, with no need of paying any attention to it. He had at least half of the structure of his machine done, this thing may be the key for security of the whole base, and let them rest with ease at least for a few weeks…or a waste of time and resources.

“Hey, Don” Leonardo brought him back again to reality.

“WHAT?” He snapped at him but only then, they looked at each other’s eyes.

Leonardo looked tired, this whole war did a number on every living being, but to his brother, to him it destroyed him on different levels. He looked older than his real age, his chasm is now way bigger than Raph ever was and his eyes don’t shine as bright as before. Donatello would never admit it but… he missed that shine in his twin eyes. Is not that his twin stoped being annoying with his puns or behavior…it just that sometimes when he thinks nobody is watching…he can see his twin losing his light for a bit before masking again.

“I was not gonna put my nose in whatever is happening between you and your spouse but this–”

“Good, then don’t put your nose in my marital problems” cut his twin without looking, without stoping working.

“Jar jar, common Dee, you know that i would never–” once again, Donnie interrupted him.

“And then here you are, bothering…again”

His brother made a growl and proceeded to cross his arms over his chest. While Donnie continued building his thing, never stopping being useful even when his twin was bothering him.

“YOUR LOVE was crying a few hours ago” says Leo, and only with those few words he had Donnie standing from his chair and looking directly at him.

“Are they ok?! why were they crying? are they hurt? is there any problem? is–” Leonardo let out a little laugh, not with malice, the whole scene was just to “cute” for him. 

In front of him instead of the grumpy twin of his that probably was sulfuring about hundred problems at the same time, moving his hand faster than his brain could think, that just a few minutes ago was yelling at him for being annoying and all that stuff, now that very same turtle is looking at him with worry all over his face, any piece of anger that was there now was replaced, and that look made him smile. There were few moments in life when his brother showed this type of worry for someone outside the family.

“He is so in love for them” though Leonardo

The red eared slider took donnie by his shoulders, so he would shut up and be still for enough time for him to explain everything. “They are ok!, Calm down dude” 

Donnie visibly relaxed after these words, and just stared at his twin knowing that those words were not the last ones.

“As i was saying, i’m not trying to meddle in your marriage or anything but you need to understand that after you both got married, they also became part of our family, that means if YOU make them cry i have to act as a good brother-in-law and come here to give you a talk”

“That’s not what a brother-in-law does…also that’s not your duty as a leader?” donnie looked at his brother raising an eyebrown

“...Why you both keep saying that?” Leo said irritated but continued “yes BUT i’m doing this because you and the other dumb dumb are part of the family, ‘cause they are YOUR other half…and as twins your are my other half, so that makes this whole situation a problem that at least should be talked about between both of us.”

At these statement Donnie just look at his brother, his twin and gave him a small smile and resigned to lisening whatever was gonna say.

“Aaaaaaaand also i just saved your sorry ass of having a session with doctor feelings” 

“I hate doctor feelings” was the only answer donnie gave with a shiver making leo laugh a bit more

“Look, i know that whatever happened was your fault” at this statement donnie made a “Hey!” that Leo cut before it could grow more “come on, you know is AT LEAST half true.”

Donnie didn’t say a thing, giving Leo a point.

“I don’t care for details, really, if you don’t want to tell me is fine but i think you both really need to talk, because what they told me is… kinda of… um… not sure if sad is the correct word but i guess is the closest thing i can come with.” said Leo while scratching his head.

“Did… did they say anything to you?” Donnie's voice was so small, almost afraid to know the answer but concerned enough to search for it “are they mad?”

“I will not tell you what exactly they said but… i can tell you that they are sad in a way that they are starting to have thoughts that will be a problem later if you both don’t fix this soon”

Donnie didn’t say anything so leo continued “Look, i know you love them, god knows that you are happy by their side. We, as your family, know your way of love, but sometimes you can be kind of… rude. You try to do all things on your own, even when we have told you before that you don’t need to be working 24/7… yes… we are at war and is… all of this is just bullshit… and that probably without you we would be far worse than we are now,  but you also need to rest and enjoy your partner while you can… since this war can take everything we love…”

The brothers look at each other, pain all over their faces, different kinds of pain; one of fear to run the same luck as his twin, the other with the pain of someone that lives with regret.

“I know you miss L/L too…” Donnie tried saying in an attempt to soothe his twin’s old pain.

“We are not talking about them or me for the matter” leo said with a hard voice and gave a big sigh “i’m just saying that you should try and talk”

“I…I know that” 

Both brothers stayed silent for a bunch of minutes before Leonardo broke it.

“Have you slept at all?” questioned 

“Scoff, as if i had the time. I’m working in something for the 2.0 Krang-zombies” answered Donnie looking at the table were his invention was laying…half build, half operational.

“And what that thing is? It looks like that killer robot from the movie of weird small dolls with numbers on their backs” start saying Leo getting closer and looking at the piece “yeah! that one that made Raph and Mikey had nightmare for like a whole week or so”

Donnie looked as his twin perplexed, he did not know what surprised him more: the fact of Leo remembering a movie that they watched when they were like 6 or the fact of Leo remembering ONE SINGLE  CHARACTER of a 2009 movie that they watched only once.

“When i finish it” Donnie started to say, ignoring the question “it will help us scan the persons entering our safe zone and keeping and eye out for the krangs getting close”

“Scan the persons?” asked Leo looking at his brother 

“I build it for the 2.0 Krang-zombies as i just told you, do you ever listen to me?”

“Yeah but you usually made things in the computer, like programs and all that stuff. It has been a while since you actually build something outsite the cars or something for the base” said Leo “The krang-pupets also put you alert?”

“Krang…puppets?” he could not be serius

“yeah, the troups haven’t seen one since Mikey, but we are all wary…The fact that they still could talk and Mikey could not heal them…”

“Yeah…”

But before Donnie could say anything Leo spoke

“Let’s go”

The softshell look at him confused “Go were?”

“To the communication room, it’s like 4 and half or so” 

“What? No, it’s around 2 am, I looked a few minutes ago and–” it was in fact 4:43 am, he had been working so much that lost the notion of time “It’s 4:41…but what’s the use of going? They are probably working and waiting for their shift to end”

“You my brother, are ZERO romantic” Leo smiled at the annoyed face of his twin “Their shift ends at 6am right? Then you both could crack a few lines and have a smooth beginning when you see each other face to face”

They look at each other…and then “Tired sigh…Fine” 

Leo smiled at his victory and both of them started walking, talking about stupid things Leo wanted him to say over the com that OF COURSE he would never say, because 

a) It was impractical

b) It was stupid

c) He was not gonna give Leonardo another victory

and most importantly!

d) He was gonna say it in private with Y/N and only with them alone

“Common Dee! what’s the worst that could happen? It’s not a matter of life and death, they are literally at the door” questioned a very happy Leonardo

“Says the turtle that hates doing guarding shifts” answered a very annoyed Donatello.

“I hate being still, anyways they have the safest jobs today. It’s fine”

And even at this words, Donatello was still feeling uneasy. They arrived at the central com and looked at the time in the clock on the wall.

4:58 am

COMMENTS!

Editor’s note: I was promised two drawings in exchange for correcting any mistranslation or errors on this fanfic. Sorry if I missed any.  Enjoy your sad turtles.

Autor’s note: shut it and work  >:) Everyone say hi to this new character called Editor (She’s my older sister)

Editor: Hi 👁️

Anyways... Thank you for been so patient waiting for this fanfic to continue, yes there is at least two more parts of this history 💜 I'M REALLY sorry if there is something that does not make sense, english is not our first language 😥

Also L/L is the lover of Leonardo~

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The original autor! @fishsticksloser (Thankyou for letting me work in this history :DD)

And here is the original work

Part 1

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GUESS WHO WILL POST PART TWO TODAY!🎉🎉🎉

In a few hours maybe i will post the second part of this fanfic...of the fanfic HAHHA

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Hi! So, I've been thinking about this request... We know how skilled the turtles are when it comes to battle, and it's even shown that April is really skilled in a lot of things, even when it comes to combat. So I thought of a request that's, I guess, would look better in a short fic form, or maybe something like what you did in the "First Kiss", and it's about how the reader(gn) is anxious about how they might be a burden, "a third wheel" since they aren't that skilled or helpful, and this feeling could be multiplied after the events of the end of the second season when April is said to be a part of the family and even played her part in the final battle against Shredder.

Feeling Useless

RotTMNT x gn!reader

Warnings: angst, insecurity, fluff, comfort, not written as hcs, post movie (like... right after, they're still injured) :))

A/N: I can't believe how much I got done before my break... I'm actually really proud. :))

Donnie

Donnie was laid on his stomach, his arms around your waist, head in your lap. He was grumbling again.

Everyone, including you, had banned him from his lab. Sitting his shell needed to heal so he needed to rest, not be in his lab working for days on end.

"I'm useless if I'm not building something." Donnie huffs, flopping his head in your lap, exasperated.

"You can't be serious." You roll your eyes, the caressing of his head pausing. Donnie chuffs in frustration that you've stopped petting him.

"I'm the most serious I could possibly be, darling." He answers, nuzzling your hand, a silent plea for more pets. He looks at you, that signature deadpan look on his face. "What use am I right now?"

"I dunno, you make a pretty good weighted blanket." You shrug, your tone playful and teasing, seeing a hint of amusement reflected in his eyes. Donnie rolls his eyes, a small smile on his lips. "But seriously, just because you're not making anything doesn't mean you're useless. Mikey isn't cooking or painting, Raph isn't training, Leo isn't skateboarding. Are they useless too?"

"That's not—"

"It's the same." You cover his mouth, seeing his eyebrows draw down. "If they're not useless, neither are you. If anyone here is useless, it's me."

That caught Donnie's attention, frowning at you. "How could you say that? You're the one who fixed me up... You're the one keeping me sane when I'm not allowed me in my lab." Donnie sits up, now sitting in front of you, holding your hands. "How could you say that about yourself? You're not... You're not useless. Not to me."

Leo

"Hey, babe, what's up?" Leo greets, seeing you sit in his room. He crawls into his bed with you, kissing your cheek. Leo tosses some pillows to the foot of the bed, propping his cast up.

"Oh... Um, nothing. Just came to hang with my crippled boyfriend." You answer, trying to hide your insecurity. Leo laughs, nudging you.

"Good, your crippled boyfriend was told to come back to bed." Leo chuckles, kissing your temple. He wraps his arm around your shoulder, pressing a harder kiss to your hair. "But, I can tell something's up. Hit me with it, sweetheart."

"You guys are so... Strong and skilled. I mean, it took seven of you to stop an alien invasion..." I began with a heavy sigh. Leo was always good at detecting emotions.

"All of us almost died in the process, but go on." He nods, his hand rubbing your shoulder and arm comfortingly.

"Even April and Casey..." You continued, shooting him a look which made him clam up instantly. Leo listened intently, his free hand finding yours. "You all are just amazing... And I'm worried that I'm not... Useful."

It's quiet for a moment, Leo's comforting rubs stop as well. You turn to look at him, seeing his brow furrowed.

"Useless?" Leo mumbles, he turns to face you, his hand cradling your face, squishing your cheeks a little. "Absolutely not. You may not be a fighter... But you're always here, ready to help. You learned how to make a cast!" Leo motions down to his leg, his voice slightly playful. He sighs, leaning forward to rest his forehead against yours. "I couldn't ask for anyone better. You're so amazing."

"You may not be a fighter, but you're always there for me. Always here to stitch me up, to comfort me."

Mikey

Mikey hated not being able to do things as normal, Leo got mad anytime Mikey did anything with his hands. So he laid with you next to him. You were rewrapping his hands and arms, seeing him pout.

"I know, Mikey... I wish I could be more useful." You sigh, tying the wrap to keep it secure. You move to his other side, unwrapping the old bandages.

"What do you mean?" Mikey asks, frowning at you. The hand you weren't working on cups your cheek, wanting you to look at him.

"I just... I mean, if I was able to fight, maybe things could've been different. Maybe you wouldn't be hurt." You answer simply, like it was the most obvious thing.

"I can tell you right now that it would've had the same outcome. Not because you're useless, but because this is what it took to win..." Mikey tells you softly, his unbandaged hand moving to cup your other cheek. "You're far from useless cause I need you..."

Raph

Raph was isolating himself. From Leo mostly, scared of trying him and scared that he'll try to hurt Leo again. You were the only one allowed to visit because you never saw him when he was infected. So here you were, laid on top of him like a weighted blanket, his claws lightly trailing up and down your spine.

"Raphie, I promise you won't hurt them. All that alien junk is out of your system." You mumble, feeling the smooth rumble of his churrs. "They miss you..."

"Raph knows..." He sighs, his churrs fading out. He rolls, making you fall next to him, both of you facing each other. "Raph's just... Scared. Havin' nightmares about it."

"You're gonna have to face them at some point, can't stay stuck in here forever, big guy." You tell him, watching as he nods in acknowledgement. His eyes sad and scared, but filled with understanding. He kisses your palm, giving you a deep churr of gratitude.

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"I just... Don't know what to do. I feel useless..." Raph hears you talking to Mikey, his heart breaking at your words. "I just want to help him..."

He can't hear what Mikey says, but he retreats to his room, sitting to collect his thoughts.

You felt useless? How? Did he do something wrong?

When you come in, Raph's head snaps up to look at you. His eyes full of guilt and sadness. But he didn't want you to know he'd heard. Instead he pulls you to him, biting his face in your chest.

"I... I think I'm ready..." He mumbles, keeping you pressed against him. "But I need you... Will you stay and help me?"

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I just like to doodle to interact with my friends hehe ^^ @pegibruno @seacuppy

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I can work in two storys at the same time👀 /j?

Hello, love ur writing sm!! Could I req platonic hcs of the turts finding out their friend gn!reader is actually a mutant and big mama’s bodyguard? Thank u so much!!

Big Mama's Bodyguard

RotTMNT + gn!reader

Warnings: angst, betrayal

A/N: Wasn't planning on posting this, but I was upset so... angst :) Since you said platonic, its all of them at once :))

When April first introduced you to the turtles, both Leo and Raph were hesitant

Something just felt off

Eventually both of them shrugged it off

Donnie was the first to find out

Of course he was

Just like he did with everyone, he put a tracking device on you

One day he was in the city, looking around

Donnie realized you were close and thought about hanging out

But he got to where you supposedly were and couldn't find you

He was standing right on top where you were supposed to be

So why were you not here?

He then remembered the Hidden City

Maybe April had shown it to you at some point?

Either way, Donnie went down

He ended up at the Nexus stadium

Donnie glanced at the blinking light

Then up at Big Mama's bodyguard

He left quickly

No one believed Donnie

When you came over again, Donnie outed you

He pulled off your cloaking device

Raph and Leo were angry with themselves for not listening to their instincts

Mikey's eyes well up with tears

How could you lie to them?

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I needed this after cass post (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)💔

And yes my new friends, i'm working on Donnie POV 👀 sooo~ just wait and you shall see ✨

hey so how do you think the rottmnt boys would deal with a s/o who is shy and gentle with their affections? The boys are so used to rough house hugs or Donnie’s metal limbs hugs that s/o is so different. Like every time they adorably ask for a certain kind of affection. When s/o holds hands with the bros, their hand is very gentle and not a tight grip. The turtles have the tightest grip. For cuddling, s/o is loose and not clingy but both are comfy. If s/o is big spoon, they are gently running one of their hands along the boys head, neck, back and shoulders at the back, it kind of makes it seem like the boys are made of glass and feels like a heavenly massage. S/o sometimes whispers affectionate words to their turtle?

yes-sir-ee!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Soft Affections ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Donnie:

Donnie would probably be the same way in the beginning

As we know, he’s sort of adverted to touch except for a select few at times

He liked it when you would loosely wrap your arms around him when he was working on stuff in his lab and he really needed love

If you were to click off his battle shell too…he’s softly churring as he leans back against you

Softly drifting your hands across his soft shell and his tense shoulders has him churring even more

He simply just loves the soft gestures

If you’re big spoon when cuddling too, especially if he’s falling asleep; the soft gestures cause his to make those deep and soft churrs. You’re hands soft drifting over his thighs, arms and hips just make him swoon in the right ways

If there’s days where he doesn’t need or can’t stand the touch because of sensory issues, he’ll try to reciprocate with the robot arms in his battle shell

When your hand is loosely in his, he’ll usually squeeze it or tighten his grip

He’s fine when you ask before you do things….just not when he’s sleep deprived and aching. He’d just prefer the softness immediately

Also praise causes him to churr and swoon. We know he craves it.

Rafaela:

He was definitely not as gentle at first

He’d accidentally squeeze too tight when you hug him loosely

I think you’d probably hold his arm or side most of the time because the front of his body is to large to hug loosely.

He’d definitely reassure you that you don’t have to be so gentle, but he loves it

Anytime you ask, he tells you every time you don’t need to.

Also, Raphael is a big cuddler. You cannot look at that man and say he isn’t

so when you get all shy when you cuddle him, he hugs you tightly to him.

He mainly loves being big spoon because he gets to shower you with love, but when you're big spoon. He’s a churring mess, even more after the Kraang.

Feeling your fingers gently trace his spikes and shell, when you softly stroke his head and play with his mask tails. You have him wrapped around your finger.

He loves when you whisper sweet words into his ear…again, especially after the Kraang.

he needs comfort after what happened. He feels like a monster and those soft gestures and words help him understand he’s not

When you gently and softly touch the leftover scars…he’s swooning and only has eyes of adoration for you.

Mikey:

he doesn’t quite mind it, but he’s the total opposite.

While you’d shyly ask just to hold hands, he’s running and jumping into your arms when he sees you

He grabs your hand tightly, or squeezes it when you hold his

You try to hug him softly and loosely, he’ll try to match it but ends up holding you tightly and nuzzling his head into your shoulder.

There’s times where he does love the sweet affections so much

When he retracts back into his shell and you softly rub and scratch his shell until he comes back out

When you rub his hands after he draws or cooks for a long time

When you softly rub your thumb against his hand when you hold it

He loves it when you cuddle him too when he’s in his shell, you can hear the soft chirps and churrs reverberating off it.

After the Kraang when his hands and arms are all cracked up, he loves when you softly takes his arms and gently stroke the cracks.

When his hands tremor and you softly and shyly kiss them, his only thoughts are you and how much he loves you.

Leon:

He’s just like Mikey, the complete opposite.

but he’s also just dopey when it happens

He wraps his arms around you when he sees you

And will sometimes jump into your arms

He knows you’re shy about it, but try’s to get you to open up more with every ounce of affection he has

Most of the time he’s initiating it

You ask for cuddles, he’s already doing it the moment the word leaves your mouth

Want a kiss or hold his hands, done.

But, there’s times where he’s shy along with you.

When you traces his yellow stripes, he’s churring softly

When you trace his red birthmarks, he’s a churring, blushing mess

If you’re praising him, he’s just the same old Leo just with a bigger ego but also expect a soft blush

If you’re big spoon or cuddling him, he’s rubbing his face against yours and curling up to your side

If you start rubbing his shell too with that soft affection, he’s swooning

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Sorry if this took a while, I was trying to draft up some ideas and stuff. But I hope this is to your liking nesting-dreams! （≧∇≦）

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Part 11 of Arc II (Part 37)

huzzah! exposition be upon ye

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Senpai-san, today is the day 😂

Hope you like it and if you want i'll continue the second part!!

Donnie woke up, sleeping without resting… it was something that he was used to. When he sleeps alone it is almost impossible to have some rest…and by the looks of how things were going between the two of them, he figured out that it could be better if he sleeps at day, so you can rest in peace at night without him beside you, making you feel uncomfortable, no matter how painful it is to him… ‘cause even if he doesn’t say anything… god knows how this situation was painful to him 

This is better… When I finish this project, I will talk with y/n and fix everything…

He sat on one side of the bed but noticed that one pillow was missing, he just ran his hand in the now hollow place of the pillow.

 

“Y/N?”

When he stood and walked towards the next section of their “home”, he saw them, sleeping on the couch in a very uncomfortable position “Do you really prefer sleeping like this…than with me?” Donnie felt his own heart break. He squatted in front of the couch and his hand was getting close in an attempt to pat their head, but he froze before he could touch a single hair.

If they are sleeping at this time, they will probably do a night watch… I should let them rest…

And just with that, he stood up quietly and walked towards his work again, because at the end of the day, he was the smartest person in the resistance and he was needed more for the people counting on him…even if that means sacrificing his own heart.

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You wake up and look in front. 

Right… I slept on the couch…

It’s funny how sad it made you only thinking on this, is not your first time sleeping in the couch but in the past you would wake up with the smell of that leaf water that it was supposed to be “tea”, you were used to wake up with your husband’s voice and a hand patting your head, he used to tell you that if you continue sleeping like that your back was gonna be stiff all day…

All these words in past tense were just destroying you deep inside, because it had been months since the last time you heard him call your name…you barely hear him mumble things about his work when you walk past him but, it is not the same… it never is…

When you sit down you realize a drop falling in your hand.

Your hand runs in your cheek and notice that it is wet, you smile and let out a soft and broken laugh. When did I start crying? was everything you could though, letting the tears run free and in silence. Donnie hated to see you cry, but he’s not here now.

After a few minute you stand up and walk towards your room, it doesn't matter how much your heart hurts and longs for your husband, deep down you know that what he’s doing is far more important than you… deep down you knew when you married him that this could happen, and it happen most of the time… but somehow, this time hurts more.

Maybe because the last thing he said hurt you, maybe because you knew this was stupid and that both of you were too prideful to say sorry first, maybe it was just how much time you both let run…

You go to change your clothes, brush your hair and walk towards the exit past Donnie, who continues working in that project, but this time you stop in before closing the door that leads out of the lab “I hope everything is going well to you” and then you walk away without noticing that this time, Donnie did glance up to look at you, but before he could even say anything, you were already gone, letting him feeling weird, sad.

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Night watch 9:43 pm

“Is a quiet night right?”

You look behind you just to find master Leonardo walking to your side.

“Master Leonardo, you should be sleeping” you answer once he is by your side, his night watch was just a few nights a go, he should not be here.

“Master Leonardo? what's with that?” he smiled, pushing your arm a little bit making you smile and giving him a small punch in his arm “How are you doing? i haven’t seen you in the lab, without you there, Donnie is becoming an hermit… not that he wasn’t one before but you get it”

“I have work to do, maybe not as important, but it is still work” you answered, sounding more pissed than you intended to begin with. “it’s just… he is busy”

Leo was looking at you, you both knew each other for a while now as you knew he was trying to understand what had happened between you and his twin. “You know how he gets when he’s too focused on some new project, and also it seem that this new project of his will give us the upper hand in future fights”

“Leonardo” you look up to meet his eyes, feeling more hollow that you were feeling before “You don’t have to give me the whole leader speech, i now that his work is important, that you need him” your eyes close and turn your head down just to look at your hands, looking your left hand you were wearing a glove but you could feel your ring inside it “When i married him, i knew i was not gonna be his priority, don’t get me wrong, i know he loves me just as much as i do… it’s just… I miss him… this war…” when you rise your head you don’t look at Leo, you didn’t have to look at him to know how he was looking at you “This war is becoming more and more difficult, all of us are working harder, trying to live another day… but… he, you, master Mikey and commander O’Neill, you all always take the biggest part and that is wearing all of you out” when you look at Leo, you smile at his face, he was surprised and maybe a little bit happy, not many says this to him… or any of them.

Most people in the resistance know that, yes, but no one says anything else than a simple thank you. Donnie, Master Leonardo, Master MichelAngelo, Commander O’Neill. All of them work day and night to make the lives of all of us a little bit happier than yesterday. Once Master Mikey told you that being a Hamato had the meaning that you will never be alone…but for you… it seems that it also carries a huge burden.

“I’m not his priority and those words never really hurt me, not until now, and i–” your voice choked, you couldn’t say anything else, because that knot in your throat was so big that it was even difficult to breathe.

Leonardo hugged you and with his arm he patted your hair. You were crying, when did you start crying?. 

This is so pathetic…

No one said a thing, Leo just hugged you, at this moment he wasn’t master Leonardo, your boss nor the leader of the resistance, he was just Leo, the twin brother of your husband. He was family and his presence made you feel warm, put your mind at ease, you feel again part of the family.

You know how ridiculous it is to think that for just a tiny fight with your husband you were gonna be kicked out of the family, but sometimes… you just can’t avoid things in the worst.

Night watch 4:58 am

Leonardo had left a while ago, when he saw you were more calmed.

“You should talk to him, he can be an ass when he focuses on something important, but I can assure you, YOU are his priority. He just doesn’t know how to say it well yet”

That's what he said before leaving you again.

You look at the front, a waste land that was once a big and shining city, now is nothing but a graveyard. It was quiet and that let your mind time to think.

Today when I get back to the lab, I'm gonna be making hear me. And apologize for making all this mess. It was something so small that I should have just ignored it… we need to talk and stop being so childish… hehe… so strong heads. 

You smile, having cried a lot and hearing something other than your own voice comforting you made you clear your mind a lot. Now, you are getting impatient and a little bit angsty because your shift ends at 6 am, just one hour until you go and fix everything with your brainy and dumb husband.

Something calls your attention, something shining in front of you but kind of far away from the entrance. You raise your voice-com and get in line with control.

[Guard y/n: There's a light a few meters in front of the east entrance, i’m going to take a look

Control: Got it, take care. It can be the scout group of yesterday, they were supposed to come back today in a few more hours

Guard y/n: Maybe they are hurt, i think they are around 100 mts in front of me.

Control: a few you say?

Guard y/n: is not that much.

Control: fine, come back fast, your shift is almost over]

You start the short journey, it is not that far but you walk under a few rocks so no one can see from where you are coming… just in case.

As you get close by, you see them. Two persons on the floor bleeding out and a yokai with one of his lanterns on, in a sitting position, that's the light you saw. The only problem is that they all faint in plain sight, probably the yokai in his last moment wake turned off his light with faith that someone was gonna see it before passing out.

I hate getting in plain sight alone.

When you get out, in alert of everything, and get close to them you notice that everyone is already gone, it seemed that they were attacked by a krang zombie…

[Control: y/n report]

Something was off… you check them to see if they had a pulse, maybe there was still time. The humans were long gone, that's for sure, but if the yokai did the light thing maybe he was still able to come back.

[Control: Repeat guard y/n report]

When you touched his neck it was cold, really cold, but you felt something.

It’s his pulse?...it felt a little–

[Control: Y/N Answer!]

Donnie? 

Without thinking your hands move to the voice-com to turn it on.

[y/n: Donnie? Why are you outside of your lab? 

Control: do i need a reason?]

You notice how his voice gets calmer after you answer, while your hand searches for the yokai chest to feel his heartbeat.

[y/n: usually someone has to take you away of your lab

control: That was my–

control: that was our very annoying leader, you should come back if they are gone, a scout group can pick them]

Hearing him made your heart beat again.

But before you could answer, your hands touched something cold, metal.

“What?...”

[Control: y/n?]

And everything passes in a matter of seconds, you see the red light shine bright under your touch, between your fingers. You jump back as fast as possible but the explosion is faster, it throws you back with force and you feel your whole body hit something.

Your body feels heavy.

And far.

Really far away.

:DDDD

I.L O V E.ANGST 😂

The next part is Donnie POV :3c

I really hope you like it (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) 💜

You probably are gonna find a bit of misspelling...english is not my first language haha but i pretty confident in my level...💖

[trashcanpurpledragon]

Donnie woke up, sleeping without resting… it was something that he was used to. When he sleeps alone it is almost impossible to have some rest…and by the looks of how things were going between the two of them, he figured out that it could be better if he sleeps at day, so you can rest in peace at night without him beside you, making you feel uncomfortable, no matter how painful it is to him… ‘cause even if he doesn’t say anything… god knows how this situation was painful to him 

This is better… When I finish this project, I will talk with y/n and fix everything…

He sat on one side of the bed but noticed that one pillow was missing, he just ran his hand in the now hollow place of the pillow.

 

“Y/N?”

When he stood and walked towards the next section of their “home”, he saw them, sleeping on the couch in a very uncomfortable position “Do you really prefer sleeping like this…than with me?” Donnie felt his own heart break. He squatted in front of the couch and his hand was getting close in an attempt to pat their head, but he froze before he could touch a single hair.

If they are sleeping at this time, they will probably do a night watch… I should let them rest…

And just with that, he stood up quietly and walked towards his work again, because at the end of the day, he was the smartest person in the resistance and he was needed more for the people counting on him…even if that means sacrificing his own heart.

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You wake up and look in front. 

Right… I slept on the couch…

It’s funny how sad it made you only thinking on this, is not your first time sleeping in the couch but in the past you would wake up with the smell of that leaf water that it was supposed to be “tea”, you were used to wake up with your husband’s voice and a hand patting your head, he used to tell you that if you continue sleeping like that your back was gonna be stiff all day…

All these words in past tense were just destroying you deep inside, because it had been months since the last time you heard him call your name…you barely hear him mumble things about his work when you walk past him but, it is not the same… it never is…

When you sit down you realize a drop falling in your hand.

Your hand runs in your cheek and notice that it is wet, you smile and let out a soft and broken laugh. When did I start crying? was everything you could though, letting the tears run free and in silence. Donnie hated to see you cry, but he’s not here now.

After a few minute you stand up and walk towards your room, it doesn't matter how much your heart hurts and longs for your husband, deep down you know that what he’s doing is far more important than you… deep down you knew when you married him that this could happen, and it happen most of the time… but somehow, this time hurts more.

Maybe because the last thing he said hurt you, maybe because you knew this was stupid and that both of you were too prideful to say sorry first, maybe it was just how much time you both let run…

You go to change your clothes, brush your hair and walk towards the exit past Donnie, who continues working in that project, but this time you stop in before closing the door that leads out of the lab “I hope everything is going well to you” and then you walk away without noticing that this time, Donnie did glance up to look at you, but before he could even say anything, you were already gone, letting him feeling weird, sad.

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Night watch 9:43 pm

“Is a quiet night right?”

You look behind you just to find master Leonardo walking to your side.

“Master Leonardo, you should be sleeping” you answer once he is by your side, his night watch was just a few nights a go, he should not be here.

“Master Leonardo? what's with that?” he smiled, pushing your arm a little bit making you smile and giving him a small punch in his arm “How are you doing? i haven’t seen you in the lab, without you there, Donnie is becoming an hermit… not that he wasn’t one before but you get it”

“I have work to do, maybe not as important, but it is still work” you answered, sounding more pissed than you intended to begin with. “it’s just… he is busy”

Leo was looking at you, you both knew each other for a while now as you knew he was trying to understand what had happened between you and his twin. “You know how he gets when he’s too focused on some new project, and also it seem that this new project of his will give us the upper hand in future fights”

“Leonardo” you look up to meet his eyes, feeling more hollow that you were feeling before “You don’t have to give me the whole leader speech, i now that his work is important, that you need him” your eyes close and turn your head down just to look at your hands, looking your left hand you were wearing a glove but you could feel your ring inside it “When i married him, i knew i was not gonna be his priority, don’t get me wrong, i know he loves me just as much as i do… it’s just… I miss him… this war…” when you rise your head you don’t look at Leo, you didn’t have to look at him to know how he was looking at you “This war is becoming more and more difficult, all of us are working harder, trying to live another day… but… he, you, master Mikey and commander O’Neill, you all always take the biggest part and that is wearing all of you out” when you look at Leo, you smile at his face, he was surprised and maybe a little bit happy, not many says this to him… or any of them.

Most people in the resistance know that, yes, but no one says anything else than a simple thank you. Donnie, Master Leonardo, Master MichelAngelo, Commander O’Neill. All of them work day and night to make the lives of all of us a little bit happier than yesterday. Once Master Mikey told you that being a Hamato had the meaning that you will never be alone…but for you… it seems that it also carries a huge burden.

“I’m not his priority and those words never really hurt me, not until now, and i–” your voice choked, you couldn’t say anything else, because that knot in your throat was so big that it was even difficult to breathe.

Leonardo hugged you and with his arm he patted your hair. You were crying, when did you start crying?. 

This is so pathetic…

No one said a thing, Leo just hugged you, at this moment he wasn’t master Leonardo, your boss nor the leader of the resistance, he was just Leo, the twin brother of your husband. He was family and his presence made you feel warm, put your mind at ease, you feel again part of the family.

You know how ridiculous it is to think that for just a tiny fight with your husband you were gonna be kicked out of the family, but sometimes… you just can’t avoid things in the worst.

Night watch 4:58 am

Leonardo had left a while ago, when he saw you were more calmed.

“You should talk to him, he can be an ass when he focuses on something important, but I can assure you, YOU are his priority. He just doesn’t know how to say it well yet”

That's what he said before leaving you again.

You look at the front, a waste land that was once a big and shining city, now is nothing but a graveyard. It was quiet and that let your mind time to think.

Today when I get back to the lab, I'm gonna be making hear me. And apologize for making all this mess. It was something so small that I should have just ignored it… we need to talk and stop being so childish… hehe… so strong heads. 

You smile, having cried a lot and hearing something other than your own voice comforting you made you clear your mind a lot. Now, you are getting impatient and a little bit angsty because your shift ends at 6 am, just one hour until you go and fix everything with your brainy and dumb husband.

Something calls your attention, something shining in front of you but kind of far away from the entrance. You raise your voice-com and get in line with control.

[Guard y/n: There's a light a few meters in front of the east entrance, i’m going to take a look

Control: Got it, take care. It can be the scout group of yesterday, they were supposed to come back today in a few more hours

Guard y/n: Maybe they are hurt, i think they are around 100 mts in front of me.

Control: a few you say?

Guard y/n: is not that much.

Control: fine, come back fast, your shift is almost over]

You start the short journey, it is not that far but you walk under a few rocks so no one can see from where you are coming… just in case.

As you get close by, you see them. Two persons on the floor bleeding out and a yokai with one of his lanterns on, in a sitting position, that's the light you saw. The only problem is that they all faint in plain sight, probably the yokai in his last moment wake turned off his light with faith that someone was gonna see it before passing out.

I hate getting in plain sight alone.

When you get out, in alert of everything, and get close to them you notice that everyone is already gone, it seemed that they were attacked by a krang zombie…

[Control: y/n report]

Something was off… you check them to see if they had a pulse, maybe there was still time. The humans were long gone, that's for sure, but if the yokai did the light thing maybe he was still able to come back.

[Control: Repeat guard y/n report]

When you touched his neck it was cold, really cold, but you felt something.

It’s his pulse?...it felt a little–

[Control: Y/N Answer!]

Donnie? 

Without thinking your hands move to the voice-com to turn it on.

[y/n: Donnie? Why are you outside of your lab? 

Control: do i need a reason?]

You notice how his voice gets calmer after you answer, while your hand searches for the yokai chest to feel his heartbeat.

[y/n: usually someone has to take you away of your lab

control: That was my–

control: that was our very annoying leader, you should come back if they are gone, a scout group can pick them]

Hearing him made your heart beat again.

But before you could answer, your hands touched something cold, metal.

“What?...”

[Control: y/n?]

And everything passes in a matter of seconds, you see the red light shine bright under your touch, between your fingers. You jump back as fast as possible but the explosion is faster, it throws you back with force and you feel your whole body hit something.

Your body feels heavy.

And far.

Really far away.

Original work!!

:DDDD

I.L O V E.ANGST 😂

The next part is Donnie POV :3c

I really hope you like it (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) 💜

You probably are gonna find a bit of misspelling...english is not my first language haha but i pretty confident in my level...💖

[trashcanpurpledragon]

Let's all just ignore the awful drawing 😂💔

I made so i can safely say it's ugly 🙃