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bpd culture is WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE

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BPD traits culture is deciding to avoid them. If they need 24+ hours to answer me I'll take 48+ to even send another message. But at the same time begging they send you something even though u're probably not gonna answer (and knowing they won't)

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What if I just genuinely killed myself

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BPD culture is "stop ignoring me stop ignoring me stop ignoring me stop ignoring me goddamn it."

I wish they'd all stop fucking ignoring me what the fuck did I do

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suspected bpd culture is the intense desire to self isolate to make them worry about you, yet not being able to go 5 minutes without checking for messages

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bpd culture is what the fuck do you mean I'm not on your mind 24/7? you're on my mind 24/7! do you hate me?

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I genuinely wish I had the strength to kill myself

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bpd culture is “oh my god i know you’re trying to hurt me, stop lying about it” except there’s no evidence that they’re trying to hurt me

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“I want a trans bf” hey so im the king of self sabotage actually

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When he actually gives you space instead of begging for you to come back

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Fp liking one of my posts after not talking to me for hours got me like YOU WANT ME? YOU WANT ME??? YOU WANT ME NOW??? TALK TO ME??? HIIII TALK TO ME? HELLOOOO

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The urge to text my one (1) other friend and tell her “haha what if I blocked everyone sorry I have no one else to talk to”

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bpd culture is fucking hating your fp’s partner, both for jealousy reasons and because they’ve just been rude to you, but not being able to do anything about it because as much as your fp claims they want to support and help you in anyway, they’ll never value you the most. there’s always going to be someone above you

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suspected bpd culture is splitting and your fp decides to give you space even though talking to them and at least convincing yourself they care is what you actually need but you can't tell them that

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I’ve been fantasising about suicide a lot as of late

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I fantasise about my girlfriend screaming and crying over me

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My disorders and illnesses don’t mix well and are slowly killing me