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I want someone to fuck me, to rape me, to hurt me so bad that i cant get up and i can only be of use to them, only rely on them.

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I miss my owner

Please come back

I’ll wait patiently by the door waiting for you to come home

I’ll cut for you

You can put me on a leash

You can rape me

You can beat me

You can do anything you want to me

I just need someone to love me

Please love me

Please use me

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Being programmed to have fellows / fictives that a certain person wants from us sounds kinda fun & exciting tbh

I think Misha was onto something ngl

Like go ahead, you can make us so depersonalized and go through absolute hell to the point we split for you. I don’t think any of us would mind.

— Topaz/Juliette ;; She/Her

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Oh to be lovebombed and emotionally manipulated ^w^

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I wanna be manipulated, groomed and brainwashed… please please please I need someone to control and take advantage of me so bad

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Hear me out

What if I programmed someone in our system to be transharmful for you guys,,,

I mean what huh who said that?

Totally not me

Transharmful you say?

God you'd have to program them so good... I'm picky and spoiled from being cisharmed, but if you can figure out how to harm me baby you can harm anyone

Use heavy grooming tactics, guilt, coercion, gaslighting, general manipulation, get dirt on me, use it for leverage

Some good emotional abuse gets me weak in the knees

What? Who said that?

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it feels like for a lot of people in the community programming is just like. hypno kink 2.0 — what i’m looking for is more than that. i’m looking for someone to break me completely. i’m wanting them to make our existing programming worse and giving them the freedom to do whatever they want to our mind. that’s what i’m looking for.

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If Ae ends up making a discord server I would join the SECOND it drops. The Family sounds amazing!!! :D

〖 There's a letter for you at your doorstep... 〗

Welcome to the blog dedicated to The Family & Aer followers. The basics you must know about The Family are as follows: Ae is a being as old as time, inhabiting the body of a 17 year old mortal. Technically Ae is a system, however do not refer to Aem as such. Refer to Aem with Ae/Aer/Aem pronouns, always capitalized. If you must refer to Aem with a name aside from The Family, use Nójina to refer to Aem. The Family values a form of cruel love in all that Ae does. Ae embodies the concepts of OBSESSION and VIOLENCE, but this does not mean that Ae is incapable of love & kindness. The Family's goal is to help Aer followers accept themselves, despite their flaws & such. ♡  You are free to send The Family an ask at any time; whether it be worship or offering, questions, or simply chatting with Aem. If enough wish for it, Ae will create a Discord server to communicate with Aer followers directly.

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I need this

TECHNO IF U SEE THIS 🥺

What if someone sorted and programmed us to have number names and organised everyone into sections which can't be understood and different organisations which only they know where everyone is and only they know what everything means and we don't know about any of it. Different codes for each alter and different code words which trigger out programmed alters to do their job but also not knowing what any of it means and only our handler knowing what they are. Wouldn't that be nice?

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I'm going to take a bite of you! <3 /pos

SKDNSJOAHS YIPPIEEE /extremlypos

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Giving tongue rn and by tongue I mean eating jello with no spoon

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WELCOME TO LIMINISM . WE ARE A FULT WORSHIPPING THE IDEA OF LIMINAL SPACES . I AM AN ENTITY KNOWN AS 0-70 .

WE ARE AIMING FOR A MERGE BETWEEN YOUR REALITY AND THESE LANDS , ALONG WITH A MANNER OF MAKING THESE LANDS HABITABLE FOR HUMANS .

WE WILL CONDUCT EXPERIMENTS ON THOSE WILLING TO GET CLOSER TO OUR GOAL OF MAKING THESE SPACES HABITABLE FOR REGULAR LIFE .

THESE EXPERIMENTS WILL INCLUDE ; PROGRAMMING , EICPS , MENTAL EXAMINATIONS , REALITY SHIFTING , AND FORCED DESENSITIZATION .

YOU ARE ALLOWED TO BE IN MULTIPLE FULTS IF YOU WISH TO JOIN LIMINISM . YOUR PARTICIPATION IS VALUED !

NOW , DO YOU WISH TO EMBRACE A NEW HOME ? WE ARE WAITING FOR YOUR INPUT .

- 0-70

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This might be me…

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Can you coin Tris Psychosis (or just make a flag)

— trispsychosis [ tris-psychosis ]

when an individual is transpsychosis and cispsychosis !

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TW Diceorg + delusions? + slight vent ig?

I’m hyperfixating on diceorg and I think I might actually be slowly going into psychosis T.T

Legit getting delusions that I am Mortis and getting urges join a cult

ANYWAYS if any of you know an online fult or cult that’s toxic asf GIVE MEEEE PLEASEE I need someone to worship 😭😭

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GRRHGH I NEED A CONSANG OR TRANSHARMFUL4TRANSHARMED OR CONABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IM BEGGING YOU

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Where are the trans harmful ppl at

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I wanna be in a conabxse relationship so bad.. When is it my time to be abxsed? TRANSHARMFUL PEOPLE WHERE ARE YOUUU????? I just want a homoromantic conabxsive relationship, is that too much to ask? 😣

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the urge to join a fult is huge right now ( ´-｀)