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Social media make me forget how much 1 person liking something is. When i get one like, it's almost nothing here but irl a few months ago an alt person on a train noticed my sketchbook and said I draw pretty (i was drawing chubby thighs and just chubby people in lingerie and martens to be specific) and i didn't live down that high ever since.

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I usually draw my fursona with a sword, but recent photos of musk made me realize that these times call for more drastic measures

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me making my oc a worse person

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back in the 00s a single dancing anime chibi gif would feed us for months on end

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Having very developed selfship in your head can be weird and hard to share with others, bc some stuff just have the right vibes. Like i just found a photo of John Waters and Divine and I was immediately like "yeah, that's totally me and Ramsay". Like. How do you explain that to people.

Picture in question btw. In my mind Ramsay has the Divine vibes and I'm just the little freak beside.

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Games with customization need to make it easier to sexualize male characters its not enough to have a shirtless option he needs a fat rack and body hair and more body fat and the shorts options need to define the ass cheeks and lets not forget the b[armored guards grab me and forcibly remove me from the stage]

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Stupid question, but would in asoiaf my little pony au nobles have cutie marks with their actual talents or just their sigil? And in that interesting scenario, could bastards learn about heritage when getting a cutie mark, or would they have to get legitimized to get one-

As apology for my shitpost, you get a drawing of pony Ramsay. He has a cutie mark with just a cross bc i couldn't imagine a crucified pony.

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So i was a bit inactive recently because i can't focus much on digital art, so have some doodles from my sketchbook instead.

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Just for the record, everyone can ship whatever they want but just out of curiosity, am i the only one who doesn't ship thramsay? I just have impression that whenever one of them is brought up, it's followed by the ship.

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Not enough of Roose x Tywin shipping. They would just sit together, plot schemes, betray, and complain about their terrible heirs. They would be just like those two men at some political discussion show aired at 11 PM who just sit and nod and go "ooo my children suck" "ohoho there you're right but you should see my kid" yadda yadda yadda

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Sometimes i wish my self-ship was canon, so i could just search the tag and see the fanarts and fanfics people made for it. I mean, i can draw and write stuff myself but it's always nice to see what other people's minds came with.

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How do you decide what compositions you want to use in your work? Do you have layout inspiration? Or does it just come naturally? I would like to improve how I use composition and placement in my work and would love some tips. Essentially… how do you determine what goes where? What shapes would make the whole piece come together… that kinda thing. I’d appreciate any advice you may have!!! (: thank you!!

honestly i usually have a very vague idea in mind of what i want to do and then just play around with it/change the positioning/add or remove stuff as i go! i am a pretty messy and impatient person so some of my layouts are definitely rushed and could be improved if i payed more attention to detail/slowed down but oh WELL hahah

i do recommend pinterest + instagram for inspo though! especially looking at graphic design and traditional collage pieces — these can be super helpful and after a while you’ll be able to pick up on artists’ patterns and habits and steal a little bit of what you like 👀 no but honestly don’t be afraid to get inspired by the work you love — as long as you focus on implementing stuff that makes your brain go brrr instead of blindly copying it without putting much thought into it you’re all good!

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So this semester i had a facultative lecture about movie adaptations of russian classics and i had to write a review for a chosen movie. I chose Viy (2014) a Russian-Ukrainian movie loosely based on Gogol's short story. The movie isn't some great art, just funny adventure fantasy movie to spend an entertaining time, but I appreciate learning that Charles Dance played there. He wasn't a big character, he was just a father of some english noblewoman that got impregnated by our hero at the beginning. Our hero ran off to travel through Europe and there was just a few scenes of Charles Dance and his pregnant daughter in the meantime. It was very funny to hear him speak english and get silenced by russian dubbing. Also he decided to repeat his role in sequel. Yes, it had a sequel. While first part took place in Ukrainian village, for some reason in second part our hero goes to China and I don't know if I'm ready to watch that.

(The movie was released as Forbidden Empire in UK and USA if i remember)

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But if i stay alone, there's still. The abyss. Y'know, the one inside of me.

My bpd symptoms aren't that bad if I don't care about anything, or let anyone get close to me, or leave my house or

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Chimera

Acrylic on canvas, August 2024

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truly

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Okay, I got up and I'm not deleting my ramblings, i just wanna update that i woke up to notes app with a drabble about pregnant Ramsay dealing with pregnancy. What lack of sleep does to people.

I should wake up in the morning but i still can't fall asleep. And i keep thinking about Ramsay and my s/i in hell (one day I'll elaborate on their lore)... getting all that stereotypical demon stuff, horns, tails, maybe some wings... and they can wiggle their tails and interwine them together