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Virgos constantly losing their minds everyday with anxiety and over thinking everything and feeling everything deeply but are also smart enough to figure out that a good way to stay sane when you feel overwhelmed is to get up and do something productive like cleaning or organising so we do that to distract from the chaos deep inside and not get committed to a mental hospital, and then people be like lol look at the boring Virgo, they just like cleaning and organising, they are so dull, do they even have any feelings or personality 😑😭

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The fact that I cant set the navigation bar to always visible is legitimately making me want to murder a tech ceo

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I think I was on here around then, then I deleted and left for a while, then I came back, then i neglected my tumblr for a bit, then I came back again

i often wonder how many ppl from 2012 tumblr are still active on here

are u also still here, lurking in the shadows????

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Watching Futurama commentary with a wistful longing, a painful yearning, because I wish I could have been a cartoon writer :(

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Richard Anuszkiewicz, Blue Eclipse, 1979.

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music suggested by an algorithm always feels so insulting like it feels a bit like, you liked - white cotton ball, you may also like - egg. which is also white.

jesus fucking christ are you fucking stupid

it can suggest a hundred songs to me and the odds are low I will even want to press play on even one song to at least hear a little bit of it to see if I like it because the suggestions are so fucking bad

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I've seen posts like you get stuck mentally at the age you were traumatised and my first thought was kinda... so... kinder..garten...... maybe ....? 🤔 but I just had a moment where I'm like... I totally am just a confused little girl who wants to keep asking 'but why' 😑

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I've become one of those weird nerds who only watches classic tv shows/movies, except now those shows/movies are from the 80s-90s

damn

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Hitler was definitely a disgusting monster and I'm not a nazi but low key I think his art was pretty good if we separate art from artist

But then I also low key kinda think Van Gogh is overrated

I might have bad taste

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I feel like the word abuse is kind of confusing as well because I might behave sometimes in a way that seems hurtful and the people I'm hurting might think of it as abuse but I just feel like it's me struggling and just sometimes having to snap to let off steam. Or like when I would complain that the way my family ate too noisy was bothering me they probably saw that as some kind of abuse by me but that shit was toooorture to me, I wasn't just causing a fuss to make trouble and be difficult, but they wouldn't try to have any empathy. Any my mental health is shit and I can't stand being around people most of the time. For their sake and mine. I tryyy to put up with the discomfort for as long as I can and be polite but dear god I reach a breaking point and if you don't let me get away then imma bout to start getting mean.

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Using bluesky is lowkey a little bit triggering because when i had my first psychotic episode in 2013 i was using twitter and posting suuuper weird stuff, basically having a melt down on twitter, got really paranoid that everyone was obsessed with me, blocked all my friends and then eventually deleted my account. Trying not to think too much about it but 😬 I hope I don't start getting really paranoid and weird again

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Snail shell PNGs.

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Adam Hall aka Adam Thomas Hall (American, b. 1981, Wheeling, WV, based Franklin, TN, USA) - Leave What’s Heavy Behind, Paintings: Oil on Panel