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Freaky blue green.

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Everything feels fractured.

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Feeling grateful for this weekend

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38 today.

37 - believing in my own self worth

36 - rebuilding, recovering, sometimes unraveling

35 - heartbreak, guilt, fury, loss

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Mental health days are important.

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The elders are watching 👀

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Got fire?

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We walked two miles in the wrong direction, she saw three snakes and hyperventilated, and still we had a great time.

Trying to learn to reality check. I’ve always done this best by leaning into my trusted people. But feeling more isolated and mucking my way through a soggy brain has me feeling a bit like screaming atreyu.

Mud and snakes and slips and slides. The view was spectacular.

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Gay dive bars have a special place in my heart

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Two years ago my life was the hardest it had ever been.

Sometimes life is just about surviving the hard stuff.

And I’m pretty sure it’s about finding yourself over and over again.