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there is something so beautifully haunting about living weapons whumpee.

A weapon who no longer respond to their name anymore, believing that they're not worthy of that identity anymore. They think that they’re too broken and bruised to even claim it.

Only going by their tag number— or whatever whumper calls them. Losing all sense of self, believing that they don't deserve such a luxury.

Especially when caretaker see just how far gone they are.

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my blorbo appears on screen and I start making clicking-chattering noises like a cat when a bird flies past the window

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🍺 - Thoughts on alcohol?

😉 - Lying ability?

🎁 - Favorite gift ever?

🐜 - Thoughts on bugs and spiders?

🧸 - Most prized possession?

🍺 - Thoughts on alcohol?

i do not need to become intoxicated for any reason.

Do you want to?

no.

😉 - Lying ability?

i do not need to lie

but if you did?

i don't need to.

🎁 - Favorite gift ever?

i've never been given a gift before

you... what?

no one would give me anything.

that's... kind of sad, Hayte. i mean, i know you haven't really had any friends but. idk. sometimes i forget how much you miss out on when you don't have any friends.

i don't mind.

still.

🐜 - Thoughts on bugs and spiders?

have you ever seen one of these before

oh god

i love them

it's so fucking stupid looking

look at it

why does it look like that

hayte, experiencing the same kind of joy people experience upon seeing it for the first time:

what?

what?

...

🧸 - Most prized possession?

I'm interested for this one, too. I have no idea what you're going to say. A snail, perhaps?

the snails don't belong to me.

Oh.

i don't have favorite items.

Pardon? You have a home and everything?

i have a home. and i have things. i don't have a prized possession. things are things. i don't care about them.

Oh. I see.

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Putting Soren to work, for once.

🤕, 😨 , 🍽 , 💘, 🪦, and 👑.

Have fun.

— ✨️

what does that mean

shut UP hayte hold ON im getting the questions ready

🤕 - Reaction to being injured?

i never get injured

liar

what

what

i don't get injured

answer the question anyways

apply pressure to the wound until further treatment can be provided. if need be, take care of my own wounds.

you're lame

that is how i would react to being injured.

sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh.

😨 - Biggest fears?

Oh, oh, I know this one!

no you don't

fuck you ok i know everything. just answer the fucking question. my god.

i'm not afraid of anything.

why do you keep lying??? hello???

i'm not lying

ohhhhh you don't know <3333 that's riiiight

if i don't know, how could i possibly be afraid of it?

so true king. hold on let me write something down. give... more... trrraauma. okay anyways.

are you threatening me?

scared? <3

no.

🍽️ - All-time favorite food?

i don't need to eat

what

i don't need to eat

no i heard you. what do you mean you don't need to eat. that's not in my notes.

maybe you don't know everything

wow. okay fuck you too??????? you DO need to eat.

i've never needed to eat.

have you tried it?

yes.

do you like it?

it is fine.

okay, what do you like to eat.

...

that round, red thing?

what does it taste like?

i don't know. good.

oh mygod. hayte. sweet? savory? salty?

what do those mean?

????????????????????????????

sigh. ok. describe it more.

fits in my hand. grows on trees.

AN APPLE? OF ALL THE FOOD IN THE FUCKING WORLD YOU PICKED AN APPLE AS YOUR FAVORITE? honestly i can't even hate i'm just surprised.

💘 - Relationship status?

single.

rip to all the sunscreen truthers

what does that mean.

...

what does that mean?

🪦 - Thoughts on death?

it's inevitable, a cycle that has continued since before i was born and will continue until after i-

you were born? what? this is news to me.

yes.

??wild. sorry anyways. continue.

no.

oh don't be a little bitch about it. at least tell us if you're scared of it? planning anything? bucket list?

why would i be scared of something i know is going to happen? there's no point.

lots of people are scared of death!

i am not.

fair enough!

👑 - Self-image?

how do you see yourself?

hayte.

ok.

...

...

are ya gonna fucken elaborate?

no.

you're a fucking piece of shit.

okay.

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people who use dog as a metaphor for love or loyalty or hunger or desperation or violence or devotion, I am kissing you on the mouth with tongue

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So you know when you're writing a scene where the hero is carrying an injured person and you realize you've never been in this situation and have no idea how accurate the method of transportation actually is?

Oh boy, do I have a valuable resource for you!

Here is a PDF of the best ways to carry people depending on the situation and how conscious the injured person needs to be for the carrying position.

Literally a life saver.

(No pun intended.)

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one of my very favorite obscure story tropes is when there’s an episode/plotline/tabletop campaign session where the conceit is ‘each member of the gang gets trapped in a specially tailored dream/nightmare/illusory mindscape and has to break out’

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@marcreblogswhump

Siblings and whump.

Siblings as Whumpee and Whumpee. As Whumpee and Whumper. As Whumpee and Caretaker. As Whumper and Caretaker.

Or more siblings, in even more complicated constellations. Maybe as Whumpee, Caretaker and Caretaker. Or Whumpee, Whumper and Caretaker.

Just... siblings and whump.

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Character asks!

These are more focused on the background stuff rather than the usual "what would the character do in XY situation" kinds of asks. I've been looking for something like this for quite a while and in the end decided to make my own. Feel free to use, go wild, enjoy

What was the original thought that led to the creation of this character?

How long was the process before the character reached its final version? (or a version that would be clearly recognizable as the character?)

What was the first thing you decided on, the character's name, appearance, personality or their role in the story?

And reverse, which one of the four things did you struggle with the most?

How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?

What was the thought process behind their appearance? Did you go mostly for the aesthetic or are there other reasons they look the way they do?

What is an aspect of their appearance that you like the most?

What is the origin of their personality? And let's be honest - how much of it is projecting?

How big is their role in the story? Do they make a frequent appearance or are they a character with little "screentime" but big influence? Or are they just a favourite background guy?

What is their main character arc in the story? Where do they start and how do they develop? Do they get a happy ending or is their story a tragic one?

Is there any existing character from other media that your character resembles? Was the resemblance intentional or was it a coincidence?

Do you have a playlist for the character? What songs do you associate with them and why?

Do you have a voice claim for the character? What do you imagine the character sounds like?

Do you have any quotes tied to the character, either from the story itself or from another source that fit them?

Have you ever made a moodboard for them?

Is there any memes or running jokes associated with the character, both in- and out of universe?

Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?

Does the character have other characters connected to them? Do you have a family tree and "offscreen" connections made up for them or do they exist in a vacuum purely for the purpose of the story?

What is your general favourite thing about the character? What is your least favourite?

Bonus question: share any additional thoughts, art, favourite scenes, anything you've been waiting for a chance to ramble about

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If you’re still doing request, is it OK if you either

Describe writing a panic attack?

Or

Describe someone who has gray eyes?

-> a link for gray eye descriptions: x

How to Write a Panic Attack

Physical Symptoms of a Panic Attack:

pounding or racing heart

sweating

chills

trembling

difficulty breathing

weakness or dizziness

tingly or numb hands

chest pain

stomach pain or nausea

feeling lightheaded

tense muscles

dry mouth

constriction in the chest

feeling like they're being choked

Other Symptoms:

heightened vigilance for danger and physical symptoms

anxious and irrational thinking

a strong feeling of dread, danger or foreboding

fear of going mad, losing control, or dying

feelings of unreality and detachment from the environment

Triggers for a Panic Attack:

something unexpected (ex: a phone call)

a reminder (objects, smells, locations, specific phrases, etc. that can be tied back to a traumatic experience)

stress (from work, a relationship, family, etc. that has been building up)

silence (ex: being alone in a quiet room. The silence can amplify a sense of isolation)

flashbacks (a trigger that causes the person to flash back to a traumatic memory)

out of nowhere (sometimes panic attacks just get triggered by seemingly nothing)

Writing Prompts:

-> feel free to edit and adjust pronouns as you see fit.

He couldn't breathe. Oh God, he couldn't breathe and he was going to die.

She knew the panic was building up, but it crashed over her like a tsunami that swept her off her feet. The pull threatened to pull her out to sea and it was all-consuming.

They felt the panic begin to wrap its arms around them like a shadow.

"Is it okay if I hold your hand?"

"Don't touch me-- don't touch me!"

Her mind was running at a million miles a second but she couldn't pinpoint a single thought.

"It's okay. You're safe."

An icy hand had reached through their ribcage and was squeezing their heart. They couldn't breathe and they didn't know what to do to regain their breath.

"My chest hurts. It hurts."

"I can't!"

They were a crumpled heap, stowed away in the corner as tears streamed down their face.

She felt like she was on a boat out at sea, the room swaying and adding to the nausea that was washing over her.

He felt like he was having a heart attack.

They gasped for air but each breath felt shallower than the last.

She could hear her heart pounding in her ears, beating like a panicked drum to the rhythm of her fear.

He felt like he was standing on the edge of a building.

They couldn't move. It was like someone was holding down their limbs, the panic rendering them utterly frozen.

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never ever ever gets old

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the curse having character thoughts but none of them are coherent

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ohhhh yeah sure everyone hate the guy whos annoying and a bad person

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Aromantic? No no, I'm irromantic. Just totally kill the vibe wherever I go. I went to a friend's wedding last week and they fell out of love right there at the altar.

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the funniest thing about ttrpgs is that you can create a guy and say "his name is blorbo bleebus. he sucks severely. i hope that many misfortunes befall blorbo bleebus. he does not deserve to be happy." and at least one of your friends will immediately jump in to say "noooo... don't bully blorbo bleebus... i love blorbo bleebus..."

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This request was sent to us and we made a poll in response to it. Send any Blorbo-related question you want to our inbox and we’ll make a poll on which people can vote with their own Blorbos in minds