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thatbemeqq

video is mildly funny but this comment killed me

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thats

thats slightly horrifying actually

me when it’s not friday

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touch-starved but if the wrong person touches me even slightly i will feel like i need to peel my skin off all day

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apparently people trust me when I tell them historical information, so I'm just gonna start making shit up

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so. bad news. we have to keep going tomorrow. good news is that I’ll keep going with you

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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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Yes, I do comment on every single piece of fanfiction I enjoy because that's the social contract I was raised in fandom under.

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every time you leave a positive comment on a fic you like, an angel gains a pair of wings

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personally I think it’s a shame how fandoms “died” too soon these days. I’m not talking in literal sense and I know there are people who stay passionate about their fandoms long after the hype is gone. I’m talking about the “popularity” and how people in general engage with a piece of media they like and how fast they let the hype die down? I don’t know if I’m making any sense, but what I’m trying to say is a fanfic or a fan art of a show that is recently released will get tons of likes, comments, reblogs which is great. but the engagement for fan made content about that same show usually drops drastically — and I mean drastically — once the show is no longer “recent”. and I’m not even talking about when the show is several years old. because you can see the significant drop of engagement a fanfic or fan art about that show receives once the show is like a month old or two. it’s discouraging how most people tend to lose interest and stop engaging with fanfic / fan art once its source material is no longer “new and shiny”.

especially when writing fanfics and creating fan art take time. writers and artists often receive less engagement / appreciation for their works if they take “too long” to create and the source material is no longer “new and shiny” and so people move on to something else that’s new and shiny. it’s heartbreaking to see.

obviously this is in no way to manipulate or guilt trip people into engaging with anything. because yeah you can do whatever you want. this isn’t to force, manipulate or guilt trip anyone into liking or reblogging a fan work or anything. this is just me hoping people will one day take things slower and enjoy things they’re passionate about longer like how we used to in the past.

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I’m in every friend group in the grade. Of course I feel so lonely

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we were meant to live slowly!!!! we were meant to savor moments and feel unabashedly lazy and frolic and smell the flowers and laugh with our entire hearts and love with our entire souls!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for resting!!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for slowing down!!!!!! enjoying life shouldn’t be something you’re ashamed of

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I think people would armchair diagnose bad people with cluster B disorders much less if psychiatric disorders hadn't all been given names by ableists who of course picked the traits most unberarable to "sane" people to name them rather than, you know, the ways it affects the people that have them. It's like, when doctors are all "this disorder gives you extremely low self esteem. and it's called the Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder" or "this disorder makes you want to die so bad. and it's called the Hysteric Bitch Disorder" or "this disorder disconnects you from your peers. and it's called the Insane Evil Cunt Disorder" and so on and so forth, so of course you have people going "oh, this person is a selfish fucking asshole, they MUST have Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder! this further proves that all people with this disorder are like that in the first place!" Do You See It

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do we ever get to stop dreaming about the people who hurt us?

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Once of my friend on discord said your name remind them of perry the platynus

Well we’re both Perry’s, aren’t we? He’s a lot cooler than I am, though! I mean, he’s a secret agent and everything.

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MOOSE MENTIONED

I wanna lay down on some moss and then just never get back up

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I would stroke your hair while you lay on my chest if you even care