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I love this roly-poly happy chonklet so much. 1929. Source.

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Cleaned up some of my old posts. Now on to the name.

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I'm going to be cleaning out this side (primary) blog soon.

I think it's just gonna be an OC account/some fanart, but not entirely my main art account ya know?

Maybe posting some research things for OC stuff.

Idk we'll see.

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Oh my fucking god not again.

!!!DEAR MINORS IN THE DBZ FANDOM!!!

Do NOT interact with me. You guys are creepy and need to fuck off.

I'm not your friend, and never will. Go away.

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Can I just say, that working in a department of only 4 people (one of which left and we're getting a replacement) it is unbelievably stressful when you make one mistake and it messes up everything.

I messed up an order, easy fix. everything I did wrong was/ is a easy fix. But my anxiety is through the roof right now, that I'm having nightmares and waking up in the middle of the night feeling like I was going to barf. I am physically sick.

I had to call out today and I literally dumped my mess on someone else who has been sick for over a week now. That's not fair, and it's not fair that I feel this overwhelming feel of fucking up so bad.

This past week has been bad and I think it all finally hit and it hit where I need to be focused the most.

I can't stop panicking, ya'll. I feel like barfing so bad, or crying.

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Since I can't really play BG3 with Tarlin anymore (I've developed him to the point where if I mess up anything in game I feel like I have to start over and it's exhausting) I decided to make my Corpalis baby

Look at this dude. Maybe I can finally beat the damn game.

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I have a new character on accident

It started with this painting

Then, with these characters to mesh

First look

Then a sketch?

Then OOPS wtf happened how did he go soft??? He's a pretty boy now.

How did this happen? I wanted unhinged shapeshifter nonbinary little guy!

Anyway. New baby dropped.

Corpalis Olania.

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Wanted to redraw my dbz oc. I cut off her arm and stole her eye, she's a genetically modified human who can shapeshift and if she wants to shapeshift in to a specific person she has to have a taste of their blood.

Basically revamping (pun not intended) my character. Probably do the same to her kids.

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Finally started playing Cloud Meadow and I'm enjoying it greatly.

Now excuse me as I go to bed cause I've been playing Something+ hours and I am tired.

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Family faces!

Top: Tarlin(Tavlyn)

Second: Ristal (father) (Tarlin is a spitting image of his father, so same face)

Third: Tarlins mom

Bottom: Tarlins mother.

Spent over an hour messing with the character creator to have just examples of Tarlins family.

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Been playing bg3 again and enjoying them mods!

Because of all that I finally got around to draw my drow Tarlin (Tavlyn depending on which campaign I'm playing cause I keep making new campaigns and they're all just him)

Tarlin was born in the underdark in Menzoberranzan to a lower Lolth priestess and her pleasure slave, a Seldarine drow named Ristal. He was destined to be a lolth priestess as well, but as an Eilistraee worshipper, Ristal couldn't handle having his youngest being a pawn for the spider queen. So he abducted him while he was only a couple months old and ran to the surface, ending up in Luskan.

While on the surface Ristal fell in love with a half elf who instantly took the role of Tarlins mother. Everything was great until about 6 years in when Ristal disappeared and a odd fringe group of Sune worshippers kidnapped Tarlin.

Tarlins life is a blur after that, living in a cult until his late teens, losing his best friend(who is turned into a vampire), then escaping and wondering Faerun in search of said friend, his mother and father.

He finds his friend in his early 40s shortly before the events of Bg3.

(in traditional vampire fan fashion) Tarlin and Astarion become partners.

In whatever ending the good, the bad, and the heartbreaking, Tarlin ends up being turned into a vampire by his friend during childbirth. He has a daughter with Astarion, Alena, a dhampir.

Little tidbits:

Tarlins left eye is marked with a Sune blessing, the red gets more vibrant when Tarlin develops genuine feelings for someone (the only someone is Astarion). The mark will turn black and his left eye goes blind when he is heartbroken, only happens in a heartbreaking ending.

Tarlin is an Eilistraee worshipper, so he has her old symbol tattooed on his left arm. He has 2 star tattoos on his chest because they are the first thing he remembers seeing when he and his father left the underdark.

Tarlin has piercings, nearly everywhere. He takes out his facial piercings during the events of bg3, cause being punched in the face hurts with them in, and obviously, he fights more, and he can't deal with that bs.

I'm gonna post some screenshots of everyone soon cause I spent 3 hours just designing what everyone in his family looks like.

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I did it... I actually drew my Tav and Astarion...

Tavlyn is a Seldarine drow, born in Menzoberranzan to a Lolth priestess and a low life male named Ristal (Seldarine as well) Tav was to become a priestess as well but Ristal didn't want that and kidnapped him and brought him to Luskan, where he grew up.

His marking is a "blessing" from a Sune priest who was obsessed with him. (It darkens in color when he falls in love, genuine love, which he develops for Astarion)

ANYWAY! I DREW THEM!

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When your work decides to sell ai art...

I work at a craft store. Wtf.

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My stomach still hurts, I was not expecting to fucking barf last night. All I had was one donut, that's all!

But I slept good apparently?

Last night was wild and it's gonna keep being wild until Friday.

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Reading comprehension is fucking dead.

I said, "My boss told me to get my pronoun pins/buttons approved by the store manager, because the company is strict on what we can wear." And mentioned the pronoun part isn't the problem it's the design and them not being provided by the store.

BUT everyone's freaking out that I'm not allowed to wear pronoun pins/buttons.

Learn how to fucking read. Please, I'm begging you. I can wear fucking pronoun labels, just not custom shit. It has to come from the damn company.

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