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I always thought of something like this and I'm glad I'm not the only one.

I may be 20yo, but I want to stay.

I know... And I truly understand, why the IRS of the heavens had engineered our bodies to automatically prep itself for something I didn't ever wished for.

Even with just the thought of the two digits that signifies my current life cycle is enough to send shivers down my spine.

Nonetheless, "I'm old!" Is the only thing that I could ever say.

Without my consent, and without my control, WITHOUT ANYONE's CONTROL! Our minds and our way of thinking had shifted from thoughts of "I wish fairies exist", "can I hug you Mommy", "I want to play all day, every day!", "I wish Daddy is always here with us." To thoughts that are the like of "I wish I had a blonde cute hot mommy elf girlfriend", "I got something else you can play with.", "He is such a Daddy.". At least, that's what I usually hear.

Again, I understand. I understand why an organism such as ourselves carries the irresistible will to pass ones genetic information onto another, I also understand why we had to lose such an incredibly precious, irreplaceable treasure as one of us walks along this gray, dark, and grimy path.

And to add more weight to all of it, nobody knows what lies beyond the path. No one.

But I'm not here to criticize or loath to anything. As a matter of fact, I may even call it a celebration.

For what we have felt in those earliest years where real, honest, truer than truth, beyond beautiful, once in a lifetime, undescribable, but most importantly, lived.

I had looked within myself, my past, and my memories. No matter how much I am willing to trade anything for the likes of those years, one thing has made itself very clear.

I owned it, and it is I who will carry these memories with me, it is only I who will remember who my Hilda, Frida, and David are, it is I who shared simple spoils with them and exchanged genuine words with.

It is only I who gets to wake up from an afternoon nap and then have a tasty meal afterward.

It is only I who got to call my friends on a weekend to play video games.

After all these years, I understood. this it is still me... After all these years, it's still you. Despite of all the changes, it's still us.

We're still here.

We never left.

“Hot girl summer” NO. Give me magical whimsical adventure summer. Give me Hilda summer. Gravity Galls Summer.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE PLEEEEEASE

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they are fwends

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Just... Go to sleep, I guess...

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Made another potential Hilda wallpaper for the folks

- by your truly

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Elena kinda giving me Victoria Van Gale vibes

Also... I'd take this job

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Masato Machida

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I actually slept well today. ...Kinda

Anyway if you see this you have to reblog and tag with a delight from ur day -- even the littlest thing counts

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"Sometimes, you really gotta look up from time to time."

No filter btw

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Pluto Time-6AM

I snapped this during the hour of what is supposed to be when you can see what is like to be on Pluto's day daytime.

...It is also the time in which majority of the younglings flocks all together to place called school.

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In two days....

Ain't now way

Thanks to everyone who liked my arts. Really means a lot

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Potential Hilda wallpaper.

- by yours truly

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I little sketch I did of a blue haired kid

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How do you even get seen in this app

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*Immigrant song intensifies*

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They are lost.

A book cover I made for my story.