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Man

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trying to revive myself

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i am very close to acquiring fully elven hair, and this is what im going to stick with for the next record cycle 

it still looks yellow in the sun tho, needs another round of purple toner 

haha no one cares about this except for the other people that were once members of vampire freaks and read mists of avalon religiously, but obsessing over fantasy themed hair styles can be very satisfying 

blegh i never have the balls to look at the camera when im taking selfies

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a little life update

first and foremost - no, i havent left metalocalypse and am indeed still really pationate about it. life just was chaotic for the past month, so much so that after i was finished with university i got myself into batshit crazy punk/metallist company and my lame ass got itself in some fucking party. i wasnt drawing much at all and have been wasted for an entire week after which i went to relapse at my grandmas place. second, when will i be back with regular sketches and giggles? i have no idea. drawing went on a second stage for me as i was exhausted after studies (im an animator major so boy did i get tired from drawing) and weellll...recentely i was rejected by someone ive fallen deep for and it was my first ever time facing a rejection as well as being so in love with a person! long story short im feeling fucking ded. thats gonna take some time to heal haha. Welp, at least im getting a new tatt tomorrow (20.07) and am now a brunette as well as started customing clothes again so there’s that! my dysphoria has also gotten better and im not getting so anxious about pronounces so that’s very convenient.

Welp, it’s all for now, please accept the double rainbow i got near my place and i wish you all the best. thanks for following me and staying even if im not bringing as much of fanart as i used to. how have you been? hows life? 

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Знаешь, я хочу кричать! Вижу я немного больше. Ну же, Лихо, твою мать! Потанцуй со мной подольше... Mjød - Stardust Mead

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making this made me very emo

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My hand if FUCCED from cigarette burns n deep af cat scratch I need a cover up tattoo ideas asap

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I don’t know why but I really love this show seriously…

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Farewell, TERA Online.

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I've completely lost track of time while hanging out with punkrock metallheads for the past week I'm so so sorry

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some counselors 🐺

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LOVE WINS BUT AT WHAT COST

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ummmmmmmm lucius time (: