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A$AP Rocky for Hommemade

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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I Worried

by Mary Oliver

I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers flow in the right direction, will the earth turn as it was taught, and if not how shall I correct it?

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven, can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows can do it and I am, well, hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it, am I going to get rheumatism, lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing. And gave it up. And took my old body and went out into the morning, and sang.

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the computer blade | source

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🎙Today's Miku figure is:🎙

Good Smile Company Harmonia Humming ver. 23cm (2023)

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leon being such a service boyfriend really just brings me joy. not a man of words, but a man of actions, and his natural consideration of luis in his behaviors just chef’s kiss. opening the car door for him, remembering all the small things luis mentions needing and buying them, making life overall easier. service bf leon you will always be famous.

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Collection of exit and fire safety signs

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friend just said that leon and luis parallel eurydice and orphaeus because luis turned his back to krauser to look at leon and that’s what killed him. also in the way that luis made a deal with death and that’s why leon couldn’t save him because luis already made the choice for him and ashley, thus traded his life for theirs. suddenly i don’t want to think anymore.

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anti-doxing resources for activists

via Twitter (please rt if you are active there!)

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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot

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cereal killer + lord nikon

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DEV PATEL as THE KID

Monkey Man (2024) dir. Dev Patel

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