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Me walking on my gay paws

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Dreams nightmares dark things

Questioning myself hatred on a Sunday morning at 530

Self given orgasm out of self hatred

Dreams of abandonment replacement and horror and cold solitude

I don’t know how to make blog posts So you get what you get I’m feeling things this morning I can’t shake.

If it comes off poetic, by all means dig on what I’m sayin, whatever floats your goat daddyo

Feeling a little lost insecure, and self hating today

Whimsical yet despondent

How to proceed

How to communicate this

This deep feeling based not in reality or logic

But deep esoteric feeling way deep

In the soul or the psychee of Sunday morning

Sorrow consumes me while

I flash a smile

And say “I’m fine”

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Im a wife with to my lesbian husband 🥺😍💫✨🥹

Our wedding was really sweet and a lot of fun :3 I was so nervous while saying our vows, I wrote a really long corny speech. Everyone seemed to love the food, even my grandfather, who hates everything I have him try. I was so surprised hearing him say over and over again how good the food was. I have to find an excuse to order more kebabs. Our song is River Song by Pigeon Pit, Chris used the Carl Sagan book as the "Bible" for the ceremony, and he did a great job. Rat Hazard.EXE and Cardboard Homestead were amazing!! All local beer at the bar. My family surprised us with a small cake to share from a great bakery back home and a cookie platter for the guest. My family was actually really pleasant, and I think they were surprised how nice the queers, the punks, and the commies were being to them. Ian from Cardboard Homestead and his girlfriend Hannah gave us such sweet wedding gifts. They also loved my grandmother which was super wholesome lol My mata's were awesome and super helpful all night! Great wedding.

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trans unity IS important — which is why you shouldn’t trust anybody who says calling out transmisogyny within the trans community is “infighting” — that’s a pretty straightforward way to throw transfems under the bus and undermine trans unity.

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This is moi :3 in the fiancé :3 come Saturday I’ll be the wife :333

So my fiance is currently staying at faer bassist's house and see it's not a punk house per se, but it is a dirty ramshackle house where a bunch of crust punks and doggies live. It's also where they record music for the band. I guess folks have talked about actually trying to have shows here, but they think the house might like fall down if they tried to do that. It does kind of sway when it's windy, so I guess I get the concern. I've been staying here for about two weeks now because I live the next city over. A couple of days ago, we realized that there are mice because one was in a Taco Bell bag eating nacho cheese when we woke up one morning. This morning, I was woken up to "lovey look we caught Jerry" and I was confused until I sat up and saw Jerry running around inside of an empty 2 liter soda bottle. Then fae went to work, and I listened to Pigeon Pit all day long. Well, I also listened to Real Tree a bit, but that's also Lomes Oleander. Speaking of which I was really excited to hear the electric guitar in the new single they released Bronco because it reminded me a bit of Real Tree. Anyway, I'm pretty excited for their new album Crazy Arms, which I'm pretty sure is coming out on the 24th. Now my fiance and one of my meta are out on a date and they're bringing me back a pulled pork sandwich, macaroni and cheese, and coleslaw, then we have to go to the grocery store. So yeah back to the original true nature of this blog I'm just hyper and saying shit.

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A lysergique cabaret of 5 transfemmes with killer riffs and looks that kill. New album out New Year’s Day. https://youtube.com/channel/UCk0JvY0vFCvtn-DtHOfE8sA?si=prWWSHO5n7vDZzwj

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A clip from our Halloween show at Amy’s place

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All For nothing live from Mohawk place in September. Stinky Pete filling in for our drummer Tiffani.

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Happiness can kill live from Milkie’s on Elmwood on 8/10/2024

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This one is very true

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My folk duo with my spouse :3 we are The Fence Cats, and this is The Fence Cats Boogie @faeryvoid

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Green Day solicit donations for HIV/AIDS organization, 1994

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Cursed live at The Flying Squirell. We are Thunder Station Dirtbag Coaltion

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Sit in my faerie circle and have some tea, I’ll let you keep your name… for naow :3