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when I think of how allot my most crucial Developmental needs and how as a child almost none of them were met,

I think of how the often scarcity around me created a vacuum where love hardly existed in practice.

and coming into my own critical awareness of myself

I can't help but feel a heavy greif,

somtimes the more I learn about my own interworking the more I realize that none of this is somthing id want to say was normal

I think allot about how are these almost unspeakable realities that have went on in the lives of many children that grown up and are shells of themselves by the time they're 12

we become reflections of the dysfunction lookin for solace in anything that seems to offer is a lovable self image

I deeply want to know love in all its entirety but more than a romantic kind, a community kind, one that says we are all grieving and if you cant be self accepting, I can accept you and help guide eahcother

a house full of people and none of them trust each other

how can I know you ?

I want to help you sit beside yourself as you approach conflict

I want you to feel worthy of being dependent on somthing other

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you can hit it raw, i’ve got an IED

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JAMES AND THE GIANT PEACH 1996, dir. Henry Selick

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L'Extraordinaire Voyage de Marona (Marona’s Fantastic Tale) 2019, dir. Anca Damian

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(by positanolife75)

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Gloria Hendry in Playboy Magazine (1973)

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feeling stagnant in life . So walking more. Taking new directions. Reading more. Eating nice food . Trying to figure things out slowly . What resonates , what doesn’t. What boundaries do I need to set with people, w work. Am I taking enough time to rest? Im deffo in an introvert mood. I have been for the last month. I don’t feel like I have anything particularly meaningful to share . But I guess my relationships r not defined by just what I can say. Anyways feels like im going through a rebirth !

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Well put. (Source: Writing About Writing Facebook page)

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The phenomenally talented Lola Falana performs the song I Am Love on her limited TV series Lola! in 1976. Known as “The Queen of Las Vegas” during the 1970s, Lola’s talents as a riveting singer and dancer definitely warranted the praise she received during the height of her fame. Following her success performing at The Sands, The Riviera, and the MGM Grand hotels, The Aladdin Hotel ultimately signed her for $100,000 per week, making her the highest paid female artist in Las Vegas during the era.

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