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i should start using tumblr more i NEED to talk about my niche deh ideas

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”we need more morally grey/evil protagonists !!” oh my god stfu you can’t even handle evan hansen

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Looks empty but idk what else to add 🤷‍♂️ (might use this as a wallpaper tho 👀)

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I wanted to make them an mmd model but i cant model for the life of me. then i realised minecraft exists. now this exists. @thekingofsleepy

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dear evan hansen in the big 24 - shocking i knowwwBut pangdemonium pulled me back innnnn <33333

sg DEH production headcanons!!!!! angelo and xander did such amazing jobs portraying the two of them :-)))

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Coming out as a dear evan hansen liker. DEH jumpscare i brainrot about it all the time

Reminder I post about whatever fandom I want!! I talk about undertale mostly but its not going to be the only thing i post about. Side eyes my musical theatre hyperfixations

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SWAP AU TIME YAY (more info under the cut)

ik it already says above but jared and miguel are swapped in this au because that makes the most sense to me

also zoe and alana are swapped. idk how thats gonna work but yeah ill make it work

since the parents are swapped mark will replace larry which means no larry so ummm larry haters eat up ig !!

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I remember being super into DEH when I was like 12-13, I remember being really surprised when people said Evan was a horrible horrible person. Granted he’s definitely not a good person, he’s flawed and quite human to me, but to say he’s “the villain of Dear Evan Hansen” is insane

people just dont take the time to understand his character and probably js write off any morally grey character as evil and terrible monsters

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*melts*

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for forever is SUCH a devastating song when you think about it. like, it's this kid reinventing his entire life, but more specifically the circumstances around his SUICIDE ATTEMPT. sure, he's lying to connor's family, but he's lying to himself, as well. he's trying he's very hardest to forget that he climbed that tree to kill himself, trying to overwrite it with this beautiful story of his best friend and following him up into the trees to watch the sun and the sky and the beautiful perfect day. and then he falls out of the tree, and he looks around and he's come to get me. there was someone THERE. someone HEARD him falling in that forest. he remade what's probably the lowest point of his life into a "perfect day"

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treebros….. treebros……. treebros save me…… tree…bros…….save……..me!!!!

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hey what if connor manifested in evans nightmares instead of as his conscience wouldnt that be fucked up or what

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nobody asked but since i’ve given up on my -old- hyperfixation of dear evan hansen here’s some of my opinions (i might do more):

i’ve seen things saying that some of the characters are bad people, like larry or evan or whoever. i don’t think this is true. none of the characters are bad people, granted none of them are good people. all of the characters are just trying their best with what they’ve got. this is just something that happened to them and they’re working with it. evan doesn’t want to hurt the murphys feelings by saying “actually i didn’t know him” so he lies thinking it was harmless and actually helping them. it just snowballed into something no one could control. and i think the murphys understand that bc they don’t tell anyone at the end. larry did try with connor not as much as cynthia- who tried too hard- but he did at least put in effort, he wasn’t a bad dad. he was just out of his depth, most likely he never sealed with any mental illness so he didn’t know how to help, same goes for cynthia. she was just trying to find something that would help immediately when things take time. she’d go from “one miracle cure to the other” (as the musical states) because she too was out of her depth and probably heard that this was the best or that was the best so she’d try all of them hoping that one would help her son.

evan dating zoe i didn’t like. i get that hed had a crush on her before the whole connor thing happened but it’s weird and wrong. he knows he lied (for a reason) but she doesn’t so their relationship already started off rocky, you can’t keep something that big from someone. what if they got married? had kids? would zoe go like “evan tell the child about their uncle connor, you guys were best friends in highschool.” and so the lie would just have to keep going forever. (this is if he didn’t tell them) that’s not good 🙅‍♂️ evan should have either lied about connor and gave up zoe or told the truth and tried working up the courage to talk to zoe. i understand his deathly social anxiety (i really do) but don’t combine the two. she just lost her brother. her brother just killed himself and you’re on HIS bed kissing HER.

connor and evan would have been such good friends had they met, this is something i think everyone in this fambase can agree on. had they met under the right circumstances they both would have hit it off. given that evan isn’t paralyzed by talking to him. (there’s more to this but i don’t feel like typing)

that’s it for rn

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when things are so bad you have to pull out the "rb if you still like x"

anyways rb this if youre still into dear evan hansen

(im on the verge of tears why did i get into this fandom 11 years too late)

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Free my boy (Evan from Dear Evan Hansen) he did so much shit but people have no nuance and misinterpreted him in the worst faith possible.

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I THINK I HAUVE COVID

i'm so ill i'm so ill i"m so ill i'm so ill i'm

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i'm so ill i'm so ill i"m so ill i'm so ill i'm