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Wynorrific

January 1st, 2022 12:49 a.m.

The city is full of life, I can hear the faint cacophony of songs playing on various loudspeakers.

As I lay in my bed, draped in the warmth of my blanket, i finally have time. Time to think about the year gone and the year that will be one of the most important year of my life.

Before writing this, I didn't know how to express my feelings about 2021 in the briefest way possible, then i remembered this word - Wynorrific. Its the perfect way to describe my experiences of 2021: Something being so beautifully pleasurable and horrific at the same time.

As I turn the pages of the book named 2021, i find in the beginning, a girl completely clueless of what she wanted, a girl who was timid and shy, a girl who was afraid of being alone, a girl who desperately tried to become perfect.

I give an amused smile as i look at myself in the mirror now, the pages turned towards the epilogue of the volume (2021) I see someone who knows what she wants, i see someone who is not afraid to stand all by herself, i see someone who knows and loves her imperfections.

I see myself.

Its been a roller coaster of a year. There are certain things that i am thankful for, foremost, i am thankful to the power unknown for keeping my family and friends safe and in good health. I am gratified to meet some of the best people I have seen- my friends and the best teacher in the world (although i haven't met you guys in person, i know that our friendship will never end)

And yes, I am ready, to fill the blank pages of 2022 with colorful ink. I am ready to face every challenge that comes my way, I am ready for another ride, I am ready to make this year - the best year of my life.

Here's to the new beginnings, here's to friendships and family, here's to love and gratitude. Here's to a wonderful new year.

Yours truly

Sunidhi❤️ (currently smiling, and reminiscing all the old memories and hoping to make new ones in the future)

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Of all nighters and pink ducks...

What is the first thought that comes in ur mind, when u think about pulling an all nighter? It sure does sound cool, doesn't it? A pretty table with ur laptop, ur books in front of you, a coffee mug in ur hand, making Maggie when u are hungry... It does sound like an aesthetic, doesn't it?

Well, all of it is cool, genuinely, untill u are so sleep deprived that u start hallucinating about pink ducks with sunglasses dancing on the table, to be honest they look pretty cute :)

Its been a week since my exams ended, and my mother barred my coffee supply, so life has been pretty tough, sleep is not coming easily at nights and waking up is tough in mornings, its getting hard to shove down meals into my throat everyday... Why is food so boringgggg

But i guess it is what it is... On the bright side, my sister's exams will be starting this week... Maybe it would take my parents attention from my results... Hehe

Lets hope for the best.

Yours truly

Sunidhi❤️ (*currently dancing with the cute pink ducklings on the table*)

P.s. I.Am.Not.Crazy.

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"What hath night, to do with sleep?"

Yeah, if you are a teenager, an aspirant, student and a bookworm, you might have quoted these golden words atleast one time.

If you have, then sleep! Because i can certainly say that if you dont sleep at night, either you act like a zombie the whole day (le me acting like zombie while writing this, and preaching others), or you sleep during the whole day.

Moreover, my dear readers, night has everything to do with sleep. And day has everything to do with work. So take a deep breath, chin up, fill ur eyes with determination and go to bed.

Atleast ur family would be happy seeing there child sleep at a normal time!

I repeat, be productive tomorrow and dont waste ur time.

Adios.

Yours truly

Nidhi❤️ ( who hasn't slept for 24 hours, and is furious at herself for reading that teen fiction the whole night, and not preparing for her exams)

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Hello,

Before we start with this blog, here is an itsy-bitsy request- please, don't consider me as an egocentric person :) for, these particular blogs are about me, the purpose of these blogs is to share with the readers- my journey, the ups and downs, the turning points etc etc. For those who are looking for positive - optimism, I humbly request, dear sir/ ma'am... I am not the person who would tell you that the world is all sunshine and rainbows, because its not. Neither is the world all dark and gloomy. In my perspective, the world is hauntingly peaceful, coldly warm, harshly delicate and brightly dark. Okay! There were loads of oxymorons in the last sentence, but what can you expect from a girl who has her english exam the day after, and has no Idea about the syllabus except for literally devices? Yeah, that's me.

I am a careless Idiot, I have no Idea where i am going with these blogs, I write what's on my mind, I absolutely love music, I hate my past self, my mind is a dark place, I can classify as a nerd, I am practical, I am not always right, I am a cricket maniac, I am a teenager.

Also, these blogs are my letters- to my future self, my thoughts might not align with yours on many matters, but please dont get offended, just talk to me. I am not a spiffing writer, i make many mistakes, feel free to point them.

For now i would like to take your leave.

Hope that you weren't bored with my ramblings,

Yours truly

Nidhi ❤️