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Anyone have any tips on how to research on anything to stay more up to date? For example idk what I want to find but I like researching new materials that can be used in construction since I’m in the field but I never know where to look or how to research about it? I just type a bunch of words in Google but how do I find what I’m looking for when idk what I’m looking for? Any tips ?

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The art in this movie was so phenomenal that it made me cry

POOR THINGS 2023 — dir. Yorgos Lanthimos

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Hello. Hi. I know you want new music.

I want you to know that I am hard at work. There were some restrictions I was under, for a lot longer than it seemed, but they are no longer in the way. I’m sure you can fill in the blanks.

I’m always writing aimlessly and lawlessly as you know. But “album mode” is a whole other arena and the games are just beginning. I am working on some of my favorite stuff I’ve ever conjured. Wild to think that it hasn’t even been 2 years since IICHLIWP! I know it feels like so much longer. It does to me too. But there were 2 years and 7 months between HFK and Manic and honestly I think it was worth it. The time I took. And the growth that got me from that album to the next.

Thank you for having the patience and the faith.

It will pay off in the long run.

This feels like my debut all over again, in some ways.

Your love and support have carried me through a time where I thought maybe I only had a few albums left in me, but I know now that there are so many more than I could have ever dreamed.

Anyways, I love you.

Down the rabbit hole I go 🕳️

See you soon.

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#they're married okay

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riisa naka | 仲 里依紗 as the queen of hearts / mira kano | 加納 未来 alice in borderland | 今際の国のアリス (2020 - )

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I tried searching the original tumblr @shrinkingblonde but I couldn't find it. However I think everyone should try the full potential challenge even if it's just for a day. You don't need to be productive everyday, it's okay to just relax sometimes.

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Update: z library has been banned recently and if anyone knows any alternate websites to access textbooks and other supportive source material for free please feel free to add on to this post!

Ok here's something I just found.

You can get any book you want to read for free at b-ok.org LITERALLY ANYBOOK. I JUTS FOUND THIS AND ITS FREE

You don't even have to have an account to download a book. THEY ALSO HAVE TEXTBOOKS!!!! I REPEAT THEY HAVE TEXTBOOKS!

You can even add the books to your kindle directly but you have to have an account to do that but again, ITS ABSOLUTELY FREE!!!

It's a free electronic library and they have numerous articles, textbooks and ebooks 😭

Save lives guys😭

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i think what fucked me up most about the midnight club is how desperate everyone was to believe in something, in anything. and in their desperation, all they found was each other. the stories mike flanagan create are actually heart-wrenching but this was on another level. the fact that he’s shown in every show that ghosts are not simply ghosts, they are wishes, and faith, and love, and sadness, and desperation. how when no one can bring themselves to believe in the truth they take to tales, and stories, to help themselves feel better. how every ghost story in the show was just themselves coping with their diseases and their pain. how fantastical is it that they held onto something so tightly, but it slipped through. like the sunlight in the trees or the wind through the grass. how no one blamed ilonka for believing in something so.. strange to make her friend better.

at the end of the day all they wanted was each other to do better. to live. how terrifying is it to know that you cannot live for much longer? to accept it? to let go of the ghosts and to simply stay present? how do you love and how do you lose? how do you accept loss? how do you grieve? how do you hold someone’s hand and not let go even when they do? how do you let someone go when they’re ready to but you’re not?

anyways this was my little tangent thing i’m still sobbing over the show. no one hmu will be rotting in my room for the next month

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ryan murphy’s horror is like “everyone’s evil but they have their reasons for it” and mike flanagan’s horror is like “no one’s inherently evil. we’re all just trying to do our best everyday and a lot of times there’s no one to applaud us for it but we have to keep going just because”

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going into a new Mike Flanagan show like ohhh ghosts! and then coming out the other side like ... we're all just stories in the end and a ghost is just a wish and dying is a really shitty reason not to live

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I’m bi

Them

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I don’t know about you all, but the the message I took from do revenge was that life ruining revenge is totally acceptable as long as it’s on a performative misogynistic cishet man 😌

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i personally think there is a huge moral problem in the government/country when millions of pounds are going to be spent on the funeral and the subsequent coronation when people cannot afford to heat their homes and feed their children

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Alice Oseman’s art / Pride in London 2022

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