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Love Tarot Spread

For those looking for love.

Instructions: Separate the Kings, Queens, Knights, and Pages from the Minor Arcana and shuffle them. Place them separately from the rest of the deck. For Cards #1-#7, choose from the main deck, not the separated deck of KQKPs.

#1: What has held me back from love in the past?

#2: What is currently holding me back from love?

#3: What do I need to work on in order to open myself up to love?

#4: What else do I need to work on in order to open myself up to love?

#5: How will the relationship affect my future partner and I?

#6: What will cause setbacks in my future relationship?

#7: How can I solve those setbacks?

Now, turn your attention to the smaller deck. Shuffle the small deck again.

#8: What traits will my future lover have?

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Black Swan (2012, Darren Aronofsky) Director of photography: Matthew Libatique

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me: *likes someone*

Scorpio Venus: be mean

me: why tho

Scorpio Venus:

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what the signs say when falling for someone

aries: I AM GOING TO SEDUCE THIS MOTHERFUCKER

taurus: is this indigestion

gemini: what the fuck? no

cancer: not again

leo: oh lord

virgo: no thanks

libra: FUCK

scorpio: lol is this a joke

sagittarius: why me

capricorn: i did not sign up for this

aquarius: *denies it*

pisces: goodbye everyone, i’ll remember you all in therapy

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I had a dream last night and you were there with me and I have you a hug and we danced and I woke up craving that oh so familiar and yet not real feeling

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oh to be effortlessly beautiful, to smile and feel your lovely bones so close to the surface

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9/22/17

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I can't do it I can't recover I can't do it anymore I'm tired of living like this I just can't do it

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i made one

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I feel the biggest urge to look through the pro ana tag right now and it is taking all of the power in the world to fight that ughhhhhh I hate this

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if you are reading this you are not in a coma, you are not dead or dreaming. your life is not a lie, your relationships are not a lie, your memories are not a lie. you are not a hallucination or glitch.

you exist.

you are alive. 

the world around you exists and keeps turning.

if you can’t trust all of your senses pick one right now you consider the most reliable and stimulate that. for me this is touch and smell. splash water on yourself. eat something comforting. smell dirt outside. play your favourite song on repeat. stare at one panel of a comic book for a long time.

this world is real and so are you. you are real. so take care of yourself. 

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2 moods

1. fuck how do i turn emotion off

2. fuck how do i turn emotion on

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no offense but ... my loneliness .... is killing me ......... and I .... I must confess .... I still believe .... still believe :/