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Hi. Delay nanaman ako ng ilang days. Hindi pa ako nag kakaron. At nakita ko naman na hndi sa loob pumutok. May sakit na ba ako? O buntis ako? O ano ba gagawin ko?

Minsan talaga may parang “afetr shock" or "aftermath" ang sex. Hintay-hintay lang, dadating din yang period mo. :) -Krookroo

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1st entry was mine so I thought, why not update you guys? I forgot to mention after the rape part, I was getting addicted. Addicted to sex. Though I haven't had sex with people other than the 3 guys I've mentioned. I got addicted to touching myself. I hate and love the feeling at the same time. I love the feeling of touching my sex but actually scared of the act itself. It caused me to have anxiety and this disorder that I'm in right now. I'm seeking help now and hoping i'll get better soon.

Azalea, 21 Journal

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Crush: Alleb

Una palang alam na nyang Crush ko sha :D Then Days after nagconfess sya na gusto nya din daw ako. E di natuwa naman ako. kinilig nga ko ng sobra eey. ang kaso di ko sha makausap sa personal kase parang awkward pa. ganun, e di txx lang kami sweet pa nga namin eey. tapos malalaman ko na meron PA PALA shang ibang gusto ? HAHA. Katawa lang dba ? pinaasa nya ko . -_-

Little, 18 Anonymous

Ang sabi niya gusto ka lang niya. Hindi mahal. Bawal ba magkagusto sa 2 tao? Hindi. Pwede kasi gusto lang at hindi mahal. Nag-assume ka lang talaga. -Red

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PAALALA

Guys, we have a confession form so pleas lang, dun po tayo magsubmit ng confessions natin and hindi sa ask box. Thank you!

-Red

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Minsan napadaan ako sa omegle chatroom para makahanap ng kausap hindi ng iba pang nasa isip ng iba. May nakachat akong guy na ang gaan ng pakiramdam kong kausapin nya. We talked about dogs, music, our profession, our course, about family. Bago ako nagpaalam o iend yung convo namin binigay ko number ko if ever gusto pa nya makipag usap. Hindi ako nag assume na magtetext pa sya. One day nagtext sya. Yun usap uli kami and he ask about my facebook. Okay binigay ko. Then suddenly naging cold sya.... Then.. Yun. Hindi na nagtetext. At nalungkot naman ako. Siguro nagustuhan ko sya. Maybe. may part sa puso / isip ko na lungkot dahil di na sya nagtetext kahit ilang araw lang kami nagtextsan at sa facebook ko lang sya nakita. Siguro napangitan sya sa akin o creepy ako para sa kanya kaya never na nya akong kinontak. Siguro nga ang lovelife nahahanap inperson, hindi sa social media...

Anonymous

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Masama loob ko kay hellobabsie kasi naman, naging ayos lang sila ng ex niya parang kinalimutan na niya ako

URL drop! Okay. Confront her. And I am tagging hellobabsie. -Red

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I really like someone right now but he's a paasa one. I know he likes me but he likes other girls too. Basta babae, gusto nya. And it's sad cause I can't stop myself from liking him more and more each day and expect him to return the feelings I have for him. 😭

Palaging tatandaan ang golden rule! Wag na wag aasa kahit anong mangyari. MASAKIT. -Red

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I almost lose my virginity a while a go but I didn't regret anything that had happened. I love him and I know that he loves me. Y'know. Sex is not just pussy and dick but it is all about staring at each other while your body is dancing from the rhytmic melody inside your body. So, if you're not virgin anymore--don't worry. It doesn't make you less of a person.

Para ito sa Alice (4th entry), I guess?

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Paano ako magugustuhan ng taong gusto ko

Kung lalaki ka:

Haranahin mo, pre. Manligaw ka. Yung old style. Patawanin mo siya palagi. Tandaan mo, daig ng may sense of humor ang pogi.

Kung babae ka:

Walang masama kung ikaw ang unang umamin. Kahit nga ikaw pa manligaw. Wag na wag mong babaguhin ang sarili mo para lang sa taong mahal mo.

Pero ang pinakaimportante sa lahat, magpakatotoo ka hindi lamang sa taong mahal mo kundi pati sa sarili mo.

Guys, kung may idadagdag pa kayo comment niyo na lang dito.

-Wolf

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17 ako noong ginawa namin yun. Ewan ko basta na lang nangyari kahit ayaw ko ginawa nya pa rin. Masakit isipin na duon tumatakbo ang relasyon namin. Inaamin kong nagkamali ako. Hindi ko dapat tinolerate yung mga bagay na ginagawa nya sakin. Pero dahil sa naging tanga ako, nangyari ang hindi inaasahan. Pinagsisisihan ko ang mga bagay na nagawa ko noon. Pero ngayon wala na kami, totoo pala yun kapag nakuha na yung gusto sayo iiwan ka na para bang walang nangyari.

Alice, 20 Anonymous

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Introducing to you our form! It looks like this and I know you can figure out what to do with them. And as you can see on the second photo, you can choose a category in where you think your confession falls to.

Apat pala kami na admins dito. Dalawang lalaki at dalawang babae.

Krookroo (a she)

Beyb (a she)

Wolf (a he)

Red (a he)

Ako nga pala si Wolf at ako ang magiging admin-at-your-service ninyo ngayon. ;)

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Share your stories with us, guys. Inaamag na kasi yung form namin. :( -Wolf

THE TUMBLR FILES

Like the TDF, TEF and TUF, the TTF will help pinoy tumblr bloggers confess and share their secrets and stories without the admins knowing who they are. Share your story with us.

Send your confession/s here:

https://tinyurl.com/bloggersfiles

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I am really desperate to be skinny right nao cause society wants me to be whatya say

Follow your heart and not what society says. :) -Beyb

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I just noticed that the start of our first 3 entries were "I was..." I don't know what to say. K. Bye. -Krookroo

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I was 15 when my first love and I did it. At first I didn't want to do it but he suddenly entered me. I cried out loud. It hurts. Yes, we did oral sex but I never imagined that we'll really do it. I was mad at him at first. But then, every time we did it, I really felt loved. I'm young and in love. My stupidity took over me. I just let him did whatever he wanted to do with my body. It lasted for 6 months. And I regret nothing.

RegretNothing, 17.5 Journal

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I was 12 when I was raped by a my teacher, my choir director, my school's pastor. Someone so important to community, someone you're supposed to trust and feel safe with. He had been grooming me for months. Touching, groping, licking, training me. He played on my insecurities and my naivety. I've never really recovered.  Never been assertive around men, I get anxiety attacks when they hit on me or imply anything sexual at all. I've been raped twice as an adult, my own fault for drinking too much and blacking out around monsters I know I can't trust. Some days are better than others, today has been bad. I haven't left my bed and I can't stop crying. I want someone to hold me, but I can't stand being touched.

Becca,23 Journal

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I was a naive and gullible girl then. When I was in 4th year HS, I was raped by my classmates (3 guys), during an overnight practice session in a competition. It was my first time drinking alcohol so I really don't know my tolerance and they just shove everything to me. Before this happened, I was emotionally bullied by some of my classmates. I forgave them coz I don't want any havoc since it's nearing our graduation. I know, I'm really stupid. After that, I was depressed. And now that I am 21 y.o, I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I never really got any closure with them. I see those 3 guys now, having a great time of their lives. I don't believe in Karma but sometimes I wish they'd get some piece of karma in the future. At least I get to relate my life story in here. Little part of my suffering was lifted. Thank you.

azalea, 21 Journal