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would i die for davina claire? yes and so should you

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i’d had more than my fair share of 𝔫𝔢𝔞𝔯-𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 experiences; it wasn’t something you ever 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 got used to. it seemed oddly ℐ𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, though, facing 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 again. like i really was marked for 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿. i’d ᵉˢᶜᵃᵖᵉᵈ time and time again, but it kept 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 for 𝕄𝕖.

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he had seen many transformations in his time, but this one was unlike any other. the closest he had ever felt to this moment in stress was when emmett had arrived in rosalie's arms as she asked him to turn him for her. every transformation is marked with screams and pain. pain is the only thing that they're able to focus on until they fully turn. but this time was different. he and edward had given her a sedative in hopes to spare her from the pain. there was no screaming, no thrashing only silence.

he stretched out his arms attempting to placate her. " she's doing well. she's with rosalie. " he gestured for her to sit on the couch beside them. he knew how disorienting those first few moments were and didn't want her feeling anymore discomfort than necessary. " he's hunting. esme had finally forced him out to go eat. " he had been barely eating the past few weeks and nor he or his wife could bare the sight any longer. " how are you feeling? "

you looked in the mirror in awe of your own reflection. red hues looking back at you : your appearance was the same but somehow different. enchantingly beautiful. stuck in this feature for eternity just as you desired for so long. finger tips trace the edges of her jaw, they felt more defined than she had remembered. the air seeming more crisp and fresh, tuning into the loudness of her surroundings even though there was no one around. it took moments to adjust, struggling. it hurt. it hurt so much.

@therosary [ carlisle ] : now, at last, the worst is over.

" where's juliet? " quickly remembering former events. emotions felt heightened. worry, fear, love. life was changing rapidly. this would be the new normal : [ vampirism and motherhood. ] life had strange ways of working and it was no longer simple. this is what you wanted. did you have the right to grieve what you now lost? " carlisle, where's edward? "

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the curse of eternal life always felt greatest when tied to human society, having to see those aging and moving on with their lives as they had to hide the fact they remain stagnant. having to leave the humans he had grown to cherish may have become easier for him, but he had gotten hundreds of years of practice watching the world grow and change around him. his family that he had created became a grounds of peace and love that he cherished beyond all else, and hated any ideas of them facing any pains. " i'd love to see some of the work that you do. " he loved all of his children's hobbies that they picked up throughout the years. rosalie's talent of engineer and workshop was no exception. he paused at the question, his face falling into a frown. he knew this wasn't easy for any of them, and he hated his lack of ability to shield them from this kind of pain. " as long as we can. there's the high school and the college. it's not one of the best you've been to, but it would keep us here longer. " a tight smile appeared on his face as he attempted to assuage the pain that came from moving constantly. " if nothing goes wrong, we could stay for at least seven years. but i think alice may have a better idea than i. "

no matter how much time had passed, each move chipped a piece away of who she was. it was a reminder that time simply stood still : she'd never have a proper home, a proper family to settle down with, be able to grow old and die. this was forever and it was an awfully long time. yet, the cullen's, emmett ... they made this life bearable. this is what it entailed and she had come to accept it; although, it was something rosalie would never wish upon anyone. " it's just another move. " tone flat cold. she slowly folded clothes, putting them away in drawers as rosalie vaguely acknowledged his presence, " i like that. " sighing briefly, turning towards his direction, " how long will we be here for? "

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his eyes sparkle with a level of joy caused only by her. ever since esme became a part of his life, he had a new reason to continue through eternity. the cursed eternal nature of being a vampire felt almost a blessing when in her company, when with the knowledge that he would never be parted from her. he hummed a reply taking a moment just to look at her. " i think it might just be a lucky guess, but if history has told me anything. you might just be one of the kindest one of us who also happens to have most of her surprises planned. " a smile grew on his face as he spoke to her. she truly was one of the kindest vampires that he had ever had the grace of knowing. she oftentimes knew what the family needed more than he did, and he would willingly follow whatever path she set out in front of him. " that, love, is a perfect idea. it has been a while since we've done anything else, hasn't it? "

" and what would make you think that, hm? " it would be a perfect assumption. it was your area of expertise and something that still brought you joy even after all these years. they were her children in every way that it mattered. love and worry still coursed her veins and like any parent; she would sacrifice every aspect of herself for them. it's what motherhood entailed. the motherhood she regained when at one point esme thought she lost. " i was thinking we'd take a trip into seattle this weekend. we haven't gone in awhile and i think they would love to get out of forks that isn't for hunting purposes. "

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carlisle and esmes song is work song by hozier

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How to Lose a Guy in 10 days (2003) dir. Donald Petrie

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@womaniz for rosalie

he lingers in the doorway for a moment before stepping in. it always astounded him how esme always managed to set up their new homes so quickly, and each time making them feel just as warmly as the last had. they had moved on from the last town as late as they could have. it seemed everyone had grown attached to the small town. even he had grown attached to the people that would frequent his medical office. " i know that leaving isn't always easy. " he paused moving in to lean on the corner of the desk. " at least this house has a garage for you to work on your cars. "

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it had been years since he had first fallen in love with esme, but no matter how much time had passed the adoration he held for only seemed to grow. he had managed to leave work early handing to be there for when they all came back home. his hand clasps gently over where their two hands remain joined. " that sounds perfect, darling. " his eyes sparkle as his lips curled upwards. " i feel as though you may have something planned. "

she leaned against the counter with a light smile across her face. there was soft angelical features that immortality had given her. features that had never aged since her turning. hands intertwine into carlisle's, admiring his presence. no matter how much time had passed : she still fell in love with him each and every passing day. " the kids will be home from school soon. " pausing for a moment, " it's their first day back. i think it's important we do something special for them tonight to celebrate. what do you think? "

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independent and selective multi muse blog. written by bella (22, she/her). same rules apply! muses below.

television.

cleo sertori, h20.

davina claire, the vampire diaries universe.

elijah mikaelson, the vampire diaries universe. canon divergent.

hayley marshall, the vampire diaries universe. canon divergent.

josie saltzman, the vampire diaries universe. canon divergent.

peyton halliwell, charmed.

cinema.

adaline bowman, the age of adaline.

casey becker, scream.

sally owens, practical magic.

literature.

alex thorne, the hunger games oc.

carlisle cullen, twilight. anti-smeyer.

cecilia, the hunger games.

chelsea, twilight. anti smeyer.

elain, a court of thornes and roses.

emmett cullen, twilight. anti-smeyer.

evelyn hugo, the seven husbands of evelyn hugo.

heidi, twilight. anti-smeyer.

johanna mason, the hunger games.

katarína denali, twilight. anti-smeyer.

maggie, twilight. anti-smeyer.

nesta, a court of thorns and roses.

primrose everdeen, the hunger games.

ocs.

delphine rousseau, vampire oc.

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bellaswane : blogwide.

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exclusive:

womaniz : carlisle cullen for esme cullen.

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