theresviolenceinmyheart

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there's a big black hole / gonna eat me up someday

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hey guys lmao, no one looks at my tumblr so this is a journal.

i am so unbelievably traumatized and fucked from my parents and past relationships that the healthy new one i’m in feels like i’m being ripped apart with worry. i’m terrified that i’ll have to go through it all again. i’m terrified of making mistakes. i’m terrified of everything right now and i can’t stop. i just want one peaceful moment. i can’t take this anymore. i can’t take it. i can’t take this anymore. i can’t i can’t i can’t i can’t i can’t i cant i can’t i can’t i can’t do it

i’m so tired of crying

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quick lil edit i made using the official stems and the WITT single version of the song

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There’s just an old guy pacing back and forth in this goodwill farting and it scares me because it’s like seeing myself in 60 years

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Trent Reznor behind the scenes of “Closer”

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hey! so I’m actually on the meat hook right now but

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‘Fantastic Planet,’ 1973, directed by René Laloux

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you need to be earnest. you need to tell people that you love them. you need to speak on how you’re feeling honestly. you need to be sentimental. you need to stop letting the fear of other people laughing at you have so much control over how you express yourself. you need to get over yourself. you need to be embarrassing but true.

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shawty got them evil bottom jeans

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sorry for not answering messages for three thousand years i have. Stew. in place of a brain. you know how it is

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of course lgbt people like horror. what did you think lgbt stands for? lycanthropy gore blood terror

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the becoming, nine inch nails