therealsehinton

[therealsehinton]

falling hard for someone who, at most, might like me a percentage of the way I currently like them. It’s totally okay over here yea

[therealsehinton]

Me after making everything more complicated for myself and ensuring I won’t get over this for a long time because torture feels great

[therealsehinton]

lesboys. boysbians even. you agree

Sorry ik this is a funny ask and I laughed but guys there’s sm drama and discourse all over the internet about trans mascs and trans MEN who id as lesbians and I honestly don’t gaf. You know you have something in common with me, you know we share something sacred, you know the ways you can protect and be there for me in ways cis men can’t understand. Idc if you choose to id as lesbian and say that us fuckinh is lesbian sex like wtf? I’ll take it. Who tf am I to complain. It’s easy to call it bioessentialist but I hate when ppl don’t understand that clocking your own personal tea and body is different than making everybody else conform to your standards. It’s not transphobic if a trans masc wants to still be a lesbian that’s literally their choice and body tf also EYE LIKE IT A LOTTTTTTT IT FEELS GREAT SHUT UP

[therealsehinton]

Ik I spelled that wrong

Theres a certain je nais se quais about our vibe rn (we like each other stories and they reply every once in a while)

[therealsehinton]

Theres a certain je nais se quais about our vibe rn (we like each other stories and they reply every once in a while)

[therealsehinton]

I wish money space and time didn’t matter so it was just me and then ppl who I’m obsessed with could be obsessed with me as well deadasssssss. manifesting for a very fun interesting masc update today like idk sesbian lex nasty style

[therealsehinton]

j keep saying that I want a lesbian husband and ppl keep telling me I just want a man and I don’t know how to explain that no I do not. I don’t. I want a butch wife. I want a butch who’s a wife husband. I want a he/him they/them lesbian wife husband. I don’t want a man. I do not want a boyfriend. It’s different. I want someone who feels it in their core to protect me because of this common bond between us, not obligation because of social norms. I want someone who wants to take care of me and keep me happy and safe bc they know the struggles for girls who look like me, especially more feminine women who men often flirt with. I want someone who loves me bc they understand me. And also has a cute side of gender confusion, like ranch

[therealsehinton]

took a risk. Texted them first and unprompted today. They responded, stopped responding at some point ofc they did. But they replied to my story and wanted to see the sim I made (the sim that is soon to be my lesbian husband). Obviously, speculating the sim might be inspired by them. They were rlly silly and cool about it tho. Want them so bad. They will text me soon I manifest it

[therealsehinton]

the masc will message me on instagram and when I respond they will not respond but the also text me separately there’s something really fake and gay about this

[therealsehinton]

anyways I miss them lowkey. I miss gay kissing I miss gay touching I remember being younger and seeing gay rep in shows and the way two boys would tentatively touch hands and I was like “that would never happen between girls, touch is so normal.” But it was tentative and it was slow and they’re a whore lowkey but I want them and I hope they’re thinking of me

[therealsehinton]

First of all, anyone surprised my first wlw situanship is with a blonde masc should close their damn mouths I’ve always been destined to be involved with a blonde in this way. Fate if you will, tale as old as time, a destiny written before I took my first step down the path…

[therealsehinton]

Gonna go to tumblr to start posting about my masc and how my gay situationship is progressing this will be my gay Pinterest board that I’m taking more and more part in I’ll probably have to switch up my tumblr theme

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for the past year I’ve been getting anons about how I’m still involved in fandom drama and I would just like to like to clarify that I’m not 😞 as you all correctly point out I am grown now, almost 21 🥳 and I haven’t rlly been active since I was 18 so for the past three years I really haven’t been directly involved in drama. If it seems like I am, it’s bc I have some friends who still are on the site and update me when shit can happen or I get asks about current tea and trust me friends gossip and being nosy goes nowhere with age

[therealsehinton]

i have missed you i came to your page to see if you were active. you have always been so Real to me

this is some true tea eastvillages. Some people just can’t handle the Randle as they say. I appreciate your support I love my people

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omg hi i'm so glad i found another jewish curtis brothers truther

Hey friend! It's honestly such a niche headcanon and I genuinely have no idea where it came from on my end, considering I'm not Jewish but! Idk if it's any correlation I did grow up in a very predominately Jewish community in Florida and had a couple online Jewish friends at the time I came up with this hc and and I like musical theater a lot and musical theater has a lot of great Jewish stories I really got into at that time. I think I just really hated SE Hinton and I said well if I'm gonna write about white boys they've gotta be very very oppressed white boys, as much as possible if you will. I also hc'd Dallas as russian for that very reason, that's just who I am again. Thankfully this random hc fell on very understanding ears of people who were either Jewish or grew up around the culture and community more than I did. A niche group of us Jewish Curtis truther's indeed but I will say if you need any content for this hc, an old friend wrote a very touching fic that I reread often!

It's a two parter but this is just my favorite one it's soooooo so so so so so so. Thank you for the nice ask my friend!

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The steveboy discourse is honestly so interesting bc its real true origins, beyond those nasty gang bang fanfics on ao3 that stank the place up, were always in the context of SE Hinton's personal hc that Soda dies in the vietnam war. So like they originated as an aged up, healing and growing together type of pairing which I personally believe explains and eliminates any tension with their previous little brother big brother's best friend dynamic like the whole point has always been they're kinda forced into seeing each other in a new perspective, like an immediate switch up. But she has taken a life of her own, this pairing, and a lot of writers don't always properly evoke that same dynamic, so I get why it has a reputation for just being a weird idea. But she's always been genius to me, my gay amy and laurie ship.

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Page 1 of the Steveboy tag in ao3 is so peak. Some fics are quite problematic but still so good begging all of you to come back. Idc how problematic you are just write more questionable media pls