therealdesastrffxiv
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therealdesastrffxiv · 3 days ago
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"stress" by yoan capote - made of bronze and concrete
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therealdesastrffxiv · 3 days ago
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Go on and heal yourself White Mage
Yet another character I can give insane burnout and the horrors of glorified self sacrifice ain't that fun
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She's such a pretty lass, I started out with a Miqo'te, but then switched over with a Fantasia and I love the new look
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therealdesastrffxiv · 4 days ago
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I feel so fucking lonely
I have too many characters and too many ideas, and end up being too much for people. I learned recently I have autism and it's been a lot to handle. It explains why I have a hard time keeping friendships, because I'm 'too much', it feels like.
I inevitably lose friends because I hyperfixate on storywriting with people. I wish I could just focus and write a book, rather than enjoy roleplay, but it is what it is, and I'm left all alone.
I HATE having 35+ characters with many plots in my mind at once. With no one to play with at all, things being too complicated, me being too much. I hate my brain, and can't find anyone else who I can gush to about my characters, and in turn, be gushed to about theirs.
People to roleplay and storywrite with, to put our minds together for some really complex plotlines.
I just feel 'too much' lately, I feel like I can't make deeper connections and if I do, they all go away because I'm too much.
I hate my brain, and I can't help it, either. No matter how hard I try to reach out, to get things started, to show excitement, it all falls flat. There's a total lack of interest in all of this, no matter how much work I put into it.
I don't know.
I'm just... so lonely lately. I feel like I'm screaming into the void once again, with no one to share my passions with. It's so hard.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 9 days ago
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Want to RP with voidsent/Ashkin? I've got my plot/storywriting carrd all set!
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Interested in dark, complex plotlines? Voidsent / Vampire / Ashkin / other Hunter, or person who would like to RP with those who play said monsters?
These are ongoing plotlines/events that detail the complex plotlines I run/would like to run with several people. If you're someone who's interested in any of these, feel free to send me a DM!
You do not need to join our FC to participate in these plotlines. They can be worked on in game or via discord as well. Open to collabs and invitations to other venues for various slice-of-life roleplays as well, though we tend to stick to more complex and recurring things!
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therealdesastrffxiv · 9 days ago
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Gloomy Angels: Nimie's Story
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Pictured above: Nimie (left) & Morana (right)
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Context: Mysterious Garleans rescuing captured 'monsters' from an evil scientist's laboratory. Story below.
Nimie’s Story
Everything hurt. 
Her gums especially, though the recent lacerations on her flesh from that damned scalpel did a number too.
Nimie wanted to die. 
But Rook wouldn’t let her. 
Every time the vampire exhaled, a whimper-like noise left her lungs. Her eyes were partially closed. She was glad she regrew her eyelids so she could close them now. That had been a ‘fun’ little experiment by Rook. A crash sounded nearby, and she really wasn’t comprehending what was happening now. She could scent the blood rushing through the veins of someone coming closer. 
When she looked up, she saw not one, but several people. All with glowing eyes, staring her down. Nimie peeled back her lips and let out a long, drawn out hiss, pressing against the back of her cell. Drool poured down her chin. Such a far cry from the skilled pirate she was outside of this place, and even further back, a complete contrast to her status of nobility she walked away from. 
A monster in rags, to rot and die here. What did she see in those eyes? An eerie feminine voice rang out “Listen up. I do not like you. I am not your friend, I do not want anything to do with you monsters. But no one deserves this.” She had no idea what was going on, but the cell was blasted open. 
Why couldn’t she scent the people with her?! She had no idea what was going on. They had no heartbeat, no scent aside from the strong blast of ceruleum. Except for the woman standing before her, kneeling there. Nimie snarled and lunged out of nowhere, but her jaws locked onto the mysterious, scentless people. She began to drink, but it tasted like raw aether, and she began to calm down. 
“Get her to one of the corpses left behind,” the commanding feminine voice growled. 
With that one bite, Nimie lost all strength. Frenzy was over, and though she was now in control,  there was no second wind. She slumped, falling to the floor with a whimper. She managed to snarl out a garble of words that were incoherent. She was trying to tell them to leave her alone. 
They didn’t. 
Warm, fresh blood flowed down her throat, revitalizing her. Her eyes closed as she drank, and slowly, she found herself fading away… 
No… no! Please, I need to stay awake, I need to get away… 
As everything faded to black, Nimie realized she was being taken somewhere. 
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Groaning, Nimie began to come to, feeling dizzy and a touch sick. She held her stomach, trying not to spew everywhere. The first thing she noticed was that she was on a bunch of cushions and covered in blankets. She was also in new clothing made from a material she didn’t know. There was a light sting to her wounds, but also a warmth, like salve had been applied. 
The hum of machines hit her ears, causing them to pull back somewhat. She leaned against a cold, stone concrete wall to realize she was surrounded by rusty fencing. Where was she? Some sort of factory? Was she going to be torn to pieces and processed?! 
Nimie whimpered, covering her eyes and starting to sob. She didn’t touch the blankets even though she was shivering profusely. Was this another part of Rook’s sick plan? She was a wreck, and this carried on for hours until she laid there on the cushions, shuddering and clenching her jaw. She opened her eyes and sat up, looking around again to discover someone staring at her. 
With no scent.
She let out a bloodcurdling scream at the sight of eerie, glowing pale eyes on her. Her heart began to thud, and her stomach clenched. She was under enough stress that the edges of her vision began to darken, and she fell onto the pillow, shuddering. Very shortly following that, she blacked out for another few hours. 
Waking up again, she was here in the factory, not on the table, and a blood bag was by her head. She hissed, refusing to drink it. The blood Rook gave burned. But eventually, she gave in, knowing she would starve otherwise. Her body betrayed her there - she drank the blood bag, but it was actually pleasant. Fresh, rich blood… no added chemicals. No burning as it went down. 
When she looked up again she met those eyes. She began to shudder again, this time actually pulling the blankets closer, leaning against the wall. Finding her voice, she snarled, “Oi, who are you? Am I to die here?” No response. The person staring her down was in shiny black material, and… oh hells, they had a third eye. This was a Garlean, again with no vital signs. 
Nimie thought this through for a moment. She’d encountered things like this before… What was it? Ashkin, right. From afar. They had no vitals either, they were zombies. With that eerie eye glow and complete lack of sound or scent from them, aside from cereleum, that was her best guess. But…Garleans. She’d read about the horrors they committed, yet never experienced them herself. 
She didn’t trust this one bit. 
No answers, either. She continued to cry into her hands until she had no more tears to cry. 
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A day later, Nimie was approached by a man with one eye, the other covered by an eyepatch. He was terrifying, a muscular Garlean with a stare even more frightening than the zombies. He was doing that to her right now. He said in a low, gravelly voice with somewhat of an echo to it, “I am going to bring you to the bathroom. You can take care of yourself there.” He narrowed his eye. There were no words of reassurance here. 
Nimie responded to this by hissing at him and pressing further against the wall. Her crimson stare was locked on the zombie as he got closer. “One step closer and I’ll tear right through your BLOODY DAMN ARM, ya understand?! I know you’re a DAMN Ashkin, I know you’re a DAMN Garlean, ya better fuckin’ let me out of here or so help me I’ll show you why I’m called ‘Nimie Vicebite’ ya fuck.” 
Well, she was very vocal, and probably cussed Rook out the entire time too. Sure, she started off as a noblewoman. But she’d been a pirate for over five years. The zombie actually let out a sigh, his eye managing to harden. He continued, until suddenly, he lunged, grabbing her arm and causing her to shriek. Now, she was being dragged somewhere while headlocked. 
She began to chew on the zombie’s arm, but wasn’t in frenzy, so her jaw strength simply wasn’t out of control, and so, she couldn’t chew through his shirt. Very much annoyed by this, slighted, even, Nimie hissed in frustration. “Bugger, what the hells is this made of, huh? Draggin’ me off to my death who knows where and I can’t even bite through your damn shirt?! How is that fair, eh? Come on, let me go. I’m not tasty. Too much muscle, too gamey, I chew on sailors so am probably way too salty.”
Now, they were going up some stairs. Nimie did not have enough strength to counter the zombie, and she panted, too tired to continue her struggle. So, she continued to hiss, snarl, growl, and cuss at him. “Bastard. Kickin’ someone already down, eh? Not even tellin’ me how I’m gonna die? That scientist sure did, she described every fuckin’ thing she was gonna do to me. Damn it, let me GO ya fucker!” 
Up more stairs. 
Nimie shrieked as she met the eyes of more Ashkin she had no idea were there. What was this place?! She whimpered, remaining silent until they got to… a bathroom. Like the intimidating fellow said. She was placed on the ground. Then, the zombie stepped back, keeping his stare on her. 
Immediately, Nimie hissed at him again. “This some sick joke, eh? Cleanin’ up your food before taking a nice, big, bite? What, gonna tear me to pieces? Just do it then, enough of these damn games!” 
The zombie loomed over her as she crouched there on the ground, growling at him. She had no ability to do anything against him, either. She flinched back, swallowing. That deep, gravelly voice was soft now, but very threatening. “Take care of yourself in there. Or.” A scowl spread across his face. “You will learn how it feels to be devoured by Ashkin. Do I make myself clear?”
Nimie hissed at him, swiping toward him with her claws. 
The zombie continued. “Towels. Blankets. Spare clothing with the towels. All of what you need. Behave.”
Nimie snapped her jaws at him, her heart pounding, but eventually crept into the shower and tucked herself into the corner. She began to softly cry again, shuddering, her bravado draining from her now that she was out of sight from the zombie.
Eventually, she needed to listen, or she’d become Ashkin chow. (She had no idea the threat wasn’t serious, the zombies did not in fact have vampire on the menu.) When her shower concluded, she stayed in there, closing her eyes. 
His voice rang out again. “I am taking you back to your place of rest should you be finished.” 
“If I stay in here in the nude, will ya fuckin’ leave me alone?!” Nimie snapped, though the idea of doing that really wasn’t something that she wanted to do. She closed her eyes, clenching her jaw. 
In a matter-of-fact tone, the zombie replied from behind the curtain, “I can throw a large blanket over you and direct you back to the spot.” 
“Oh, oh, ‘direct’, yes of course! Ya mean drag my ass down several stairs and toss me into a practical cell, right, right, ‘direct’, ya fucker,” Nimie snapped. She sighed and grabbed the spare clothes, then put them on. “Fine, I’m dressed in my church best, all ready for whatever twisted plan ya got for me. Bastard.” 
She slunk out from behind the curtain to face the zombie, who did not look amused. He glared her down and approached, causing her to shrink down, her lip quivering. Her stomach twisted, and she covered her face, her panic overcoming her again. Suddenly, she was in his arms, again. This time carried, not dragged. She didn’t remove her hands from her face until she was placed down again.
Here…on the cushions. 
There were now some books here, too. A bunch of manual and science books. How exciting. 
She sighed, more confused than ever, and closed her eyes, rubbing her temples. She grabbed several blankets and pulled them over her, her back now facing the entrance of this place, where the zombies guarded. With that, she let herself doze off, still completely drained of energy and not doing great. 
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It went like that for three days. 
On the fourth, she began to suspect there was something off. In other words, the zombies had not opted to eat her, she hadn’t been dragged to a table, and she was actually recovering. A very terrifying medicus zombie had visited and asked her in a dangerous, flat, tone, how she’d been feeling. 
“Like a bag of shite, that’s how I’m feelin’, bastards. Tell me what’s going on! Please? Just get it over with quickly if you’re going to do something,” she had said. She snapped her fangs and swiped at any zombie that tried getting too close, making the medicus’s life miserable. The medicus, of course, did not explain what they were doing. So, she figured they were malicious. 
Either way, she was once again fine. These zombies manhandled her when she tried escaping, but she paid a lot of attention - they never actually hurt her. What was their deal?! Were they trying to help her? Why were they acting like this?
Nimie sighed. 
As she gained strength, escape attempts became more frequent. The vampire grew more crafty and could trick the zombies and get a little far before being intercepted. She calculated the patrol routes and tricked them into thinking, at times, she was asleep when really, she wasn’t.
This was one of those times she got pretty far. Up the stairs, juking the zombies, she chuckled to herself at the mess she was making. She knew by now they would not hurt her. At this point, she misbehaved so much to see if she could trigger their aggression (aside from actually attacking them, unless trying to chew on their arm when dragging her back counted) and see if she could end this all faster. 
Nope.
She was almost positive they were trying to frighten her on purpose. To be honest, it worked really well, but it didn’t stop her from trying to get some answers. 
She could hear her heartbeat. The necromancer. Intensifying as she rounded the corner and stared at the lookout, which reminded her of what archers utilized. With a low, dangerous growl, she met the pale gaze of the woman. “What is going on here, eh? What are you bastards doing, why are you keeping me here? Are you helping me? Say it! Say something! You all can talk, I know it! Tell me–AUGH!” 
A strong arm linked around her chest, pulling her against one of the zombies. The one-eyed one. Great, he was the scariest. What did Nimie do?! CHOMP. She began to try and chew on his arm, growling and thrashing like mad. Hearing him sigh in her ear, she pulled hers back.
And down she went. Back to where she’d be guarded by the damn zombies, fed, and met with silence. At least there were some holes in the scary zombie’s arm sleeve now, but that had taken a lot of escape and a lot of chewing. He’d probably repair it, but – “You know. With a sewing needle, I could fix that for you. Eh? Eh? Only payment is to tell me what’s going on!” 
She was placed on the cushions. She glared at the zombie as he stepped back. Right now, there was a blank, inquisitive look on his face, but that hardened into a scary one as he clenched his jaw and stepped forward. Nimie shrank back, grabbing the blankets and pulling them over herself, whimpering. “I get it, I get it,” she whispered.
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Time to leave, though Nimie had no idea. She was now given chemicals in her blood that made her sleepy, nearly knocking her out. She watched through narrowed eyes as she was carried outside into the cold. Trying to stay awake. What was happening?! They went onto a…large skeletal dragon, causing her heart to pound. 
Was this it?
She didn’t know how much time passed, but there, in the distance, was an aetheryte. She was placed on the ground some distance away. She felt eyes on her as she came to, and managed to stand and limp, walking toward the aetheryte. They were going to play with her. 
Intercept her.
Or…something. But freedom was so close… she just needed to get away… to get to where others would be, to help her… 
She looked over her shoulder. Those pale eyes remained on her, staring her down. Panic set in, and she began to run unsteadily until almost slamming into one of the guards working in the contingent. “Help,” she whimpered. “...Help.”
She…got the help. She got out of there. She survived. Somehow, from some miracle, she survived. The Adders called upon Falls, who brought her to the City of Monsters, where she made a full recovery, at least in body. 
What happened during that week-long span? Who were those Garlean zombies? She didn’t know…
Nimie's experience: End!
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therealdesastrffxiv · 25 days ago
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Nico's Griffin Form
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Finally finished this piece, and bear in mind I'm a newer artist! This is a Grackle x Fox Gryphon.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 25 days ago
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In the middle of a blizzard...
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Not that he minds!
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therealdesastrffxiv · 26 days ago
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Good Mourning
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A rampaging voidsent, mourning for her past life...
She'll be fine!
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therealdesastrffxiv · 26 days ago
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Lord Grackle
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Who will scream like malfunctioning magitek.
This is Nico, he is now a rampaging voidsent.
Oops.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Nothing more than a monster lost in the cold
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"What am I now? Where am I now? It's so cold out here... and yet I persist..."
Poor Gideon, lol.. he'll be fine.
Eventually.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Birb?!
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Art I've done of one of the transformations of my character (she is a voidsent). This is her 'limit break form', she needs a lot of aether to turn into this and maintain it. Hence the little magitek collar tracking how much she has ;) This is a Jackal + Eurasian magpie gryphon design.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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When I was, a young birb...
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Gods this outfit is so fitting for Gideon though :P
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Queen Emo Herself
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Morana's gotta be my most emo character and my gods does this fit her, lol
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Chompy?
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Yep, he's chompy
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Fall Saint Wake
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My main, Falls, looks gorgeous in this new outfit :D
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.
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therealdesastrffxiv · 1 month ago
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Raven with Golden Wings
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An ancient voidsent who loves his tricks, and loves his treats.
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