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Happy 29th birthday to me (again).

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shout out to when i told my dad about goncharov and he figured out it was fake because i told him "1973 martin scorsese film with robert de niro" and he said that wasn't possible because the godfather came out in 1972 and the godfather part II came out in 1974 and they wouldn't have had time to make a movie in between. a perfectly good jest, foiled by this man's weird and vast knowledge set

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What if I roll the stone away, they're gonna crucify me anyway... if long suffering propriety is what they want from me...

There's just never a mood that Taylor Swift can match, especially during Mercury Retrograde...

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So true bestie. The post orgasm "fuck what a goddamn mess my head is" moment.

Seriously kills the post glow

sometimes the nut doesn't bring any clarity at all no matter how hard you bust it. the delirium only deepens.

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While making dinner tonight, I very very fleetingly, but very seriously and legitimately thought “I should watch Goncharov tonight”

And then I Remembered.

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Girl, agreed but also Jesus said to pray in private so let's not pretend that isn't just some excuse for colonialism bullshit.

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Tumblr is kind of like a weird cousin of Wikipedia, crowdsourcing information and knowledge, except you have to work for it and roll for luck that it gets seen by someone who knows.

Which I mean, I love Wikipedia and link surfing there, but Tumblr the chaotic second cousin has its own appeal. It might be wrong but it'll be interesting.

We used to dunk on people asking random users on here questions they could’ve googled but now that every single google search gives you an AI generated response it’s actually better for the environment to just ask a random tumblr user and see what they have to say.

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I have to wonder, when a jury has already held you legally liable for sexual assault (so deemed guilty by a court, just in a civil case) and the judge gives the whole world permission to drop the word "alleged" before rapist when talking about you... what the fuck do you think is going to be in sex trafficking files that makes you look that much worse?!?

And am I the only one who just isn't that interested in the Epstein files? First because I don't think the administration gives a shit about the National Records Act, as evidenced by the previous Trump disregard for it, so anything they have I can't imagine they won't just shred... Second, because with the number of claims already made against him including those proven in court, I'm already quite sure that yes, the man with the terminal insecurity would absolutely go for underage girls... Third, because MAGA supporters don't ever seem to find anything a bridge too far and the other 73% of the country alreadyfucking hates him. I don't actually see anything changing regardless of what's in it.

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"Fuck you" time is a fabulous thing. When I was home with kids, I used to regularly tell people that I was a stay at home mom and had nothing but time and boredom for pettiness so we could play that game all day every day.

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I kinda do have a fake professional name lol.

what if instead of having a fake name for internet personal-life purposes we could have a fake name for professional work-life purposes

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The cure to anxiety is completing all the tasks you have to finish for the day early and doing them phenomenally and being physically perfect and on everyone’s good side preferably even their favorite.

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bingewatching will never come close to bingereading. there is nothing like blocking out the entire Earth for ten hours to read a book in one sitting no food no water no shower no bra and emerging at the end with no idea what time it is or where you are, a dried-up prune that's sensitive to light and loud noises because you've been in your room in the dark reading by the glow of a single LED. it's like coming back after a three-month vacation in another dimension and now you have to go downstairs and make dinner. absolutely transcendental

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Britain didn't get interesting until the French took it over

big L to the entire country of france. old british woman who lived in paris for 55 years told me "when god created france, it was perfect, and then.... he put french people in it"

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I am getting so dedicated to my own growth... while building my empire lol.

Honestly I've gotten so disciplined at sticking to my schedule. Waking up and working on my spirit and my manifestations. Working my mental reprogramming to the woman I want to be. Putting my health as a priority. Following through on my business schedule and working every connection, everything I've learn. Following the every hour check ins that does kind of everything.

It's so rewarding and fulfilling. Because I can see the woman I'm becoming, deliberately designed and chosen -- by myself rather than waiting for someone else to choose me.

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i forgot to post this but which one of you lame ass nerds works at my dentists old office

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Listen to "Would've, Could've, Should've" followed by "The Manuscript"

Girlie has finally healed.