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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Stranger things head-canons: “the party”
Will:
-gay, very scared because of his father and bully’s
-has been in love with Mike since he got back from the upside down
-started to figure everything out when Mike said “crazy together”
-the first person he told was Johnathon
-he was very supportive and comforted will about it
-always teases Will about Mike
-has separation anxiety after being stuck in the upside down
-trust issues because of his father
Mike:
-bisexual
-he knows he feels something different for will
-he doesn’t know what and has a hard time figuring everything out
-doesn’t love El, he thought he did but he realized he actually liked Will
-the first person he told was Robin
-Robin was very excited to have a fruity child
-try’s to distance himself away for Will thinking it would help
-also has separation anxiety after he thought he lost Will
-overthinks a lot at night
Dustin:
-straight
-will never get over his small crush on Max
-but he would never tell anyone other than Steve because he knows Max and Lucas are happy
-a little insecure because of bully’s but would never open up about it��
-gives really good relationship advice
Lucas: 
-Straight 
-in love with Max
-would do anything for max 
-knows about Will and Mike even if they never told him
-really supportive
-made a $20 bet with Steve that Mike would confess his feeling first
-try’s to talk to Will about it
-Will never wants to talk
-One say he finally talks to Lucas and he was really proud of him
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Byler poster, I know it’s not that good but I ship them so much I had to draw something with them. ❤️
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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I want somebody to look at me the way Mike and Will look at each other ❤️
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Happy late Father’s Day Michael Jackson! you are an amazing father and person, no matter what people say. you have raised amazing children, I know your proud of them. ♥️
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Chapter 4 johnnys POV:
What do I say? He just asked me if I liked anyone. 
“Yeah kinda, I’m not sure” I replied, I thought that was the best I could say without saying something i might regret.   He nodded his head. “Do I know the girl?” He asked.
Oh crap what do I say know. I can’t just tell him it’s a boy he might hate me and I can’t risk that. “In a way” I replied. 
He looked down, he kinda looked sad. But why would he be sad? He doesn’t like me. “Do you like anyone?” I asked. He looked back up. “I’m not sure” he replied. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was the Shepard girl, I forgot her name though. “Oh okay” I sighed. 
“Do you wanna go back to my place?” Pony asked me. “You can, I need to get back to my house before my parents sue over “kidnapping” but I’ll see you later” I replied standing up. We started walking together and parted when I reached my house. 
As soon as I walked in I wished I could walk back out. All I could smell was alcohol and rotten food that just sits there. The floor was covered in broken glass from beer bottles and there was a few blood stains on the walls. 
My dad was passed out on the couch, holding a half full beer bottle. I wasn’t sure where my mom was and it wouldn’t surprise me if she was with another guy. 
I walked Into my room and sat on my bed. I laid down on my back looking at the ceiling. I was laying there peacefully until I heard heavy footsteps coming towards my room. 
Suddenly the door flue open and my dad stumbled in looking drunk, which isn’t surprising. “Oh look who decided to come back, miss not having people take care of you?” He said half yelling. 
That’s Ironic, I thought. Since when did they ever take care of me? “You gonna speak up or not?” He asked his voice getting louder with every word. 
I just stared at him, trying to act tough and not break in front of him. 
I felt something hard hit my face. He had punched me in the nose and then started kicking me. He beat me until I couldn’t feel anything.
He left my room while I still lay there. I tried to move but everything hurt. I laid there for around an hour before I was able to get up. 
I slowly stood up but it felt like knifes were going into every part of my body. I needed to get to Pony’s house, he’ll be able to help me but I don’t know how I’m going to do that. 
I limped through my house, I found my dad passed out on the couch again. I stumbled through the door and down the stairs. 
I slowly walked towards Pony’s house, it felt like a year had passed by the time I could see his house from a distance. I suddenly got a little hopeful as if I might be able to make it. 
I approached his house, once I got the stairs I tried to walk up them but I lost my balance and feel on the stair. I felt something hard hit my head before all I could see was darkness. 
“Johnny?” I heard a familiar voice say. I opened my eyes to see I was in the Curtis living room and Ponyboy was sitting next to me holding an ice bag to one of my bruises. “Hey Johnnycake, what happened?” He asked, putting the ice and wrapping a cloth around my arm.
“My dad beat me, nothing unusual” I shrugged. “You know we could always go to the cops and have a court set up and Darry could get custody over you?” He said. “I know but I don’t wanna be a bother and another mouth to feed.” I replied, getting a sigh from Pony.
“You’re never a bother, and we’d be happy to take you in knowing you wouldn’t get hurt anymore” he said looking at me. “I know” I said sighing.
I felt really bad. Every time my dad beats me Pony always takes care of me even if he has better things to do. “Why do you take care of me? I don’t deserve this” I asked. 
He looked at me confused. “Your my best friend Johnnycake, I’m always gonna be here for you no matter the day, time, or place. And you do deserve to be taken care of, it’s not your fault you parents are Awful to you, they don’t deserve you” I had tears in my eyes at that point. “You mean it?” I asked “of course Johnny, your the best friend anyone could ever have” 
The tears in my eyes started to fall, I tightly pulled Pony Into a hug. I didn’t want to pull away he made me feel like I actually was worth something and not just some abused worthless kid. He hugged back and started rubbing my back comfortingly. 
“Your sleeping here tonight” he claimed. I pulled back from the hug. “No it’s fine I’ll just sleep in the lot” he shook his head. 
“It’s cold outside, soda’s staying with Two-bit tonight and Darry’s working for another hour you can sleep with me sense soda’s not gonna come back” he explained. My cheeks went a little red and I guessed he noticed. “If your okay with that” he added quickly. 
“Alright fine” I mumbled feeling embarrassed that I had to stay with him because my own parents wouldn’t let me stay. “Do you wanna go to bed now?” He asked.
“Sure” I replied as we both stood up and went to his and Soda’s room. Once we were both ready to go to sleep we laid down. “Goodnight Johnnycake”
“Goodnight Ponyboy” I closed my eyes and feel asleep a few moments later.
Im sorry it took me a while to put this up, i finally got time to work on it. i dont know when ill put up chapter 5, but i will try to put it up soon.
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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It might take me a while to put chapter 4 for my johnnyboy fanfic, im leaving for the beach sunday and still have to work on it but i will try to put it up as soon as i can, sorry. i dont even know if anyone is even reading it lol
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Chapter 3:
Johnnys pov
I held Pony for about 30 minutes, I knew his brothers would be worried so looked down and noticed he was asleep. I gently shook his shoulder and he slowly opened his eyes.
“Johnny?” He ask slowly turning his head to look at me. “Yeah, come on let’s go back to your house before your brothers get worried” I suggested helping him to stand up.
He looked sleepy so I put my arm around his waist to help stabilize him. 
“Thanks Johnnycake!” He exclaimed as we walked back to his house.
We stepped onto the porch and walked in. “Hey Johnny and Ponyboy!” Soda and Darry greeted us. Me and Ponyboy greeted them and walked over to the couch. We sat down and watched the TV for around 2 or 3 hours.
It was around 8pm and Pony look tired, I thought he needed to go to bed. “Hey Pone I think you should go to bed, I’ll sleep out here on the couch.” He nodded his head and stood up from the couch.
“Goodnight Johnnycake, thanks for everything again today!” He said hugging me. “No problem Pony, thank you for apologizing. Goodnight!” I said while hugging him back. He let go and walked to his room. 
“Hey Johnny, I’m going over to Steve’s house for the night, please tell Pony if asks” Soda explained. “Okay, I’ll tell him have fun!” I replied laying down on the couch. “Goodnight Johnny!” Soda exclaimed. Before I could respond I had already feel asleep.
I woke up to hear someone screaming. It was coming from Pony’s room so I quickly walked over to his room opening the door. 
He was sitting on his bed, leaned up against the wall. He was sobbing and shaking so I got on the bed beside him and pulled him into my arms. 
He sat in between my legs with his head rested buried in my chest. His breathing had calmed down a little but he was still crying. “It’s alright hon, I’ve got you. You’ll be alright nobody can touch you when your in my arms” I said trying to calm him down. I hadn’t realized the nickname I had used but I thought it was fine because it was normal for people to say hon.
He continued crying so I pulled impossibly closer to me. I rested my head against his and rubbed one hand through his hair and the other I used to run his back. I just let him cry into my chest my rubbing his back and playing with his hair until he had finally stopped crying. 
When he stopped crying I pulled away enough to look at him. He looked scared, I ran my thumb over his cheek. “Do talk about your nightmare?” I asked still rubbing his back slowly. 
“Me and you were outside walking after we had seen a movie. We noticed a blue mustang following us so we started to walk a little faster. The car caught up to us and started beating us up. They started using a blade on you and had knocked me out. When I woke up you were laying there and weren’t breathing and didn’t have a heart beat either.” He said starting to quietly cry. “I don’t wanna lose you, I can’t lose you.” He explained hugging me tightly. 
“Your not gonna lose me. Im right here and Im not going anywhere” I said trying to calm him down again. “Johnnycake can you stay in here with me tonight? I think Soda went to Steve’s house” he asked pulling away from me. 
“Sure Pone I don’t mind, and yeah he’s with Steve” I explained. I laid down on the bed and Pony laid down next to me putting his head on my chest. We both fell asleep a few minutes later. 
I woke up when I heard the door slam open revealing Two-bit walking in smirking. “Good morning lovebirds!” He exclaimed after seeing me and Pony cuddling. 
“Ughh Two-bit stop” I whined. I starting shaking Pony to wake him up. When his eyes finally opened Two-bit walked out of the room. “Good morning Johnnycake” Pony said sleepily rubbing his eyes. I smirked and he looked at me confused. I grabbed a pillow and hit him right in the face. 
Once he noticed what I had done he smirked too and grabbed the other pillow and hit me back. We kept this up for around 45 minutes. We were both laughing and our hair was a mess. We walked into the kitchen were Soda, Two-bit, and Darry were with a smile on our faces, we were both still sweating a little. 
Once the other boys saw us their eyes widened and their jaws dropped. “What?” Me and Pony asked confused. “What we’re doing up there? Your both a hot mess and sweating and y’all were giggling about something in there” Two-bit asked smirking.
Me and Pony looked at each other, eyes wide. “We we’re just having a pillow fight” I responded a little to loud. “Mhmm didn’t sound like it” Soda responded now smirking too. “It’s not like that y’all” Pony said blushing. “Sure whatever” Darry responded. 
Me and Pony looked at each other and rolled our eyes at them. We both went over and got some food while watching Mickey Mouse with Two-bit.
Me and Pony were sitting on the couch together when I remembered that he still needed to break up with Cherry and I was gonna help him. “Hey Pony, when do you wanna go over to Cherry’s?” I asked looked over at him. “Uhh I guess we could go now” he replied looking over at me. “Alight let’s go, buy guys” I said waving to the others. They looked confused but waved back as me and Pony headed out the door. 
We started walking over to Cherrys and I noticed Pony was shaking. I stopped walking and wrapped my arms around him. He put his arms around me too and buried his head into my chest and I rested my head on his. 
“It’s gonna be alright Pony, I’m not letting her touch you okay? I’m doing this with you” I said reassuringly, rubbing his back. He calmed down and pulled away as we started walking again, this time I had my arm around his shoulder.
“Do you want me to hid behind the porch or come up with you?” I asked him. “Can you hide beneath the porch just in case something happens?” He asked shyly. “Yeah I will” I replied. 
Once we got there I toke my arm back and went behind the porch to were I could still see Pony. He walked up to the door, before he knocked he looked at me questionably. I nodded my head and he knocked. 
Cherry opened the door and smirked when she saw him. “Oh so did you decide you wanted to? Come on in hon!” Cherry exclaimed trying to pull him in the house. Pony pulled back “No Cherry, I’m tired of you pressuring me into things and causing me to neglect my best friend. I don’t know why you like him you don’t have a reason anyway. We’re done Cherry, and don’t try to get back together with me especially after you called me all those names” Pony said confidently. I was shocked I didn’t know he could talk to someone like that let alone a broad. 
Cherry looked as if she’d seen a ghost. “Oh you don’t mean that sweetheart. You just need something to take your mind off it. Come inside I can help” Cherry exclaimed, grabbing Pony’s shirt collar and trying to pull him in. 
Ive had enough I’m going to help him. I walked out from and back of the porch and went up to them. I grabbed Pony’s waist and pulled him back towards me. Pony smiled when he noticed I was helping him “What are you doing here Johnny?” Cherry growled through clenched teeth. 
“Oh nothing, just saving my best friend from a sociopath” I said calmly. She looked shocked by me actually saying something. “Fine whatever, I don’t even know how your friends with him” Cherry said referring to Pony.  
Anger grew in me and I snapped. “Cherry just shut up, stop municipalizing people. Pony is amazing he’s the bestest friend anyone could ask for so your pretty dumb for thinking otherwise. And you should be happy you actually got the chance with him because he deserves way better than you. Anyone would be so happy to have him but you just used him” I yelled. “And have fun being single!” I yelled as I grabbed Pony’s hand and walked away. 
He looked shocked as we walked to the park. Once we got there we sat down we’re we usually do. “Wow Johnnycake, that was awesome but did you actually mean it?” Pony asked confused. “Of course I did, your absolutely amazing and whoever you end up with is very lucky” I said slightly blushing. I looked down so he wouldn’t notice it.
“Hey Johnny, do you like anyone romantically?”
I finally managed to out this up one time 😂 and i will continue to try to post on time
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Took me a whole freaking hour to make this
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Who else loved Michael Jackson? Or has a whole playlist of his songs?
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Chapter 2:
Johnnys pov
I noticed something was off by the way Pony walked through the door. He was walking normally and his hair was all messed up. 
I walked over to him and helped him walk over to the couch. He could barely stand up straight let alone walk. I don’t know how he managed to get here. “Hey Johnny” he slurred out. His breath smelled like alcohol. 
No way, he would never drink, plus Darry would kill him. “Pony what happened, why are you acting like this?” I asked looking him in the eye. He looked back at me and start giggling. “Acting like what?” He could barely talk. 
“Do you remember anything?” I asked.
“Nope” he said trying to stand back up. I put my hand on his shoulder forcing him to lay back down. 
“You need to sleep, stay down here so Soda and Darry won’t notice you okay? Imma go sleep on the other couch” I said sitting down. “Fine” he replied putting his head down on the couch and drifting off to sleep. 
I went to sleep too. I woke up when I heard Pony and Soda talking. “Why didn’t you come home last night Pony?” I heard Soda ask. “I don’t know, I don’t remember anything” I heard Pony reply. I guess he really was drunk if he doesn’t remember anything.
I sat up and stared at the two talking. They noticed me staring and looked at me. “Hey Johnny, when’d you get here?” He asked me, does he really not remember. “I was here last night. You were sleeping walking here so I put you on the couch” I replied trying to cover him so Soda didn’t suspect anything
“Thanks Johnny!” Soda thanked me and ruffled my hair before going into the kitchen. Pony smiled at me and walked into his room. 
I walked into the kitchen where Soda and Darry were. Darry had just finished fixing breakfast and had 4 plates laid out. Soda and Darry toke theirs and Darry handed me mine. I thanked him and sat down at the table and starting eating. 
Pony came downstairs a few minutes later and grabbed his plate and sat down next to Soda and just stared at his plate. “Something wrong Pony?” Darry asked. I guess he also noticed Pony. “No im good, just not hungry” he replied.
“Alright, just set it the side and someone else will probably eat it” Darry instructed Pony. Ponyboy did what he told him to do and got up from the table. “Cherry wants me too her house” he said looking down like he was scared of something “alright, just be back in 3-4 hours okay?” Darry replied “okay I will” ponyboy replied walking out the door slowly.
I finished my food and walked over the couch and turned on the TV. “Hey Johnny, do you know why Pony’s always with Cherry? I know there together but still.” I felt tears form in my eyes, I fought to kept them in. “Don’t know” I said with my voice cracking at the end. The tears won and a few slipped down my cheeks. 
I didn’t want them to see me cry especially over their brothers relationship. “I gotta go, see y’all later” I said while running out the door. Why why why why does he have to be with her? Out of all people? Her? The only question I had was why? I ran all the way to lot tears running down my face
I finally got there and wiped the tears off while sitting down. I sat there just staring off into space until I saw what looked like Ponyboy run down the street and sit down on the curb, putting his head down in his legs. 
Without thinking I immediately ran up to him sitting down next to him. I put my arm around him and he looked up at me. When he realized it was me he wrapped his arms around me. He hugged me tightly for a few minutes before letting go. 
Wow, that felt really good since he barley spends time with me. He looked up at me. “I’m so sorry Johnny” he said softly. “For what? You haven’t done anything” I asked confused on why he was apologizing. He shook his head. “Yes I have, I’ve been neglecting you for so long now and I haven’t even noticed how much I must of been hurting you”
“It’s alright Pony” he shook his head again. “No it’s not Johnny, just let me explain everything” He replied. I nodded my head signaling for him to continue.
“A few months ago when Cherry asked me out and I said yes she kept asking me to go places with her. I wanted to hang out with you but I knew she would get mad because she doesn’t like you and I don’t know why. But anyway I kept going with her and then yesterday she took me to this bar and forced me to drink. She said if I didn’t she-she would hurt you. I didn’t want her to do anything to you so I didn’t whatever she asked me too. But before I starting drinking she told me I had to go to her house today because she wanted to tell me something so I agreed. It wasn’t until this morning that I realized that I’m changing for her and it’s not okay. When I went over to her house she wanted to do things I didn’t want to. When I finally told her no she started calling me names like fat, ugly, worthless, a waste of space and a bunch of other things so I ran out to here.” 
He was sobbing at the point. “Oh Pony, I’m so sorry you went through that. I knew she wasn’t good for you” I said while standing up leading him to the lot. He followed me and I sat down and held him as he cried. 
“It’s fine, I’m just really sorry I wasnt there for you. It’s like I just left you for her and I hate myself for that” he said stilling crying but he had calmed down. 
“It’s alright now Pony, you explained yourself and now everything will be okay. I forgive you and maybe we can be like we were before Cherry came in?” I asked. 
“I would love that, but I haven’t broke up with Cherry yet and I’m to scared to go over there” he said starting to shake. I rubbed his back to calm him down. “It’s alright, you can go tomorrow and I’ll go with you just in case anything happens. Sound good?” I asked.
He nodded his head and laid down on my chest. 
Im sorry i didn't put this up when i said i would i had things to do and forgot but in will try to put up chapter 3 tomorrow
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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Im making a Johnnyboy fanfic here’s chapter 1:
chapter one
Johnny’s pov:
Friend, I hate that word. Sure I have lots of great friends but my best friend is the one I want to be more than friends with. People say that gays are ��sick, gross, and messed up” I don’t see why people can’t just accept people like me, we should be allowed to love whoever we love. Love is love and no one can change that. 
That’s not the only thing, I’m hopelessly in love with my guy best friend Ponyboy. I know I don’t have a chance with him, he’s not gay. Even if he was he wouldn’t like me. I’m just the soft, abused, and small puppy of the gang.
Plus he has a girlfriend, cherry Valence. I don’t know what he see’s in her, sure she’s pretty but I think she’s stuck up. She’s always rude to me every time I’m with her and Ponyboy and I can’t stand it.
Every time I ask Pony to hang out, he always has plan with Cherry. It’s like he’s forgotten about me, now it feels like I’m trapped in this dark world by myself with nothing to do but hope to get out. 
Right now I’m sitting at the lot reading “Gone With The Wind” it was a book Pony would read to me before Cherry came along.
I looked up from the book when I saw Cherry and Ponyboy walking across the street together. Ponyboy noticed me sitting there and locked eyes with me. He slowly started to walk up to me with Cherry following him like a puppy. 
“Hey Johnnycakes!” He smiled at me. “Hey Pony” Cherry came up behind him and put her arm through his. “Babe come on, let’s go somewhere away from him.” Cherry said glaring at me. 
I was mad and jealous at the same time. I was just staring at there arms linked together, wishing I could do that with Pony. I wish I could call Pony cute names like that, but I can’t and I hate that. I know I should be happy for him but I can’t when I literally hate Cherry. 
“Johnny, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” Pony said while sitting down next me. I didn’t know I was crying till that point, I started to wipe my tears away. “Nothing, I’m fine” he shrugged his shoulders and stood back up.
“Me and Cherry are going to the movies, you can go to my house if you want” Pony grabbed Cherrys hand and they walking away. 
I was sobbing at this point. Why does she get to have someone as amazing as Pony. She’s changing him, he used to hang out with me all the time but now I’m lucky if he even says hi to me. She doesn’t deserve him I bet she’s just using him and he doesn’t even see it.
I would say something but I’m scared of what Pony would do. I decided I had enough of crying and decided to go Pony’s house. Maybe I could talk to Soda about this I don’t know. 
I stood up and started walking to Pony’s house. Once I got there I opened the door and walked into the living room where Soda and Two-bit were watching Mickey Mouse on the couch. “Hey Johnny!” Soda and Two-bit greeted me. “Hey guys” I replied while sitting on the couch beside Soda watching the TV with them. 
“It’s getting late, do y’all know where Ponyboy is? He was supposed be back an hour ago.” Soda asked worried. “Yeah he’s fine Soda, he’s at the movies with Cherry. He probably feel asleep” I said trying to call him down. 
“You should go to sleep, you have work tomorrow. I’ll stay up and wait for him.” I said. “You sure?” He asked. “Yeah it’s no problem, go get some sleep.”  
“Alright, thanks Johnny!” He got off from the couch and headed to his and Pony’s shared room. “Hey Johnnycake I’m gonna go back to my house, see ya later” Two-bit said getting up from the couch and walking out the door. 
I sat there till around 2 in the morning. Where is he? It shouldn’t take this long to watch a movie. About 5 minutes later I hear the door open and Pony came stumbling in. 
I will put up chapter 2 up tomorrow, i dont know if anyone will read this or even like it tho.
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theoutsiderspbj · 2 years ago
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I wish I had a friend like Johnny 🥺
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