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[themori-witch]

Thank you, to those that shared my post about my pets and my fundraising, and to those that bought dice sets or donated. I can't express my gratitude in words, so I hope that my thanks is earnest enough.

If you've ordered, they're being shipped out this week. Thank you, mo chairde daor.

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Thank you, by the way, for everything. Reblogs, purchases, donations and well wishes alike. It means so much - more than any of you could ever know. You're all stellar, and I'm glad to have you as part of my community.

I've spent all of my savings to save one of my beloved pets, and it didn't work and now another of my pets needs me and I have barely anything left. My heart hurts. My animals are one of the things that keep me going when my health is punishing me as badly as it is at the moment, and I feel like I'm letting them down.

I sell D&D dice, and am willing to do tarot readings or something if it'll help raise some money. Images of the dice sets are below, they're £10 flat rate inc. P+P. You can grab them directly through my PayPal.

If you have any spare good will, good thoughts, positivity, I could do with a shot of it, ghouls.

[themori-witch]

Hey, I hope you're having an okay day! I'd love to get the Royal Blue dice set from you if it's still available - if so, how would you prefer I order? Should I just send the money through PayPal and message you an address, or include the shipping address in the paypal note? x

I make them on demand, so of course you can have them! To make sure we're both covered, if you send me a DM with your email I'll send you an invoice!

[themori-witch]

An update:

Our sweet boy has a Pituitary Tumour. It's progressing quickly and there's nothing that we can do other than care for him and then help him over the bridge when the time comes.

:-(

Heartbroken doesn't even cover it.

I've spent all of my savings to save one of my beloved pets, and it didn't work and now another of my pets needs me and I have barely anything left. My heart hurts. My animals are one of the things that keep me going when my health is punishing me as badly as it is at the moment, and I feel like I'm letting them down.

I sell D&D dice, and am willing to do tarot readings or something if it'll help raise some money. Images of the dice sets are below, they're £10 flat rate inc. P+P. You can grab them directly through my PayPal.

If you have any spare good will, good thoughts, positivity, I could do with a shot of it, ghouls.

[themori-witch]

I have three sets ready to go. The black and orange ones are called Devil's Gold, the blue ones merely Royal Blue. All the same as the above, £10 flat rate. PayPal.

They'll both have their numbers inked in gold.

I've spent all of my savings to save one of my beloved pets, and it didn't work and now another of my pets needs me and I have barely anything left. My heart hurts. My animals are one of the things that keep me going when my health is punishing me as badly as it is at the moment, and I feel like I'm letting them down.

I sell D&D dice, and am willing to do tarot readings or something if it'll help raise some money. Images of the dice sets are below, they're £10 flat rate inc. P+P. You can grab them directly through my PayPal.

If you have any spare good will, good thoughts, positivity, I could do with a shot of it, ghouls.

[themori-witch]

I've spent all of my savings to save one of my beloved pets, and it didn't work and now another of my pets needs me and I have barely anything left. My heart hurts. My animals are one of the things that keep me going when my health is punishing me as badly as it is at the moment, and I feel like I'm letting them down.

I sell D&D dice, and am willing to do tarot readings or something if it'll help raise some money. Images of the dice sets are below, they're £10 flat rate inc. P+P. You can grab them directly through my PayPal.

If you have any spare good will, good thoughts, positivity, I could do with a shot of it, ghouls.

[themori-witch]

I've spent all of my savings to save one of my beloved pets, and it didn't work and now another of my pets needs me and I have barely anything left. My heart hurts. My animals are one of the things that keep me going when my health is punishing me as badly as it is at the moment, and I feel like I'm letting them down.

I sell D&D dice, and am willing to do tarot readings or something if it'll help raise some money. Images of the dice sets are below, they're £10 flat rate inc. P+P.

You can grab them directly through my PayPal. Please message me with what you'd like and I'll make an invoice.

If you have any spare good will, good thoughts, positivity, I could do with a shot of it, ghouls.

Sets, L-R: Blood Rage, Bloodless, Grovetender, Mystra's Grace.

[themori-witch]

I've probably never mentioned it before because I never mention it to anyone, based solely on the fact that I don't know any other people that like the band as much as I do - or at all, actually... If you're a Killing Joke fan, let me know!

However. I just want to share a song that means a lot to me, especially during times of hardship of any kind. It's meant a lot to me since I was a child, which may sound surprising, but I was brought up with this kind of stuff. 🖤

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Hi Rowan!! ❤️ I know you haven't been online lately but I hope you feel better soon! Your blog has always been one of my favorites when I would get back into witchcraft and you're genuinely one of my favorite bloggers. Sending love and healing vibes your way! 🖤🖤

Thank you for the well wishes! I never feel well these days, but there are good and bad says peppered in so I take whatever I can get my hands on.

Ahhh, you've made me feel all... Well, like this.

Thank you so much for cheering me up. Today was a bad day, but it doesn't feel as bad now.

[themori-witch]

Just wanted to check in and see hope you're doing well haven't seen much of your posts

Hello again, and thank you for checking in. You won't have seen any new content from me in some time, as I've taken a step back from sharing my witchcraft here. I explain why [here].

As to how I'm doing, I made a post about that yesterday that explains some of the stuff that's been going on.

[themori-witch]

Omg the tattoo!! Did it hurt 🙈

It's quite wonderful, isn't it. The artist is extremely talented and a generally wonderful woman, so I trusted that she'd do a good job.

It very much did hurt, yes. I have a very high pain tolerance, so I was able to sit for four hours without much issue, but I won't pretend it wasn't difficult. Some of it was very, very painful, like the areas on the rib bone, sternum, and oddly stomach.

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Seconded that anon, I absolutely love seeing updates on your rats and I’m glad to hear you’re doing better mentally. I hope your physical health struggles give you room to breathe though ;-;

It's always so lovely to see people enjoy rat content. They face so much stigma, but they're gorgeous little creatures.

Thank you for saying so. I'm in some kind of limbo at the moment as to my physical health, but all I can do is take each day as it comes and hope it's not a bad one.

[themori-witch]

As per request by a lovely anon, here are some general updates about me and my life:

I adopted four female rats from the RSPCA last year. It took some work but they are very sweet and silly. Their names are Tali, Liara, Kasumi, and Aria.

Due to an incident in which I was lied to by the employee of a major retailer about two of the rats in their adoption centre, Kasumi and Aria ended up pregnant. I now have 6 beautiful little baby rats as a result. They're gorgeous and doing very well, as are the mothers. They're 5 weeks old.

I'm still in a relationship with my lovely gamer boyfriend. We'll be celebrating 7 years together this year. 💕

Health stuff... I'll try to condense this:

- After a barrage of tests, cameras, scans, and more, I was officially told that I have severe Gastroparesis, which we all but knew. Unfortunately, that was pretty much the end of it. No further appointments, no medication to help symptoms - nothing. I was very much left to fend for myself, and that led to two hospitalizations, one in December of 2023 and one in February of 2024.

- December wasn't unfamiliar territory: 20 hours of vomiting and being unable to keep anything down led to my blood sugars being extremely high (Diabeyic Ketoacidosis). I stayed in for a few days after the DKA cleared up for monitoring.

- February was... terrifying. Started off the same as December with ceaseless vomiting, but the vomit turned to blood, and I could not stop bringing it up. Couldn't move, keep anything down, vision loss and lots, and lots of bringing up blood. I was in agony. I was rushed to A&E, where I was given anti-emetics and pain relief regularly through the many IVs I had in. Once the vomiting stopped, I was faced with another issue: my oesophagus was so inflamed and damaged that I couldn't eat or drink. I was kept in for 5 days and told that I was at risk of refeeding syndrome as I'd not eaten properly for about 3 days prior to admission. Luckily, that didn't happen, mostly because I was physically incapable of having more than a spoonful of yoghurt or mashed potato for over a week. We found out via my discharge papers that I'd had an Upper GI Haemorrhage. Scary scary scary. One good thing did happen after this admission, though! The team caring for me were absolutely outraged that I'd just been ignored since diagnosis, and I was sent home with an array of medication that has really helped me to get a handle on my symptoms during a flare up.

- Oh! I managed to catch Covid-19 quite literally on Yule and was very sick throughout New Year. I am vaccinated but caught a strain from Finland from a family member who had been there just before Yule.

I got another tattoo! It's one that I've wanted for almost a decade and I thought, given the stuff I've dealt with in the last 4 months, I deserve a treat.

[themori-witch]

Will you keep posting personal updates? Like about the rats, your health stuff, general thoughts etc. I loved hearing about your life.

I've been thinking about it, mostly as a way to keep people abreast of things. I have had some wonderful things happen rat-wise, and I've been very, very unwell which has been scary. I didn't think that people really had much interest in me, more so my content, so that's actually incredibly lovely to know.

[themori-witch]

Hello, Ghouls.

I just wanted to hop on and say that I have no plans to return to this blog full-time, at the moment. It's not because I am no longer a witch, or no longer practising, nor is it because I don't cherish the community here - I am and do.

It's a lot to try to explain, but here's a summary:

I have taken my spirituality back into the realms of privacy. The reason being that nowadays, I am in a much better place within myself. If people ask, I will teach; if people seek me out for my spiritual knowledge of over 14 years, they will receive if I am capable of providing. But I am happy to say that my spirituality is a place of comfort now. As opposed to being the only font of strength and safety that I had a few years ago.

I will come back now and then, as I have friends here that I love and miss dearly. I may begin to post again at some point, but I have no plans for that at this time. I would also like to make it very clear that I will have this blog up for as long as it is possible to, because to snatch the information stored here away would be a travesty.

I love you all. Make good choices, and stay spooky.

Hello dear!! I'm sending you all the love and good vibes and can't wait for you to come back! I took a break myself to focus on other things and it was such a reinvigorating thing. I hope everything gets better for you and that life settles for you <3

Hello, lovely! Long time no see for us both! I'm glad you're back, haunting the witch-sphere. I'm glad you're feeling better, that's so nice to hear - you deserve it. I'm still waiting for treatments and to be seen by people that don't actually care about my health (or so it seems when they lie, ghost you, and then only send you an appointment because they've been told, categorically, by a specialist, that I am severely unwell).

I miss being here, and I miss my friends. I'm just so tired these days. I can barely do my day-to-day, and when I do have energy, I just want to be happy for a while, so I sit down and work on cosplay stuff. It's really what's getting me through atm.

[themori-witch]

Hello dear!! I'm sending you all the love and good vibes and can't wait for you to come back! I took a break myself to focus on other things and it was such a reinvigorating thing. I hope everything gets better for you and that life settles for you <3

Hello, lovely! Long time no see for us both! I'm glad you're back, haunting the witch-sphere. I'm glad you're feeling better, that's so nice to hear - you deserve it. I'm still waiting for treatments and to be seen by people that don't actually care about my health (or so it seems when they lie, ghost you, and then only send you an appointment because they've been told, categorically, by a specialist, that I am severely unwell).

I miss being here, and I miss my friends. I'm just so tired these days. I can barely do my day-to-day, and when I do have energy, I just want to be happy for a while, so I sit down and work on cosplay stuff. It's really what's getting me through atm.

[themori-witch]

Hey, I don't know if you're going to see this or not but I wanted to say I'm sorry you've not been doing well and I hope things get better for you soon. Sending flowers 💐 🌷 🌺

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This was so lovely to come back to, thank you so much. I'm still really unwell, and it's affecting all areas of my life at the moment so I'm still very much focused on trying to just enjoy myself and do what I can to feel happy. I do hope to be back soon. I miss everyone a lot.