themoonlitpearl

[themoonlitpearl]

“you’re handling grief so well” -

i hear, whilst the walls are crumbling more and more inside of me, each memory slowly fading away.

— themoonlitpearl

[themoonlitpearl]

and on the nights where it feels a little more darker,

i feel it more and more inside of me.

to be loved and to be in love,

a feeling always described as otherworldly.

patiently waiting for my turn,

wondering when my heart would ever feel worthy.

— themoonlitpearl

[themoonlitpearl]

“i bought you some cake today, it’s your favourite flavour”

“i left the windows closed in case you start feeling cold”

“look! they sold that drink you like, so i got some for us”

“got you this necklace, it’s totally your style”

a detail may seem small to some eyes but honestly, they speak volumes of affection and warmth.

and truly, to be loved is to be known.

— themoonlitpearl

[themoonlitpearl]

i wish you knew how many letters i’ve written to you in my mind.

all unwritten on paper and all unsent.

i wish i was able to tell you.

i wish you knew.

- themoonlitpearl

[themoonlitpearl]

sometimes, i wonder.

that if i was in a room full of people…

would anyone notice me?

would i be worthy enough

to catch someone

with their gaze on me?

i wonder, sometimes.

- themoonlitpearl

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Springtime in Japan

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