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*suicidal*

remembering i have to take an exam on monday and if i survive an attempt i'd definitely fail

*nevermind*

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spent three hours crying today, because I couldn't find a single piece of clothing that won't make me want to rip my skin off.

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questionable compliments

yesterday i met some people i haven´t seen in a while because of covid and stuff and one guy complimented my weightloss

i know it was supposed to be nice and he also liked my outfit and makeup but the weight topic just pulled a nerve

we will probably meet regularly again and i really don´t know if i am supposed to tell him that this is a sensitive topic for me

i mean he didn´t mean any harm and i don´t want to overshare again...

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you know, the world is really going batshit crazy right now, and don´t get me wrong. it sucks. a lot.

but then i see a video on tiktok of a girl just being so happy about getting a turtle and outside the sun is so golden and warm and it seems almost unreal.

so maybe, just maybe, life isn´t so bad after all.