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“About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him-and I didn’t know how potent that part might be-that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.”

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The best ship in the world 🥺♥️

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𝗘𝗺𝗺𝗮’𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆

𝐄𝐦𝐦𝐚’𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐝: Emma, for fifteen years you were a normal, happy kid ...

and one day you stopped eating.

Why?

*silence*

𝗗𝗼𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿: Anorexia can be-

𝗘𝗺𝗺𝗮: Kyla. Kyla happened...

𝗘𝗺𝗺𝗮’𝘀 𝗠𝗼𝗺: Who’s Kyla?

Emma: Kyla Aupring was the girl I first met in Mopro. We were friends. I mean, we didn’t ... We didn’t hang out after school or anything, but we ate lunch together every day for two years. And ... she transferred to another school. I just, uh, I just remember coming from summer break, and I was standing there with my lunch tray and I was looking at all the tables ... And, uh, I had no place to go ... So I went to the library. Um, but there’s no food allowed in the library, so I left my tray outside, and then ... after a while, I just, uh ... I just stopped going to the cafeteria at all. And I was hungry at first, but then, uh ... after a while, I got used to it, I guess. And I liked having the extra time to study. And the more I thought about it, the more I figured ... If I don’t need lunch ... maybe I don’t need breakfast or dinner either. And then, it just kind of, um ... it kind of became a new project for me, you know seeing how long I could go without eating any food. Not eating was all I thought about. I didn’t care about the fact that I didn’t have any friends. I just ... All I cared about was making it through another day without eating 𝗘𝗺𝗺𝗮’𝘀 𝗠𝗼𝗺: Why didn’t you tell us this before?

𝗘𝗺𝗺𝗮: you never asked ..

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Love yourself first♥️🖤

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“You have to eat” !!❤️💪🏻

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💔💔💔💔 #emmachota #redbandsociety #anorexia #sadness #logeyourself

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...I never thought...

#anorexia #eatingdisorder #firstpost