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I'll be getting my ao3 account tomorrow and I'll post the zombie apocalypse au's first chapter! I might post the second one too idk :3 👍

Have this before I perhaps fuck things up tomorrow!

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Some more I’ve forgotten to post

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And the boys

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I forgot but I didn't forget

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TW// Gore

So this fucked up idea didn't leave my head for two days, until now that I drew it. I really hate my brain sometimes. Enjoy I guess... 😅👍

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most soccer players start their pro careers very young, so i think it's pretty unlikely that Deniz himself actively experienced being middle or lower class. However, it is pretty plausible that Erol himself grew up poor and soccer was his "ticket out", so that would, as you said, explain him insisting that Deniz plays for a good (lucrative?) club. Erol being a full time pro by the time Deniz was a toddler would also explain their somewhat strained relationship, since Erol probably wasn't around all that much when Deniz was a young child.

Like that interpretation

Honestly, Erol has a big backstory potential, too bad we didn't get any of that

As far as I know there was a huge wave of turks immigration to Germany for a job. I believe that Erol's parents moved to Germany during that period, but he himself was already born here, and they lived as a middle/lower class because he couldn't afford those skystormers or whatever they were called. So maybe he set a goal to get a better life and worked hard for it

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Will-o’-the-wisp

Ignis fatuus

Foolish fire

I’m a fool

Keeping a flame alive

A flame

That’s for long gone out

Yet I keep chasing

Stuck in some space

Between heaven and hell

I keep chasing

Chasing the light

I run

I sprint

Trying to catch it

I run out of breath

Still trying to catch it

Fully aware that I never will

I turn around

Realize there’s people following me

Like moths follow a flame

For I’ve become the light

To other lost souls

These poor souls

Following me

Am I leading them anywhere?

Or am I simply misleading?

Making them chase after

A fool

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Now that I have drawn so many drawings revolving around death and injury, how about I give you something nice this time! :]

Where are they going, we might never get to know.

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She's a horse now

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To the previous post

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Vanessa? More like wlwnessa

Btw sapphic/lesbian Vanessa allies here's a fun fact for you: her original voice actress for the German dub also voiced Amity from The Owl House (if I'm not mistaking)

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What kind of folk monsters dwk would be in your opinion?

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Marlon eating disorder anon here again lol. I really liked iamhellborn's interpretation of the idea, but i actually headcanoned it as a form of self harm that has very little to do with actual body image and more with a feeling of "being in control" and hurting your body in less visible ways. I find the idea that Marlon develops bad coping mechanisms because of his repressed emotions very plausible and appealing, but i think he would try to be incredibly sneaky about it all, so that people won't notice. Self harm scars are pretty obvious, and Marlon strikes me as somebody who definitely would not want people to see that he is struggling. The whole body image thing IS also kind of fascinating though .... I see Marlon as somebody who struggles with his masculinity a bit because he is quite soft and gentle (if you headcanon him as aroace or gay there's also the added factor of not being attracted to women the way you are "supposed to") and overexercising and watching what he eats could be a result of that.

I like both interpretations

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There’s no context to this other than that I spent way too much time editing it

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Shoutout to the Jojo x Markus shippers. I was watching some random episodes of the show with my friends and one of them said “oh he’s obviously going to Markus’ place” the moment Jojo ran away from the orphanage in s1e7. She hasn’t watched the show in 10 years yet she still remembered their bond. You guys are so heard