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oh, you're a perfectionist? name one thing you made that was perfect

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me [coming to terms with a truth about myself]: hm..................................................... unfortunate

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Just had to set a firm boundary with the floating demon skull :/

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grits teeth. I am manifesting that double elbow splints at night will not be insanely triggering. that will also be fine.

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just ground up the last of my indica bud and I'm being so very normal about it

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or it's the bandaid adhesive? possibly even both. my skin fucking hates adhesives.

... I think I'm allergic to my t shot. the antihistamine I took last night helped, but now it's getting unbearably itchy like it usually is for days after the shot

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... I think I'm allergic to my t shot. the antihistamine I took last night helped, but now it's getting unbearably itchy like it usually is for days after the shot

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I would like to eventually shift to using weed exclusively in a recreational sense. I don't want to rely on it as a sedative/way to escape for the rest of my life- I know it's not healthy to continue using heavily. I think I would need a) to be in therapy and b) to be adequately medicated, most likely including some sort of sleep aid. I have no idea how the fuck to get there. it's difficult to access ongoing psychiatric care here, I've tried before and was told that "they" only do one-time consultations. given that it came from my ex-gp, though... the veracity of that statement is in question.

I wish I could do something to help myself here, to access psych care of some sort. therapy is out of the question until I have an income. my new gp is an old man, I don't really want to have him poking around in my psych records. he knows the bare minimum, and I would like to keep it that way. I don't love the idea of asking him about any of this.

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oh god, I'm turning into one of those guys who gets excited about finding a 12 minute long song

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having to do a bunch of digging to figure out if a given bm band is sketchy or not is so very annoying, but at least it cuts down on my list of bands to check out

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they should invent a me who is not exhausted by simply being alive

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𝖂𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖋 𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖒𝖆𝖗

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Male portraits  -  Hope Gangloff  

American b.1974  -

Acrylic on canvas

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Sympathising with my mother but at the same time