thebluesideoflife

[thebluesideoflife]

Do you ever feel the random urge to reconnect with someone after being not in contact for a while? The reason for the gap may be natural causes, like your busy schedules and theirs. But when you think back, it's been about ten years without contact. And if you were to tell your younger self that you guys are no longer in contact, they might kick you in your face because that's how close you were?

And then suddenly you feel the longing to close the gap, but you don't know how because ten years is a long time and a lot could've happened within those years. They could've met someone who got their vibe and they could've also forgotten that you were a minor character in their story as well.

[thebluesideoflife]

As a little girl I've always been an ardent fan of fairytales. Cinderella found her prince Charming, Snow White found her Prince, even the Indian classic tales of Radha and Krishna. As a young girl, I've always wanted to be the first choice of the love of my life.

But at 23, I understand that if I do get a love of my life, he would've gone through a rough break up, has plenty of trust issues and maybe commitment issues. He might have gotten cheated on or played with his feelings real bad.

And then I realised, that I'm too old for being the first choice of someone, despite never having a first choice myself.