the-violet-recluse

[the-violet-recluse]

So I can’t like. Actually stop you from doing that. But maybe don’t? The ability to form strong emotional bonds is one of the things which allow social creatures to exist. And as much as it may feel like it’s just hurting you, there’s a lot more to it.

Even if you do find this spell, it won’t take away the hurt. It’ll just transfer it to someone else. Emotional connection goes both ways. The people around you will notice.

Is it weird to miss people you don't love anymore? Is it weird to hate someone you never knew?

[the-violet-recluse]

does spider-man have anything to say to the freshmen in high school

oh boy do i

1. stay out of the drama! it's not worth it. stick with a good friend group that stays out of gossiping circles and drugs.

2. don't take school too seriously, but don't slack off on assignments, either! make sure you do well on all of your freshman classes now, or else senior you will be very upset.

3. befriend your teachers. no, not in a teacher's pet way, but in an easy conversation way. don't be a goof in class, pay attention (or act like you are), and get your work done. you have no idea how many benefits you'll get in class by just being nice to your teacher.

4. start developing fun hobbies now. this is the perfect time to get involved in things you've always wanted to try. crochet club? robotics? model un? go for it. now's your time to really learn about yourself.

5. okay, hear me out on this one. no seriously, hear me out. develop some good habits like exercising or eating well. you will feel so much better and healthier if you just go for a light jog or even just a walk around the block before school, and maybe try to be more conscious about what you intake. school sucks and is super stressful. i know i was a victim of stress eating my freshman year, so i really wish i put more thought into what i was eating and why i was doing it.

anyways, you'll have a blast. freshman year is nothing to be worried about. it's a new change and a fresh start. you'll do great

[the-violet-recluse]

I think it’s normal. Feelings are complicated. Love, hope, grief, hatred, they’re really the same thing, in the end.

Is it weird to miss people you don't love anymore? Is it weird to hate someone you never knew?

[the-violet-recluse]

hey if you wanna come try to science this out you’re more than welcome. Not sure I’ll be able to help you much but you can try

Hey you doing alright after the labyrinth dimension thing?? Feeling any less disoriented?

☆@the-star-spider

I’m… adjusting.

There was some kind of weird time dilation, a lot stronger than I usually get from multiverse hopping. And my parasite can’t see my memory of that place so that’s kinda worrying? I can’t pretend I’m not shaken up by it, it was a lot. I uh… I didn’t actually post most of it. But I’m not physically hurt and no wizards have yelled at me for messing something up so I think it’s fine.

[the-violet-recluse]

Well there goes my easy community service hours

and my juice box

Does anyone know, generally, if spider-person blood is safe to donate? Or is that a bad idea.

[the-violet-recluse]

Does anyone know, generally, if spider-person blood is safe to donate? Or is that a bad idea.

[the-violet-recluse]

Hey you doing alright after the labyrinth dimension thing?? Feeling any less disoriented?

☆@the-star-spider

I’m… adjusting.

There was some kind of weird time dilation, a lot stronger than I usually get from multiverse hopping. And my parasite can’t see my memory of that place so that’s kinda worrying? I can’t pretend I’m not shaken up by it, it was a lot. I uh… I didn’t actually post most of it. But I’m not physically hurt and no wizards have yelled at me for messing something up so I think it’s fine.

[the-violet-recluse]

hey violet , sick dimension

can I swing by? If so, Any good places for a bite there?

-Teata🕷️ (@call-me-teasy)

Absolutely!

My personal favorite place is Sips ‘n Spines. It’s kinda like a cafe/soup kitchen/library/ community center combo. Best place in the city, and they’ve got a bunch of casseroles which are sooooo good. Completely pay-what-you-can, which is great for you since it’s kinda hard to pass off other universes’ cash as ours, due to the whole color thing. Seriously, it’s the best place in the city.

I could show you around if you want? 

[the-violet-recluse]

I mean..I kinda assume purple is your favorite color

that’s… fair, yeah.

Actually funny story, since I became Recluse, I’ve gone through so much stuff in this color that I just… don’t like it anymore? Like. It’s really just my “ah, gonna punch a dude and get punched now” color.

[the-violet-recluse]

I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr.

Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested.

[the-violet-recluse]

I guess so? I feel like I was there for… a really long time. But it was nothing at all when I got back. I still don’t know how I got out. And VICE can’t see the memories in my head and I know I posted pictures but they’re gone and think I just needed confirmation I wasn’t crazy.

I really thought I was losing it.

I feel like I’m going crazy. It was real, right? I went Somewhere? You spoke to me while I was there, I remember it. Or did I imagine that too?

— @the-violet-recluse

I did talk to you, and yikes! Sorry I didnt check in sooner! I've been uhh preoccupied. Are you okay???? Are you out???????

[the-violet-recluse]

B: You need to stop, Vi. You’re making the News worry, and when the News worries they send reporters after me. Just— whatever bit you think you’re doing, it’s not funny. - @bluejayandvice

I’m not doing a bit! Why don’t you believe me? It’s real, I went somewhere! I’m not crazy!

[the-violet-recluse]

maybe I did die in there

[the-violet-recluse]

are you… ok?

I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore. I’m scared. Can I say that?

[the-violet-recluse]

It’s not in my mind. V can’t find it. Why can’t V find it? I remember. I remember I remember I remember I remember I remember I remember I remember Ĭ̴̹ ̵̛̗r̷̗͛e̷̙͌m̸̰̌è̷̲m̷̳͠b̶̥̔e̵̯͛r̶͘͜ ̷͙̈Ĭ̶̼ ̴̤̑r̸̗͑e̷͍̅m̷̰̆e̶̙͛m̷̡̈́ḅ̸̎e̷͓̋r̴̫͆ ̷͙̂I̵͙͆ ̵̬̓r̸̭̂ē̶̝m̸͍͝e̶̟̋m̷̀ͅb̸͖͆e̴̡̋r̸̘̃ ̶̤͛I̸͈̽r̶̺͐e̸͇͋m̶̧͌e̶̹͐m̶̻͑b̷̹̏e̶̟͝r̶̫̎I̵̬͗r̶̮͋e̵̩̓m̸͖̔ḛ̵͋m̷͎͆b̷͙̔ẻ̶̦r̴͚͂i̷̢̓r̸̛̟e̷͚̿m̵̭̐e̶̯͝m̷͇͑b̸̰͝e̴̳͌ř̷̤ỉ̷͍r̸̦̄ḙ̶̅m̵̲͝e̶̪͛m̸͎͐b̸̘̎e̴̱̒r̷̲͐i̵̳̾r̵̛̭e̸̳̅m̵̼̆d̷̲̀m̷͙̑b̶͖̈e̶̠̿r̸̪̍i̶͕̐r̵̖͝e̸̻̓m̷̻̋e̶͉͘m̸̈́ͅb̴̯̄e̴̩͌r̵̰͝

[the-violet-recluse]

I thought I cut my hand on the shelves. There’s no cut. Do I always heal this fast? How long was I there?

[the-violet-recluse]

Was it even real? She says i wasn’t gone. She says nothing happened.

I don’t know who to believe anymore.

who can I trust if I can’t trust myself?