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Yknow, one of the more... interesting? Things that I've noticed since my partner started actively accepting they have DID is that they're slowly becoming less dissociated just by... being aware that they have a dissociative disorder. I remember for myself when I was going through this song and dance how it felt like I was actively getting worse and my life was falling apart as I became more and more aware of my DID. My partner, however, seems to be doing better with their memory day after day; already they've gotten to the point of being able to keep a full conversation with me without once asking me what we were talking about. Does it still happen? Sure, absolutely. But this used to happen multiple times a day for almost every single conversation we had and now I maybe only see them ask that... a couple times a week? And not only that, but they're so much more aware of when they're dissociating and will comment on such whereas in the past they'd brush things off with a "oh I'm just really tired" or a "sorry I wasn't paying attention" or a "I don't wanna think about this right now, I'm gonna play some video games". And because they're aware they can take measures to work on it and stay grounded! I'm just.... ahhh so proud of them and it also puts a lot of my own healing into perspective. That maybe the reason I felt like I was getting worse was because I was more aware of myself and my dissociation. That maybe it was because I wasn't so dissociated from the dissociation itself anymore, and that made things *seem* worse. And, maybe, it was because I didn't have the support in place to help me learn and utilize any other coping mechanism other than dissociation, and once dissociation started failing for me there was nothing for me to fall back on other than letting my life fall apart around me.

Looking at my partner's growth in even just these few months since they started becoming aware of their dissociative symptoms has given me a lot to think about in regards to my own experiences with dissociation. And I think, ultimately, I'm proud of where we both are now, as different as our journeys are.

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I don't know if something like this already exists or not, but I created a gender that describes me. It's called "Vertagender"

(Please don't judge me I'm just confused. 😭)

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There's an open pit in the middle of our office plan that drops down into a bunch of very sharp spikes that kill you instantly. This is bad. People keep falling in there and dying. Someone put a sign up, the other day, all bright yellow so you can't miss it, that says "Beware!!! Spikes!!!"

The office immediately split into two factions over it. One says that if anyone falls in the spike pit it's their own fault for being so stupid and not watching where they're walking, so we should remove the sign. The other says that the sign is an insult, there shouldn't be a spike pit in our office at all, and having the sign up like that is just normalising the existence of the spike pit, so we should remove the sign.

We ended up removing the sign. Probably for the better. Still... for a while there it looked like it might have worked...

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guess i'll put this here too, even though its past the day in my timezone lol

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Petition to tag NSFW posts in queer tags appropriately!!

PLEASE tag your NSFW posts as NSFW so that people who don't want to see it can filter those posts! I am sick and tired of going on queer tags (especially the lesbian or ftm tags) and seeing NSFW that isn't tagged as such.

Queer folks who aren't interested in seeing explicit content should be able to browse queer tags freely without having to see improperly tagged NSFW posts.

I know someone is going to misinterpret this and come for me

THIS IS NOT ME SAYING YOU CANNOT POST NSFW UNDER THE QUEER TAGS! THIS IS ME SAYING TO PUT THE TAG #NSFW OR #NSFT ON IT AS WELL, SO PEOPLE CAN FILTER THAT CONTENT!

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Sure!

I am making an endo-free system space blog masterlist; inspired by @plague-hybrid and the one I helped them create.

I will be sending asks to multiple community blogs requesting permission to put them on this list. If you own a community blog or would like me to ask a specific community blog if they're okay with being added, please let me know in the notes!

The blogs can be endo-neutral or anti-endo, it doesn't really matter so long as their community is for traumagenic systems only.

I will reblog this with the full list when it's done! If anyone wants to help, shoot me a DM.

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YES WE LIVE STILL!

Hey crow! We haven't been active lately but are getting back into the swing of things o7

One thing we're doing is making a new anti-endo blog masterlist since Plague's old one is very outdated to say the least. Would you like to be in it?

Yeah!

Glad to see you haven’t faded away into the void/silly

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Ello ello, might have asked this before and I'm very sorry if this is annoying or repetitive, but I'm wondering if you're alright with being added to an anti-endo / endo-free community blog list?

Sure!

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this user has biid and hates radqueers and their appropriation of "transabled"

This is so real anon

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i honestly need more systems to realise that fakeclaiming other systems and trying to appeal to asshole singlets is stupid

they are NEVER gonna view u as a valid system just because you hang out with them and fakeclaim the fictive heavy teenage systems with 100+ alters and multiple other disorders

you will never be normal enough for them and MAYBE if you tried it out you would find that the systems you were fake claiming for no good reason are a lot more welcoming than the assholes you hang around with

“oh but you can’t have tons of fictives” so. a child is actively being traumatised frequently and in severe ways and is autistic and/or escapes reality via fiction. the brain doesn’t integrate to protect the child and therefore the identity states become more fleshed out alters. would you say that that child would be likely to have a higher than average count of fictive alters? perhaps?

“but but they have 100+ alters and other disorders!1!!!1!1!1” ok, so, when you have other disorders or disabilities such as autism, bpd, npd etc would you say that makes life harder and more inherently stressful to experience? would you say that people with autism are more likely to experience bullying? because if you were to say that you’d be correct and bullying happens to be traumatic? therefore, more active trauma and stressful situations = more alters splitting potentially

point is: don’t fakeclaim others because you have no idea their situation and even if you do catch a real faker, labelling those traits as ‘faker’ traits is bound to do harm to systems who experience those traits

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we currently have about 336 boxes left to do and no ETA bc lives have been hectic. We should be down to roughly 250/275 by the end of this year tho- hopefully-

No ETA on when requests will reopen

no ETA on when current boxes will be done

a rough estimate for finishing boxes and then reopening requests would be our Spring time ish. So March/April or so

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love the URL

Thank youuuu, I like yours :3

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I am making an endo-free system space blog masterlist; inspired by @plague-hybrid and the one I helped them create.

I will be sending asks to multiple community blogs requesting permission to put them on this list. If you own a community blog or would like me to ask a specific community blog if they're okay with being added, please let me know in the notes!

The blogs can be endo-neutral or anti-endo, it doesn't really matter so long as their community is for traumagenic systems only.

I will reblog this with the full list when it's done! If anyone wants to help, shoot me a DM.

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i wanted to make it clear for anyone who sees this blog and wishes to harass us!

• we are strictly anti endo. however, that does not mean we will hunt you down or send you death threats. we dislike that in general, as we've had bad experiences with that. and we do not think most people deserve death threats all around.

• most plural spaces here are pro endogenic. this is a rare space that isn't, and I will keep it that way.

• if we do come off as rude or anything in a response, you've most likely hit a nerve, or we're thinking about the people who follow us who have been full on HARASSED by other endos. yes, this is a space for us! but it's much more of a space for the others in this community.

please refrain from commenting, reblogging, or @-ing us in a hateful response to this. acknowledge it if you'd like, and please try to keep this positive.

no, I do not personally like everyone, but I do hope you all stay safe. have a nice day, please.

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Intro Post!

We're the Celestia System! C-DID with tons of comorbidities that we often reblog posts about. We have both physical and mental disabilities and are looking into getting a mobility aid for them (physical) (we have crutches atp but are trying one last round of physical therapy before bringing up using them with docs) :3

Autistic so tone tags help for things like sarcasm if we're like dm'ing but dw if you're just making posts lol

We have BPD and NPD and don't believe in cluster/disorder abuse. Full support for my cluster A, B, and C siblings!!!

We don't usually do sign offs since we have a lot of people in front usually, sometimes we do though.

DNI is the basic dni, radqueers, endos, pro-shippers, and pro-ana blogs. We're willing to have conversations on why those are bad if you're willing to have a genuine convo and we have the spoons

Sideblogs:

- @watcher-collei Collei and Mehrak's sideblog

- @ags-haitham Alan's blog

- @bloodlust-system Bloodlust Subsystem's sideblog

- @kaeyak-kryo Kaeya's sideblog

- @meropide-allogenes Sigewinne and Wriothesley's sideblog

- @hearth-keeper-fatuus Arlecchino's sideblog

- @anya-tulpar Anya's sideblog

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OH help I was so confused.. thanks LOL

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