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If youve ever said something nice to me and i never replied I apologize! Unfortunately i am a neurotic prey animal and your message was nice enough to make me scurry under my leaf mold and hold still to camouflage myself until the danger passed

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A little reminder to all my DID/OSDD pals:

• You don’t have to share your trauma

• You don’t have to share who’s fronting

• Any amount of alters is the right amount of alters

• Not knowing who you are is okay

• Fictives aren’t required to adhere to canon

• You don’t owe anyone an explanation of your existence

Have a wonderful day, and don’t forget to take any meds, eat some food, and drink some water!

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Hey, has anyone seen my memories?

Or my childhood?

Or my mental stability?

DONDE ESTA MY SHIT

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Doubting

People can swear up and down they love you

And still be lying out their ass.

How can I know you’re really here

When I’m stuck inside my past?

And I know, should you get too close

I’d end up dragging you down with me

And I just can’t do that.

I feel myself fading, lost in my fears and pain.

If I were any different, would you still treat me the same?

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N O V O S & S A R O M

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Our Carrd.co Link!

Has the most up-to-date information on our system, as well as links to our social medias! Will update the Carrd with more information as needed. (Think FAQ type stuff)

the-syndicate.carrd.co

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Me, completely convinced I hate all iterations of the cloud man:

This post: *exists*

Me: *PANICK*

~Ruv

Do you think I could request a hug from somebody?- I accidentally mistook 9pm for 9am* and thought I’d slept in on a day I had to be at my academy early- I as already halfway to the train station before I realized it was still night, and that I had made a mistake- I’m relived but also hhhhHH s t r e s s c r y I feel dumb-

updike gibs best hug, his wings are clean and fluffy, pats pats it'll be okayy

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A drawing made for us. This is our Outcode Ruv fictive. A few fun facts:

He doesn’t wear the hat. Yes, he does have a ponytail. He’s never caught without the collar he wears. His jacket is more of a black leather jacket. He doesn’t have any damage to his facial muscles. He’s actually shorter than any other Ruv. In headspace, he’s 8′5″. He’s also much more emotionally open than most Ruvs. Had to edit, we were wrong about his height. Yay to mental height scale being completely off!

Here, in case you’re curious for personal knowledge! @friday-night-unknown

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Kofi link here!

The goal is set to cover the cost of the tablet, stand, and shipping. Anything over will be going towards the development of the next wave of acrylic charms!

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We only use the "bunch of people" description to talk to people (almost always singlets) who don't get the actual description. and we only ever use it when the person needs to understand (our psych Dr for example). We see ourselves as connected but distinct in a way. Like, we could in no way survive in separate bodies. We simply cannot function individually. After all, when only one of us does driving well, and only one of us can deal with ignorant people, most of us would be missing those functions entirely.

At the same time, we're distinct. Some of us hate mint ice cream, and some of us love it, to use a simple example. We each have different functions we do best, sometimes with overlap, but none of us can do every necessary function for daily life. And with dissociation making it so we feel like "that's not me at all", this is a way we can accept the truth without pushing ourselves to be in a place we're not ready for yet.

So yeah, all in all, our current accepted explanation is connected but distinct, only because we don't have a therapist's office in which to do the proper healing work safely.

Anyway, I hope this doesn't come across as argumentative, or anything like that, the original post just got me thinking about how we describe our relation to each other.

~Milo (any pronouns)

I keep running into people who are so staunchly rooted in their belief that alters are “completely separate people” that they tell me I must not actually have DID if I don’t believe my alters are separate people. Like in their minds, this has become a diagnostic criteria. 

Seriously?

Even though all the literature on DID emphasizes the reality that alters are dissociated parts of one whole person and that part of healing is learning to recognize that fact, I have people telling me that I must actually just have OSDD1a if I don’t view myself as a “a bunch of people sharing one body”. 

Seriously? What the actual fuck.  

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I need to write this. You'll have to give me some time, but I will write a fic on AO3 using my system and a random new OC. And I will link it. You will have the fic!!!

Milo, with Techno and Ghostbur co-con

if someone with did was in a body swap au, would all the alters switch to the new body? or would only one switch and then the new guy would be there and it would be like. great we have another one. what made you split? anyways here’s the iw, these are the children, here’s the nice caretaker ask them anything. by the way has anyone seen joe where did he go?