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(!rant!)

I was never the art kid

if anything, back when I was five, I was fucking scared of drawing to the point that my teacher talked to my mom about it. you know, the empty white sheet always mocked me, my gibberish drawings even more.

instead I was the math kid,

I would shine at school, and teachers would always encourage my mom to make me attend advanced classes, they made me so busy that I could barely have time to play.

I was also a sports kid,

handball was something that I fell in love with in middle school and was really happy when I signed up for the handball team. despite not being in shape, I played alright and enjoyed myself.

untill it all came crashing down

after the pandemic, math didn't pique my interest anymore. the subjects looked too difficult and complex for me, and I ended at the bottom of my class. to this day, I still struggle to keep up.

my wrist dislocated after I blocked a nasty ball headed for the goal, and despite two years being passed, it still hurts. it hurts while it's not bandaged, and more when it is. even writing is painful sometimes.

so now, even though the white sheets still mock me and the ugly drawings annoy me to hell, drawing is something that keeps me occupied, helping me get my mind off all the shit that's been happening.

and I have no idea how to feel about that.

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it's time for me to admit that I have chronic pain

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listening to voice messages is like torture

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day 15, i noticed my day 4 post got more than 150 notes so i made another blitzo and verosika apology tour one. Thank you alllllll. Please comment requests

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op turned off reblogs but this needs to be shared

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Lucifer :)))

unshaded but whatever lmao

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idk wtf this is but its name is squiggle :3

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lil dazai thing

I was bored and made this. To this day I still cannot get the eyes right 👌

lmao I love giving Dazai bows (let’s pretend he didn’t commit mass murder :3)

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dazaicore

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skatbord

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shark guy

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just redrew a random scene lolz

i didn’t wanna draw the fire 👍

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redrawing hb scenes <3

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redrawing hb scenes

im lazy so no purple lighting :)

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If I had a coin for every blonde noble with a stubble, plagued and disabled, with incredibly similiar sharp features and bodytype and from a series with pratically the same name i'd just have two coins. But it's weird it happened twice.

THEY'RE THE SAME PICTURE YOUR HONOR

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can pinterest CHILL WITH THE ADS?????

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