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[the-avg-girl]

The Confused Silence

Yes, there are some days in my life when I am silent...when I am confused by my own thoughts and ambitions...when my inner-self cries out loud and my body smiles to hide itself from the open-wide-world.

The confused state of my mind cannot be defined at all..its just the way it should be..CONFUSED...LOST...WONDERING IN DARK..!

What is it..? Why is it..?!

There are so many questions unanswered..there are so many hidden corridors waiting to get explored...I am lost in a puzzle I intend not to solve. The intentions are defined by the action, resource and the frame of my lost-confused mind and soul. 

Hey i am back...No, I am back and lost. I am running out of time. I want to yell...shout...! I want my quietened shadow to do a bit tittle-tattle and so does she...Then what’s stopping me.!

Some can say the CONFUSED STATE OF MY MIND AND SOUL is because i feel homesick...it is because i feel discarded and detained...it is because i feel no love surrounds my soul and body...It is because i am left with almost no time to achieve my goal...it is because i don’t want to be a failure before trying it out...it is because i want to achieve...it is because i feel pressurize...it is because time is running out and i am not able to catch up...it is because i need someone to say “HEY.! DON’T WORRY...I AM WITH YOU...ALWAYS..!”

It is because I AM AFRAID...it is because I DON’T WANT YOU TO LEAVE...It is because I DON’T WANT THIS TO END EVER-NEVER..!

It is because I WANT TO HOLD WHAT’s MINE..!

I know it confuses...I know it will...But Hey..its this confusion that has kept my life...Its this confusion why i love my life.

MY CONFUSED SILENT worries me...makes me LOVE MORE...LAUGH MORE...LIVE MORE...!

May be it can make me WORK MORE... ;P

But I LOVE THE WAY IT IS...All that’s need is YOU TO HOLD MY HAND in this silence.

[the-avg-girl]

#Happy #Holi #Friends 

Stay Blessed...Stay Happy :)

[the-avg-girl]

As the season of color arrives...I wish everyone a very Happy and Colorful Holi. May this Holi fills your life with lots of brightness, color and happiness. 

A Very Happy Holi Friends..! :)

[the-avg-girl]

Who Needs A Terrorist, We Have ‘POLICE’..!

Oye …Dikhta nai tujhe..Policewala hoon Main..!

Oh really…is it so..Are you a COP…So...Should I Be Worriedor Happy..?

To my all encounters with licensed gunmen, I ask the samequestion to myself. But my recent encounter made me worried.

Lets brief you up with the situation.

Last Monday I was in Lajpat Nagar Market – another local marketof the Indian Capital, famous for its cheap-not-so-local-fashionable products.I was there with one of my friend purchasing gifts for some of my hometown friends whom I am about to meet in Holi.

Evening of any such market in Delhi is fantastic; the marketplace is filled with Shopaholics like myself and the aroma of crowd, kids, buyers-sellers fight, dust, street food is ever-ready to revitalize your body, soul and mind; Ofcourse with only side-effect and it’s to lose control over your wallet and money within.

But this Monday was a different one at Lajpat. The market was empty.. Could you just imagine a space with crowd no less than a KUMBH Mela was empty… I was able to roam around in peace and shop with comfort…Is it what I wanted…Is it what I liked about Lajpat…The answer is No and the situation made me worried.

While I was thinking where are the buyers..My friend asked one of the street shop vendors and according to him day’s after Delhi election have been a bit rough for any local market like this one.

Still.. I was clueless… I mean, how can election affect crowd of a local market..It was a bouncer for me. However, despite of the background situation I continued my shopping and failed some of the bargaining exams. An hour or so…I saw Lajpat running here and there.

The vendors were running with their temporary attachments, the MAAL (Products) and it was like some Godzilla has entered and the locals are unable to hide. To my back, there came a police van..with some officers…some constables and some I don’t know what…closing all the street shops…loading all the MAAL of street vendors in their Government Jeep.

What the hell is this…Are you not allowed to sell in here..Why are they closing all the shops…Hey wait..Why are you running…Where are you taking your stuff..I really want to buy one of those..??!

These were my questions as the PoliceSunami hit Lajpat.

Each and Every Shop Closed..Street Vendors – Nowhere to be found…Leftover Crowd – Vanished…Me – Wondering after failed shopping attempt..!

Some investigation of my own and I found that these police officers have been closing all the street shops in such local markets ever since the AAP won in Delhi. They take all the products with themselves and the street vendors are left with no choice than to run off with everything they got.

But my ultimate question of WHY was unanswered… And the situation was added to my First’s List.

All that I am not able to understand is the Tsunami effect caused by that Police van in Lajpat. The vendors running off and the Policeman forcefully collecting everything from local sellers.  The drunk policeman asking vendors to close their shops..the Officer in the Jeep monitoring the traumatized situation…The locals running..the buyers wondering and making their way to the metro quietly. Why was this happening?

Why are they so frightened… These are the policemen… They will not harm any innocent… Why will they not allow to sell and buy..Don’t Know.!

All that I know.. With gun in hand… With the power given.. With the ability to misuse…With the Title ‘POLICE’…They had all the right. What’s the difference… 

Give us the terrorist.. At least we will know.!

[the-avg-girl]

While i was busy working with my radio on...a song played...A lost-favorite song...from the Great Raj Kapoor's Movie "Mera Naam Joker".

Sometimes despite of having all the playlist/music stored in your laptop/iPod or whatever you use...a simple song on radio can refresh you.

Thanks Radio for this beautiful song from the past.!

[the-avg-girl]

As i spend some silent hour thinking, recalculating myself from the eyes of others, i mostly create a disguised image.

Today i decided to see how i look...how an average girl look from her own eyes! and I bet you will say..."Beautiful"

"Average is Beautiful."

[the-avg-girl]

#Delhielections are tomorrow. Do Vote. Tick 'None of the Above', but go and vote.

[the-avg-girl]

5 posts!

Tumbler mailed me my 5 post trophy....Yeaaaah existed enough! :)

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#FreedomofSpeech and #FreedomtoExpress : Does it really exist in India?

Four thousand people who watched the roast in Mumbai in December last year got it (they even paid their way). Over 8 million viewers who saw an edited version on YouTube got it as well. So, who didn’t understand the implications of the rather explicit statutory warning? Censor board member Ashoke Pandit.

[the-avg-girl]

Not your cup of tea...don't drink it!!!

Karan Johar on AIB Roast Issue

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When My PR Stayed Virgin.!

I am an Internet Marketer by profession and currently supporting my ambition by working as a Technical Writer whose write-ups back SEO process & PR of a University and its franchise.

Well, I will tell you later how this journey (from marketing to writing) happened, but for now, as a technical writer my responsibilities are to provide SEO related contents to the department and look into the PR’s of a Think-Tank named as Centre For Public Policy. Since I have worked as a digital marketer, the SEO Write-ups are no problem at all, but the PR’s…Well I had a hard time dealing with them initially. But now I am loving it…All thanks to my boss and her patience with my pathetic 6-7 drafts.

Well, my new love for PR is because of the research and new information that I am exposed to on daily basis. However, my boss says I need to gear up so that I can be a PRO. I think I am.. Well, at least I can support my PR enthusiasm with that thought. ;)

CPP and its PR are constant and so is its publication thing. One or the other newspaper or media house selects my PR (I think I can say CPP’s PR as mine) and publish it  on their website. But for a change this time when I wrote a PR on Elder Abuse; definitely a good one: as my boss said; it choose not to pass the selection process and was not published anywhere.

While I sat thinking WHY…WHY NOT and all other WHY’s...my teammate celebrated as her 2-para PR was published in Samachaar Varta. Holy Shit…and my boss called me PRO and the expert of PR’s…Was She joking…I doubt her comments now.!

PR of my office told me that it's not my fault and neither it’s theirs… They tried 110%, but since its Republic Day Week in India, there are many other stuff what the media is looking for currently.

Well, they thought this answer is going to satisfy me… but hey no..! Any topic as sensitive as Elder Abuse should have been published anywhere in this vast eWorld…but nope. My PR was virgin and I was left with no choice than to let designer publish it on the home website of CPP.

When I have my new PR topic with me today…I hope for its selection and non-virginity…as some items in this world is as valuable as GOLD when its OLD.!

Here’s a Section of MY PR on Elder Abuse in India:

“Law student arrested for killing elderly woman – Elderly woman, trying to stop robbery, stabbed 27 times – Son kills parents over property dispute; some headlines which mourn aloud about the current-victimized-elderly India.

Once a haven for senior natives, India now completely falsifies the famous axiom “Japan is the heavenly abode for children, America is for adolescents and India is for Elders”. According to Help Age India analysis, one out of eight elderly said “no one cares that they exist” and about 13% felt trapped in their own homes.”

You can read more, here: publicpolicy.in/vanishing-existence-elderly-crimes-doubled-5-years-senior-citizens-mocking-helplessness

Decide yourself and tell me…is it worth publishing or not..!?

[the-avg-girl]

Wishing Every Indian A Very Happy Republic Day

Sorry for Being a bit late...apologies.

Wishing all my Indian Folks a Very Happy Republic Day..Its a Day When we celebrate our constitution and achievements as one of largest democracy in the world.

Well...For me India is my Home and a land which has got its own problem and is looking or i must say is waiting for someone to work for the solutions; completely supporting the great words of Nobelist Kailash Satyarthi "India is a land of 100 problems and a billion solution".

We all must be feeling extremely proud today as an Indian and a representer of a land so diversified. So am I.!

But what I as a Young Indian urge to all my Indian brothers & sisters out here is to be more responsible and do something that can actually make you a proud Indian.

At last Enjoy this joyous moment and Stay Proud..Wish you all a very Happy Republic Day.! :)

[the-avg-girl]

Day 1: My First-Lil Post

When you don't have someone to say it all. When you are away from your home, friends. When you don't find any vent to say it all...out loud. Its when feeling clusters and its important to let it go.

Its then this notebook of mine rescue me. Average Girl will be a vent for my deepest-secret-alone emotions.

I just wanna say it Girl...Out Loud.!

Will be back soon...With some of my unseen, uncut emotions!

For Now its Sayonara time..

Bye all you beautiful ladies! :)