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My mother called me at 6pm bc I was not home when she got home (unusual behavior) and my location was stationary on a sketchy ass part of the bike trail by my house (I was rescuing a stray cat) and the conversation goes….

Mother: “why aren’t you home?”

Me: “well I was on a walk and I-“

Mother: “hold on your brother is calling, I’ll call you back”

And she hangs up on me

Do I have mommy issues? Maybe…. But can anyone REALLY BLAME ME

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doomed because he killed hundreds to protect two children

doomed because he refused to kill two children to protect hundreds

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How many aura points did I lose when a coworker showed me a picture of their cousin Pablo “before he came out” (a pregnant woman) and it only occurred 4 hours later that Pablo was not a trans man but in fact an infant in the womb and the pregnant lady was his mother.

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If Gojo and Geto were lesbians the entire jjk plot line would be forever altered and a happy ending would be achievable.

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Someone told me (my bestie) that it was odd that I hate being the center of attention for someone with such a big ego.

And first of all excuse you….

Second of all is it really ego if I’m just being honest ….

And fourthly…. I do love being the center of attention in a controlled scenario I do not want to be magically plucked out of the audience by 4 drag kings dressed like the penguins of Madagascar

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Common misconception! I am not an extrovert I am incapable of shutting up:)

common misconception! i am not an extrovert i am a people pleaser:)

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IS THIS FUCKING PLAY ABOUT US

does anyone have ideas on how to trick someone into listening to hot to go.

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Do y’all think the best media representation for autistics is not characters they’re trying to portray as autistic but like regular main characters because they need the audience to understand who the character is (so they have to actually mean what they say or…..)

Like characters need to be who they are and in media without narration (and in a society with such poor media literacy) characters have to mean what they say and how they act. Therefore the come off more autistic coded. And the more a character doesn’t adhere to social norms and acts in a straightforward way (or even portrayed as acting to fit in with the burden of expectations placed on them) the more autistic coded they seem.

Unlike neurotypical’s who live in a world of double meanings, and adhere to social norms. These characters to me seem almost bland or even conniving in comparison.

Maybe there’s something there?

Or not….

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😀

*threateningly

series of memes my sister has sent me

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Good news everyone revered my guacamole at dinner

Being good at shit is a curse. My ability to do something well somehow renders everyone around me incapable of doing the task

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Being good at shit is a curse. My ability to do something well somehow renders everyone around me incapable of doing the task

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He did forget to feed me the 23rd if anyone was wondering.

My father and I have a special relationship

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My father and I have a special relationship

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I don’t need divine intervention I AM divine intervention

I’m fine

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I got a tarot reading done (past, present, future for anyone who cares) and essentially it boiled down to them saying that everything has come easily to me and I’ve never really struggled and that I have unlimited possibilities but I should make sure to watch my ego and not wait to long to make a decision. (Which like fair ig)

BUT….

It got me thinking about the fact that there is no winning when you’re just…. Good at things? I sound cocky when I just explain what I’ve done or just do what I’m able to do with little effort. If I downplay my skills I’m humble bragging or seeking attention and asking for compliments.

And when I do find the very few areas I struggle in I’m completely inept at handling failure and moving on because these are life skills that I never learned.

I know a lot of people talk about the gifted kid burning out and I sympathize and agree with so much of that rhetoric BUT what do you do when it’s not that you CAN’T do what you used to it’s that the appeal to doing well has worn off? Like completely losing motivation to put forth anything beyond minimal effort because there’s no “reward” so to speak.

I can’t help but imagine that’s why Gojo is the way he is. I know people have said it before and will say it again. It’s not that Gojo doesn’t care it’s that doing work, exorcising curses ect ect literally does nothing for him. It’s just an expectation that he’s able to do it, there’s no internal or external reward for doing such things. And there’s no one he can turn to for help when he is struggling because who can understand him? Who cares that he struggles when he’s perceived as having everything so easily. (Yall know the spiel).

Which got me thinking Gojo probably enjoys hanging out with non-sorcerers, or just being around them in general. There’s a whole group of people that don’t give a shit about who he is, doesn’t know what he can do -there’s absolutely no expectation in his interactions with them.

I felt this kind of freedom myself when I studied abroad in a Spanish speaking country. Even though I could understand and respond well it wasn’t anything close to how I am in English, and suddenly around complete strangers I was on the same level of everyone else. It was such a liberating feeling I can’t even describe it.

So I truly believe Gojo doesn’t just go out to get sweets and candy and dessert just because of an insatiable sweet tooth, but because it’s the only way he can interact with the world on the same ‘level’ as everyone else.

If he’s having a bad day, he’s accepted as having a bad day. No one would question if a stranger has the right to be in a bad mood. But back in the world of sorcerery there will always be that level of ‘what does he have to be upset about?’ because whether they want to or not they cannot separate Gojo the person and Gojo the strongest.

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Is it considered home wrecking if you flirt with both of them

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