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Current vibe is playing Cat Quest on the PS5 while listening to satanic songs

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Why am I feeling like a shitty person because I didn't wish my ex happy birthday?

Like I haven't spoken to her since the breakup which was in November, she probably doesn't want me to chime into her DMs like what's up happy birthday btw I'm happier without you

Also we are still named in our messengers with our cutesy names we called each other back then, seeing that would just traumatize her

But again I might just make up excuses at this point because I'm too anxious to talk to her

Her birthday is today btw

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This is probably gonna be my saddest post ever but

Does anyone know good recipe sites/channels/influencers who cook only for one person? I'm getting out of ideas and I'm tired of eating frozen shit

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It sounds like even ADTR are going to be on my AOTY list

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Within 2 weeks of each other, 2 of my absolute favorite bands will release new albums

April 25 for Ghost

May 9 for Sleep Token

My dopamine receptors are ready

Also Emergence is awesome

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My grandma's birthday is on international women's day. She just turned 80.

She's one of the most important women in my life. She's been one of the most important human beings in my life since I was born actually. She always spoiled me but did it carefully, so that I still turned out to be a decent adult. Now that I'm 27 I realize that she did an absolutely phenomenal job. I got a career, an apartment, and a family I still care a lot about. She took care of me when no one else would.

I just came from her birthday. I got pissed drunk, my uncle kept giving me drinks through the whole evening. But I don't mind. My life right now is pretty lonely, I'm living on my own in a tiny apartment, sometimes the only people I interact with are my workmates.

It's fine, that's I've been telling people. But this post is not about me, even though she keeps changing the subject when I talk about her life. According to her, she's old, her stuff doesn't matter, let's just talk about me instead.

She's suffering from the very early stages of dementia. Around a year ago she started having foggy memories and thoughts, even though her distant memory is still absolutely fine, her short term memory is pretty much gone at this point. I cannot express enough how seeing an important human being in my life like this like her can fuck my own brain up. I get it, it's a part of life and people die and grow old, but if 20 years ago, when I was at my great grandma's 80th birthday party someone said that my grandma would slowly lose her mind when at this age, I would have straight up kill myself. I would have refused to believe that such a thing could happen to her.

But here we are.

This is why I don't wish anyone happy international women's day. This is why I miss out on being a great guy, or a gentleman or whatever you want to call it. Because this day is for my grandma, only. And I thank her for being such an important person in my life. I still go to her weekly if I can even though I heard her old stories a thousand times before, because I don't know how much time I still have left with her. If she's gone, that's gonna be the biggest loss of my life so far.

This is why I cherish her today. Happy birthday Grandma, I wish you 20 more and please, don't ever change.

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It's so insane that it's barely March and I already have 4 out of 10 on my AOTY list for this year

Mirar

Paleface Swiss

Architects

Spiritbox

And there are gonna be Ghost, Sleep Theory and Sleep Token (most likely) albums as well, it's insane how much good music is coming out this year

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masked band fans are eating well this week

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Okay I'm starting to hear why everyone likes Tsunami Sea better than Eternal Blue, it's getting to me

Btw does anyone still read my reviews here? Should I keep posting them? I'm nowadays doing it on rateyourmusic if anyone's interested.

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I'm so fucking ready for Papa V and a new spookier era of Ghost hoooooooly shit

Satanized sounds great too

April 25 cannot come any sooner

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Am I developing a celebrity crush on Poppy or am I just suddenly into cute but scary, soft-spoken women?

Find out in the next week's episode of Dragon Ball Z

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This new Architects record is great so far but it screams Jordan Fish production

Like, you change Sam's vocals to Oli's and you get a simplified BMTH record

I'm writing simplified because the guitarist after Tom died is not even close to Lee Malia level tbh

It sounds good. It's just very... same-y

I might review it later though

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damn, now i gotta watch eurotrip this weekend to honor one of my first celebrity crushes ever

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the new architects song, even though sounds very much like BMTH on dance beats (you can hear jordan's production from a mile away), the weakest of the singles so far... i'm a little disappointed but i guess they need a radio-friendly song as well

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biggest lifehacks of my adult life so far

air fryer

rice cooker

vacuum robot

smart tv hacked instead of streaming services

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I loved Pvris back then, I love Spiritbox now

The new version of My House is great

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Don't you just fucking love when you're watching the stories on insta/facebook and you're swiping to go to the next one and your fingers slip and you laugh react on a serious picture of a friend you haven't seen in 12 years?

Totally not what happened today with me...