thatdodoanonx

[thatdodoanonx]

Hello lm hamdi ayyad ,I humbly ask for your support by reblogging this post on your account to help save my family. As newcomers to Tumblr and GoFundMe, we are in desperate need of your kindness and support. 🙏🇵🇸🍉😔Please donate 🙏🏼Let's reach the goal as soon as possible!!! https://www.gofundme.com/f/hamai-ali-ayyad?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=customer&utm_campaign=man_sharesheet_tip&attribution_id=sl:6829f712-b01e-4b79-ace7-f376582ddccc

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hello friends

I am Hanan from Gaza, a mother of three children🇵🇸

I need your help if possible my house was destroyed and I live in a tent

Please donate to save my life and the lives of my children💔

I am asking for a small donation of $25 from each person. $25 will save my children from death and help me cover expenses and rebuild.🙏

Through the link (please see my bio) https://www.gofundme.com/f/9s6zht-please-help-my-family-in-gaza?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=customer&utm_campaign=man_sharesheet_ft&utm_content=amp9c&attribution_id=sl:3834f25d-d0cf-48ab-8eb1-7486b0785867

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Hello dear, I am Mohammed, a Palestinian from northern Gaza. Urgent appeal to help me undergo a bone graft operation. I was injured by an explosive bullet and the building of my destroyed house and the evacuation to safety. My family consists of 13 people, most of them are young children and women. My father is sick and is receiving a dose of chemotherapy. Please contribute by donating, sharing, and reblogging the pinned post. Every donation has a great impact on me. This is very kind and generous of you. Thank you for your interest. My campaign has been documented by @90-ghost

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Hi! I'm still having high blood pressure and fever. Being diabetic is awful .Help me get what I need so when I leave I can stay healed and get better today. #Type1Diabetes 😭. I'm a disabled mom so can't work after I had an accident. I've a spinal cord problem ..my blood sugar is high and I'm last to my pen, i need insulin to save my life and medical care for the past 2 months.

This is a life-threatening situation.share widely & donate 🙏

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hello

hope that you are well

Please help us,May God bless you 🙏

I'm Etaf from Gaza Palestine

I am a mother of five smart children.

speaking to you with a heavy heart on behalf of my family who urgently need help.

The war has destroyed everything we own.

It destroyed everything my husband and I built for these children.

Now we don't have anything, We do not have the price of rent, food or education.

read and Share the link on my pageThe fixer

,My campaign has been verifiedBy Operation Olive Branch . 🌿

If you are able to donate, Do not hesitate to do so and rest assured that God will reward you because we are in dire need of that. And share the link on social media that would be kind of you. May Allah make you happy all your life dear Thank you. 🙏

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this is not normal. Palestinian students the same age as me or in many cases even YOUNGER shouldn’t have to be online 24/7 advocating for their families just so they have some money to buy food and buy a tent after their old one was destroyed by a drone strike. please don’t be desensitized by this. there is an onslaught of atrocities being committed by israel every single day but we have to keep standing up for Palestinians.

the students on my dash… they’re all so young they have aspirations they have hopes. but now they need to wake up at the crack of dawn to line up at the food distribution center not knowing if there’s a sniper somewhere watching them. this is horrific

[thatdodoanonx]

I apologize for what I am going to say to you, but I have to. I am Ahmed from Gaza, married with two children. We live in the shadow of war and destruction. I lost my brother, my home, and most of my relatives. We have nothing left. I ask you to help, even a little, so that we can survive and protect my children. Any amount, even a small amount, will save our lives.

https://gofund.me/991535b1

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hello everyone, I am Dr. Muhammad Imad Sharab... who lives in the Gaza Strip and who has witnessed a brutal war for the 331st day and is still waging this evil war that has not had mercy on anyone who has not been free of death, no matter how big or even the whole bottle was shattered, in which we lost the people most dear to our hearts. We lost my grandfather, my cousin’s children, and her children, and our house and my grandfather’s house were bombed

Our house, which consists of three areas, in which I and my father live, and my grandfather’s house, in which my grandfather, may God have mercy on him, lives, accordingly.

My mother is on the last floor of our lives. Please help us rehabilitate our lives again, even if it is just a little. We are grateful to you and thank you. We ask you to support me and my family..😢😢

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hello my friends

I am Youssef from Gaza

.I need your help if you can

Please donate to save my life and the lives of my children

I'm asking for a small donation of €25 from each person. €35 will save my kids from dying and help me cover expenses and rebuild.

Through the link (please see my CV) https://www.gofundme.com/f/q37qd5-please-help-my-family-in-gaza?attribution_id=sl:a7c90392-5bd1-45ca-a58b-c3a57b462cff&utm_campaign= man_ss_icons&utm_medium =customer&utm_source=copy_link

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Help me clear out my prints stock and raise money for Palestinian fundraisers 🕊️🍉

All profits will be donated to individual Palestinian fundraisers

I will post proof of donations below

I have prints of mainly Sylvix (Fire Emblem: Three Houses, a couple KuroYaku (Haikyuu!!) and a MakoHaru (Free!)

More informations on the Google form below

Get your prints here

[thatdodoanonx]

Hello everyone

🇵🇸🍉❤️🤍💚🖤🍉🇵🇸From the bottom of my heart, thank you!🙌🏼❤️

With your precious support and big hearts, we were able to reach $1,000. Every dollar of this money means a lot to us, it helps us meet our basic needs and gives us a glimmer of hope in these difficult times.🥺

My second goal is to reach $5,000. We are still suffering from the effects of war and the loss of everything, as well as from the lack of capabilities and high prices. This amount is not just a number, but a real opportunity to rebuild our lives and put a smile back on my parents' faces.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for standing by us. Together, we can get through this and build a better future for my family.🙌🏼❤️

Every contribution, no matter how small, is a ray of hope that lights our way. We believe that with you, we can achieve this dream, step by step.❤️💚🤍🖤

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[thatdodoanonx]

🚨Don't ignore my appeal 🚨

My heart is torn and my eyes are withering with sadness for my children's condition 😭

We lost our home and everything we owned due to war and displacement💔😔

Please Stand by me to save and protect my children🙏😢😔

Reblog and Donate to save my children's lives🍉

https://gofund.me/5dd5282f

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Hello my dear friend,

I’m Sami, a father of two beautiful daughters. Our lives have been shattered by the war in Gaza 💔. Our home is gone, our car destroyed, and we are now living in a small tent, struggling to survive 🇵🇸. My daughters and I have nowhere else to turn, and we are desperate for your help.We have lost everything. Please, from the depths of my heart, I ask for your support to keep my family safe until we can find a way out .

Please help us by donating even a small amount.

Every donation means the world to us and gives us hope.

https://gofund.me/107a8322

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hello everyone 🫂🙏

I am Abood from Gaza 🍉🇵🇸

My family and I have been living under bombardment and fear for 10 months 🇵🇸🇵🇸🍉 Small donation of $10 from each person. Every donation, no matter how small, can make a huge difference in my life. I need you to donate to save my life and the life of my family. Help us rebuild our lives or share the post with your friends

Please help me, even if it is a simple thing. It has been a long time and no one has helped me

🍉🇵🇸⬇️ Help me (please see my bio and story)

https://gofund.me/d926679d

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I am Ahmed Halas, a pharmacist from Gaza. After my pharmacy was completely destroyed by the bombing, I fled with my family to Deir al-Balah in search of safety. This experience was very painful for me and my family, especially since I am responsible for young children and need to provide them with basic life requirements.

After the displacement, I tried to rebuild my life anew, so I established a modest pharmacy in a tent, using some of the medicines I was able to provide. But it is not easy, as we live in difficult conditions, and I am in dire need of financial support to provide for my children's basic needs, in addition to improving the services of the simple pharmacy I opened.

I am appealing to you to help and donate through the "Go Found Me" link to support me and my family. Every donation can help me provide a decent life for my children and meet our daily needs. Your help will make a big difference in our lives, and you will have a hand in alleviating our suffering.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support and solidarity with us in these difficult circumstances.

https://gofund.me/2a408c6f

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hi, I hope you're doing well. I'm writing to you with a heavy heart and an urgent request for help. My family is in a very danger situation due to the ongoing war, and I've launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them. Could you please reblog my campaign post from my profile? Each share could be a lifeline for my family. 🙏 Feel free to share it in any other social media platform if you would like. Our campaign has been verified ⭐️ by operation olive branch, and is entry number 26 on their spreadsheet. Also with ⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249/(212) on their spreadsheet. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you in advance for all of your support and kindness.

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[thatdodoanonx]

Hey Dodo!!

I haven't heard from you in a bit, I just wanted to check in with you and see how you are doing! I think about you regularly, and although I know it is a silly wish considering your circumstances, I hope you are doing well. And I hope that one day you will be safe and sound, and that that day comes soon.

I love you, truly

Hi everyone this not so quick update about my state, it has some heavy topics so I'm gonna put some trigger warning please keep that in mind and don't worry I'll get to everything eventually 

TW: Suicide, Self Harm, COSA, Religious Trauma, Abuse 

Now with that being said I wanna start by saying Hi, it's been almost a year since the whole thing happened, it was emotional rollercoaster but I can assure I'm still alive and start my journey to recover ❤️‍🩹 

Did I leave home?

No but my mom got a promotion out of the town and I only see her once sometimes twice a week, she did try to make me move with her but couldn't because of college (I only got one year left YAY!!) 

Is she still a pain ?

Yeah nothing changed about her she is still as controlling, she gave me back my phone but put a child lock on it so I won't be able to access any app except the ones related to college, and she gave me back my laptop (which I'm using to write this on it)

Ok now onto the heavy topics, I found myself relapsing into my old bad habit, cutting and biting myself until it bleeds I haven't done that since highschool,to put it blunt I didn't have irl friends or at least a support system, and metal health in my country is a taboo and being from a well known family in a small town isn't helping, so the idea of a therapy is out of the window, and being alone with my thoughts didn't help

And then my first attempting, idk why but I couldn't do it I guess I was scared, no one was home that day and even had razors but I couldn't. I was able to find my dad's old laptop and typed for suicide hotline and to my surprise there was. The lady on the phone helped me a lot because I was going through a bad panic attack. At the end of the call she told me to talk to my mom about it, she's a doctor after all and there's no shame in it, but come on now that's my we're talking about. I told her I'll try 

Fast forward: I was visiting mom in the city she's working now at, the job comes with a free rental apartment, anyway me and her had a heart to conversation and me being the idiot that I am thought about it was opportunity to talk about some childhood trauma, it's painful to talk about it but don't worry I'm coming with the term that it wasn't my fault. (I'll highlights the next paragraph so don't have to read it if it upset you I'm writing it so u can understand the context)

I was a victim of COSA (child on child sexual assault) by my cousin who is the same age as me (we both were 7 at the time) , she unfortunately had an early access to internet and would show me sexual images. I told my cousin about the bulling I was going through school because I like a boy and said I would marry him (which extremely forbidden in my Religious school) so my bullies made a rumor about me being a loss child and I would going out which older boys, the rumors were so bad one of the teachers pulled me aside and confronted me about it, she knew I was a good kid so there was no way.

I told my cousin about it, I trusted her and what do you she did? That's right she blackmailed and told me I didn't do whatever she wanted she would tell my mom about my secret. So there I was me and her in a small room at our grandma's house, things happened I don't want to recall and I don't think I'll be able. no matter how I begged and cry, I just kept numbing myself until it's over, this still habit I have , one the thing I do to survive 

I told mom about, my childhood trauma, my suicide attempt. she was understandly horrified, she tried to comfort me but this processed to say it was my fault that I let that happen, I told her I was scared and still a child 

Then I told that I was messed up and need a professional help to which she said "we don't need that I'll fix you myself"

The next day me and her got into a fight over something stupid to which she as always had to pull the secrets I told her against me "Why don't you fucking kill yourself already? You said wanted to do it, huh? Now it's your time at least you'll save a headache" she said that in front of my brother 

I know whenever she gets mad she would go so low but even that was low for her, that was the one time I trusted her with something so personal I never told to anyone and somehow she managed to shutter every lasting trust I had in her. Part of me still thought everything she would do was out of love, that was tough love and she only hurt me because she care but I guess at that moment truly open my eyes 

I came to her that night and told her that what she said really hurt me and I trusted her with something very personal to which she dismissed and said "oh [name] me and you know well that you'll never kill yourself, you're too coward anyway" 

Out of all the things she said to me that has to cruelest thing ever, maybe because part of me know she was right but I didn't think she would say it out loud 

After that everything went blur for me, summer course I started to see her less and less. In the few weeks without her were strange to say the least. I come home and it's... quiet? No shouting, no yelling, no screaming no nothing. It was weird, I didn't know what to do with that quiet, I felt if I relaxed to much she might jump out of nowhere and scream at me, but I have to say it was nice, I felt like I can breathe? Like no one is watching everything I do waiting for me to make a mistake. It is not ideal she still come every week but honestly it's better than nothing. I started to write a little in my notes every now and then, I even started to draw again. Both brought me comfort, and I even allowed myself to make friends, it's not a big group but hey we get along. There's on in particular friend group I'm close to the most, she's lovely, keep talking and texting me to check, I gotta say it was a bit overwhelming but I'll never tell her to stop because that's how she shows she care

Life has been slow lately, same old routine but I'm more happy and more idk calm? I mean a few months ago I thought I won't be alive today and what do you know! I turned 23 two mouths ago (happy late birthday to I guess?) I think that is a good a step for me start healing, it won't happen over night but I know it will be worth it 

Thanks to everyone on who still checking on me, I know it was a long update, but I'm thankful you took time to read it 

I hope there's a next, see you soon

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