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This house makes me want to scream. 

The hate that flows so easily from their lips. 

The way they make people feel with their actions.

No one gives it a second thought.

No one thinks about the others.

There is so much confrontation, so many things wrong here. And no one speaks on it. 

You could cut the tension with a knife.

My throat is closing up.

I want to cry. I want to slap them. I want to yell at them.

I want to make myself bruise and bleed to quiet this frustration.

I cannot. But I so deeply want to.

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I’m the problem...

I told him the other night that I don’t have a single friend from middle school or high school. And that, looking at that fact, it must be me that’s the problem. Me having issues holding onto friendships. Me who always does something stupid that screws everything up. And last time, I proved it. Why, oh why, do I feel so deeply? Why do I care so much, and why am I so fucking unlovable?

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This is the only place left for my thoughts to go, the only place where I can post stuff without worrying that someone from my real life will see it and get offended because the shoe fits.

Fuck you. I was proud of something and of how hard I worked and you just brush it off like it was nothing. Fuck you.

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The beginning of I Write Sins Not Tragedies slowed down and layered over The Ballad of Mona Lisa. 

Oh my god

Oh my god

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just realized that, if I wanted to slit my wrists now, I’d either have to ruin the tattoo I got for my mom, reminding me to be strong or the semicolon tattoo, reminding me to be strong

got myself into quite a pickle

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Fuck you . I was doing so fucking good .

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Post a booty pic please

Nah 🅱️ thanks tho

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It’s been a while since y’all gave ya girl some appreciation

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A hummingbird thought a man’s orange hat was a flower [x]

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So what if you can see the dark inside of me?

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Ride or die, till the end

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They want to think that our friendship was gonna destroy your relationship?

Sweetie, if only they knew.