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This is literally all I needed to get myself to write again.

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Maker Academy

↳ y/n with…..to be continued

✩ synopsis: y/n is trying to find out who she is and why she still doesn’t have magic.

✩ note: I’m trying something new I hope people will like it.

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Having a family that is filled with magic is hard but what's harder is being the only one in your family to never not have magic.

All of the 17 years of my life I haven’t found out what I am or anything that relates to magic.

In our society, everyone finds out what they are at 9 and their magic elements start to show at 13, but me, I have nothing and this would’ve been fine if I was mortal but I’m not.

Both of my parents are high magical people, my family comes from high power. My father, Metro King is in the magic circle.

The magic circle doesn’t accept anyone, the only people that are in the magic circle are people that originally made it.

The magic circle is like the Supreme Court to mortals.

My parents put me in a regular high school and that would’ve been fine if I was a regular person but I’m not. Nobody in the human world cares or knows about the King family but if u ask any supernatural beings they would know.

I am royalty but I’m also royalty with no magic.

I’m in my senior year of high school. I’ve been in mortal school my whole life even though I belong in Maker Academy.

Maker academy is the Harvard of supernaturals. And no matter what I do I will be at Makers Academy for the rest of my senior year no matter what.

My mother always makes it known that I don’t have magic yet, she’s made it known worldwide. My family from Alaska even knows.

I’m an only child which makes me upmost important and means that if I fail my whole family fails too.

Since I don’t have magic at 17 I’m already considered a failure.

Sometimes I wish that it was easier for me to be able to get my magic. The magic circle believes that I am not supernatural, there has only been one time that this has happened and that was with Maddox Maker.

He is the oldest Maker boy. The Makers are like the president's family.

They are the biggest and most powerful family in the world. We are second to them. Not only is the Maker family the most powerful but they are also the most scary they have three kids, all boys.

And all fucking hot. Like the hottest guys ever.

But one of the most important things about this family is that they are the only vampires.

Vampires are the most hostel creatures in the world. It’s just like how you read in the books they kill everything they know and they are the rarest “humans” ever. The only family that is still vampire is the Maker family hence why they are so powerful and scary.

The most interesting guy in that family to me is Maddox he’s kinda like me, the only difference is that he found out what he was, he is a vampire just like the rest of his family. He found out that he was 16 one year earlier than me. Nobody knows why or how he found out what he was.

My whole family are witches they are the most powerful supernatural creatures.

Witches are highly ranked because of what they are able to do.

Maddox was rumored to be 1,000 years old. I needed to find him for two reasons and two reasons only I needed him to let me into Maker’s Academy and I needed to know what was wrong with me and how to fix me.

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Makers Academy is even more beautiful in person. I’m at the Makers Academy campus to talk to the dean, Harris Maker.

The father of Maddox Maker. I needed to talk to him and if I had to ask his dad to introduce us then I will.

I also am going to slide my way into being able to apply to Makers Academy. My parents never let me so I’m going to do an in-person meeting with him.

Makers Academy is in the middle of nowhere, Google Maps won’t help you find this school, and you have to know the address to be invited or accepted, of course, I didn’t have any of those things but someone who did was my father.

My father was there for the creation of Makers Academy. So he knew the address.

And he stupidly had it in our computers, the family computer. He is one smart man but at that moment he was a dumb man.

Having to climb this mountain is hard when you aren’t used to it. But I did it.

It was fall which meant that the leaves on the trees were bright orange and yellow, back home was so boring and there were way too many people who weren’t supernatural but here, everyone was supernatural nobody was a human.

I don’t have an appointment with Harris Maker but I still have to try to talk to him. And he knows me and my father so things will be easy.

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Being at the front door of Maker Academy was so nerve-racking. But the fact that I am here and I’m not supposed to be is the thing that hurts the most.

Trying to keep a low profile I hurried into the building, I couldn’t look around as much as I wanted to. I had to go to the main office and find him.

The secretary won’t be a problem because I found out from my dad that she’s always watching her kdramas, my father loves to complain at the dinner table.

As expected the secretary is nose-deep in her phone. I walked past her fast but not crazy fast.

I walked down this little hallway until the door read “headmaster” Without thinking about it I opened the door and I was greeted with the smell of chocolate and coffee.

Sitting down was Harris Maker. Work all over his table clearly not expecting guests anytime soon.

He looks up ready to yell but stops when he meets my eyes.

“Y/n you aren’t supposed to be here.”

He knows me of course my father and him are best friends practically brothers, twins even with how much they look alike.

“I need to ask you a couple of questions because nobody around my house wants to answer them. And being a vampire I hope you can understand where I’m coming from”

Vampire, most people don’t even like to say it let alone say it to an actual vampire it’s almost like a rule.

He didn’t seem offended by me calling him a vampire he looked proud, like I was his daughter graduating with honors.

“Vampire god I haven’t had someone call me that in forever the last time someone called me that was your father trying to be funny.”

“Come and sit y/n, close the door and I’ll answer your questions”

Thank you, lord this was going very well maybe too well.

I did as I was told and closed the door, I quickly sat down and crossed my legs to make it seem like I had class.

“Your son, he was like me”

“Maddox, yes he was, why do you ask” “I would like to meet him” “That won’t be possible” “And why is that” “Maddox has found it hard to not feed on humans” “I’m not human and you know that” “you smell exactly like one without your magic you are classified as human” “why is he finding it hard to not feed on humans?” Maddox learned late, all of our family are taught when we are 12 how not to feed on humans and how to control it but since Maddox’s magic came late we didn’t teach him anything” “Isn't he like 100 years old I would assume that he would’ve learned how to control that” “it takes about 1,000 years to not try and feed on humans, Maddox still has a lot to learn”

I was dumbfounded I couldn’t believe it took that long for a vampire to not try and kill a human.

“If I can’t meet him then can I know more about him, how did he get his magic?” “I do not know y/n that was my son’s business I have no idea how he got his magic and why he didn’t get it on time” “I’m sorry you are his father but don’t know his business please Mr. Maker don’t lie to me, this is a big thing, without magic I am no one I don’t matter to my family if I don’t have magic”

Mr. Maker quickly interrupted me “Your family loves you very much y/n, your father would do anything for you and you very well know that” “That might be true but you know as much as I do that if I don’t have magic our bloodline will die I am their only child and I will always be their only child so please Mr. Maker I’m asking you for two things and you can even pick which one you’ll do because I swear if you don’t say yes to one of them then I’ll let everyone know that your little son has an eating problem, and don’t for a second think they won’t believe me because I’m very smart so smart that I am recording all of this, have been since I walked into this office”

He wasn’t angry with me telling him what to do he was mostly excited to see what choices I would give him

“Go on then” “The first one is you let me meet Maddox and let me talk to him without anyone being there or two you accepted me into Makers Academy without letting my parents know that you I am attending so it’s up to you, pick one”

One would’ve thought he would’ve taken forever to answer like it was a hard decision to make but he gave me my answer right away.

“I'll do this, Maddox needs a human, you can be his human, which means you’ll attend Makers Academy but if u fail any classes you will not be granted to stay here.”

“Perfect but what do you mean “be his human” that sounds a little unsettling”

Be his human that stuck with me it was weird how how he said it like it was a honor but for some reason it doesn’t feel like a honor to me

“I need you to be his human blood bag, I need you to be there when he needs human blood until he is use to not wanting human blood anymore, this is a very important job for a human, in all reality you should be honored to be giving this meaning in life.”

Is this man crazy wtf is talking about “I should be honored” he must have lost his mind

“You’re crazy I’m not about to be someone’s blood bag” “Well then you can see yourself out”

This man had to be crazy but this was the only way, the only way I would be able to find out who I really am and why I don’t have my magic yet”

So I said the only thing I could “You have a deal when can I meet him and start classes”

This is very new to me I hope y’all enjoyed it

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Hiii, I love your belly x Conrad story, I’m so looking forward to a part 2. Xx

HI LOVE, I just posted “it’s you part 2” I hope you enjoy and I would love to know what you think!

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It’s you part 2

↳ conrad x y/n!

warning: Conrad is 18 y/n is 16, cursing, smut

✩ synopsis: y/n finds out that Conrad has a girlfriend, she tries to not think about it but Conrad makes it very difficult.

✩ note: omg y’all loved the first part so here is the second part sorry it took so long to right !!!

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the first people that came back were my brother and Jeremiah. They had come back when Conrad was in the middle of cleaning my face and while we were making out.

I looked crazy, even though Conrad was incessant I looked beautiful. We heard the door open and Conrad quickly left the bathroom, leaving me alone.

I understand why he left, he didn’t want to be seen with Steven’s little brother, and he didn’t want to be seen with a little girl, it had hurt but it was understandable.

“Conrad you missed everything, this girl was trying to fuck me in the middle of the party, and guess who was at the party….the girl you’ve been talking about since summer started, like gang she was talking about you and everything, she said to tell you she missed you,” Jeremiah said rambling on and on

could he ever shut up..wait the girl that he’s been talking about since summer started. there’s no way there’s another girl. Plus she missed him, have they went out, kissed, or even fucked?

“who, katy?” Conrad said with a laugh “She’s obsessed over me and I’ve been talking about how weird she is, don’t make it sound like I want her.”

I think he noticed that I was standing on the door frame of the bathroom waiting to see what he would say.

was he lying, why would Conrad lie though

“I’m not making it seem like nothing, you literally told me yesterday how you missed being with her, stop lying”

Oh wow, oh wow. Was I just a distraction, was he thinking of her when I was jerking him off

I started to walk up the stairs when Steven stopped me

“you look different” “I just washed my face, kid” “No you did something, what did you do” “Nothing get off of me” Steven grabbed my arm and forced me to stay right in front of him and look him in the eye.

could he tell what had happened? “yo Conrad did this little girl go anywhere today?” “no we were just watching a movie, she was safe with me”

I was definitely safe with him and he definitely took care of me but he didn’t know how well he took care of me.

“you look funny today y/n” “Wym weird” “idk like you did something you weren’t supposed to” 

Conrad started to laugh and I mean he laughed so hard that I even started to laugh.

“y’all are being weird, what did y’all do” Steven was starting to get mad like he knew I jerked him off or something. “Steven stop you’re doing the most for obviously nothing.”

“yeah maybe you’re right Conrad i think I drank too much,” he said putting his hand on his head like he had a headache, Jeremiah stayed silent this whole time just looking at me like he knew.

fuck did he know? he couldn’t have, Conrad had cleaned me well.

“I’m going to bed my head hurts too much to be talking this much” and with that, he was off he went upstairs and I heard the door close, hard.

but Jeremiah stood where he has been since he got back, standing in the hallway just looking at us.

“no way Conrad, I can’t believe you, she’s a fucking kid. Are you kidding me right now?”

if steven wasn’t here he would probably be screaming right now, I could tell he was mad like really fucking mad.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about?” conrad said getting up from the floor. i was still standing near the bathroom.

“you fucked here didn’t you?” “what tf are you talking about,” Conrad said yelling, conrad was pissed I’d never seen him so mad before.

Steven was so drunk that he didn’t even hear Conrad yelling.

“look at her” and then he grabbed me and yanked me in front of him and grabbed my face showing me off. “she has a glow that all comes from losing your virginity, so tell me right now Conrad did you fuck her”

“no you dumbass I would never touch her, she’s a kid.” “Are you sure Conrad, don’t lie to me, please Conrad don’t lie to me about this, not this” he sounded so serious and sad like he was going to cry.

“I’m not bro she’s a kid, relax” Wow I’m just a kid, after what I did to him I’m still just a kid to him.

Jeremiah was still holding onto my face with a hard grip but let go after what Conrad told him. “shit man I think I’m drunk or something, just like Steven. I'm sorry y/n”

“It’s…okay Jeremiah you’re just drunk I understand, go to bed I’ll meet you up there in a bit” And with that, he was groaning and going up the stairs. As soon as I heard his door closed I stepped towards Conrad. “so a kid, good to know” I said sarcastically, “y/n you know I only said that to get him off my back, you know nobody can find out what happened.”

Conrad stepped closer to me and grabbed a piece of my brownish-black hair. “you’re beautiful, do you know that you’re so pretty, god you’re so pretty.” I loved this, he was being nice to me and telling me what I wanted and needed to hear but I still was upset. why was I upset, because of the fact that Conrad wants to keep us a secret?

since Conrad was taller than me I had to look up at him, and that also meant I had to lean up to kiss him.

I went in for the kiss but believe it or not he backed up.

“wtf Conrad” “Tiny stop I just told u nobody can know about us” “So you won’t even kiss me now, jermiah is in his room and Steven is in his room too so why can’t you kiss me?” “believe me i want to kiss you but we just can’t right now”

I didn't understand but I tried for him, I did a lot of things for him.

“Okay Conrad then I’m going to sleep.” he doesn’t say anything until I’m going up the stairs “Don’t be mad at me y/n, if you’re mad at me I’ll be up all night thinking about how I made you upset.”

that was cute, he cared about my feelings so much that he would keep himself up and think about them.

but I didn’t say anything, I didn’t know what to say so i just went upstairs and took a cold shower.

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waking up at cousins was always that best it was so different than when I was back home.

As soon as I woke up there was breakfast and people to talk to, while at my house it was completely different. My mom was always busy with her word and Steven was busy with school, he was a try-hard in that deportment.

I was always stuck, I never knew what I wanted to be or what I wanted to do when I grew up, nothing was for certain and nothing had ever stayed the same, the only two things that stayed the same were cousins and the way I loved Conrad.

I’ve loved Conrad since I was a kid I would always want to follow him and always wanted to be with him. It was never anyone else, only him it was never Cam Carmen or Jeremiah it was only ever Conrad.

And now that I knew he felt the same way I did I finally felt like I did something right.

my hair was messy and I was hot so the only right thing to do was go and take a shower. I stayed in there for a little while to shave everything, I needed to be prepared.

walking down the stairs and being met with food is the best thing.

“you’re up early,” I told my mother, she was never a morning person, and seeing her up at 6 am made me feel weird. “my head hurts it’s killing me” My mom never really went out but when she did she would became crazy.

“how much did you drink?” “Not that much, I hated that party. Susanna loved it but it was so boring there was nothing else to do but drink.”

I started to walk away because when my mom was like this she would keep on talking no matter what but then she said “Did Conrad treat you well last night?” i quickly turned around “what do you mean?” “did y’all do anything, or did he bring over his girlfriend”

girlfriend? she must be crazy. Conrad didn’t have a girlfriend. The girl from the party that Steven was talking about, was she talking about her?

“he has a girlfriend?” I said quietly like it was something I should never say “Yeah Susanna wanted to tell you, she knows you like him and everything but she says they’ve been dating for 3 years now”

3 YEARS THERE IS NO WAY.

“I don’t think that’s true, Mom” my mom laughed like she actually laughed in my face “Baby I’m sorry but he’s too old for you anyways”

ok Mom, thanks for that. like wow, I can’t believe this.

I couldn’t continue with this conversation so I simply left I went upstairs and grabbed my new bath suit that Tyler got me.

it was hot pink and a thong bathing suit, something I would never wear in my life but right now felt like the perfect time to wear it.

I was pissed how could he have been in a relationship for 3 years and let me do what I did to him. that wasn’t fair to me. it wasn’t fair to anyone.

I had to swim it was the only thing I could do.

I went straight for the beach not caring that my mom was hungover or that it was 6 in the morning.

I was calmer when I felt the sand on my toes, I was calmer when I smelt the seawater.

I dropped my things and I went to go swimming.

the water was cold but at that moment that didn’t matter. I felt alive once I hit the water it felt like my skin was alive and I could breathe again, I could cry because nobody would know I was crying because of the water sorrowing me.

I closed my eyes and just let the water take over my body.

“you look like you’re dead it’s kinda creepy” That was the first thing I heard before I felt arms grab my leg but I instantly knew who it was.

Jeremiah was there next to me, with his prominent blue eyes.

those blue eyes were the first things you saw that were exactly like his dad's. He was different than Conrad, a good different in some ways a better different.

“When you’re swimming it looks like the only thing you can think about is the water” “You’re beautiful y/n do you know that”

Jeremiah has always said I was beautiful and I never took it like I would if Conrad said it but for some reason today I did. his words made my heart beat it was weird.

“you always say I'm beautiful” “Because it’s true you’ve always been beautiful” “Even with my glasses?” I was playing with him “Even with your cute pink glasses.”

at this moment my mind wasn’t on Conrad my mind was on Jeremiah. Today was about Jeremiah.

“do you remember what happened yesterday?” his face fell white like he wanted to forget what had happened last night and wanted me to not say anything about it “Yeah I do, I’m really sorry about grabbing you like that, I was jealous I don’t know why I was jealous but you looked so happy at that moment and I thought he took something that is supposed to be mine”

truthfully I didn’t understand him, what was he talking about?

“Does he have a gf?” I flat out asked him what I needed to know “Yeah y/n, I thought he told u” “Was she the girl that Steven was talking about?” “yea that’s her, she was pissed that he didn’t come but he’s making it up to her right now” “what do you mean” “I mean he is probably eating her out as we speak”

WHAT TF FUCKKKKKK

“Ewwww Jeremiah that’s not funny that’s so weird” “I’m not laughing little girl us Fisher men love to eat the cat it’s something we all love to do”

“you’re literally disgusting I’m leaving” and I started to walk to the sand but Jeremiah stopped me

“what tf fuck are you wearing?” he was mad he was holding me very tight and was pissed “A bathing suit do you like it?” i said innocently. “you’re crazy y/n go home and change” “what are you talking about in not going to change.”

“Why would she change she looks good, it’s a little out there but she looks good”

Conrad. It was Conrad, why was he here?

I turned to look at him but Jeremiah held me even tighter pulled me to his chest and turned us so his back was towards Conrad.

“yo bro go get her a towel” and that’s what Conrad did he went toward my stuff and got my pink towel he handed it to Jermiah and Jermiah put it on me making sure to cover everything.

Conrad never took his eyes off of me he was only looking at me, nothing else.

“that’s much better don't you think Conny?” “She looked good both times.”

I griped myself away from Jeremiah’s hold and started to walk towards the beach house, ignoring Conrad completely. It was hard to ignore him but i did.

I was mad at him because he had a girlfriend and didn’t tell me but I was also mad at him because he didn’t get jealous or mad about the bikini I was wearing, Jeremiah did but it was just Jeremiah.

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my attempt at making Conrad jealous had failed miserably. I was now alone at the beach homes once again, but this time I was completely alone no Conrad and no movie the three boys had gone to a party. nobody had bothered to invite me. They just automatically assumed that I didn’t want to go. I was sad seeing Conrad get ready and go but he didn’t even look my way, it was as if he didn’t care that I was there or he just didn’t notice.

my mom and Susanna went to a nightclub so that my mom could interview people for her job and Susanna being Susanna followed along. They were always together. It was kind of cute. 

I was alone in my own long, red T-shirt and my boxers. I didn’t have food and I didn’t have a movie to watch. The boys said that they wouldn’t be back until late at night. It was currently 11 in the night.

I was slowly drifting to sleep until I heard a bang. The door was opening, but I heard no one. I was too tired to go check on it I imagined it was one of the boys coming in quietly to not disturb my sleep, but I didn’t go check

my eyes started to close going back to my sleep, but then I heard my door opening. I didn’t bother to look up and see who opened my door. I just imagined it was Stephen checking in on me and seeing if I was asleep and simply leaving, I heard the door close, and then I relaxed 

I felt like someone was watching me like someone was literally right next to me to stop myself from thinking bad thoughts I decided to finally open my eyes and checked. I turned over to my right side and I saw Conrad standing there just looking at me 

“ fuck I didn’t know you were awake” “ I wasn’t, but you woke me up” “You look so hot right now sleeping like that it was so hot” “Do you think I look hot when I sleep?” he was acting weird and he was obviously drunk so I didn’t take his words seriously he probably wouldn’t even remember what he had said to me when he woke up the next morning.

“do you know how hard it has been for me to not grab you and kiss you and make everybody know that you’re mine especially Jeremiah” “Do you know he actually thinks he’s entitled to your feelings he thinks that he should be the one to take your virginity. It’s kind of funny.”

take my virginity what was he talking about? He’s really drunk.

“Our mom always thought that I would marry you or at least one of us would marry you, but she thought that I would she wanted me to be your first kiss. She wanted me to be your first time and she wanted me to get married to you she told me and I started to laugh because I never imagined that you would ever look at me like that. I think I was just oblivious to the way you looked at me or the way you acted around me because of how old you were it only makes sense for you to be with Jeremiah since you guys are almost the same age”

“but Conrad I’ve only ever wanted you I don’t care about our age and I don’t care that you’re older than me I’ve only ever had eyes for you. Suzanne has always been right.”

he was drunk, but he meant everything he said he looked at me like I was the only girl in the world that I was the most important thing to him that his universe was me, and that I was in his soul. I loved it nobody has ever looked at me like that, and I’ve never wanted anybody else to look at me like that just him, and he did he finally noticed me he finally decided to acknowledge the way that he felt for me.

He had hidden all this time, his feelings for me because of our age but in all reality, my age does not matter.

“y/n if we do this, you can’t tell anyone not even Tyler, nobody.” “I didn’t tell Tyler about what we did” “This will be worse, it will be your first time.”

“I thought you wanted to wait?” “I’ve changed my mind, Jeremiah has been getting overprotective over you and I hate it.”

while Conrad was talking to me I got up and sat on my bed. Once Conrad was finished with what he was saying he had gotten on his knees.

“I’m going to need you to relax,” he says this roughly insisting on an answer “Um alright” that gave him permission to do what he was about to do 

he then decided to pull down the boxes that I was wearing making my pussy slightly exposed to him since my big T-shirt was almost fully covering it.

“i’m going to lift your T-shirt up is that okay?” I love how he asked me for permission before doing anything. It made me feel like I had a say in what happened and I was involved. 

“yeah you can” That was all he needed to pull up my T-shirt, fully exposing my pussy

he spread my legs open to see everything better his hands were cold but it made everything even better.

“have you ever touched yourself?” he looked into my eyes and it made me feel like he saw the real me the me that was totally and utterly in love with him.

“no,” I said, spitting out my words

that seemed to make him happy since he went back to looking at my pussy.

he decided to finally touch me. he slid his fingers up and down my folds stopping at my clit.

I had never felt this, it was a new feeling, and I loved it.

“god y/n you’re so wet it’s good to be so easy to slip inside of you”

I had put my head down after he said this I was embarrassed I was soaked only because of him touching me a little bit.

I wasn’t experienced like Conrad was a new Connor because he had lots of ex-girlfriends

Me on the other hand. I wasn’t experienced. I’ve never had a boyfriend, and my first kiss was with Jeremiah, playing truth or dare. 

“ what happened are you okay? Do you want me to stop?” “noooo, it’s just i’m embarrassed” I softly spoke, ashamed of what I was saying 

“why tf are you embarrassed, you’re beautiful, and plus” he stopped midsentence placing his finger inside of his mouth, the finger that he slid across my folds. he started to suck on his own finger tasting me. 

“you taste so fucking good, god y/n i need more, please can I?” he begged he was desperate it was like he was a virgin that never tasted pussy before

I nodded, because that was the only thing that I could do for the first time in my life I couldn’t speak. 

that’s all he needed for him to pull me towards the edge of the bed he put his arms between my legs and pulled me. I hadn’t noticed how big Conrad had gotten over the summer. He got hotter if that was even possible. 

I was lost in my head for a minute but I quickly came back into reality once I felt him lick my clit

“omg, what the-” I couldn’t say anything else because Conrad had started to suck and bite on my clit.

I was moaning so I placed my hand over my mouth to silence my moans.

but he stopped when i did so “wtf are you doing y/n are you stupid?” normally I would’ve gotten mad and hurt by the choice of words but right I loved how he talked to me.

“I’m sorry, I don’t anyone to hear” That was dumb to say since nobody was here but I still said it

“I don’t fucking care y/n, try to silence your moans again and I’ll stop and never look your way again” he was mad, it was so hot

I only stared at him, I couldn’t say anything

“do you understand y/n” he slightly yelled

“yes Conrad I understand” “Good baby”

he cut the eye contact and went back in between my legs

he started to eat me out, he slid his tongue inside me desperate to taste me completely

I couldn’t stay still so I started to rock my hips against his face.

it seemed like I was doing something right because he started to go faster.

my stomach felt weird, it felt like I needed to pee. What wtf was this, what was he doing to me?

it was like he had noticed and stopped what he was doing and got up from his knees.

“why did you stop???” I was desperate to have the feeling again, I had lost it when he stopped and I needed it back

“you’re about to cum and I’m letting you cum unless it’s on my dick”

he starts to undo his jeans and pull out his thick dick, I’ve missed it.

he pulls down his pants and his black Tommy Hilfiger boxers with them.

his dick was rock hard he loved this as much as I did, pre cum was on his tip. I was ready to taste it.

I’m staring at his dick it’s so beautiful.

“you look so beautiful right now” he was looking deeply into my eyes.

“I need to feel you my love so be quiet and try not to scream” his hands were going up and down his dick almost jerking himself on

he comes closer to me and decides to spread my legs wider, he positions himself so he is near my entrance.

“Breathe, and look at my eyes” and that’s what I did i was looking at his eyes and he was looking at me.

he pushed himself into me and I felt like I was on fire, it hurt like hell and I tried to run away but he grabbed my waist and pushed me down so I couldn’t move

he wasn’t completely in me but since he was so thick it hurt even more.

he was thrusting in me so hard that it hurt like hell

he once told me he would be soft with me but right now he is mean and hard and I enjoy it.

The reality of Conrad was that he was sometimes a mean person. He was sometimes selfish, and he was sometimes bold, and you could definitely tell just now that he was bold.

Conrad kept going, despite me trying to move away “Don’t run away from me y/n” he meant this, he wanted me to Indore the satisfaction that he gave me.

He started to go deeper since we were in a good position he could go deep ass hell

“Conrad that hurts you’re going too deep” That seemed to make him happy because he pushed himself all the way in.

“How long have you wanted this?” “Wh-what?”

This was weird why was he asking this while I was in so much pain from him being so deep in me”

“How fucking long have you wanted me to fuck you like this” “A really long time Conrad I’ve always wanted it to be you”

Seeing his reaction made me happy his whole face changed he was back to a stone-cold face and he started to move faster.

He was going so fast so suddenly that I couldn’t even tell him to stop or to try to move away.

“God you look so sexy” With that he pulls out his phone

Why did he suddenly take out his phone?

“Y/n I need you to trust me, let me record this I don’t know when we will fuck again let me save this moment forever.”

I didn’t know what to say I didn’t mind him recording I trusted him so I said yes

With that, he pressed record and started to go crazy

Trusting me like he was mad, luckily it started to feel good since he was completely inside of me

I feel so full god he was so good.

“Look at the camera y/n, tell Jeremiah how good I feel inside of you” “She’s even bleeding jer I can’t believe you ever thought she would be yours”

“Y/n tell her how good I feel baby”

I was thrown off guard completely but if I said nothing it would be a lie and if I said no it would also be a lie.

“You feel so good Conrad” I moaned

Once he got the response that he wanted, he put his phone down and started to go hard.

He was fucking me so hard, I was close and I knew he was too

I felt like I needed to pee 

“Conrad stop I need to pee stop” I was moving away from him again I felt like I needed to release

He looked at me with so much lust and power and said “Let go, do it”

And so I did, I let out a big ass moan and I started to squirt

I’ve never had an organism especially not squirting.

It felt so good tho I felt free it was so weird.

With this Conrad started to slow down and get sloppy with his trust I felt him twitch inside of me and then he nutted inside of me

I felt like I had just won in life I felt so warm

“God y/n I never knew wouldn’t thought you were a squirter, that’s was so hot”

Then he kissed my forehead which felt so nice, it felt like he truly cared for me and only me.

And he kissed my forehead he moved from on top of me and started to get comfortable to go to bed.

I felt so happy that he wasn’t leaving and was sleeping with me. We were both naked and in bed together after we had sex.

I felt amazing and I felt so happy that it was my first time.

After a bit of time Conrad started to snore softly which made me know he was sleeping.

Since nobody was home I decided to go to the bathroom naked.

It was dark so I grabbed my phone to turn on the flashlight

After I was done peeing and cleaning myself I opened my door and I almost shit myself

Jeremiah was at the fucking bathroom door looking mad asf.

“I can’t believe you fucked him y/n” and he just walked away

How did he know, he was just at the party I checked that nobody was there.

How did he know???

Hi Yall I’m so sry this took so long, I’ve been mad busy with school. I hope y’all enjoy this and plz tell me what y’all think.

[teyamloak]

Heyyy love your work looking forward to the pt 2 of your belly x Conrad storyline

HII thank you so much i’m working on part 222🤭

pov me to yall ☺️☺️

[teyamloak]

Angry... part 3

↳ neteyam x fem! human reader x lo'ak

✩ warnings: neteyam is 18 lo'ak is 17, y/n is 17, fighting, cursing, jealousy, blowjob.

✩ synopsis: trying to ignore and forget about neteyam is your next step to focusing on lo’ak again but that of course doesn’t end well. Neyteyam steals you away from the party and get your attention by doing things…..

✩ note: hi everyone, I’ve been gone a while I’m sorry, I was gone because I had to study for my English regions….I passed btw!!! (old)

୨⎯ y/n’s pov ⎯୧

while I was thinking about how to forget about this boy, aonung was still there, just looking at me, staring at me. It creeped me out.

“Why are you looking at me like that” “I’m waiting for you to respond to what I just said”

I had completely forgotten what he said I was too busy trying to figure out how to ignore neteyam.

he clearly recognized that I was struggling with remembering what he had said so he simply reminded me.

“oh right aonung I’m sorry I zoned out but did you say that neteyam told you to come and apologize?” “That’s what I said didn’t I” he so clearly was annoyed, he’s never been ignored and me “zoning out” was me actually ignoring him and forcing on something else.

“Why would he do that? are you sure he told you to come and apologize, maybe you heard him wrong” “Y/n I know what I heard, I’m not stupid. He wants you y/n. But only for sex, everyone knows that. He wants to beat lo’ak in something so i bet this is it.”

What the fuck…Now that has me thinking

does neteyam only want me for sex to finally get back at his brother? Was what he said all just a lie was this all a lie so I can just sleep with him? I hope to eywa that’s not true because that would truly hurt.

I need to stop, i shouldn’t care, i’m ignoring him.

“Did he tell you this himself?” “he doesn’t have to it's very obvious, it’s obvious that lo’ak likes you and it’s obvious that neteyam wants to get back at him” I’m looking at him with hurtful eyes I try to read his eyes, the only thing I can read is his annoyance.

“Since we are all apologizing I would like to say sorry for “ignoring” you I know that action has caused you to be annoyed at me.” I say this truthfully, even if aonung was just apologizing because neteyam told him to. with that, he smiles that damn smile, do you ever just look at someone and look at their smile, and say that is most perfect smile and in his case, he has the perfect smile, but it was aonung so that perfect smile didn’t really matter to me

he smiles at me and nods at me, but continues to stay there but i knew that it was the end of our conversation. I wished i saw him walking in the darkness towards the party towards the loud noise. Only eywa knows how scared I am of that party only she knows how scared I am to meet the eyes of neteyam it scared the hell out of me.

୨⎯ neteyam’s pov ⎯୧

being at this party was the worst idea of my life. I literally hated parties. I hated being around loud noise I hated being around all these people. I hated everything the one thing I didn’t hate was my family, my brother, outsiders think that I hate him because I want to beat him, but in reality, I let him do and win everything because I care for his feelings I love my brother I’ve never loved anything, but I think the feeling I have for my brother is love, brotherly love.

But my brother is weird around me now he’s been weird around me since I was eight and it was all because of her everything that has happened was because of her I’ve liked her since I was eight I knew I wanted to be with her since I was eight. The love I have for her, and the realization that I loved her sounds exactly like the realization of my brother right? It was so odd. We both love her, and we both care for her the same, but we show it differently.

I act like I hate her like I don’t wanna be around her, but in reality, I crave her attention I would bow down for her attention. That’s how much power she has over me. she has power that makes me want to be ruled by her.

Only Eywa knows how I was feeling at that moment. Seeing her with him even though I knew why he was with her he went to apologize that better be the reason why he and she were alone together. He knows with timing I’m on. 

but I quickly noticed what she was wearing, a, even more, sexier, more mesmerizing loincloth.

did my mother let her leave the house like that looking like that nobody should see her look like that besides me, I should be the only one to see her in such sexy attire. Did she dress up for Lo’ak? Did she simply forget what I said or did, did she not care anymore if she doesn’t care, then why should I? 

before I took my second breath, I stood up so fast that you could hear the “whoosh” it was loud, so loud. I took back the words I just said I wouldn’t care about standing up and going to her and showing her that I didn’t care about how Lo’ak wanted to get her. The only thing I cared about was that I needed her.  

I knew my face looked angry. By the way, she stood still, was like she was made of  porcelain she was so beautiful, but she looked so sad.

I hope she wasn’t sad because of the way I was looking at her for some reason when I look at her, my facial expressions always become angry even when that’s not how I’m feeling in some odd way she makes me happy without even knowing her, I don’t know her and that’s my fault

I quickly grabbed onto her bicep. They were oddly squishy, which made me cackle a little bit in my head.

I looked at aonung for a little while to see if he actually apologized or if he was doing something else, and he just nodded the same way that I nodded to my brother. He nodded to me. He did apologize. I didn’t know I was stiff, but at that moment, I relaxed, my whole body relaxed. Why are all these boys making me feel threatened. I’m never threatened.

as quickly as I looked over at  aonung is as quickly as I took y/n away from the party, from the watchful eye of the party. We are near the place where we first talked where I first talk to her, At the beach  no one was there since everybody was partying.  I stopped, and I let go of her bicep, and I looked at her. I looked at her up and down. She was so beautiful. I almost stopped breathing.

“ why were you with him” I was cold when asking this I don’t want her to think I care about her because if she knows I care about her I might not be able to stop myself.

“ you know exactly why I was with him, you told him to apologize to me. Thank you for that. I don’t know why you did that but thank you.” 

he told her oh my eywa he told her, she’s going to think I want her….I do but I don’t want her to know that oh my eywa I’m gonna kill aonung

୨⎯ y/n’s pov ⎯୧

before I knew it, I was being pulled by neteyam. my plan of ignoring him fell through the roof. How can I ignore him when he’s literally pulling me towards the beach. is the beach our spot? something always happens when we’re at the beach.

he grip was firm while grabbing me, he was mad. Why was he mad? I had done nothing wrong matter of fact I should’ve been the one mad. How dare he use me to get back at lo’ak, at this moment I had hatred towards him. I hated him how could he have lied to my face? How could he lead me to believe he liked me how can a human being with a heart do that to someone I should’ve been the one mad not him.

“ why were you with him” he spoke to me, so coldly he was so brusque in the way he spoke to me, he was getting on my nerves now, I did nothing to him.

“ you know exactly why I was with him, you told him to apologize to me. Thank you for that. I don’t know why you did that but thank you.” truthfully I told him for some reason I can’t be mad at him looking at his face makes me the happiest person I could ever be, weirdly I don’t even know him I mean I’ve known him all my life, but I don’t actually know him. I've only known him or talked to him this past week.

I’ve been thinking about him, imagining what it would be like if we were together if Loak wasn’t in the picture. Life would’ve been so much easier. I think I like the Tatum but I also like loak so I don’t know what to do with myself I’m trapped I’m quite literally trapped in my own head. I can’t talk to anybody I have no friends and I definitely can’t tell Mateo and Luke’s siblings. He would probably have to laugh at me he would probably say I’m doing too much and I’m overreacting, and the only guy that would ever want me would be loak. It’s sad, but it’s true. I never thought of myself as being pretty I thought of myself as being worthy and you would have to be worthy as hell to be in a relationship with neteyam I mean, being the oldest son of the Toruk Makto has to be the hardest thing ever, especially for their mate

so maybe I was thinking too much of it I wish he could just tell me flat out that he liked me so I wouldn’t know if I’m actually thinking too much of it.

“stop overthinking, it’s annoying” wtf how did he know I was overthinking can he read my mind.. is that something they can do?

“It’s written all over your face, I don’t know why you’re overthinking there is nothing to overthink about.” “Why did you ask aonung to apologize to me” “I felt that it was the right thing for him to do” “So you beat him up so he could apologize to me” “Yeah do you have a problem with that?”

he’s flirting with me, I can tell because as soon as he finishes his sentences he licks his lips and looks at my body.

“I don’t like you y/n, you cause too much trouble, but you’re so…” he says this so clearly while stepping closer to me while dragging out his words, he’s inches towards me that I can hear him breathing.

I’m freaking out it feels like my heart is going to fall out. I’m scared, why am i scared?

“you’re so soul taking”

soul taking? what is that supposed to mean? For some reason his words give me hope, gives me happiness.

“is that a good thing?” honestly asking because Eywa knows I wish to know what he truly meant.”

“bad, but oh so good” “You’re so good y/n but I can make you so bad” coming towards me, touching my face while saying the last part. The first time he’s ever touched me in this way.

I stayed silent, nothing came to my mouth it all came to my head. everything I thought I couldn’t say.

he stands there with his hand on my cheek, slowly his hand goes behind my head slowly to the back of my neck. Giving it a hard squeeze.

he wants me to respond, he wants me to say something, that hard squeeze reassured me of that. 

”what are you saying right now neteyam” “I’m saying that I want you, I want to make you bad, I want to make you break all the rules that lo’ak sets for you”

“you want me to be yours?” “yes how many times do I have to say it,” I say my part slowly, softly as the result of him gripping the back of my neck so tightly now.

“I need you to do something for me y/n. Do you want to do something from me?” “do what?”

“the only thing you have to know is that I need you to do this action so bad once you’ve done what I’ve said I’ll make you feel good, understand?”

at this moment I was confused but also intrigued, I wonder what he would do to make me feel good.

but slowly i shook my head, yes, 

with this action, he moves his hands from my neck to the top of my head and slowly pushes me down as if wanting me to get on my knees, which I eventually do. I was scared, why did he want me on my knees, why was he so adamant in doing so?

“I don’t want you to be scared, okay?” “I’m not scared” With that he uses his left hand to fidget with his loin cloth with doing so he slowly reveals his big beautiful light blue dick. I’ve never seen a dick before I’ve never even thought of them I was only 17 but my knowledge of things like that was limited.

I wasn’t ever scared when he pulled it out I was relaxed almost ready for what was to come. I had no idea what was going to happen but I was excited. 

when he pulled it out his eyes were on me and then on his dick. his eyes went back and forth between them.

“I love how you look right now” I couldn’t say anything I just couldn’t the only thing I could do was look at him. “you look so good, so beautiful”

“I want you to suck it now, go slow with it, and make sure to use no teeth, my love”

“I’ve never done this before,” I said stupidly

“good so I can be the first one, I like that”

he lets go of his dick and put his left hand on the back of my head slowly pushing my head towards my dick.

“spit on it before you start” and I do, my mouth starts to water ready for what’s to come. I start to open my mouth and put my fingers around his base. I start to just suck his tip I taste his pre cum it tastes almost like nothing but I can still taste it.

once I started to suck his tip he let out a low groan, it was the hottest thing I heard and made me feel like I was doing good so I started to put him completely in my mouth.

I started to suck his dick while sucking his dick I would go up and down, and my tongue would be at the bottom helping me make him feel better.

I wanted him to feel good I did this because he wanted it and I want what he wants.

he started to push my head down making me deep-throat his dick I tried to push up because I couldn’t breathe but he didn’t let me “Stfu and take it like a good girl baby”

normally I would never let a man talk to me like that but rn it was different he was in control and I loved it.

“god you’re so good, keep going don’t stop I’m about to cum” and that’s exactly what he did but I didn’t notice that he had come inside my mouth because he was so deep in my throat that it had shot straight down my throat.

the only reason I realized is that he slammed himself inside my mouth.

after coming he pulled out of my mouth, a string of saliva followed which made me have to pull up my hand and break the strings.

he was still looking at me when he put himself back inside his loincloth

he got down on his knees so he was at my level and told me “That was amazing y/n but this can���t happen again”

What wtf, there’s no way he just said that after what I just did.

“you’re kidding right” I said with a confused laugh

“I’m not, this shouldn’t have happened you soon will be promised to my brother y/n, I should have stayed away.”

what the hell is he talking about, promised to his brother, I was a human with no avatar body being promised to lo’ak shouldn’t be a thing, is he just saying this because he doesn’t want to be with me?

“lo’ak’s chosen one?” “yea y/n why do you think I’ve stayed away from you all these years, lo’ak claimed you long ago and I had to stop fighting for you”

“Why did you stop fighting for me?” “Honestly y/n you weren’t worth the trouble, he’s my little brother he should get what he wants even if that means breaking my heart.”

I stood up and wiped my wet face, I fixed my hair and started to walk towards the party without saying a word to neteyam. I was too hurt to say anything.

he didn’t fight for me, but his heart was broken. this was one confusing boy, a beautiful boy but so confusing that it hurt.

i’m ngl this part actually kinda hurt my feelings i’m sry if it hurts yours as well.

[teyamloak]

It’s You

↳ conrad x y/n!

warnings: Conrad is 18 y/n is 16, cursing, smut, handjob, no sex.

✩ synopsis: y/n is back at cousins looking better than ever. She's prettier than she was last summer, the boys around her take note of that, especially Conrad.

✩ note: hi everyone, I hope y'all don't mind that I'm writing about something that isn't avatar. btw Anger part 3 is in the works it will be out soon!!

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it was a drive going down to cousins. I've missed it, I've missed annoying my brother, Steven with my "beautiful" singing voice. I've missed just sitting in our car and listening to music but the thing I've missed the most about cousins was a boy. Conrad fisher. Literally a goddess, a guy that would make you do a double take when he's walking by, a guy that can make you cum just by looking at them, Conrad Fisher. I've had a crush on him since I was a little girl. he was so perfect you would have to be gay to not have a crush on him, even then you still would.

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pulling into their driveway felt crazy, being there felt life-changing. Steven was the first one to get out of the car, and Jeremiah was the first to be outside.

Jeremiah was Conrad's younger brother, they were complete opposites sometimes you would wonder how they were even related, Conrad was dark, very dark while Jeremiah was bright and light-hearted. Jeremiah and I were best friends, he was so fun to be around and he wasn't nonchalant like Conrad was you could always know what Jeremiah was thinking or feeling but you couldn't with Conrad and I hated that.

I stayed in the car for a couple of seconds because I was scared and because I wanted to enjoy everything, eventually I put my feet on the ground and got out. Jeremiah and Steven were talking and my mom was already inside after giving Jeremiah the biggest hug a mom could give. Once I got out everything stopped, their conversation, their laughter, everything.

Jeremiah was checking me out, it was so obvious, everything he felt was always written on his face.

Slowly walking towards me he says "I missed you little one"

"I hate when you call me that you guys are literally one year older than me" I shouted because he was still a little far away from me

"I don't care you'll always be little to us, come here beautiful" saying this while pulling out his arms and waiting for me to give him a big ass hug.

he hugged me like we'd never hugged before, it was nice and sweet. After a couple of seconds, I stood there waiting for Conrad to come out and say hi to me. I've missed him, I needed to see him.

It is like I had summoned him he appeared like he was reading my mind. He was quick with the way he was walking he looks like he needed to be somewhere. he was busy with the hood part of his hoodie but then he stopped and looked at me. He smiled. He smiled at me. He smiled while looking at me. OMG.

He walks towards me and for I moment I felt at home I felt safe. He was still smiling when he was walking towards me.

“I liked you better with glasses,” he says joking around with me “Well I like myself without them” joking back. “you look the same you know that” “Is that a bad thing?” I said, i was hurt in a way, was he calling me ugly? “no, not at all I just think you look the same, yk good looking and stuff” The last part he said so fast that if I moved an inch I would miss it.

“you think i’m good looking and stuff?” I said excitedly, frantic to know his answer “ofc you’ve always been a good-looking kid, you would think your sister is good-looking no matter what wouldn’t you” This wasn’t a question this was a fact to him.

he had just friend-zoned me but also immediately after he had sister zoned me. He was saying that he found me “good-looking and stuff” because a big brother would always think their sister was good-looking.

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waking into the house for the first time since last summer felt so unreal. nothing had changed everything was the same, Susannah  was standing beautifully with my mom in the kitchen they had already started preparing something for all of us to eat.

while they were preparing something I went into my room to unpack. I’ve missed my room, I’ve missed my beautiful light blue walls. I’ve missed my bear. Conrad gave me him when we were at the boardwalk when we were younger his name is Junior Mint.

I grabbed him and hugged him I put my nose to his head, I’ve missed the way he smelt. I loved him so much not only because Conrad won him for me, I loved him because he reminded me of that day. yeah, that day was bad I mean Conrad was eye fucking the girl at the game and yeah it maybe made me cry but at least he won Junior Mint for me.

Jeremiah came bouncing into my room and saw me smelling Junior Mint. “you still have that old thing?” “Obviously I still have it if I’m holding him, dummy” Jeremiah and I were best friends we joked around with each other like this our whole lives. “I know dummy what I meant was WHYYY do you still have him, he’s mad old” he stated while mocking me. “because I love him plus he helps me sleep” “lmao you’re so cute y/n” I laughed with him I don’t think much when Jeremiah calls me cute because he isn’t Conrad.

“KIDS COME DOWNSTAIRS DINNER IS READY” the one yelling was my mother.

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owe were all sat at the dinner table, Jeremiah and Steven were on their phones and Conrad was sitting o looking down at his plate and waiting to eat. “can y’all get off your phone and eat your food” “mom there’s a party we are going to after this” Jeremiah says talking to Susannah. “who’s going?” she says like a man would. “all of us” he says quickly “Even y/n” She says this with the most questionable tone ever, yeah maybe I don’t go to parties but damn. “no obviously not y/n, she’s too young for that cmon mom” I was offended but I was even more embarrassed he’s was not only calling me a kid but calling me a kid in front of Conrad. But I stayed quiet like normal. “I’m not going either.” everyone stayed quiet he wasn’t going to a party?? “what the hell do you mean you aren’t going bro,” Steven said confused as hell. “I’m not really feeling like going to a party today” “Well then it’s just going to be just you and y/n because me and your mother are going to a book signing.” “cmon Conrad come with us you don’t want to be bored, alone with y/n, do you?” “I don’t mind it,” he said well going back to eating.

did I hear the right…. Conrad and I will be alone in the summer house, ALONE.

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Conrad is downstairs watching a movie and I can’t move, he invited me to watch the movie with him but I can’t move.

“y/n the movie is already starting where are you?” while saying this he’s opening my door and looking for me. I was in the bathroom with the door wide open looking at myself in the mirror.

I look different then I did last summer that was obviously but the one thing that I didn’t remember or that I tried not to remember was how my body had changed. My body was completely different i had bigger boobs and a nice tight ass.

I felt good about my new body but at this moment while I looked at myself in the mirror I felt ugly and it was even worse that conrad was looking at me.

“what are you doing tiny?” he had a confused looked in his face but said this jokingly

“um, getting ready for yk the movie and stuff” “Why did you change your clothes, it’s just a movie downstairs, we aren’t going out. Unless you want to go out” he kept rambling clearly uncomfortable but i couldn’t figure out why.

maybe it was the fact that we were alone for the first time or maybe it was the fact that he was in my room

I turned around ready to leave my room and go downstairs

“I wanted to look nice I was looking crazy when I got here plus I just took a shower” pulling my wet hair in front of my face so he can see it “seeee it’s wet” he slaps my hand because of how close my hand was to his face.

“I can tell you showered, you don’t smell bad anymore,” he said this with a stone-cold face that made me think he was telling the truth

we stayed silent for a couple of seconds and then he started laughing like he said the funniest thing in the world. “your face is so funny tiny you look so cute, just like a baby”

why did he always have to compare me to a baby why couldn’t he just stop once he said I was cute?

“let’s go tiny” he reaches for my hand and i grab onto it, this felt nice.

as we reach the bottom of the stairs he let go of my hand, the loss made me feel sad almost alone.

he reaches down and grabs the remote, pressing play.

“Since I know you like scary movies I decided we could watch one”

smiling I sit down next to him, not saying a word

he presses play and the movie starts.

an hour has gone by and we have a blanket covering us now, it normally doesn’t get cold at night but it did today. It was only 8 which meant we were going to be alone for another hour.

Conrad hasn’t said a word to me since the movie started and neither did I, I was afraid of saying something.

but I decided to stop being a little girl I was tired of him looking at me like I was a baby I was tired of him calling me “tiny” like I was a child.

so I did something that I never thought I would do, I removed the blanket that we were under and got on his lap, he was intently confused.

“what the fuck are you doing y/n,” he said coldly

but I ignored it instead I looked him in his eyes and started to move my hips back and forth like I was riding him. I’ve never done something like this but it felt so good.

I kept looking at him and he kept looking at me

I felt him get hard underneath me so I know he liked this I knew that he wanted me.

“get off yn,” he said but it came off as a whimper it was low and soft

I looked at him hurt but I never stopped what I was doing “Why” “You don’t understand what you’re doing rn y/n, you’re just a little girl”

that got me mad rightfully so

so I got off but I wasn’t done, I looked at him the minute I got off and saw that he regretted what he said it looked like he missed what I was doing to him, and from his hard dick I knew he wanted more, so I gave him more

my tiny hands started to unbuckle his belt he didn’t stop me he just watched me; studying me.

I took off his belt and put it to the side then I quickly started to undo his button and then pulled down his zipper he was wearing black polo underwear.

“y/n?” he said suddenly, he noticed that I had stopped at the site on his underwear. the boldness that I had before was gone and I regretted what I had done.

but Conrad didn’t want me to stop as much as he told himself that he did he knew that he didn’t want that.

without thinking Conrad brought down his pants and pulled out his thick white dick. It was the first dick i’ve ever seen, i’ve never watched porn and i definitely didn’t know what i was doing.

“come here, tiny” his voice now bolder and stronger

he was stroking his dick while talking and looking me in the eyes.

“don’t call me that” I said putting my head down now ashamed

“do you have a problem with me calling you tiny”

“yes I do I’m not a baby and I’m not tiny, it’s stupid and I don’t like it”

“well, then that’s all you had to say, now come here before I realize how this is a big mistake.”

normally that would hurt my feeling but this time and this moment it made me happy

i obeyed him like I always did. he grabbed my hand and placed it on his dick, his hand was on top of my hand and he started to grip my hand so it could grip tighter around his thick dick.

he started to move my hand up and down, he moaned loud and hard. I started to move my hand faster as his moans got louder I knew that I was doing this right because of his moans and the way he threw his head back.

“god, y/n im about to cum, be a good girl and open your mouth.”

and I did of course I did I was here for him, I was made for him.

I leaned forward towards his dick and I opened my mouth, he started to stroke himself fast asf

he didn’t take his eyes off me

“omg fuck, fuckkkkk”

then he came all over my mouth and face.

he didn’t even have to tell me to swallow it because i did the second it was in my mouth, it tasted so fucking good, it tasted almost like nothing.

he moaned so loud, he grabbed my face and pulled me close to kiss me, this was the first real kiss I ever had and I just followed his lead.

he was sweet and slow with the kiss like he wanted to prove that this meant a lot to him.

he pulled away and continued to look at me

“I want to fuck you but that won’t happen today, you’re too perfect to be fucked on the floor like you don’t mean anything to me because y/n you mean everything to me”

I was happy with that, I was so fucking happy that he respected me enough to know that, that was exactly what I wanted and need to hear.

“Are you okay with that, my love?” “yeah Conrad I’m actually very happy you said that.”

“let’s go clean your face before the others come I don’t want them to know what happened so can I trust you to keep this a secret?”

a secret, wow a secret.

“why would this be a secret? Don’t you like me?” “Of course I like you y/n it’s just I’m older than you and the others wouldn’t understand especially your brother, he would kill me for having his sister’s face full of cum, and he would murder me knowing how much I enjoyed it.”

“Okay, Conrad anything you want” I was mad but I understand where he was coming from he was 18 about to go to college and I was 16 about to start my junior year in high school. Our parents would freak knowing what had happened.

Conrad stood up and grabbed my hand, pulling me up, “Let’s get you cleaned up”

Hi y'all I hope you enjoyed this part i’m pretty sure i will be making a part 2 which will contain more smut and stuff, also i wrote this before season 2 of tsitp came out so it takes place then!!!!

[teyamloak]

Angry... part 2

↳ neteyam x fem! human reader x lo'ak

✩ warnings: neteyam is 18 lo'ak is 17, y/n is 17, fighting, cursing, jealousy.

✩ synopsis: lo’ak confronts you about what was happing with neteyam.

✩ note: hi everyone, the last one got a very surprising couple of likes…..but anyways I hope you like this one! also, this chapter talks about mating a lot and you might be wondering how a human can meet with a naive but in this case, the mating is more spiritual than connecting queues they still connect their queues but in her case, she can’t, so it’s more spiritual.

୨⎯ lo’ak’s pov ⎯୧

have you ever needed someone so bad that once you’re away from them you start to feel like someone is pouring  lava into your heart?

that’s what I feel when I’m away from her. my heart bleeds for her. it beats because she’s with me. I know she won’t go anywhere. I made sure she wouldn’t go anywhere.

the only competition I’ve ever had was with my brother, even though the competition part was only on my part. since I was little I knew that he was going to want you one day. I was right when we were 7 and he was 8 he told me he liked you, and he said that he wanted to mate you. At that moment I didn’t know what a “mate” was until I asked my dad about it. Once he described it I instantly knew that she was my future mate. I’ve known you were my future mate since I was 7 years old. Ever since then, I’ve made it my goal to have you become my mate, there was only one problem.

the brother I love deeply but hate only because I want her.

she’s mine. I’ve always gotten what I wanted and I know that I want her. she is my peace.

the day I found out what was a mate I told neteyam that she was my mate already and that we made a whole plan to mate when we become 18. 18 is the mating age. once you turn 18 you need to mate. you will have your first heat.

18 is an important number. a number that I love as much as I hate. my brother will be 18 before me. how much I wish I was the older brother, to be 18 first. if I’m 18 first then that means I have a 100% chance of y/n being my mate. I know she will be my mate because I’m the only thing she knows I’m the only one that makes her feel “safe” I’m her “family” and she’s attached to me like a lost puppy.

I always believed that y/n would be my mate, and I truly hope that it would be true.  But once I saw them in the island  I knew that that could be ripped away from me. 

he knows to stay away from her. he promised he would. all those years ago, he said he would.  but now I find them alone? why would she do this to me? Why would he do this to me? he knows how much she means to me, how much I care for her.  I needed only one year, I had only one year left. she could’ve been mine if you would’ve stayed away. I knew she had been stripped away for me. The moment I saw her cling to his hand when he tried to move no matter if his face showed anger, he knew he wanted her. I knew he wanted her.

as quickly as I saw him, hold onto her hand is as quickly as I saw him, retrieve his hand. he nods at me he doesn’t have to say anything but I know what he says, he saying “sorry” why would he be saying “sorry” is it because he told her that he has feelings for her before I could, or is it because they have already been mated, but I know too well in my heart that they haven’t mated yet she still can be mine. 

୨⎯ y/n pov ⎯୧

“what are you doing out here y/n? why are you with neteyam?” “ oh, you know aonung was being mean to me and neteyam came to help me.” 

“wtf did they do to you” his voice was firmer than before. He takes a step forward. You can hear the sand ruffle underneath his feet. He was close, as close as neteyam was before him. 

Shiley, I responded to his question “they didn’t do anything, aonung and his friends were just trying to be funny ” I was telling him the truth in a way. I’ve never lied to lo’ak before. I felt weird and wrong, I got the feeling of being dirty again I’ve been feeling that a lot recently. 

“so why did neteyam have to get involved?” “yk he never gets involved with you, so why now?” “lo’ak it’s not that serious, he was just helping me because he knows how much you care for me” “that it?” “ofc lo‘ak why else would he have done it”

“you’re right, I’m overreacting. I just wish I could’ve been there, I would’ve killed them, yk that right” after saying this it felt like his tall frame was 100 times taller. I knew that lo’ak would do anything for me but was killing also something he would do?

“come here” his face softens, he was back to being my lo’ak he wasn’t acting weird. I listened to his requests and went over there, once I was there he wraps his big arms around me. I was enclosed by his big, strong arms. I felt “safe” just like with neteyam.

why was I so safe around both of them? matter of fact why do I feel so safe with neteyam when I know nothing about him even after I’ve known him since birth?

☆═━┈┈━═☆

have you ever felt like you were made to be with someone? At times I get this weird feeling, a feeling that at times I can’t shake. sometimes I feel like lo’ak has made me his project, he has been telling me what to do since I was little he tells me what to wear and what to not wear. he tells me how to act, how to talk, and how to react to other people. sometimes it feels like I’m not the real me I’m just a lost puppy.

I love lo’ak with all my heart but the things that neteyam told me made me look at things from a different perspective.

I was alone right now, at the beach. I tend to be at the beach a lot and things tend to happen when I’m at the beach. I need to stop coming to the beach.

looking at the sky and blue waters that have always made me feel “free” neteyam has strangely made me feel the same. I’ve been thinking about neteyam these past few days. I’ve only ever thought about lo’ak like this but lo’ak hasn’t been on my mind like neteyam has. since that day has passed neteyam hasn’t talked to me.  he hasn’t even looked in my direction he hasn’t even paid attention to me when the other kids were bullying me when I was alone. 

did lo’ak say something to him to make him stop talking to me just like how he did before, I need to talk to him again I miss him….

Jake and Neytiri are throwing a party today. They said that it would bring us and the Metkayina Clan closer. I disagree we’ve been here for a week, and they still haven’t been nice to any of us especially me. this is going to be hell for me. luckily I still have lo’ak.

even though Neytiri doesn’t really like me I like to see her as a mother she did “raise” me even if she was forced into it.

I’ve gotten ready, I thought I looked cute, and Neytiri made me this cute little outfit she even made me a new loincloth this one was almost “sexy” and the last loincloth I had was more kiddish. my top was also new it was bigger around my boob area because they have been growing a lot recently. the new top that I had just put on showed way more skin than my last one, in the back of my mind I hoped that neteyam would like it. Not once did I think about lo’ak’s approval.

the party had already started gettng loud everyone was having a good time, dancing and singing. I still haven’t gone outside, I’m scared. I’m scared to see what people will say about my new outfit, will they call me names? look at me differently?

after a little while of debate, about whether or not I should change I decided not to. I finally left my little hut in search of neteyam. I wanted to see him, show him how I look. walking around I see everyone smiling, I started to smile because of how happy everyone looked. my smile quickly vanished once I saw aonung approaching me, I was about to move away when he stopped me. he placed a hand near the way I was about to walk. 

calmly he asked me if we could talk. The first thing that came to my mind was “is this a set up is he trying to do something” but deep down I knew he wasn’t going to do anything so I accepted his requests and followed him to talk, alone.

weirdly it feels like I’m getting déjà vu from walking around these places, it reminds me of neteyam, everything reminding me of him. 

we stop after a little while of walking, and aonung turns around and gives me the smile that he always gives me. if I didn’t hate him so much I would’ve liked him don’t get me wrong he’s a shit person but he is hot and that smile, god that smile is so hot, but I control myself because of how much I hate him.

I was the first one to break the silence, it was getting weird that he wasn’t saying anything to me just staring and smiling at me.

“Why did you want to talk” “I wanted to apologize about what happened last week” he wanted to apologize. why did he want to apologize to me, he has never apologized to me. “why are you apologizing now?” he straight up tells me “neteyam almost broke my face because I wasn’t going to apologize, so I came here to apologize and because I want to start over with you. I don’t want to be mean anymore. especially not to you.”

was neteyam right? did aonung like me? that can’t be, it couldn’t be.

I’m being delusional, 3 guys can’t “like” me it’s weird enough that 2 brothers might like me but aonung… he’s literally been so mean to me. Maybe i heard the last part wrong. He only apologized because of neteyam.

Neteyam…Neteyam…even his name is beautiful..eywa why did you have to make him so perfect….why great mother.

What am i doing? why am i thinking about him he “hates” me, he still hates me right?

I liked it better when he hated me. my mind was quieter, my mind knew what I wanted, and my mind only knew one thing. Lo’ak. My best friend, my everything. He’s everything i know,he’s my soulmate, right?

The love I have for lo’ak is like the love I have for our great mother. I’m suppose to end up with him. He’s everything i know. I want to keep it that's way I’m going to keep it that way.

Fuck neteyam he’s playing with my mind, this is how he is, mean. I’m done going along with his games.

I’ll ignore him.

But how can i when he’s all i’ve been thinking about lately.

I hope y’all enjoyed this part as much as y’all loved the first part. Sorry i’ve been gone i had a lot of things on my plate but i’m back now!!!



[teyamloak]

When will there be an Angry pt2

It’s so good!!! 😆

YESSS…. I was working on it but i stopped butttttt i’ll start working on it again!!!

[teyamloak]

Angry… part 1

↳ neteyam x fem! human reader x lo’ak

✩ warnings: neteyam is 18 lo’ak is 17, y/n is 17, fighting, cursing, and jealous.

✩ synopsis: neteyam has always had some hatred toward you. lo’ak and you are best friends, nothing can separate you too. On this particular day, you were sunbathing when Aonung and his friends started to pick on you, they quickly stop once neteyam comes and helps you....

✩ note: hi everyone, this will be my first time writing. it will probably be bad so sorry.

when I was younger I was always alone. I’m a human, that has to be the loneliest race ever. I was born in pandora with another baby named spider, I never really liked him though. when I met lo’ak I finally realized what it meant to have a meaning. I didn’t have parents I didn’t even have a family. Jake was always nice to me but I knew deep down he didn’t want me around. I reminded him of himself when he was human, it was sad really. Don’t get me started on Neytiri, she hated me and she showed it. she never liked me, said I should be with my own people, says I will cause trouble for her sons. she says this while knowing that…

lo’ak is my meaning. my best friend. my reason,

we had just moved to a new village it was pretty, the people were so different it scared me lowkey. since day one of getting here, I was getting bullied, and today was no exception.

Aonung and his friends had found me sunbathing.

“what are you doing over here, freakkkkk.” he stretches out the k in freak.

“where is your lil boyfriend is he off with some other girl??”

“leave me alone aonung, and he isn’t my boyfriend he’s my best friend something that you don’t have.” his friends start to instigate the conversation “ohhhhh” “you going to let her talk to you like that”

“stfu y’all are literally my friend, idiot.” with that, aonung started to walk closer his friends quickly following right behind him. “listen her y/n if you’re lil boyfriend doesn’t want you anymore you can always come be with me, god knows how much i want you to be a slut for me.” the smirk so clearly on his face while saying that. my whole body shakes of disgust for some reason i felt dirty even though i clearly did nothing wrong.

i can see from the corner of my eye aonung’s hand start to go up, about to be reaching for my hand but stopped when he heard “aonung you know you don’t want to do that.”

“you know exactly what will happen once you do” i with everybody else was shocked to see neteyam.

neteyam has hated me since birth lo’ak says it’s because he doesn’t see “good” in me. but i think it’s because he’s jealous of me for taking up lo’ak’s time.

aonung was the most surprise, he knew that neteyam didn’t like me.

“wtf are you doing here neteyam this isn’t your bitch.” “who is he calling a bitch” i say in my brain.

“watch your mouth, aonung you know exactly what this is and how much she means to my brother.”

“i don’t like her but my brother does so i have to protect her whether i like it, or not.” neteyam makes sure to say this louder then anything he has said previously.

“y/n stop looking stupid and come over here or do you want to stay with these idiots?.” quickly i moved my small feet towards him god knows i didn’t want to be anywhere near aonung.

neteyam and i we’re starting to walk away when aonung yells out

“her pussy must be so good if she has the sully brothers so pussywiped” “maybe after you’re done you can let me fuck her” with that neteyam was off before i can turn around i see ao’nung on the floor with his hand on his check, bleeding.

“never talk about her in that manner again she not yours, she’s ours” who tf is “ours” who was he referring to? god im so confused….

neteyam is dragging me towards another land. when i say dragging i mean he was literally dragging me.

we had finally stopped after what felt like an hour of him dragging me. he dropped his hand from the arm he was dragging and turns around, making eye contact with me and says “you can not leave my watch anymore, who knows what ao’nung would have done if he was alone with you”

“he likes you y/n, did you know that?”

“why would i care he means nothing to me” “plus the only man i’ve ever cared about is lo’ak” the eyes that were once yellow and concerned were now dark yellow and filled with what seemed to be jealousy.

“why must he be the only guy you see”

“what are you talking about”

“why can’t you say something nice to me, why can’t you say “thank you for helping me neteyam” instead the first thing you have to bring up is lo’ak newsflash he wasn’t there, i was, can i be that hard to pay attention to ”

“wtf are you talking about??? you have been mean to me since i was born you’ve never tried to talk to me, shit this is the first conversation we have had since i was a baby.”

“don’t you ever wonder why” “no not really i don’t really care about it”

“god it’s because i see you, i see you y/n”

“once i saw ao’nung about to touch you i knew that i felt something for you”

“The reason why I haven’t been nice to you or talked to you is because of lo’ak.” “he has told me that he was yours” “his" "yes his"

"he has told me that you were his future mate and it made sense all of those years, I believed him, but now I know you aren't his mate, you are just strangely attached to him like a lost puppy" "lo’ak has told you that I am his?" “lo'ak is nothing more than a friend"

just as I was about to say more neteyam come closer to me, and now I can’t hear anything but my heartbeat at this moment I felt “good” not dirty like before.

neteyam was quick to grab my hand, and for some reason I let him. this is the first time neteyam has ever touched me. this is the first time my heart has ever started going crazy.

as if the planet knew what was about to happen lo’ak popped up.

“y/n I’ve been looking for you everywhere I heard what happened- he stops as he sees neteyam’s and my hand together.

“neteyam what are you doing here?” “I was just leaving,” he says simply and starts to walk away. but for some reason I didn’t let go of his hand I grabbed it tighter. lo’ak took notice of my action.

neteyam turns his head towards me and tilts his head an action that I’ve noticed his whole family does. he looks at me then his eyes start to go down my whole body and stop when our hand comes into view.

he doesn’t even have to say to let go off his hand, his face so clearly says it for himself. he looks mad, very mad. what did I do? I didn’t do anything wrong, why was he so mad at me even after he told me his feelings for me?

quickly I let go of the hand that I was once holding. I missed it so much, in so little time that i had felt it, I missed the warmth of his big hand on my small hand, I miss the feeling of being “good” even though he so clearly didn’t want to have anything to do with me at this moment, what had just happen?

neteyam walks away nodding his head towards his brother without saying a word to him, but for some reason, lo’ak knows exactly what he is saying. As quickly as he comes he was gone..never in my life have I wished for him to return but today it was different, why?

should i make a part 2??