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compilation of some of my bridgekid Instagram stories (PART 2!!) If you want my instagram btw dm me!! 🍀

aren't i just absolutely hilarious

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compilation of some of my bridgekid Instagram stories through august - november! ( my favorite is the 2nd story lol, If you get the joke ily, andddd pretend i spelled cereal right ) 🍀

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WOAH?

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(background picture is not by me!!!)

I had fun shading this tbh 😼

Original under cut

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Got inspired and made my own transfemme Lars!

I feel she wouldn't change her name, cos she's chill like that.

Fugger would be so in peoples faces about misgendering Lars, but she'd be her usual chill self about it.

(And definitely not me going T4T Larsaiah 🥰)

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i hope my math teacher enjoys the abundance of rodgers on my work

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Sage and Ricky during their parents’ wedding

Ricky is a W step brother XD

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guys you'll never believe this...

I'm really glad that I am able to support bridgekids, along with seeing exclusive stuff in return! It's really awesome!! 💙✨️

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my dumb homunculus that has NOTHING wrong with him

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me posting!! lainey posting...

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what's up bridgelings?

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Joined the bandwagon (template by @/tennisballsrightarm)

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What the yap....

I love it when me and that boy have normal conversations like actual friends, also when we are just like walking around our school together so that we actually have private conversations together, he's one of my closest friends along with C, he is the one of my classmates I'm actually comfortable sharing my feelings and thoughts with. I don't really feel that comfortable with others cause I'm scared of judgement but with him I don't feel any sense of judgement whatsoever, he's also probably one of the so called "weird kid" on our classroom like almost everyone in our classroom probably hates him, but he actually has more friends than me he is just, hated if that's the right word. Like he does something and my classmates would tell him to shut up even when they are literally the, loud ones??? Yes he can be A bit "annoying" but they are literally worse! I hate my classmates, not all of them cause I do kinda have 'friends' who I barely talk to so I don't really see them as one. I only see 2-3 people as my friends in the room cause I'm really close to them, one being a girl who sits besides me and the other being the boy I'm talking about right now. Let's talk about C this time, she was in set A back when our class were separated and I was also in set A, I think we became friends cause of a group activity? Yeah yeah I think that's how we became friends, she is also has a quiet voice except she can't help it like I can, she told me that her voice is like that cause of something that happened to her. She told me that but I don't really remember much. We have been friends for maybe 2 years now? We still talk cause she is still my classmate, all my classmates are actually still the same from 7-10, we are currently in grade 9 though so one more year until we eventually separate cause she said she won't be a senior in the same school but a different one cause her hometown is actually far from the school we're learning in. She is one of my classmates I also feel sharing my thoughts and problems to. Now we are talking about J, me and him are not as close as we were before cause he talks to his other friends more and we don't even sit near each other so yeah.

I also actually had more friends back in elementary but cause of the pandemic I kinda forgot how to socialize and got more self aware of myself making me a socially awkward person cause I get nervous around others now, the possible reason either cause I'm growing up or cause of my cousins, let's talk about my cousins, I am not gonna talk about all of them but I will just be talking about the ones that I hated. So in 2019-2021 they have been Tormenting me? I'm not sure if that's the right word but they have been purposefully scaring me with things I'm scared of making me extremely paranoid. Now about the things I was scared of.

I heard it too. The animation one, they have either been showing me the video or saying 'sarah'. And again, I was scared of it so I pretty much cried every time they did that, cause of that I have been too scared to sleep or go outside, I was scared of staying up too much, I was scared they would die, I didn't care if I died I was genuinely more scared of them dying rather than me dying but whatever, I would constantly hide under my blanket and cry silently while everyone is asleep cause I'm scared they might get mad at me for it. I would have nightmares cause of it, they always told me that I would get killed, I was a really gullible kid back then so I believed that it was real.

Siren head. Was one of my biggest fear in 2020, it's almost the same story as the I heard it too but probably worse cause loud noises or sirens would cause me to panic, they have been playing siren sounds and telling me that it would come and kill us, this has made me EXTREMELY PARANOID I actually forced myself to be nicer, I gave my favorite stuffed toy cause I prayed that if I became a better person I would forget about it, guess what, I didn't and I again, couldn't sleep, I didn't even wanna eat. I was too scared to even do anything. Actually had a nightmare about it, I couldn't sleep, I cried at night, and I got aggressive, I actually started trying to choke my cousins when they made me mad, I started losing my temper even more, I started yelling at them, I'm not sure if this was the reason I changed though but I'm guessing it is. I started to have thoughts of wanting to hurt others (wow, edgy) I considered them my 'best friends' except it kept changing cause they loved my sister more.

Ok, I might need to mention this thing as well. About my sister, she is my older sister and my cousins listened to everything she said, and that one time she told them that I was not their friend anymore and I don't know why but I literally cried, I forgot when it was but it was before 2019 probably, I cried on our couch with a blanket over it, they were having fun and I was not. I was actually so sensitive and would cry or throw a tantrum easily. I also have this cousin that I absolutely hate with all my heart, when we were kids we fought and when I was outside she didn't let me inside I put my hand on the floor and she closed the door while it was there so uh, my hand got scarred, and she didn't GAF! My aunt and my mom got mad at her though, she's younger than me btw.

I always felt like they absolutely hate me which they probably do cause every time I try to talk to them or play with them they always ignore me or something whatever. I just hate them. I hate how when I cry they get mad at me instead of trying to comfort me. They sometimes would go somewhere and leave me. Yeah that's all or something.

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This is so rad............

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I've never seen the Breakfast Club

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I've never seen the Breakfast Club

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the solo finn extraction experience

would you believe me if i said this is the first thing ive rendered in like 2+ weeks and its for this shitpost. would you believe that. i hope so

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Why do I imagine him standing on a stool outside the window because his ass is not that tall.

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Dorks

I love imagine fem!Isaiah as a sociopathic grrl